Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 110 Blood is thicker than water

The police persuaded me for a long time, saying that you should not be too serious, that is a thing of the past, and now the unity of your mother and daughter is the most cherished thing.He also said that you are young now and don't understand many things. The so-called not raising a child does not know the kindness of your parents. When you grow up and have children, you will know.

My own mother was crying, holding the policeman's hand tightly with her hands, and said thank you to the people's police. Without you, our mother and daughter might never see each other again.

In short, amid the crying of my own mother and my indifference, the police comrades and the new dean were sent away. They said that they were responsible for the formalities, and I just need to return to my family and live a good life with peace of mind.

Looking at the police car going away and the strange environment around me, I turned my head and looked at my mother, without saying anything, I went straight into the house with my luggage.

This house is really dilapidated and old, not to mention dark and damp, and full of sundries. At first glance, it looks like all kinds of garbage picked up.

I walked through these sundries, entered the house, and roughly swept it. Although the house is small, it has two and a half rooms. I noticed that one of the larger rooms was very clean, and even the furnishings in the house were very clean. It doesn't match the style of the whole house at all.

"Dandan..."

My mother's voice suddenly sounded from behind me. When I turned around, my mother knelt down on the ground with a plop, grabbed my trouser legs, and cried, "Dandan, please forgive my mother... Mom's fault, all these years, Mom has been restless and has nightmares every day, dreaming that something happened to you..."

"You are uneasy, why did you sell me!" I finally couldn't help it at this moment, and stood there yelling at her and asked, "Sometimes I really hope that I will never find you in my whole life, and I will be the only one in my life. I'm an orphan! They all think I hate you because you lost me! But you know why I hate you! But I can't say, I can't say I was sold to traffickers because You are my own mother, I cannot let you go to jail!"

"Dandan..." My mother cried so hard, "I'm sorry, it's all my mother's fault..."

"You sold me! Is this the kind of life you got for the money?" I pointed to this almost empty place and asked with a sneer.

"Dandan, it's not like that, it's not what you think..." My mother shook her head and cried, but she couldn't say what she wanted to say because she cried too hard.

"You should get up first. Kneel on the ground, let others see it and think it's going on!" I stretched out my hand to pull my mother irritably, but she was almost paralyzed from crying, and I wasted a lot of strength. Pull her up from the ground, help her to a chair and sit down.

"Let's talk." I stood opposite her, looking at her with complicated eyes.

Anyway, she's my mother!No matter what the reason is, as long as she speaks out, I will force myself to accept it, and then tell myself that my mother has a reason, my mother has no choice but to, it’s not that my mother doesn’t want me anymore, my mother still loves me.

Only such continuous self-hypnosis can keep me from living in hatred in the future.

"Is there any mother in the world who would be willing to sell her child... I can't help it!" My mother took a long time to calm down before telling me the whole story.

My mother said that although our family of four was not rich, we were doing well, but suddenly one day my father had an accident on the construction site. Although his life was saved, he lost the ability to work. Almost all of my savings were spent, and all my relatives and friends were able to borrow.She went to the construction site several times to ask the leader for an explanation, and wanted the construction site to be responsible for my dad's medical expenses, but no matter how many times she went, no one saw her, and even let out a word, asking for money wherever she loves, where to fall in love Where to sue.

My mother said that she is a woman with little education and does not understand the law. If she doesn't get the money back, she can only go to the hospital to pick up my father from the hospital.

My mother said that my father was narrow-minded, because he had been brooding over this matter, and he became ill over time, and was diagnosed with cancer as a result.

When my mother said this, tears began to flow out again. She said that at that time she felt that the sky was falling, but at that time it was really called every day, and the earth was not working. She really couldn't do anything about it. That's when I came up with the idea of ​​selling the child for money to see a doctor for my dad.

"At that time your brother was still young, less than four years old, and the only root of the old Zhao family. I couldn't possibly sell him..."

"Aren't I a child of your family? Am I dispensable just because I'm a girl? It doesn't matter to you whether I'm sold or dead!" I clenched my fists , and yelled at my mother.

Roaring and roaring, my tears fell.

"Why did you sell me..." I choked up and looked at my mother, "Is there no other way but to sell me?"

"It's gone...it's gone..." My mother cried and shook her head, "I won't sell you if I have a way! You're a girl, but your palms and backs are full of flesh!"

"The money was all used to treat your father, but your father is still gone...Your father didn't know that I sold you until he died. He would say every day, why didn't Dandan come to see me? Why didn't Dandan come to see me?" Don't come to see me..."

"Stop it!" I cried and interrupted my mother, "Stop it..."

"Dandan, please forgive my mother, okay...you don't know how much I have suffered in my heart these years..." My mother cried and supported the table, stood up from the chair, walked in front of me, He reached out and hugged me tightly in his arms.

I didn't hide, I didn't push her away, I let her hold me and cry with my arms hanging down.

Should I hate her?Should I blame her?
She said that she also had difficulties. She said that she really had no choice but to live in nightmares every day for these years.

How to do……

My heart is disturbed.

The previous firmness, indifference, and hatred flowed away with her tears.

Sure enough, I still can't hate her so thoroughly, after all, she is my own mother, and I have her blood on my body.

My mother hugged me and said sorry over and over again in my ear.

I slowly raised my arms, hesitating, probing, and repeatedly wanted to hug my mother's thin body, but I tried several times, and finally lowered my arms.

"Mom, don't cry...I'm back..."

I said in a low voice, but I obviously felt my mother's body tremble, then looked up at me excitedly, looked at me in disbelief and said, "What did you just say? You just called me What? You just called me mom, didn't you? Dandan? You called me mom, didn't you!"

Seeing her excited expression, I suddenly felt a little overwhelmed.

"Dandan, call me one more time, call me one more time..." My mother grabbed my shoulders, stared at me expectantly, and said.

"...Mom" I was actually a little hard to speak, but I broke through the psychological defense and called her.

My mother once again hugged me excitedly, cried and told me that she must treat me well in the future, even if she goes out to beg for food, she must let me live happily, saying that she will never abandon me again in this life, saying that she I want to make up for all the maternal love owed to me in the past nine years.

(End of this chapter)