Through the Swordsman

Chapter 134 Decision (2)

Time passed with Yue Feng's thoughts, and it took another three days in the blink of an eye.In the past few days, Yue Feng began to think carefully about his life, his character, and everything he had done, especially the six months he spent with Ren Yingying.

"I seem to be too selfish." Sitting on the boulder, looking at the Yangtze River flowing westward, Yue Feng suddenly had such an idea, a characteristic that he had thought about on weekdays but was not ashamed but very proud of himself.

From childhood to adulthood, it seems that no matter what I do, no matter who I face, I almost always start from the perspective of profit, even for Ren Yingying, there is no exception.However, in the face of such a dangerous world, such a world that may be illusory at any time, he is not selfish, can he do it?
Even not long ago, when Yue Feng really understood the truth of time travel, he really realized that this place is not a novel, everything is real, and he also understood that he could never go back.Only gradually did Yue Feng find some sense of security, and he gradually learned to appreciate life, instead of being a machine that only knows how to practice martial arts.It's just a pity that he never had time to think about changing it, compared to what has happened now.

After all, years of oppressive living have made him an outright selfish person. Even if he wants to change, he won't be able to do it in a short while.Moreover, this is the first time he realizes that he needs to change. In addition, Yue Feng understands that he still does not regard Ren Yingying as one of his own, but as an object that can be used, a tool to confide in troubles. .It's not like treating Ning Zhongze and Yue Lingshan, it's completely out of sincerity.

Yue Feng couldn't help thinking that since he himself was unwilling to show his true feelings to Ren Yingying, why would he ask Ren Yingying to pay back. "Perhaps Ren Yingying also saw that she was wrong, so she refused."

Suddenly, Yue Feng came up with such an idea, and felt that it was very likely to be the reason.Although this idea is far from the truth, it can explain many things.

In fact, Yue Feng never thought that Ren Yingying would reject him because of fear.Perhaps it can also be said that Yue Feng's thoughts on martial arts are too crazy, so crazy that ordinary people are afraid.Sometimes the difference between a genius and a madman is just one step. Before that, Ren Yingying undoubtedly regarded him as a madman, not a genius.

"With Ren Yingying's intelligence, it may not be that she has never realized that no matter what she does during the day, she is dealing with errands, which is why she has the current consequences." The more Yue Feng thought about it, the more likely he felt it.

"Maybe it's time for me to give something." After a long time, Yue Feng finally made up his mind.At the same time, Yue Feng began to think about whether he should do something.

After a while, Yue Feng suddenly thought of Ren Woxing who was still trapped in the dungeon, so he couldn't help making a decision.

Originally, Yue Feng would never agree to rescue Ren Woxing.Even if he wouldn't reject Ren Yingying openly, he would secretly make things worse.After all, from the perspective of the Huashan School, it is definitely not a good thing to let me go.

But now, Yue Feng felt that he should release Ren Woxing, which was his first step towards treating Ren Yingying sincerely.

"Even if I ask her to beg her and Dongfang not to be afraid of going all out, I will admit it. If it is impossible, I will go to Heimuya again. At that time, I am afraid that Ren Yingying will not reject her again. After all, Linghu Chong is like this, It's not a problem for me. Moreover, I will fight Dongfang Bubai after all, it's just a matter of time." Yue Feng also gradually began to regain his senses, and began to think: "I think I have done so much, Ren Yingying will not This time I re-entered the excuses. If there are still problems at that time, then I really give up. As for this relationship, it should be the end of this. At that time, I will follow the arrangement of Yue Buqun and his wife , find a woman at random, and there is no big loss." Gradually, Yue Feng entered the usual state again, and began to analyze it completely from the perspective of gains and losses.

It was not until a long time later that Yue Feng stood up abruptly.But at this time, Yue Feng no longer had the previous confusion, but was completely relaxed.Even compared to the past, there is a bit more determination and persistence.

From the moment Yue Feng left, Ren Yingying couldn't help but regret it.

In the half a year of getting along, many things have happened between the two of them, many of which she can't remember clearly.But on the whole, Yue Feng always took good care of her, but she gave almost nothing.Originally, Ren Yingying had expected Yue Feng to truly confess her love to her time and time again, but in the end, she refused.

On the surface, Ren Yingying is absolutely crazy about Yue Feng's idea, she obviously cannot accept the pursuit of immortality, she is afraid.But Ren Yingying is a smart person after all, so she quickly thought of something else.

After all, Ren Yingying can tell whether Yue Feng is a lunatic or not when she calms down.But she still felt unbearable and unacceptable, especially when she realized the gap between herself and Yue Feng.

Ren Yingying has been a proud daughter of heaven since she was a child, and she has shown extraordinary talent especially in martial arts.But the deeper she got to know Yue Feng, the more she discovered the horror of Yue Feng and martial arts.

If the gap between the two was not too big, Ren Yingying would still be proud of Yue Feng.But the gap between the two is too big, so big that he can only completely rely on Yue Feng.Even in terms of scheming or other things, she can't compare to Yue Feng at all.

In front of Yue Feng, it was really difficult for Ren Yingying to find a sense of existence, let alone a sense of security.Just as Yue Feng thought, she is a strong-minded person, and she is also a very strong person, the two of them are really incompatible.

It's just that Ren Yingying is a woman after all, and his thoughts are definitely not too rational like Yue Feng's, but more emotional.Regarding Yue Feng, Ren Yingying clearly knew that she couldn't do without her.After living for half a year, she really can't imagine the day of leaving Yue Feng.

Ever since Yue Feng left, Ren Yingying thought of apologizing, but when he thought of Yue Feng's earnestness and excitement when he talked about "immortality, attainment of Taoism", he would feel unspeakable fear, so he was still unable to make up his mind.

For Ren Yingying, what Yue Feng pursued was too ethereal and illusory, so vacuous that she couldn't find any sense of identity.If it wasn't for Yue Feng who said these words, Ren Yingying would have left a long time ago, and her stunt wouldn't have stayed a single bit longer.

For the next few days, Ren Yingying could only watch Yue Feng practicing sword tirelessly from afar, feeling equally uncomfortable in her heart.But fortunately, Yue Feng never left, and there was a turning point between the two of them.It's a pity that she can't do anything, she can only watch quietly from a distance.

On this day, just when Ren Yingying hesitated again whether she should go to Yue Feng to have a good talk, she saw Yue Feng walking back suddenly.

At this time, Yue Feng had a relaxed smile on his face, and looked at Ren Yingying with a little more tenderness.The two looked at each other, but they both found the apology in the other's eyes in an instant.

Through the tacit understanding gained from getting along for half a year, the two of them never said much, and even deliberately avoided the topic some time ago.In the days that followed, Yue Feng and Ren Yingying seemed to return to their previous life again.It's just that for some reason, no one has ever mentioned the arrangements for the future.

(End of this chapter)