If the sky will cry

Chapter 33

Just this nod, let the relationship between them draw a heavy period!

Perhaps, she will never be able to get rid of the entanglement of the serious illness in this life; perhaps, she herself does not know which time she closes her eyes and really falls into a deep sleep forever.

However, she was lucky after all. God had given her a chance to be born again. Although her condition relapsed from time to time after the liver transplantation, she would always remember the moment when he was tortured by the pain. I always remember that he wiped away her tears and told her to be brave!
So, she has been very brave.

The exit of Mu Shixiong's father and daughter relieved Li Yingqi of a big burden in his heart, but some evil consequences have already been caused, so the ending will not be rewritten because of this.

When the new week comes, this Monday is already doomed to be unusual.

As soon as the stock market opened, Chengtian Group's stock fell to the lowest point in history as expected. Banks, employees, and migrant workers came to collect debts one after another. However, Chengtian Group did not have enough capital turnover at all, and faced the danger of bankruptcy at any time.

Li Yingqi is very calm about this, such a result has been thought of long ago, what he needs to do now is to buy as much time as possible, and Li Yingze will naturally cooperate with him on other matters, and sooner or later he will come up with a solution.

He looked at the chaotic situation, but his heart was peaceful. It was time to end all of this, just like the relationship between him and Tan Qianqian had also come to an end.

But what should he do with her?

It's fine if you don't know those cruel truths, but now that he knows, how can he pretend to be indifferent and continue to be with her?However, hiding from her like this is still not an option. With her stubborn temperament, it is absolutely impossible to give up that child and leave him so easily.

Now that he was able to accept the facts calmly, perhaps it was time to face her calmly, but how could he have imagined that something unsettling was already happening before he saw her.

On the same Monday, Tan Qianqian was almost pushed to the brink of collapse.

It has been a whole week since the photos of her and Li Yingqi were exposed. In just one week, she seems to have been wandering between heaven and hell, unable to see clearly and understand what is real and what is fake. ?

Li Yingqi is fine now, and she is finally relieved, but she can't make rash decisions about the child in her womb. She is not only herself, she is also a mother-to-be, and she has to be responsible for the child.Whether Li Yingqi wants her and whether she wants this child are two different things, and there is no conflict; because this is not only Yingqi's child, but more importantly, this child is her own!
She didn't know what Li Yingqi's sudden change was for, and she didn't know when the entanglement between them would be settled, but she knew that if she just gave up the child, she would definitely regret it.

Therefore, even if Li Yingqi is really determined not to have a child, even if they are strangers from now on, she is capable of taking care of the child herself.

She firmly believes that in this world, no one is obligatory, and no one cannot live without leaving.

She thought that she was a new woman who was ahead of the times. She still had education, intelligence, figure and appearance, and now she had a baby.

However, once pushed to the cusp by the cruel reality and rumors, she found that she still couldn't play a strong and brave role well, and she still looked forward to having a shoulder to rely on.

On Monday, she mustered up the courage to re-enter S University after a week-long absence, and told herself that everything would be fine.

It was only a week of leave, but from the moment she walked into the school gate, she still clearly felt that something had changed.

Everyone seems to be looking at her through colored glasses, but whenever she goes to a place, the students gather together to whisper and point at her; even the cleaning lady who cleans the leaves on the tree-lined path sees her She couldn't help but take a few more glances with weird eyes.

Tan Qianqian walked into the studio anxiously. As soon as she appeared, the studio that was bustling like a vegetable market suddenly became silent, and all the students focused their eyes on her.

As if the end of the world was coming, it was eerily quiet.

After the silence, the group of students at the bottom got together again in twos and threes to whisper. Tan Qianqian tried her best to calm herself and ignore the indescribably weird atmosphere. She forced a smile that a teacher should have, and then tried to draw the students' attention. All concentrated in class.

"Students, good morning everyone! Today we mainly talk about the introduction of human body sketching..."

As soon as she said that, everyone became quiet again, but immediately there was another abrupt voice: "Mr. Tan, you often teach us to draw portraits of the human body, and the students are very curious whether you have also painted your brother in private. What? We're talking about the one Jack drew for Rose in Titanic..."

Tan Qianqian immediately felt dizzy, and she couldn't even tell who said this sentence. She only saw so many young and energetic students split into two, three, and four... Their expressions were different. There is ridicule, there is ridicule, there is disdain, there is sympathy, there is contempt...

No matter which one it is, it is enough to drive her crazy, and time seems to be frozen here. This feeling of powerlessness makes her want to escape, but she is powerless to escape.

She took two steps back protecting her head from a splitting headache, and before she could recover, she heard another voice: "I heard that Li Sanshao is our senior! He was already studying at Harvard when he was only in his third year." , so handsome that there are almost no girls who don't like him, if Teacher Tan really has his portrait, why don't you show it to open our eyes?"

No, no... Tan Qianqian cried out desperately in her heart, but she couldn't make a sound.

She froze there and was caught off guard, but at this time a girl stood up and said in public: "My mother also read the news of Chengtian Group last week, and I said that it was our art teacher. Looking at the appearance, it looks like the kind of person who is morally corrupt, has a bad private life, and even seduces his own brother is not worthy of being a teacher, and the students taught by such a teacher may be what they will be like in the future!"

These words are extremely lethal, and Tan Qianqian just feels that she has been pushed into a situation where there is no end to redemption, because she doesn't know how to refute those students' words?
All her strong defenses in disguise collapsed at that moment, why is this so?Can you stop being brave?Li Yingqi, come take a look, what kind of accusation have you made me fall into?

She didn't care anymore, she wanted him to take a look, she wanted him to give an explanation, why did he do this to her?

She didn't care that this was still in class, and she didn't care how those students thought of her. She had only one thought in her mind at the moment, she wanted to find him, she must find him.

But as soon as she moved away, she felt that her eyes went dark, and then she didn't know anything.

When she woke up again, she found that she was resting in the school's infirmary. When she opened her eyes and saw the head of the department standing by the window, she completely understood.

"director…"

She dragged her weak body to sit up, and the director turned around hastily when he heard the movement, and there was no emotion in his eyes, but she asked with some concern: "Xiao Tan, you have woken up. It's been half a day since I slept..."

long time? ?Tan Qianqian was also taken aback, and instinctively reached out to stroke her lower abdomen, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with me?"

The director sighed, lowered his expression, and said seriously: "You're pregnant, you know that, right?"

Tan Qianqian seemed to be able to guess what she was going to say next, so she nodded.

The director is the director, so naturally she doesn't speak like those students. She didn't mention the scandal that raged, nor did she ask why an unmarried woman was pregnant. She just said earnestly: "Little Tan! You also know that there have been some bad rumors recently, and you are pregnant again. After unanimous discussion and decision by the school leaders, it is recommended that you rest for a while. As for the others... wait until the rumors subside before making a decision, you What do you think?"

Tan Qianqian was very calm after hearing this, neither surprised nor excited.

In fact, she should have thought about it a long time ago. After such a thing happened, she was indeed unworthy to be a teacher as the students said. Everyone only pays attention to the phenomenon. Who cares about the essence of the matter?

Naturally, the school also has school considerations. In the past, because she was a well-known top student who graduated from Stanford University, the school relied heavily on her; Letting her rest is undoubtedly equivalent to dismissing her in disguise!
Even if the school doesn't dismiss her, what face does she have to stay on?
So, unexpectedly calm, she said, "Okay, thank you Director!"

She didn't take much rest and left directly. The moment she left the school gate, she didn't even have the courage to raise her head. She just felt that her sky was about to collapse.How could life be so hopeless?
First she was broken in love, and then she lost her job. Couldn't she leave a little bit of hope in her life?
She felt like she was like dust floating in the air, and she didn't know where her real foothold was.Yingqi, Yingqi...where are you?I have nothing, why even you have to leave me?
However, just when she felt that the world was falling apart, she didn't know that Li Yingqi was looking for her all over the world like crazy.

Li Yingqi finally made up his mind to face her calmly, even if the damage had already been done, he wanted to minimize the damage to her, but when he tried to find her after hiding for a week, Tan Qianqian Has disappeared.

He looked for all the places she might go and asked who she might meet, but there was still no news; when he called her later, he was answered by a stranger who said that Tan Qianqian had been to school, but She had already left in the afternoon, and she left her bag and cell phone behind when she left.

Even the last clue was cut off, and Li Yingqi was in a state of anxiety. If she didn't have anything on her, where could she go?Li Yingqi has never been so regretful as at this moment, did he do something wrong?He hurt her like this, so now even God will punish him, even if he went around and returned to the original place, he still lost her...can't find her...

He stayed in the place he had been in despair, thinking that it would be like looking for a needle in a haystack without any clues. He had to find a way, maybe he should start with those who saw her last.

The school only said that she left in the afternoon, and they didn't know where she was going, and she didn't go back to the small apartment they used to live in. In the end, only the presbyopia was left, and it had been the presbyopia for the past few days Taking care of her, maybe Tan Qianqian has said something to him, maybe she will tell him her plan.

Although all this was just a possibility, Li Yingqi hurriedly dialed Hua Yichen's number as if he had grabbed a life-saving straw, but damn it, he didn't turn off the phone sooner or later, why did he turn off the phone at this time?

Li Yingqi suppressed the urge to smash the phone. He felt that he really deserved it. He knew that such a day would come, so why bother to make such a determination?Why bother to hurt her?
If he couldn't find her, if something happened to her, how would he go on in the future?
no!Now is not the time to complain here, he must find her as soon as possible, the only clue now is still with Laohua, even if he doesn't know, it is always right to ask him for help.

He hurried back to pick up the car, and then drove all the way to Hua Yichen's residence in Milan Garden. Since his mobile phone is not connected, the probability of finding him here is the highest.

As soon as he arrived at the entrance of Milan Garden, he once again found the feeling of being so excited that his heart was about to jump out of his chest, because the person who sat down next to the flower garden with his arms around his body was not Tan Qianqian, who else could it be?
"Qianqian..." He yelled excitedly, then slammed on the brakes and ran towards her immediately, before even closing the car door, he was really afraid that if she was a second late, she would immediately leave him. disappear in front of you.

Tan Qianqian raised her head when she heard the voice, maybe she had waited too long, so now this feeling seemed vague to her as if in a dream, she looked at him without moving.

Li Yingqi ran in front of her, only then was he sure that what he saw was really her, his Qianqian!

He was obviously excited, and obviously felt a big stone that was suppressed in his heart fall to the ground, and all kinds of complicated emotions rushed into his heart at once, but he still couldn't restrain the pain in his heart, and shouted at her: "Where have you been? What happened?" Don't go home and don't bring your mobile phone? Do you know how long I've been looking for you?"

Tan Qianqian still looked at him, as if everything in front of her was just a colorful foam ball, and she was afraid that if she reached out and touched it, it would shatter.

"Speak? What are you doing here?"

He is still vicious to her, but Tan Qianqian feels that he is really hopeless, no matter what he is, she just likes him, even the way he is vicious to her.

Never try to deceive her again, because the worry and anxiety revealed in his aggressive tone cannot deceive anyone. She has also been helpless and confused, but even I wonder why I never thought about it. Want to hate him?It turned out that it was because of a subconscious in her heart that she never believed that Li Yingqi would not love her anymore!
So, she ignored his mania, still looked at him like that, and said softly: "You said that if one day we get separated, we will wait for you where we are, and you will definitely come back to find me... the day you left I also said when you asked me to wait for you to come back here..."

When she left school this afternoon, she just felt hopeless. She was walking aimlessly. She was lost at first, but for some reason, she wandered to a familiar place in the end. She was very familiar with the words Milan Garden.

So, tired, tired... I remembered what Li Yingqi said to her when he left here a week ago, he asked her to rest well and take good care of the baby, and he also promised that she would come back soon.So when she had nowhere to go, the only thing she could do was to wait for him here, and she believed that if he remembered what he said then, he would definitely come back.

But this villa area is strictly controlled, and the security guard at the gate didn't know her, so he had to ask her to show her ID or ask the people living inside to take her in, but there was nothing on her and no one could find her. Let her in, so she can only sit at the door and wait.

She thought that this time, like every time since this week, she would just wait in vain, but unexpectedly, she really waited for him.It turned out that it was really so effective, as long as he waited for him in the lost place, he would be able to find her.

However, after hearing her words, Li Yingqi felt as if thousands of bugs were gnawing at the softest and most fragile part of his heart. The pain was so painful that he clenched his fists so tight that his joints turned white, so he managed to bear it. Resisting the urge to wrap her in his arms.

He gritted his teeth and uttered a blunt syllable: "I also said that I don't love you anymore..."

No matter what he says now, Tan Qianqian just shakes her head. She doesn't believe it, she doesn't believe a word. She said that he has become too unskilled. It depends on the action.Even if she was sad because of this, even if she was shaken when he said those unfeeling words to her, but now when he appeared in front of her, all his true colors were revealed.

But before she had time to say anything, a flamboyant and eye-catching red sports car had already parked beside them, and Hua Yichen's bright and handsome smiling face came out from the car window, and she saw Li Yingqi and Tan Qianqian appeared here at the same time, which is really a bit fresh.

"Hey! What are you... doing?" With his piercing eyes, he could see that there was something tricky between them at the first glance.

Li Yingqi happened to be stared at by Tan Qianqian's resolute eyes and felt a little guilty. Now that he caught Hua Yichen, he randomly picked up a topic and asked, "Why did your phone turn off when I called you just now?"

Hua Yichen shrugged and replied, "The phone is out of battery!"

"Then why don't you charge it quickly?"

Hua Yichen was taken aback, why does this sound so weird?It's like lovers tracking each other's traces!please!Can we not do this?There is a beautiful woman sitting beside him, can we not let people misunderstand his sexual orientation?
Conscience of heaven and earth, he dares to swear to the stars, he and Li Yingqi have bathed and slept together, but they have never done anything improper!Why is he talking like that now?Could it be that his mobile phone ran out of battery and was turned off without having time to charge it, and he broke the law?

However, looking at Tan Qianqian and the inexplicable atmosphere between them, he understood everything!
He is normal, and Li Yingqi is also normal. The only abnormal thing is that he was unlucky today, and happened to bump into this pass, so he innocently sacrificed himself as cannon fodder!

However, it is still wrong!Who did he provoke?Even if they are unhappy, there is no reason to go all the way to him to quarrel, right?

In order to prevent the flames of war from spreading and harming the innocent, he thought it would be better for him to reconcile a little bit in the middle.

He looked ready to go, slowly got out of the car, and asked wonderingly: "Why are you all here? What...is the situation?"

"Don't worry about it!" The two replied to him in unison.

(End of this chapter)