If the sky will cry

Chapter 1

This is the most miserable situation in life, right?

The one I love is engaged, but the bride-to-be is not herself. Instead, she still wants to give the couple the best wishes for a hundred years of happiness in a nonchalant manner!
Tan Qianqian avoided the bustling crowd in the hall, ran into the bathroom in embarrassment, and deliberately turned on the faucet to the maximum. The sound of rushing water was more humane than the Ode to Joy outside, at least she could be considerate for her Cover up your fragility.

She washed her face with cold water, dried it with a paper towel, and looked up at the person in the mirror. She was so pale that she didn't look like herself.So she quickly applied a layer of lotion to her face and lip gloss on her lips, and her whole body instantly brightened.For a 26-year-old woman like her, cosmetics have indeed become her closest friend.

She pursed her lips with difficulty, showed a bitter smile to herself in the mirror, and then said silently in her heart that it was okay.It really doesn't matter, isn't Li Yingqi and Mu Qianhui engaged today?She, Tan Qianqian, has first education, second wisdom, third beauty and fourth figure, a typical new era and four women. Is there any hurdle that cannot be overcome?Even if someone hides silently and licks the wound, as long as no one comes to greet her, she will never burst into tears.

This is not bragging, let alone humiliating herself, Tan Qianqian is not strong enough to calmly watch the man she loves pair up with other women.After the breakup, all the lovers can be strangers from now on, never see each other, but she and Li Yingqi can't, the bond between them seems to be innate.

Because, she is an older sister and he is her younger brother.

Two years ago, her mother, Liang Rui, remarried to his father, Li Chengtian, and they became a chaotic family.Even though they are in love, they cannot be together. The so-called wealthy family is as deep as the sea, and the most taboo since ancient times is scandal.

Some people have said that love is a greedy seed, and it needs to be provided with fertile soil, sunshine and rain to thrive. Therefore, their flower of love survived for two years in a dark corner, and finally still could not escape the withering and withering. destiny.

At that time, there was already a beautiful woman by his side, a talented man and a beautiful woman, a natural couple, a natural pair.

When she first heard the news that Li Yingqi was going to be engaged, she actually felt for a moment that the sky was falling apart, and then she thought desperately, if the sky really fell apart at that moment, then Li Yingqi would not be engaged to other women ?Will he accompany her forever?
However, in the end, the sky did not collapse, the earth did not crack, and no one will accompany anyone to the end of time.

When she returned to the hall again, Tan Qianqian had been closely following her mother, as if she had to find someone to cover her so that she would not appear too abrupt in this beaming atmosphere.And Liang Rui stood beside Li Chengtian and accepted the guests' congratulations with a smile, like a loving couple.

Until Li Yingqi and Mu Qianhui walked towards them...

He was wearing a well-tailored white suit, like the most honorable prince, while Mu Qianhui was wearing a matching princess gauze dress. She took his arm as a matter of course, smiling like a flower, like a bird, and came lightly.

But no one knows, just her "take it for granted" is enough to make Tan Qianqian yearn for the rest of her life.

Because, she never could!

Even though they spent countless crazy nights doing the most intimate thing between lovers, she would never be able to hold his hand as a matter of course under the gaze of everyone, so when they approached, she instantly lost weight, Her heart was beating like thunder, and his breath was approaching, which was already an invisible oppression for her.

Her ears were buzzing, she couldn't hear how everyone blessed them, and she couldn't hear what Mu Qianhui was talking to everyone lively and enthusiastically, all of this was too harsh to her.

It wasn't until a goblet was handed to her that she looked up to see Mu Qianhui's bright smiling face, and heard her politely say to her, "Sister Qianqian, I would like to toast you with Yingqi!"

Tan Qianqian was taken aback, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little stiff, because she couldn't react for a while, and when her eyes were wandering, she inadvertently met Li Yingqi's eyes, but she only stayed for a short second, and she immediately looked away in embarrassment. .

Only then did he finally take the wine from Mu Qianhui's hand, and said with a stiff smile, "I should be the one to respect you!"

Mu Qianhui said "Yingqi and I", but she only said "you". It turned out that she still didn't want to connect them subconsciously, but so what?She just took a small sip, and then regained her voice, the words were choked in her throat, so uncomfortable.

However, she had no choice but to stand in her sister's position and said, "I wish you all happiness!"

Li Yingqi didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and she was stingy about showing any emotions. She only raised her eyes for a moment and saw herself frozen into ice in his eyes, but he turned and left without hesitation.

Looking at his tall and straight back, Tan Qianqian felt like a sad swing was swinging back and forth in her heart, but Li Yingqi, you really can't see it anymore, can you?
In a daze, she seemed to hear Liang Rui whispering coolly in her ear: "Hey! It seems that Feng Shui is really turning around!"

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

Liang Rui laughed heartlessly: "I can't help talking nonsense, the third young master who used to be the least favored in our family can finally feel proud now, who said that only women need to marry well, if this man marries I don't know how many years of struggle can be saved by having a wife who can help him to rise to the top..."

She inadvertently sighed, but when she arrived at Tan Qianqian's place, it was like a basin of cold water was poured on her head, and she was wet and embarrassed.

What Liang Rui said was right, only those inside the Li family knew that Li Yingqi was not born to Li Chengtian's original wife, he was just the product of a one-night affair between Li Chengtian and a prostitute. Not as good as the shrewd and decisive elder brother and the idle second sister's status in the family.

Although the only grandmother in the family who loved him left a will before she died, not only gave him [-]% of the company's shares, but also appointed him as the vice president, but just after returning from studying abroad, he took on a tricky resort project alone. He knew in his heart that this was his elder brother Li Yingze's test and making things difficult for him.If he succeeds, he will naturally be able to straighten his back and feel proud in the company from now on; but if he messes up, even if he is the vice president now, he will have to be forced to step down and leave.

Tan Qianqian has always known that what he lacks the most is working capital, but it is different now, it is indeed the turn of Feng Shui!If the third young master of the dignified Chengtian Group married Mu Qianhui, the only daughter of Taiwan's leading real estate tycoon Mu Shixiong, then the person who should be worried should be Li Yingze. Although he is now the executive president, but this huge family There is no definite number on whose hands the karma will end up in!

Even though she had only drank a little wine, Tan Qianqian still felt dizzy in her head, and the sound of festive music made her feel more depressed, as if she could not breathe.

She chose to avoid the crowd again, and came to a secluded corner. Before she could stand still, she heard a familiar and hearty voice: "Hey! What kind of engagement is this! It's like chasing ducks to the shelves, even I can't stand it ..."

Tan Qianqian turned her head when she heard the sound, and sure enough, she saw Hua Yichen and Du Yufan standing behind them with their shoulders crossed, looking like they were fooling around, but their eyes showed the same helplessness as hers.

"It's you?" Tan Qianqian smiled wryly, as a greeting.

These two young masters are Li Yingqi's best classmates and buddies, and they are also the only insiders of her underground relationship with Li Yingqi, so she is no stranger to them.

Hua Yichen raised his eyebrows, squinted his handsome peach eyes, and asked wonderingly: "I said, which one of you guys are you acting in? How do you feel that he has been the same since he proposed to you and then got engaged to Miss Mu?" What about the flick of a finger? Is it really like making a movie? The drama is really strong!"

"You also know about this?" Tan Qianqian asked back, alluding to the fact that Li Yingqi had proposed to her.

Hua Yichen quickly understood, and replied: "Can I not know? He bought the ring from me early in the morning... Forget about the ring, anyway, our company has some of these jewelry and diamonds off-the-shelf, and the most terrible thing is that Roses, it was so early that day, all the flower shops were closed, and I finally took him to the flower field to get them. 99 roses! I wanted to help him, but he didn’t let him, all of them were picked and trimmed by himself. Hands are full of injuries..."

Tan Qianqian felt a tightness in her heart, condensed into a ball, with slight pain.

yes!Just before the news of Li Yingqi and Mu Qianhui's engagement came, he did propose to her.

That morning, when it was just dawn, she opened her eyes in the twilight and found that he was sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at her sleeping face motionless, then suddenly bent down and hugged her tightly, buried his head in her smooth and clean skin. Neck, dawdling, sighing, whispering: "Qianqian, I love you! I really love you so much...better than life..."

Tan Qianqian froze in his arms, not knowing how to react.His voice was so soft and gentle, but every single word touched her heart deeply.She fell asleep in a daze, and didn't understand why he said such words, but she was sure that there was a sweetness in her heart, so sweet that it was about to overflow.

She reached out to his forehead to make sure he didn't have a fever, but still asked uncertainly, "What's wrong with you today?"

He didn't answer, just kissed her forehead with a smile, and said mysteriously: "You'll find out later, it's still early, sleep a little longer, I'll be back soon."

When he came back, he already had bright roses and eye-catching diamond rings in his hands. He just knelt down in front of her, looked into her eyes and said earnestly and reverently, "Qianqian, will you be my wife?"

He watched her, kept watching, not wanting to miss any subtle expression on her face.

Tan Qianqian also looked at him, seeing her own reflection clearly in his eyes, looking forward to?excited?nervous?flustered?Overwhelmed?She couldn't tell which one was her real emotion?

He said that he would never let her be wronged again, he said that he would be with her even if the whole world was against him, he said that he would marry her even if he gave up everything, he said he didn't care what others thought... at that moment Tan Qianqian feels that even if 2012 really comes, she will have no regrets in this life.If he hadn't been so good, if he hadn't touched her so much, maybe she could have felt at ease, but the better he was, the more Tan Qianqian felt that she couldn't be so selfish, and couldn't let him ruin his reputation and future for himself. once.

She tried her best to suppress the rushing emotions in her heart, and she didn't know how she was so calm, but she was able to calmly say to him: "You don't care, but I do..."

"What?" Li Yingqi wanted to believe that he had heard it wrong, so he asked again uncertainly.

Tan Qianqian took a deep breath, and said calmly: "I said I care! I care about other people gossiping. I'm afraid that other people will look at me with unusual eyes and say that I have incest with my brother. I can't stand it." , even if that person is you Li Yingqi, I would rather not, so I will not marry you!"

He asked, "You don't want to marry me, so why are you with me?"

She replied: "How can there be any reason for a man to love a woman? Being together doesn't mean you have to get married..."

There seemed to be sparks bursting out of his deep eyes in an instant, and Tan Qianqian knew that the reason why he tried his best to suppress the hysterical emotions was because he had promised that he would never say anything serious to her in his life.However, she defined their relationship as a love between a man and a woman, and she mercilessly trampled on the sincerity offered by his hands. She knew that he was really hurt!
She almost ran away that day, she thought that as long as she gave him a little time, he would give up the idea of ​​getting married, so she left home for a day and a night, giving him enough time and space.

But when she returned home the next morning, she saw Li Yingqi sitting on the sofa in the same posture as when she left, her eyes were dazed and motionless, she could not see or hear her at all, just like a lifeless statue. sculpture.

Tan Qianqian felt her heart hurt immediately, and began to blame herself deeply.

How could she forget that Li Yingqi had the most tragic childhood. When he was eight years old, he witnessed the tragic death of his biological mother in front of his own eyes. He was originally withdrawn because of this depression and autism. He didn't say a word for five years.Fortunately, the Li family had strong financial resources, so they sent him abroad to find him the best doctor and convalescent environment, and finally rescued him.

Seeing him like this, Tan Qianqian felt mixed feelings in her heart. She had never felt this way before, so panicked, so helpless, as if swallowed by endless darkness, as if she would never see the light.She had never been so embarrassed in her life, throwing herself into his arms begging and crying desperately, she just wanted him to talk to her, even a little reaction would be fine, if she hurt him, she would rather be with him destroy with him.

Why is it so difficult to love someone?How many tears do you need in exchange?
In the end, with tears in her eyes, she staggered up from his arms, looked down at him, and said with a trace of contempt in her despair, "Li Yingqi, what do you want to do? It's just a big deal. If I don’t marry you, you’re going to give up on yourself, right? Then get out, don’t stay here and block my eyes! Who are you going to show off? Who do you want to win sympathy from? It is really disappointing that someone will sympathize with you, when will you be a man when you are not young?"

There was no pause in her words, and after she finished speaking, the surrounding air seemed to be still, eerily quiet.

Li Yingqi's numb eyeballs finally rolled around in the empty eye sockets, he struggled a bit, and then slowly stood up from the sofa, perhaps because he had been sitting for too long, his body shook a few times Only barely stood still.

Tan Qianqian thought that he would lose his temper, or at least say something, but he didn't say a word of nonsense, and didn't even look her in the eye, he just gently parted his dry lips, his voice was hoarse, but he said softly as usual He said: "I'm going to work..." After he finished speaking, he walked slowly towards the door, but each step seemed to be stepping on her heart, and the pain was unbearable, and she finally couldn't provoke her to catch up and drag her. caught his arm.

Li Yingqi stopped stiffly because of her movements, but he didn't turn his head to look at her, he only reacted after a long while and wanted to shake her hand away.

"Yingqi..." She held him tight, and said in a panic, "You haven't eaten all day, I'll make you breakfast, can you go out after eating?"

"I said I'm going to work!" He finally turned around and yelled at her for the first time in his life.

At that moment, Tan Qianqian clearly saw that the rose he brought back the day before was lying on the table alone, gradually withering.

Hearing Hua Yichen's words now, it took her a long time to return to reality from the lengthy memories. That morning, she was just struggling between great joy and anxiety, and she didn't even notice that his hands were touched by roses. It hurts, did he pick and trim all those roses by himself?The fool!

She moved her eyes to the most conspicuous position and locked on him, as if she was looking at him with all her strength, but she was still powerless after all.It seems that they are the most accurate positioning between them!
Hua Yichen followed her gaze, and saw Li Yingqi standing next to Mu Qianhui from a distance, lonely and desolate, obviously it was his own engagement banquet, but he seemed to be isolated from the world.

He just stood there, neither happy nor sad.However, sometimes there is no emotion, can it be regarded as a kind of despair?
Hua Yichen watched the two people make it like this, and felt uncomfortable, and suddenly said: "Why make everyone uncomfortable, if you regret it now, there is still time."

Tan Qianqian looked at him, puzzled.In her mind, the so-called regret was nothing more than a useless sigh.

Hua Yichen saw that she was unmoved, and continued: "What I said is true, as long as you dare to go over and tell him that you love him and don't want him to be engaged to Mu Qianhui, I can guarantee that he will definitely dare to marry him." If you don't buy into everyone present, he will definitely go with you... Even if you want him to go to hell with you, he won't even frown!"

can you?May I?

Tan Qianqian admitted that she was shaken for a moment, and she also believed that Li Yingqi would be desperate for her, but in the end, she still shook her head with a wry smile. She had already passed the age of youth and frivolity, how could she be so irrational?If she hadn't considered herself as a sister, she would have worked hard to fight for and defend her own happiness, but now how could she cause chaos in the world because of impulsiveness?

Ok!She admitted that she held back, that she dared not, could not...

It took a long time before he sighed softly: "Maybe he will gradually forget about me, but once some other injuries are caused, they may be irreparable for the rest of our life... We are not children anymore, we must learn to be responsible for our actions..."

Hua Yichen also has nothing to say, perhaps, there is a kind of love, even if it is soul-stirring, even if it is desperate, it is doomed to be fruitless!
He also understands this truth, so he would rather never touch love!

Tan Qianqian looked at Li Yingqi weakly at the end, the unethical relationship between them ended before it caused unpredictable consequences, very good!So, that's it!That's it for them!

However, they never thought that as long as love is still there, everything will not end.

(End of this chapter)