If the sky will cry

Chapter 34

At this moment, there is still a tacit understanding, Hua Yichen waved his hand, indicating that he will shut up immediately, he doesn't care, he is just a soy saucer, if there is something lively to watch, why don't we just come over and watch?

Of course, Li Yingqi knew that Tan Qianqian was also stubborn. Once she became stubborn, she would not be able to pull back many cows, but he did not expect that once she decided this time, she would announce in front of other people: "I know you You still love me... Li Yingqi, in fact, you can't lie at all, you'll reveal your secrets as soon as you stand in front of me, if you don't love me, why are you still so worried and nervous?"

She seemed to have decided on him, which made him feel a sense of embarrassment that someone was prying into his heart. Is it really so obvious that he loves her?So obvious that it can't be hidden?
However, he is more frantic now, she is right, as long as he stands in front of her, he will reveal his identity, but what should he do?It's just that Tan Qianqian is kept in the dark, he already knows everything, how can he love her?

"Then what exactly do you want?"

As soon as he spoke, he was yelling at her again. No one had ever seen his temper as violent as he is now. It seemed that only in this way could he vent the pain in his heart, so he could only press her step by step like this, pointing at her and questioning her. Said: "What on earth do you want me to say? What exactly do you want to leave me to live your own life? You think I'm willing, you think I won't be heartbroken...I let you go but you don't want to go, I told you to kill the child but you didn't listen, you just wanted to see me die in pain, didn't you? Right? Ah?"

Hua Yichen was dumbfounded, and Tan Qianqian was baffled by his words, what did she do?Since he said he was reluctant, since he would feel heartache, why did he insist on her leaving?Why must she abort the child?

However, the pain in his manic eyes made her heart ache!

Before she had time to react, Li Yingqi had already grabbed her wrist and slammed it directly on his chest, screaming hysterically: "If you must see me in such pain to be satisfied, then you might as well just take a knife Finish me, come here!"

Tan Qianqian's hand was moved to the position of his heart by him, and he felt his heart beating up and down violently and painfully. At that moment, for some reason, she couldn't help but suddenly burst into tears.

But Li Yingqi continued: "You gave me a good time! Don't make me hurt little by little. I don't know what to do when I see you, and I still can't slow down when I don't see you... This This kind of pain has no deadline! So I beg you to go! Leave me!"

Tan Qianqian couldn't speak, just closed her eyes and let the tears flood her face!

She still didn't understand why they suddenly became like this?However, she still shook her head desperately, then turned the hand that was held tightly in his palm, and clenched his backhand.

She broke off his fingers one by one, and then tried hard to hold his ten fingers tightly. She choked up and wanted to tell him: "Then do you know that you treat me like this... My pain has no time limit?"

Tan Qianqian's words and actions made Li Yingqi hear his heartbroken voice.

How did you get to this point?Look at this ridiculous fate, why can't they leave a way out for their love?He just hoped that she could live a simple and happy life, and not know those dirty and ugly facts. It turned out that he was still wrong, because she was still unhappy, and her greatest pain was pushed away by him like this.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have accused him like this, blamed him...

"Li Yingqi, you liar! Why don't you count your words? You were the one who wanted to be together, why did you say that I seduced you? You said you wanted to have a child, but why didn't you want him before he was born? It was you who wanted to be together. I'm waiting for you to come back, but why did you leave me alone...you're just now saying that I made you feel miserable, what did I do wrong? What did my baby get in your way again?"

Her words immediately made Li Yingqi feel that he deserved to be damned. He obviously wanted to love her well, but before he knew it, he had become a heartless person who should kill a thousand knives. However, what should he tell her?He didn't want to break his word, didn't want his child, didn't want to see her cry, didn't, didn't, didn't...all of them!

However, when it came to the child's problem, Tan Qianqian's tear-filled eyes revealed an unshakable determination, she wiped away her tears and said: "You don't need him, but he is mine too, don't you want me to give up! You should have told me this earlier, if our existence made you feel that much pain, then I would leave..."

After she finished speaking, she was about to withdraw her hand, but Li Yingqi held it tightly, even though she was struggling, she would not let go!

His eyes were full of pain, and it seemed that another strange thing was gradually surging up, making him feel that she was slowly becoming blurred in front of him. At that moment, unprecedented despair arose in his heart, as if as long as he If you let go, you will never, ever be able to hold her again.

However, Tan Qianqian was determined to get rid of him, and said sadly: "If you are in such pain with me, you should have said it earlier! Isn't it just a breakup? I, Tan Qianqian, will not cling to you with shamelessness, But why do you want to be like this? Why do you treat me like this? What do you think of me? If you don’t want it, just put it aside, and when you want it, do you hold on to it? Since this is your choice, now If you make it clear, let me go..."

"I won't let go!" He seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and said the most authentic voice in his heart very resolutely.

At that moment, the line of defense that he had worked so hard to build up this week suddenly collapsed. Morality, ethics, bullshit and rationality were all defeated at that moment. He almost used all the strength in his body to hug her into his arms. In, lock firmly.

That is, in that short moment, Tan Qianqian seemed to have an illusion, as if he saw something glittering and translucent in his eyes.The pain seemed to be suppressed to the limit, and every word that followed seemed to step on the apex of his heart, but he still hugged her tightly and said out enduring the pain: "I love you so much, How to do how to do…"

He chooses to avoid her not because he likes to be so useless, nor is he so cowardly that he is afraid of taking responsibility, but because he really loves her so much that he doesn't know what to do?
When the shackles of moral ethics and that blood relationship were laid bare in front of him, he was just a normal person, so he couldn't cross that hurdle of course, so he didn't dare to appear in front of her.Because he knew himself too well, he knew that once he saw her, he would lock her in his arms as desperately as he did now.

He thought that a week was enough for him to accept this fact calmly, but as long as she appeared in front of him, he still couldn't help it and had to surrender.

However, his love is always the most deterrent weapon to Tan Qianqian, as long as he loves her, she is willing to be captured by him.So, she finally stopped struggling and leaned against his arms. The tears that had been wiped away couldn't help but burst out at that moment, wetting his skirt and scalding his heart.

Tan Qianqian put her hands behind him and beat his back continuously.

Why did she blame him for doing this?Shouldn't two people who love each other be in the same boat?Why leave her alone?Since it is love, why can't you love well?Why?
But Li Yingqi just hugged her tightly, as if something was blocked in his throat, so that he couldn't speak a word, he could only let her cry and let her beat her.

Tan Qianqian was still unable to vent the grievance in her heart until she was tired from beating her hands, but she had no strength left, she didn't want to do this anymore, she put her arms around his waist tightly, buried her head in his arms and sobbed Said: "Let's go home, shall we? Yingqi, let's go home..."

Li Yingqi's heart moved, his chin stroked the top of her hair, and he agreed: "Okay! Let's go home right away!"

At this moment, what principles, what obstacles, what secular ethics... are all bullshit in his eyes!He doesn't care who she is, he thinks what Hua Shao once said is right, from a biological point of view, he is a man, she is a woman, they fall in love, it's that simple!

He doesn't care what kind of elder sister or younger brother, in short, he just loves her!He had already tried hard to leave her and forget her, but the facts proved that in his whole life, he must love!It must be her!
If anyone dares to stop him, he will still say the same thing: meet gods and kill gods, meet Buddhas and kill Buddhas!

Since they left each other in agony, he doesn't care even if being together is against ethics, even if they will be hit by thunder and thunder, even if they go to hell hand in hand, he will never leave her alone again!

He let her go, wiped away the tears from her eyes, and said distressedly: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault! I will never leave you behind...I will take you home!"

Tan Qianqian was once again immersed in his deep eyes that were so gentle that they seemed to be dripping water, she nodded firmly, and then let him take her hand and leave from here. They want...to go home together!It was such a feeling of peace of mind, it seemed that as long as he held her hand, she would not get confused and could find the right direction to go home.

Li Yingqi only nodded slightly to Hua Shao as a greeting, then took Tan Qianqian into the car and went home.

Hua Yichen watched his car speeding away, and suddenly felt a little blocked in his heart. In fact, this is not how he should feel, but the scene just now is still vivid in his memory. Whenever he thinks about it, his heart feels a little inexplicably empty.

It turned out that this is the so-called love?
Sweet and bitter, bitter and astringent, I can't tell what it tastes like, but it seems sour!
When she saw that Li Yingqi had already hurt Tan Qianqian completely, but Tan Qianqian still stubbornly believed in him and waited for him, frankly speaking, there was a trace of envy and hatred in Hua Yichen's heart!At that time, he couldn't figure out whether such a woman was too stupid or too extreme?Why has he seen countless women, but he has never been as lucky as Li Yingqi to meet such a woman?
It wasn't until today when he saw this scene that he finally understood that any possession is based on giving. He has been with countless women like a horse, but he is too stingy to give any emotion, so probably No woman ever loved him regardless of everything, right?

Or maybe, he really hasn't met the rib that was lost from him in the previous life.

Li Yingqi took Tan Qianqian back to their home. A week ago, this place was the focus of siege by media reporters, so they had no choice but to leave. Now that the reporters had already had material to report, they naturally evacuated from here.In their subconscious minds, they have long agreed that this is the only home that carries all the sweet moments between them.

Li Yingqi never let go of her hand from the moment he held her hand, but none of them spoke. She didn't ask, and he didn't say anything about what happened in the past week.

Maybe it's because of the pain that they feel that it is too difficult to keep their fingers crossed. They don't want to spoil the atmosphere. As long as they are still together, as long as they are still in love, everything else is not important.

When he reached the door, Tan Qianqian stopped suddenly, held his hand and said in a low voice, "It seems that my bag was left at school, and I don't have a key."

"I have." Li Yingqi held her with one hand, and took out the key from his trouser pocket with the other.

Just this simple action made Tan Qianqian feel a warm current in her heart, her eyes were red, but she smiled slightly, and asked: "You still carry the key with you all the time. ?”

Li Yingqi had just inserted the key into the hole, and paused for a moment after listening to her words, no wonder she would not believe that he didn't love her anymore, it turned out that his attachment to her had always been so obvious, and now there was no room for denying it, he lightly Smiled to show acquiescence, and then asked back: "Is it strange that I carry the keys of the house with me?"

His words gave Tan Qianqian the urge to cry again, so she rushed over to hold his neck tightly regardless, and still couldn't help complaining: "Then why haven't you come home for so many days?"

Li Yingqi's heart skipped a beat unexpectedly, and then he was stunned even when he was about to open the door. After a long time, he hugged her back, buried his face in her hair, and whispered softly: "I will never open the door again." Yes, with you here, I will remember to go home early..."

His promise is undoubtedly a reassurance to Tan Qianqian, even if a promise doesn't mean anything, she still needs a promise to make herself feel at ease.

Back at this home, feeling everything familiar here, suddenly felt that what happened these days was like a dream, as if everything was still the same as before, and nothing had changed... She can still clearly remember the look of her face many years ago. The well-behaved Li Yingqi came to knock on the door of her house, and when she saw him, she immediately pulled back the neckline of her pajamas nervously.

But now that time has passed, the seasons have changed, winter has passed and spring has come again, it really proves that sentence: if life is just like the first time you see it...

Just now, I was only thinking about going home, and I didn't consider that the two of them hadn't eaten dinner yet. Now when I got home, I found that there was nothing to cook in the refrigerator.

Afraid of starving her, Li Yingqi could only say, "You wait for me at home. I'll go out and buy some food, okay? I'll be back soon..."

He was about to let go of her, but Tan Qianqian immediately reached out and hugged his waist from behind him before he could turn around. She said, "I'm not hungry!" He left without thinking about it for a moment.

The fear of that day was still shrouded in her heart, and he also said that he would come back soon, but what she waited for was a heartbreak.

Li Yingqi turned around, as if he could see through her thoughts, so he couldn't give her a sense of security anymore?Her appearance made his heart ache, and he didn't want to be separated from her, but he still said, "How can I not eat? Even if I'm not hungry, I have to eat a little..."

She still hugged him and said, "Then I want to go with you?"

Li Yingqi sighed helplessly. She didn't know how long she had been tossing and didn't eat today. It's better not to run around, so she said, "Forget it, I don't want to go. I'll call and order two takeaways. Take a good rest today, and go buy some other things and come back to cook tomorrow, okay?"

Tan Qianqian nodded, as long as they don't separate, everything is fine!
When the takeaway was delivered, Tan Qianqian started to feel nauseous before taking a few mouthfuls, and then rushed into the toilet to vomit. Li Yingqi quickly followed, patting her back lightly to comfort her.

He felt distressed, but he didn't ask why. He knew that this child must have caused her to suffer a lot, but she was still so determined to give birth. If she was asked to give up, it would definitely be more uncomfortable than taking her life. Bar?
People say that a woman is willing to bear a child because she loves a man, so what can he do?What else is there to be dissatisfied with?She has already beaten a child for him, and he doesn't want to have a second time. Anyway, he has decided to be with her forever, no matter what the result is, he will bear it with her, so now he can only welcome her with her The arrival of this little life.

After Tan Qianqian vomited, as if she had gone through a big battle, Li Yingqi hugged her softly in his arms, slowly stretched out his hand to stroke her belly, and said with a light smile: "Little thing Why are you so naughty? If you continue to torment mom like this, be careful to spank your ass in the future..."

Tan Qianqian's body visibly trembled in his arms, and now she heard him talking about this child, she only felt a sour feeling in her heart that was gradually condensing and swelling, almost about to explode.

She knew that he loved this child, and if there were no unavoidable reasons, he would never have given up on him before.

Li Yingqi suddenly lowered his head when he didn't hear her utter a word, but unexpectedly Tan Qianqian also raised his head to look at him.In an instant, the four eyes met, and even the space for the air to flow became cramped. Just like this, the distance between the two of them suddenly narrowed, and their lips almost touched together.

Tan Qianqian's heart skipped a beat, and she saw her reflection in her deep eyes, revealing that she was in a panic at the moment, and Li Yingqi couldn't move her eyes away, only to see her eyes full of waves, her lips like honey, Let him involuntarily miss the sweetness.

So, I still can't help it, come closer, come closer...

If it was in the past, he would definitely kiss her without hesitation and take all the beauty of her for himself, but now, when his lips are about to touch her, he still stops in time up.

Can't wait for his kiss, Tan Qianqian only felt a sense of disappointment in her heart, but Li Yingqi pretended to be nonchalant, and immediately said: "Go eat first, okay? Don't starve the baby..."

This reason is very effective, Tan Qianqian had no choice but to nod, but when she returned to the dinner table, she still had no appetite, so Li Yingqi had to feed her herself. The reason is still that if the mother does not eat, how can the baby grow so fast? ?
Tan Qianqian's eyes were reddened by his thoughtfulness and care, and finally asked: "Actually, you still love him, don't you?"

"Of course, this is my son. If I don't love him, who else can I love?"

"Then you have to apologize to him!"

Li Yingqi was taken aback when he heard the words, but soon understood, his son!But he said more than once that he was not wanted, and he should really apologize!
So he stood up, knelt down in front of her, hugged her waist and rested his head on her stomach, sighed silently, and then said: "Baby, Daddy loves you, and I won't do you any more." I won't say I don't want you anymore, you have to be obedient and healthy..."

(End of this chapter)