Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 268 Be a Secret Lover

"That's right." Su Anyu crossed his legs, leaned his upper body forward, put one arm on his knee, and then flicked a few cigarette ash in the ashtray smartly, "Ye Yaoyu should have the same reaction as you, but When he was still angry, you confirmed the authenticity of the photo by yourself. You think, how hard he was hit at that time, even if he is a smart person, it is impossible for him to calmly To think so much."

"Even if he figured it out after the fact, do you think he would be angry? Do you think he would analyze and investigate why you did it? What do you think he was doing while you were taking it easy in college? Do you think he Do you know how difficult it is to grow yourself and your company in the shortest possible time, from obscurity to small achievements?" Su Anyu asked me a series of questions, but these questions are actually No need to answer because the answer is obvious.

"At that time, I just thought that if I left him, at least his father would promise not to ruin his career. Ye Yaoyu has something he wants to do, and he can't give it up because of me, let alone what he has done for me. It's too much, and I owe him too much, I can't..."

I tried my best to explain, and I tried my best to tell others that there was a reason for what I did in the first place, I had my own considerations, and I also wanted to prove that what I did was correct.

"What his father wants is an obedient son. He just wants to use you to suppress Ye Yaoyu." Su Anyu replied to me lightly, "So even if you are no longer by his side, he can't go back."

"So, was my choice wrong back then?" I looked at Su Anyu weakly, because if he said that I was wrong, the strength I had been pretending to be might really collapse.

"This matter, who can tell right from wrong." Su Anyu took another breath and said, "If you insisted on being with Ye Yaoyu back then, it might be even more difficult for you two than it is now."

"Life is like a game, always making different choices at the fork in the road, choosing one of the roads means giving up other choices, but who can tell whether your choices are these choices The best one in the world? Of course, there is no way to prove that it is the worst one. So the road that has been taken, and the road that has not been taken, become the difference between red roses and white roses, mosquito blood and bright moonlight. relation."

As Su Anyu said, he poured me another glass of wine, and I quickly waved my hand, "I can't drink anymore, I feel that if I drink again today, I will definitely get drunk."

"Alcohol is not intoxicating and everyone is intoxicated, because you have unresolved worries in your heart." Su Anyu held up the wine glass with a cigarette in his hand, and while shaking the wine in it, he said to me: "Based on my love for Ye Yaoyu I understand, he already can't let you go, but out of a man's self-esteem, and because of your so-called 'betrayal' back then, Ye Yaoyu was very angry. Although everyone is now an adult, he still loses his temper when he loses his temper. Just like that kid back then."

After finishing speaking, Su Anyu drank the wine in the glass, then extinguished the cigarette in his hand, stood up and said to me: "That's all I've said, and you can figure out what to do next."

As he said that, Su Anyu went straight to the stairs, and suddenly seemed to remember something, turned around and said to me: "Except my room, you can live in any other room." After finishing speaking, he turned and went up to the second floor, Back to his room.

I watched Su Anyu leave, and then I nestled myself on the sofa. Although I drank a lot of wine and my head hurt badly, my brain was exceptionally clear.

Thinking about what Su Anyu said to me today, I always feel that the reason he wants to find me today is to tell me these things.

Although I still don't understand him very well, I know that he is a good person, at least for Ye Yaoyu and me now.

After listening to Su Anyu's words, I released the love for Ye Yaoyu that was suppressed in my heart little by little. I thought, no matter how I pretend to be strong, I can't deceive my heart, so why bother myself.

Sitting on the sofa, I was stunned for a long time, but I also figured out one thing, no matter whether Ye Yaoyu can accept me in the future, this will not stop me from liking him.

He pushed me away, and I walked back by myself.

He sarcastically satirized me and satirized me, and I took it as he was talking about other kinds of love.

If he looks at me with cold eyes or talks to me in a cold tone, then I will take it as a special expression of his love for me.

In short, I just need to love him capriciously, hide aside and like him silently without causing him any trouble.

From now on, whether he forgives me or not, I will silently stand by his side and stop being a deserter, because I cannot violate my heart that loves him again.

I got up and went up to the second floor, and went directly to Ye Yaoyu's room. The room was furnished the same as before. I fell headfirst on the bed, hugging the quilt, and suddenly remembered the scene of the two of us lying on this bed last time in my mind. , the corners of the mouth raised slightly unconsciously.

It's great, we at that time were as beautiful as in a dream, I really want to go back to the past.

Because of the effect of alcohol, I just fell asleep on my stomach. When I woke up again, it was already early in the morning. I felt thirsty, so I pushed open the door and wanted to go out to find some water to drink.

The starry sky in the suburbs is always much brighter than that in the urban area, so I took a water glass, pushed open the door of the living room, and walked out.

The air at night is very fresh, but a bit chilly.

While hugging my shoulders and holding a water glass, I stepped on the gravel path until I walked to a swing on the side of the yard.

I sat on the swing with a cup of hot water, looked up at the stars above my head, and my mood improved a lot.

When I looked up, I accidentally saw Su Anyu leaning against the fence on the balcony on the second floor, smoking a cigarette while looking at the night sky.

I think, in fact, his heart is not as free and easy as his appearance looks.

Early the next morning, Su Anyu knocked on my door and said that he would take me to play golf. In fact, I had no interest in this, and he probably noticed it too, so he told me by the way that he also made an appointment with Ye Yaoyu.

The word "Ye Yaoyu" is like a stimulant to me now.

Hearing that he was going too, I immediately became interested, and seriously put on a delicate light makeup for myself.

When we were in the car, Su Anyu kept staring at my face, which made me feel uncomfortable.

"It's really the appearance of a woman who pleases herself." Su Anyu said with a sigh, "I just don't know if Ye Yaoyu is in the mood to appreciate it."

After hearing Su Anyu's words, I suddenly realized that I went to meet Ye Yaoyu today as Su Anyu's girlfriend, and meeting Ye Yaoyu in this capacity, I probably didn't appreciate the delicate makeup on my face.

Sure enough, when we saw Ye Yaoyu on the golf course, the expression on his face was terribly stinky, and the cold eyes just swept across my face without stopping for half a second.

"Yaoyu, we haven't come out to play for a long time, how about a game today?" Su Anyu looked at Ye Yaoyu with a smile on his face, and said.

(End of this chapter)