If the sky will cry

Chapter 45

Li Yingze and Li Yingying were both shocked and deeply saddened when they heard the news. No matter how many wrong things Li Chengtian did, he was always their father, and no one hoped that things would turn out like this.

After Li Yingying heard about all the causes and consequences, she pointed all the blame at Tan Qianqian: "It's all your fault. If you didn't insist on going to see Tan Si'an on your own initiative, how could such a thing happen?"

Tan Qianqian lowered her head, her eyes were red, she didn't want to say anything, she didn't want to deny, let alone justify.

Because she felt that what Li Yingying said was right, it was all because of her, and now all three of them were in doubt about their lives.

Without Liang Rui, only Li Yingqi was left to protect her, so he responded to Li Yingying as a matter of course: "Second sister, what are you talking about? What does it matter to her? She doesn't want things to turn out like this... "

"I didn't say it was what she thought, but what I said was the truth, as long as you know to protect her!"

"Enough!" Li Yingze finally spoke after hearing what they said, "Isn't it time to blame someone? Isn't it messy enough? It's important to find someone..."

But the cliff is too steep, it is not easy to go down to find someone. After two days and two nights of searching, someone finally found Li Chengtian down there, but when he was found, he was already injured and died .

Such a result is actually within the expected range of everyone. Falling from such a high place, the only end is of course a narrow escape.

But the strange thing is that his body is not complete anymore, the entire palm of his right hand has been severed from the wrist, and his whereabouts are unknown. If it was eaten off by a wild animal, how could only one of his hands be eaten off, while the other parts Are they all intact?

What's even more strange is that there was no trace of Tan Si'an and Liang Rui in the vicinity. I searched every corner around here, but there was still nothing!

They obviously fell together, why are they not together?

For the answer to this question, there can be a thousand answers and ten thousand guesses, but now there is not so much time to pursue it.

Li Chengtian had been dead for two days, and now he could only send people to continue the search while dealing with Li Chengtian's funeral.

After all, he is dead. In order to protect Li Chengtian's last face, the two brothers Li Yingze and Li Yingqi only claimed that he died of a sudden illness. He did so many wrong things during his lifetime, and now he is to blame for this result, without leaving any infamy , he should also be smiling at Jiuquan.

There are too many things in life that cannot be reversed, just like Grandma Li, who ate vegetarian food and recited Buddha all her life, tried her best to make the most reasonable arrangements, all because she wanted to redeem the sins committed by her son, but she still couldn't rewrite the final ending.

First the memorial service, then the funeral...

Tan Qianqian still didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, she dealt with all this numbly, and she didn't even shed a tear. Perhaps in her subconscious, she couldn't accept Li Chengtian as her biological father at all, even though it seemed to her now No news about Liang Rui and Tan Si'an may be the best news.

However, too many things have happened recently, and she feels that all of this is like a dream, but the pain is so clear, it is not at all like a dream that has no trace after waking up.

The naked cruelty of reality left her without the strength to bear it.

After Li Chengtian's funeral was settled, the four brothers and sisters of the Li family sat together in the living room, as if they had just experienced a long-lasting battle. Everyone felt that they had reached a turning point and were exhausted.

Now that Li Yingze is the head of the family, many important responsibilities fall on his shoulders.Li Yingying was used to being a young lady and living a life of eating, drinking and having fun, so she didn't need to take her emotions into consideration; instead, it was the current situation of Li Yingqi and Tan Qianqian that worried him.

"Yingqi..." he said first, "After a while, I think you will still come to the company to help. Now that you are just starting out, it will be more difficult than before. You are most familiar with the project of the resort, so you should do it!"

"Let's talk about it!" Li Yingqi didn't give an affirmative answer, he just felt exhausted now, and he didn't have the heart to think about these things at all.

Facing Tan Qianqian who had been silent all this time, Li Yingze also felt very helpless, but he really didn't know where to ask her, so he gave Li Yingqi a look, motioning him to ask her if she had any plans?
Li Yingqi looked at her, and felt that her current ashamed appearance made every cell of him ache, but she no longer let him step into her world easily.

Before he had time to ask her, Tan Qianqian felt another nausea, and hurriedly ran to the bathroom covering her mouth.

"Qianqian..." Li Yingqi immediately followed nervously.

Li Yingze and Li Yingying were stunned when they saw this situation, but they soon understood and looked at each other.

"Brother, tell me..." Li Yingying couldn't hide her curiosity in the end, she approached Li Yingze's ear and asked, "You said she wouldn't really want to give birth to that child? I didn't know it was my sister before." Brother, it makes sense, but now... you said, what if the child is born without arms or legs, or if he is stupid?"

Although she had deliberately lowered her voice, it was still enough for Li Yingqi and Tan Qianqian to hear it.

Li Yingying always speaks directly and meanly, but every word she said is the truth. Tan Qianqian vomited on the washbasin in a daze. Big drops flowed down.

Li Yingqi opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word, he could only reach out and caress her back, and then hugged her in his arms distressedly.

Li Yingying's words were like a thorn growing in each other's hearts. Neither of them had the courage to touch it, but it cannot be denied that this crux really existed, and it made people breathless .

He hugged her tightly, let her cry silently in his arms, finally sighed deeply, leaned into her ear and said, "Qianqian, I'm still here..."

He was suddenly afraid of seeing her eyes that were like a pool of stagnant water, and was afraid of seeing her look like she was desperate for the world, so he tried to remind her in the most direct way that no matter what happened, he Will always be by her side.

In fact, he can understand why she is so silent now, isn't he like this in the past?When there is an unbearable blow in his life, he also chooses to close himself up in such a fragile way, ignoring the reasons for what happened outside, always thinking that he can escape completely by doing so.

However, now he has to be strong and carry all the burdens on his shoulders. If he falls down, what will Tan Qianqian do now?How was she going to hold on?
However, now they are separated by that layer of blood relationship, even if he has been waiting here, she will not allow him to get closer.So, the next day when he just went out for a trip and Tan Qianqian was missing when he came back, he went crazy without warning.

A servant in the family handed him a note and told him that Miss Tan had left.

Holding the note, Li Yingqi heard his own voice trembling at the tip of his heart, opened it, and there was only one line of short words: I am leaving, you must be well in the future, don't come to me again, I wish you happiness!

What does that mean?How could everything between them be ended by her saying "I wish you happiness"?

"When did she leave?"

"She... just left not long ago..." Seeing that his expression was not right, the servant replied tremblingly.

"Then why not keep her? Who said she was allowed to go?"

The servant was yelled at and retreated to the side, so innocent that he didn't dare to speak out again. After Li Yingqi lost his temper, he immediately rushed out like crazy. He took out his mobile phone to call her while walking, but the other On the other side, there is always the same voice: The phone you dialed has been turned off!

She turned off the phone? !

Li Yingqi lowered her hands helplessly, she had never been so desperate as at this moment, is she really determined to leave him?Even if you want to leave, why do you do it this way?
Li Yingqi forced herself to calm down and think about it, she just left, will she go back to their home?No matter where she was going, she should always go there first, so he almost couldn't wait, and rushed back to the small apartment without stopping.

Tan Qianqian didn't expect his speed to be so fast. Not long after she entered the door, she immediately heard him open the door and rush in. She was afraid to say goodbye to him and watch him leave before her eyes. That's why I chose to leave silently, I didn't expect what should come or avoid it.

In the living room, they were still standing there with their packed luggage that day, and now their eyes are facing each other, it is already indescribably sad, the pain comes when it is said, and they never say hello in advance to let people be ready to accept it Prepare.

When Li Yingqi saw her standing in front of her so real, her flustered heart finally returned to its place.

He just looked at her like this for a long, long time, until he felt that his legs were going numb, Tan Qianqian still didn't make any movement, then he opened his mouth and asked pitifully, "You really...don't want me? "

"You go!" She hadn't spoken for many days, and now she suddenly spoke, her voice was a little hoarse, but she spoke only to say these three heartless words, ruthlessly driving him out of her room world.

"Tan Qianqian!" He said her name in pain.

But she turned around and she had already burst into tears, but she repeated again: "Go away! It's all my fault! Your second sister is right, if I hadn't been self-willed, if I had listened to you and refused to go Seeing my father, maybe this kind of thing won't happen; it's all my fault! Only now do I understand why you insisted on me leaving you. At that time, you made up your mind that if I left you obediently, you wouldn't mess with me. You are suffering so much with me now; it's all my fault..."

Li Yingqi finally couldn't listen anymore, he went around in front of her, held her shoulders and forced her to face him, emphatically saying: "Tan Qianqian, you heard me clearly! Don't pretend to be sentimental and take all your mistakes When it comes to you, no one can blame the three of them for making it like this, not to mention that Tan Si'an and Liang Rui are only missing now, maybe he just hid like before and didn't want to see anyone; and me... If you also know that I am now It's painful, so don't be like this again..."

Tan Qianqian was speechless, but wept silently.After living for so many years, she has never felt that life is so absurd like this moment!
It's a kind of discouragement wrapped in silkworm wings, without even the desire to struggle; it's a kind of despair that knows the sun is right above your head, but doesn't even have the thought of stretching out your hand to push away the dark clouds.

Li Yingqi looked at her only crying, wishing to drown himself in tears, and felt heartbroken. He knew that he was desperate, but could you give him a little bit of confidence and courage to continue living?

He dragged her directly into the room, then pushed her to the dressing mirror, forced her to look at the two in the mirror, and said, "Look at what you look like now? What do I look like? Both of us Played by fate, you regret it now, don’t you? But even if you regret falling in love with me, we have already reached this point! So what? Are you going to cry to death like this? Just sleep like this for the rest of your life? Or simply jump out of the window? Tell me...no matter what you want, I will accompany you..."

"That's not the case..." After Tan Qianqian heard what he said, besides shaking her head, she finally said one more sentence.

After hearing her words, Li Yingqi continued: "Then what do you want? If you are not willing to be abandoned by life like this, then don't be like this, Tan Qianqian, I still want to tell you, I will also be in pain... But I told myself to grit my teeth and hold on, because I know that if I can't hold on, you will suffer even more. Even if you leave me, I hope you can live bravely. Do you know that I am the same ?You can either be stronger and give me some courage and sustenance to continue living? If you feel that you can’t bear such a cruel reality, then I’ll cry with you until you die... You’re going to give me a happy answer? "

Only then did Tan Qianqian finally muster up the courage to look at them in the mirror. It turned out that there was really no sun above her head, but if she was in pain, he would be in more pain than him.Shedding tears until death can't solve the problem, even if they die for love, they can't both turn into butterflies like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai. Life has been so cruel to them, how can such a beautiful legend come true for them?
She chooses to hide in the shell and be the weakest snail, always thinking that all this can be avoided, but she also understands in her heart that if life wants to continue, she must stand up strong!

"I'm sorry!" She fought back her tears, as if speaking to her, but also to herself.

Seeing her like this, Li Yingqi finally softened, reached out to wipe away her tears, and said, "Don't be sad, and don't give up on yourself, no matter what decision you make, I just hope you can be happy..."

Standing in front of him, she finally nodded.

That night, the two of them stayed together as usual, feeling powerless in their hearts, but they both suppressed smiling at each other, as if they knew it in their hearts, as if this was really the last time, so they had to follow the usual The appearance will repeat their past happiness and sweetness again.

In the end, Li Yingqi fell asleep first that day.

Tan Qianqian knew that he must have been extremely busy these days, and he must have not had such a good sleep for a long time.She sat on the edge of the bed, gently stroking every organ on his face, and carefully recalled the bits and pieces of their past.

What he said to her before seemed to be a blow to her, and she woke up instantly.

Yingqi, if you knew the result would be like today, would you have fallen in love with me in the first place?

I think I will!Because we have loved each other so much, even if this love only ends here, it is enough for me to spend my whole life remembering. If only my happiness can be exchanged for your same happiness, then I am willing to sacrifice myself for you. Be strong and happy.

Early the next morning, when Li Yingqi woke up, he found that Tan Qianqian was packing her luggage. He didn't understand at first, but then gradually realized that she was separating the luggage that had been packed a few days ago, and to be more precise She was separating her own from his.

"Qianqian, what are you... doing?" He opened his mouth, only to feel a chill in his heart, it was a feeling of separation of soul and body.

Tan Qianqian raised her head when she heard the voice. She no longer shed tears as she did a few days ago, and she no longer had an expression as if the end of the world was coming. Instead, she smiled at him and said, "I was serious last night. After thinking about your words, you are right, I can’t continue like this, so I plan to leave here for a while!”

He knew very well that the "leave" she said was actually equivalent to leaving him, but he still reluctantly seized the last chance and said nonchalantly, "Okay! It's fine to leave for a while, but it's still the same as last time." The decision is the same, shall we go to Iceland?"

"Yingqi..." She interrupted him abruptly, "You know it's impossible!"

Li Yingqi was stunned for a while, obviously he was the one who advised her to be strong, obviously he said that as long as she can be happy, no matter what decision she makes, but when she really said such words, he was not as good as he imagined. chic.

He is still struggling: "How is it impossible? Didn't we agree to leave here and start over in a place where no one knows us? Anyway, no one will know us..."

(End of this chapter)