If the sky will cry

Chapter 2

Because, on the night when Li Yingqi belonged to another woman openly, he actually left his newly engaged fiancee and knocked on the door of her house drunkenly.

Tan Qianqian had just finished taking a shower, and before she had time to change her clothes, she heard an earth-shattering shot of her door being photographed.Her heart tightened, and she approached the door vigilantly. She really couldn't guess who it would be, so she remained in a stalemate, whether to open or not to open.

"Open the door!" The person outside roared angrily.

It's Li Yingqi's voice!Tan Qianqian let go of her vigilance, but became even more apprehensive. At this time, shouldn't he be with his fiancée?How could he be here?
She was still hesitating, but the knocking on the door outside became louder.

"Open the door for me immediately...Tan Qianqian!" His voice was sullen, and he called her name with a clear purpose.

Although Tan Qianqian didn't know what he was here for, she knew very well that he couldn't let him continue knocking on the door and shouting, otherwise, everyone would know about it.She took a deep breath and finally opened the door.

The strong smell of alcohol came to the face, the eyes of the person in front of him were slightly red, his expression was gloomy, his coat had been taken off and his tie was crooked, he looked quite drunk.Tan Qianqian just felt terrified, he had already drunk like this, how did he come here?You can't drive here by yourself, right?Then should she be gratified that he is still standing in front of her?
She was still standing at the door in a daze without reacting, but he had already pushed her over and staggered in.

Tan Qianqian looked at him as if it was a matter of course, but felt that something was fermenting in his heart, and then it swelled rapidly, sour and astringent.She followed up to help him, and then asked, "You...how did you come here?"

He turned around with drunken eyes, as if he was looking at her, but he didn't seem to be looking at her, so he asked coldly: "Then where should I go?"

His tone was not kind, and Tan Qianqian didn't dare to ask any more questions.

"Then do whatever you want, I'm going to rest!" Standing in front of him like this, she felt depressed like never before, she didn't want to stay like this any longer, so let's be a snail again!Because she had a hunch that if the two continued to confront each other, there would definitely be conflicts.

Passing by, he held her tightly, his anger still undiminished: "Tan Qianqian, make it clear to me!"

Tan Qianqian was forced to approach him, and Li Yingqi, who had been expressionless all day, finally had the emotions he should have, resentment, depression, pain... These emotions were clearly conveyed from his eyes.

But, have you made it clear? !What should she say?
As long as he was talking drunk, she said patiently: "You are drunk, go back and rest first..."

"I'm not drunk!" He retorted vigorously, Tan Qianqian smiled wryly, usually people who are drunk will say that they are not drunk.

He continued to speak drunkenly: "Who said I was drunk? I am very sober...I just want to tell you, don't you wish me happiness? I just want to tell you, I want you to see how happy I am now, I'm fucking happy!"

His words were like a sharp sword, hitting the most vulnerable part of her heart accurately.

He was drunk, and she didn't want to argue with him, she just struggled to get rid of his domineering restraint.Her refusal made him dissatisfied, and he stared at her, as if he was about to spew out fire to burn her.The more she struggles, the more he won't let go, the feeling is like being pushed into a dead corner by her, he becomes a trapped animal, hysterical, but he can't find a way out, as long as he grabs her, it seems that there is still There was a trace of life, so he didn't let her go, even if she died.

With his pressing step by step, she suddenly panicked and said, "Yingqi, don't do this, let me go first, you are drunk, we can talk about it another day..."

"I said I'm not drunk!" He let out a heart-piercing roar, he was not drunk, if he was drunk, why would it still hurt so much, so painful?There wasn't even a single gap, and he felt like he couldn't breathe.

While struggling, the thin shoulder straps on her pajamas just slipped off, exposing a large piece of white skin on her chest. Li Yingqi's eyes were locked on her body. He heard his own breathing more and more quickly, and thought to himself There was a fire, uncontrollable, spreading rapidly.

Without extra time to think about it, almost instinctively, he held her tightly to his chest, and kissed her with hot lips just like that, no matter whether it is a landslide or the sea is dry and rocky, now he just wants to listen to his heart voice, doing what he wants to do.

"Hmm..." Before Tan Qianqian could exclaim in surprise, he sealed his lips. The strong smell of alcohol was just a little bit off, and she felt like she was going to get drunk with him.

He roughly tore off her pajamas, and bit her lips fiercely, as if he wanted to swallow her alive.

This rudeness, which is completely different from the gentleness in the past, made Tan Qianqian feel sad and aggrieved. She finally pulled back a little bit of weak reason. She wanted to resist, but he sucked her lips so hard repeatedly, letting all her words It all turned into helpless whimpers, and he couldn't speak a word; his arms were as hard as iron, and he held her, as if he wanted to rub her into the bone marrow.

The moment he was pressed onto the bed, Tan Qianqian realized what he was going to do after a while, but how could it be?

"Don't be like this... Yingqi, you're drunk..."

She only felt panic, struggling desperately under him, the intimacy of the two of them was already very familiar, but now she felt as if there were thousands of pairs of eyes staring at her, it felt like a thorn on her back.

Although Li Yingqi was not sober, she could still clearly feel her resistance, and her heart suddenly ached.

He buried his head in her neck and kissed her, his movements suddenly softened, he forgot all the anger and complaints towards her just now, and only poured out all the pain that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time: "Why do you want to do this? You said forever Don't leave me either, Qianqian, Qianqian..."

He murmured her name from the bottom of his heart, as helpless as a lost child.

Tan Qianqian suddenly stiffened her body, gave up struggling, and was overwhelmed by sadness. Why did it happen between them?In the end, she chose to close her eyes in despair, wrapped her slender arms, and hugged him tightly with all her strength.

If you can't help but surrender once you get close, why bother to spend so much time resisting?If immersing in passion can forget all the pain, then she is willing to sink and destroy together with him.

God knows how extravagant this moment is for them, as if it is the last time, even the most intimate lingering body has become the most desperate thing, she doesn't want to think about it, she just opens her body to cater to him, accepting the love from him. all the enthusiasm.

However, when he entered her body, she still shed tears uncontrollably.

Yingqi, where is tomorrow?I have no idea!
In fact, without you, it doesn't matter whether tomorrow is tomorrow or not!

When his long-lasting rhythm finally came to an end, when his enthusiasm dissipated in her body, she finally fell into a deep sleep, his brows were furrowed tightly, as if he hadn't slept for a long time.In fact, he really hasn't had a good night's sleep for a long time. Since the breakup, he has almost never been able to sleep at night. Only when he returns to this familiar place and lies on this familiar bed, can he close his eyes so peacefully.

His arms were across her body, holding her in an absolutely possessive posture, as if she would leave him as soon as he let go.Tan Qianqian lay motionless in his arms, staring at the ceiling with her eyes wide open, not feeling sleepy at all.The sound of breathing she was familiar with was close to her ears. In the past, she would feel at ease every time she heard it, but now, her heart was in a state of confusion.

I don't know how long it has passed like this, but she heard Li Yingqi's cell phone ringing non-stop, the sound was not loud, but it was very clear in the dark room, and the light flickered extremely dazzlingly.

Tan Qianqian didn't intend to pay attention to it at first, but the other party seemed to be persistent. She didn't answer the phone and sent messages one after another. She could vaguely guess who it was and what it was, so she felt uneasy.

Li Yingqi next to her was in a deep sleep and showed no sign of being woken up. She hesitated for a long time, and finally gently moved his arm away, and got out of the bed naked to get out of the pocket of the clothes he threw on the ground. Find his cell phone.

Her fingers trembled a little, but she still pressed a few times to open the missed calls, and all she saw was the same number, but there was no note name, and she was not sure who it was.Then when she saw the unread message, she glanced back at the person on the bed, and finally pressed OK to check.

A series of messages, either asking him where he is, or asking him to call back quickly.Although no name was saved, how could Tan Qianqian not know who the other party was after seeing these messages.

Mu Qianhui is already the one who can openly question his whereabouts!
Tan Qianqian couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, his fiancée, but he didn't even save her name in his phone, did that mean he didn't care at all?She admitted that thinking about it made her feel better, but so what?It's just trying to cover it up and deceiving herself and others. Now she only feels that she is a sinner!

How could he not be a sinner?On the day of his engagement, she actually slept with someone else's fiance!
If she thinks differently, maybe she will have the urge to kill.

She sat on the edge of the bed blankly, not knowing what to do next, but at this moment, Li Yingqi's cell phone, which was held in her hand, suddenly rang again, and it was still the same number.The mobile phone was in her hands, and her hands were numb from the shock. She could imagine Mu Qianhui's anxious look at the moment, and a trace of guilt suddenly floated in her heart. She felt that she was really a bad person.

However, she still chose to hang up and turn off the phone!
Yingqi was so drunk that she finally fell asleep, he looked so tired, she didn't want to disturb him; she couldn't answer the call for him, even if they were siblings, but she answered his call at this time It was indeed too imaginative, and she couldn't accept that his fiancée would catch them in bed.

This world is so ironic and ridiculous.Ying Qi who belonged to her alone, but now she has become a robber and a prostitute; she is already in an unethical relationship with siblings, but now she is cutting more and more, and the reasoning is still chaotic.

But, is it possible to let her be so selfish just once?Can you let Yingqi stay by her side tonight?
She lay back on the bed, greedily feeling his warmth, if she could no longer see him and touch him so closely, could she beg to make this night a little longer?Just a little bit longer.

She didn't dare to close her eyes for a moment, she just looked at him like this, looked at him...

See the tears flow down!

Even if it's a crime, let her be a sinner recklessly!

She will bear all the consequences alone.

Li Yingqi felt as if he had had a very long and beautiful dream. In the dream, there was her familiar temperature, her soft body, and the most ecstasy moment... He frowned tightly, as if he was very willing to leave this place. Waking up from the dream, he now only feels a splitting headache due to the hangover.

Opening his eyes with difficulty, he rubbed his eyes several times before he finally dared to confirm where he was now.

But, why is he in the small apartment rented by Tan Qianqian?This place once carried all the happy and sweet past between them, and now they are here again, but it is nothing but melancholy!
He tried desperately to think, those fragments of last night finally flashed through his mind indistinctly...

It turned out that those were not dreams, but real!

Looking at this familiar room, he was naked, and the big bed was in a mess, only his clothes were neatly folded at the end of the bed, which seemed a bit abrupt.He beat his head and scratched his messy hair, don't think about it anymore, this situation is enough to prove what a jerk he did last night.

He hurriedly sat up from the bed, it turned out that she was no longer by his side.

There have been countless mornings when he woke up and opened his eyes and the first thing he saw was her sleeping sweetly in his arms. At that time, he felt that every corner of his heart was full of sunshine and full of hope.But now...

He quickly got up and dressed, and then hurried to find her figure.

As soon as she walked out of the room, she saw Tan Qianqian sitting at the dining table, as if eating breakfast, but more like in a daze. When she heard something, she raised her head and glanced at him reflexively, then quickly lowered her head and remained silent. .

With just one glance, he could still see that she seemed very tired and haggard, even the dark circles appeared under her eyes, and he could tell at a glance that she hadn't slept well.Li Yingqi was a little annoyed, did he ask too much last night?

With the silence that followed, of course, was embarrassment.

The lover after the breakup, face to face in such a morning like this, it would be a lie to say that she is not embarrassed, Li Yingqi approached her, seemed to think for a long time before finally uttering a sentence: "Last night...I'm sorry!"

Perhaps such words should not be said between them, and he didn't know why he said sorry, because he violated her?Or because of something else?Anyway, he can't figure it out now.But it cannot be denied that he was indeed too impulsive last night.

He only remembered that he was almost drunk at the engagement banquet, but he would not refuse anyone who offered a toast. Maybe he just wanted to get drunk, and the pain in his heart might be lessened after he got drunk.But no matter how much he drank, he still felt that he couldn't release the depression, but her image in his mind became clearer. The image of her wishing him and Mu Qianhui happiness always lingered in his heart.

How could she so calmly attend his engagement ceremony with other women, and wish him happiness so calmly? How could she be so calm?A wave of alcohol surged up, and he suddenly resented her a little bit, what kind of shit is happiness?Does she know what his happiness is?Her words or even an expression can always send him to hell so easily, it hurts so much, it hurts so much!

He hates her indifference, hates that she is always so rational, hates that she never said a word of love to him from the beginning to the end, hates that she can't be desperate for him, very annoying!

Resentment, or a little bit of revenge, taking advantage of the alcohol, he suddenly didn't want to care about anything, just thought of letting her see with her own eyes, she was still wishing him happiness a moment ago, but at this moment he How miserable, how unhappy!
He doesn't want her blessing, why doesn't she understand, how can he be happy without her?

Perhaps it was only when he was drunk that he dared to be so reckless, to walk away from his engagement banquet halfway, to rush to her like this, to question her, to blame her...

When he was fully awake, he really regretted his impulsiveness and irrationality last night. How could he have the idea of ​​revenge?He never wanted her to feel guilty, let her go, didn't he just want her to live a normal and happy life?In a world without him, she doesn't have to be careful, walk on thin ice, and don't have to be afraid of ridicule and ridicule.

Yesterday, he was drunk and crazy, and he said those words when his head was not clear. How could he bear to see her feel sad and guilty because of this?He wants her to be happy.

Even, her happiness does not depend on him.

So, he's saying sorry now, just for the things he said last night that shouldn't have been said.

However, Tan Qianqian took it for granted that his "sorry" was because of what he did to her in bed.

Therefore, she turned her eyes away, unwilling to look at him, and unable to speak.She knew that now was not the time to be hypocritical at all, and it wasn't that she had never slept before, and it wasn't the first time, so what was there to care about, why pretend to be so hypocritical?But when he said "I'm sorry", she really couldn't answer "It's okay".

Relatively speechless, even Li Yingqi felt that they seemed to have nothing to say now. He sighed and said softly: "I'll go first..."

From a distance, he seemed to see her nodding.

As if he had made up his mind, he turned around and walked towards the door, with a seemingly unrestrained movement, but only he knew how indecisive he was.

"and many more…"

She called him from behind, he was very unpromising, a little excited, a little excited, and a little bit of anticipation, obviously broke up, but still couldn't help but expect that she might tell him not to go; maybe she didn't say anything, just would Impulsively ran over to hug him; maybe...

In short, as long as she needs him, he will leave the whole world behind, and he only wants her!
However, everything was nothing more than his wishful thinking. Her head was still lowered, and a sentence floated over softly: "That... last night, you... your fiancée sent you a message, please reply !"

Expectations failed, and his heart fell to the bottom. He smiled wryly, and strode out without even responding to her.It wasn't until the crisp sound of closing the door reached her ears that Tan Qianqian finally raised her head and looked at the direction where he disappeared without moving, just like looking at him with all her strength last night, until——
Tears flowed from the sore and swollen eyes.

It was still early when Li Yingqi left, and he sat absent-mindedly in the car for a long time, remembering the last words Tan Qianqian said to him, then he took out his phone, turned it on, and flipped to the latest received message.In fact, he could guess what the content was without looking at him, so he just opened one of them at random, read it blankly, without any intention of replying, and then put the phone away again.

He leaned back in the chair tiredly, reached out and rubbed his painful temples, and then drove back to his own high-end apartment. He felt that he really should go back and tidy himself up, change his clothes and go to work.

(End of this chapter)