Through the Swordsman

Chapter 133 Decision (1)

Yue Feng couldn't help being confused, and unknowingly walked into a forest with the long sword in his hand, and began to wield the sword crazily.As early as very early, Yue Feng had formed the habit of practicing sword whenever he felt unhappy.It didn't take long before the internal force began to operate independently in Yue Feng's body, and at the same time began to grow slowly.And Yue Feng's whole person seems to be completely integrated into the nature, like a grass and a tree, eternal and infinite.

In fact, the operation of internal force usually requires thoughts to be activated, and if the control is stopped at one point, the internal force will naturally stop.Like Yue Feng's current self-confidence, Yue Feng has experienced it except when he was young and enlightened, and he has never had any contact since then.But now that he has entered Xiantian, he has discovered that once his spirit enters the ethereal state, his inner strength will operate spontaneously.

This kind of operation is even like enlightenment in childhood. Although it grows slowly, it is better than lasting and does not cause fatigue.The only difference is that he will not have a quick comprehension of swordsmanship and martial arts like enlightenment.At the same time, Yue Feng also slowly began to realize that any moves he used seemed to be more or less not as perfect as he had imagined, except for the move "Baiyun Chuxiu" he had learned first. More or less adjustments can be made in places, especially in the coordination and cooperation of the body.

Through internal observation, Yue Feng gradually discovered that when the movements are adjusted to a certain level, even if he does not enter the ethereal state, the internal force will automatically operate along with the movements.

Even Yue Feng sometimes thought that if he could continue this state to every word, deed, and even every movement, it would be equivalent to practicing martial arts all the time, and his future cultivation would be much more convenient.Yue Feng even faintly felt that there must be more benefits hidden in it, but he still doesn't know it yet.Of course, in order to achieve this, Yue Feng has to adapt slowly, further making his actions completely in line with nature, perhaps just like the so-called "Tao follows nature".

Similarly, after his movements are adjusted, the whole person will feel as if he has merged into the heaven and the earth.And Yue Feng even had some guesses that the Xiaoyao School hundreds of years ago also pursued nature most in martial arts, and I'm afraid it was not just for the sake of looking good.Thinking about it, the head of the Xiaoyao Sect back then also had the same insights he has today.

Gradually, Yue Feng also forgot everything around him, completely immersed in this state, no longer thinking about anything.It was not until five days later that Yue Feng woke up slowly, still unable to completely resolve the loss in his heart.

Wandering casually along the banks of the Yangtze River, Yue Feng always felt extremely uncomfortable.He didn't know what was wrong with him, he just felt bad.Perhaps, as he guessed, he really fell in love with Ren Yingying.It's just that he has always been a little self-deceiving and unwilling to believe it.

For an extremely rational person like Yue Feng, such things as feelings are too hypocritical and illusory, so illusory that it is unbelievable and incomprehensible.But he, who is used to using reason to think about anything, can't use reason to analyze even a little emotional matter.

Moreover, he clearly accepted Ren Yingying from the perspective of interests at the beginning, but now he still feels uncontrollable and uncomfortable.This involuntary feeling is really bad, not good enough to make Yue Feng feel fear.

In fact, for those who are dedicated to pursuing martial arts, they will not bother about these things at all.But although Yue Feng is a martial idiot, he is not a real martial idiot.After all, he still has a very realistic side, that is, he must marry a wife and have children.Only in this way can Yue Feng truly find a sense of security in his heart.

Even, Yue Feng has already made arrangements for his future life.That is to marry Ren Yingying as soon as possible, and then have several children, and there must be a boy.At the same time, he devoted himself to practicing martial arts, regardless of other things.As for which step to take in the end, it is up to fate.After half a year of getting along, he and Ren Yingying are still very close.Even Yue Feng planned to marry Ren Yingying as soon as he left here.

But just when he had already planned everything, something happened.Before that, Yue Feng paid a lot.In fact, although Yue Feng doesn't understand feelings very well, it's not that he doesn't have feelings.The two have been together for a long time, even if they fell in love for a long time, he unconsciously gave his sincerity.

Thinking carefully about his relationship with Ren Yingying, Yue Feng would never believe that Ren Yingying didn't like him, but why did Ren Yingying reject him?Maybe everything is fake, Ren Yingying is just pretending to lie to herself.Yue Feng tried to convince himself in this way, but unfortunately the effect was still not very good.

At the same time, Yue Feng faintly began to feel that he might be wrong, from the very beginning, from the moment he chose Ren Yingying.

As far as he is concerned, he is a very powerful person.And what he seems to need is a woman who can help him, who will support him unconditionally no matter whether he is right or wrong, a woman who is self-centered.

It doesn't even matter whether the woman likes it or not, as long as she doesn't hate her too much.There are not many such women, and almost more than half of them are, but Ren Yingying is not.

Ren Yingying is too smart, she has her own ideas, ideas, concepts, and even her own views on feelings.

But these things are useless to Yue Feng, and Ren Yingying is unlikely to give up her pursuit for her own sake.Moreover, Ren Yingying seems to be a strong person, she can live in harmony with Linghu Chong, who can be regarded as a prodigal son who really has no ambitions, but it is absolutely difficult to get along with herself.

And, this is just the beginning.When two people are together, they will naturally have to face many choices in the future.Based on his personality, he must decide everything by himself, and he is unwilling to discuss with others. Even if he knows he is wrong, even the other party Ren Yingying can't do it.

If two people really walk together, one of them must compromise.But let anyone compromise, let yourself do it?is it possible?As soon as this thought came out, Yue Feng himself was taken aback, but soon he was unwilling to continue thinking about it.He is a person who puts his interests first, how can he make compromises for others, even if he is not willing to do so.

But Yue Feng was extremely reluctant to give up Ren Yingying.No matter whether he has real affection for Ren Yingying or not, he has given a lot.Of course, what Yue Feng paid the most was emotion, although he himself didn't know if this emotion was love.But if I give up because of such a small matter, I really feel a little bit reluctant.

(End of this chapter)