Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 288 [Kay Me] Treat you the same (3)

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The next day, Ah Jiu put on a beautiful makeup for me and forced me to wear a light blue denim skirt with a pair of light-colored cloth shoes, while she put on a handsome line. I said Ah Jiu is very beautiful, no matter what kind of makeup or what kind of clothes are used on her, it can give you a stunning feeling, and I may give people more of a feeling of being light, to put it bluntly, cold or too quiet.

Although I am actually a warm person in my heart, I am not the sun. My warmth is only given to Wang Junkai and Ah Jiu. There is no way to treat him equally.

They are different in my heart, and people other than them have never given me warmth, so I can only treat them differently. I think there is nothing wrong with it.

Ah Jiu took me to the mall around nine o'clock.

If Ah Jiu is not around, I generally won’t go out. It’s too boring to be alone, but it’s different with her by my side. She can tell me a lot of interesting things that happened in their school. Sprinkled flowers all over the floor, or the teacher gestured with a broom in class yesterday, or... I admit, she reminded me of going back to school.But I know that I can't go back. I can't just make up for two years of neglected studies. What's more, I don't have time anymore.I don't think I can waste a lot of my time on campus in boring classrooms. The only thing I can do is to live the life I want to live in this little time, so that I can live a better life. Not so sorry.

So, I'm sorry Ah Jiu, the third year of high school at that time was not able to walk with you all the way.

So, I'm sorry Wang Junkai, I can't accompany you through the rest of my life.

Please forgive me for being too selfish, I am doomed to fail you.

There were a lot of pedestrians on the road, and the most I saw were the beautiful legs exposed to the air and the moving heads. I was dazzled by the clothes alone. I really didn't understand why other girls ran into the street at every turn.I pouted slightly complaining, and finally smiled with satisfaction when I saw Ah Jiu turn around and grab my hand.Ah Jiu's hair fluttered wantonly in the air, carrying a kind of beauty that only children can have.

In fact, there is another reason why I don't like to go out, because my mother left in a car accident, so the car has become one of my inner shadows, and I am very afraid of the sound of the car.At first, hearing the sound of the car made me feel uncomfortable and wanted to cry, and then I refused to get in the car, and now I am slowly accepting it but only insist on sitting by the window.

Time is the healer, but he may not be able to heal everyone well, because some people's hearts are already riddled with holes, and he can't do anything.

Ah Jiu dragged me around in various stores, picking up clothes from time to time to try on her body, and changing again if she was not satisfied. I sat on the bench and watched her in high spirits, changing from short skirts to long skirts, from denim to long skirts. When it was time to change to the shirt, I kept fiddling with it, and after a long time, I laughed stupidly.

"Ah Luo, come and try on this dress." Ah Jiu took off a lavender long dress and walked towards me with a smile. Her posture seemed to eat me up, but I felt like she was gone after those few steps. For a long time, so long that I thought she would never come to me.But as soon as she came to me, she pushed me to the dressing room, so I had no choice but to let her go.

Long skirts are troublesome, this is what I always think, but this long skirt is really elegant, in fact, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is noble, I took off my denim skirt, and slowly changed into this long skirt, so There is another reason for being slow, not because I am afraid of surprising them, but because I am afraid of frightening them.

After about 10 minutes, I dragged my skirt and put it out of the dressing room. I stood in front of the mirror and stared. Ah Jiu nodded and was intoxicated by his own taste. Whether this dress or not is up to you to guess.

This is not the most gratifying thing. I am afraid that the most gratifying thing is that when I turned around, I saw a pair of dark and warm eyes.

Wang Junkai.

Stay safe.

"Hey, why are you so fascinated by watching, have you never seen a girl before?" I frowned and muttered, but Wang Junkai on the opposite side was laughing like crazy, the tiger teeth were in close contact with the cold air, and some people rushed up to help him keep out the cold impulse.

"Xu Luo, I think you're so cute." With a strong mocking tone, he walked straight towards me with big strides.

".I also think I'm so cute." I ignored him and turned to look at myself in the mirror. I raised my head contentedly, and soon realized something was wrong, "Please, I'm handsome, how can you find an adjective of!"

Wang Junkai burst out laughing, staggered a step and nearly fell down, while Ah Jiu leaned on his seat and looked at me raising his eyebrows, with a condescending tone, "Yes, yes, Ah Luo is not cute, wow, I I've never seen such a handsome guy."

"You are enough!" Wang Junkai and I despised her in unison, but there was no way her tone was too beating.

Ah Jiu's plane was past two o'clock in the afternoon, but now the time on the watch was pointing to twelve o'clock, and I was about to say goodbye to her for lunch, so my expression suddenly became gloomy.I am not afraid that I will die, what I am afraid of is that I don't know when I can see her again, I am afraid that a farewell will be a lifetime.

Ah Jiu's grades are very good, originally she wanted to stay in the local university, but her parents thought it was a pity, so they forced her to go out. In fact, they did this for her own good, but at that time, she just wanted to be with me for a while.After all, there is a gap between ideal and reality, and she finally succumbed to her parents' coercion and refused to leave with thousands of people.

In fact, this may be good for each other, she will have her circle of friends in that city, she will miss me there, and she will not be lonely after I leave. If she is wronged in that city, she will have a new friend who is more precious than me in that city.What can I do if my heartache returns to my heartache?Life is full of vicissitudes, and many things can only be done by yourself in the end.

Even if I don't want you to be alone, alone in the crowd.

Ah Jiu, I accept my fate, I just want to thank You Zhong for giving me the joy that gave me the courage to face the end of my life.

"Ajiu Xu Luo, I'll treat you two to dinner. It's already twelve o'clock."

When Wang Junkai heard that Ah Jiu was on an afternoon flight, he yelled louder than anyone else. He said that he must ask Ah Jiu to give her a good massage as compensation for neglecting her yesterday. Sister Wang Junkai, you are not fooled. With this, I'm drunk, yes, but I'm sober, okay?If you want to say that Xu Ruotong was the one who was left out the most thoroughly, right?As soon as Wang Junkai finished speaking, I rolled my eyes in my heart. If I like it, I would have said it earlier, and it was moaning.

Of course, this is just my narcissism. I don't think he will like me at all. After all, I want to have a figure but no figure and no literary talent. The only thing left is a dying life. This is self-deprecating, but it is true. Covers the facts.

But I won't tell him yet, because then I might still have a chance to go to his heart.

can you forgive me?I just want to love someone well before I die, or I hope that I can be loved well by the person I love deeply, because neither he nor I will regret it.

The reason for the rich lunch is that Wang Junkai led us to a relatively famous restaurant near the shopping mall. The decoration style is very retro, and it can be called a time-honored restaurant in this city. It forced us to go in one direction, and being squeezed by the crowd made our heart hurt, our breathing was difficult and a little uncomfortable, I couldn't help frowning and snorting.

I reached out and pulled Wang Junkai's sleeve and whispered, "Old Wang, I'll wait for you at the side, shall we go to the private room?"

This was the first time I called him Pharaoh, and of course it became a habit to call him Pharaoh later on. No matter how much he yelled, I always displayed my perseverance and persisted. He had no choice but to give up after objecting many times.

"Okay, then you wait for me." He gently shook my hand with his backhand, and then let go and walked to the crowded place. There were too many people, and he walked too far away, so I couldn't see him.

I vaguely remember that time when Ajiu pulled me to the side and got out of such a suffocating environment, and the discomfort came a bit later, but I still couldn't hold back my breath, but fortunately Wang Junkai didn't see me.I don't know why I just don't want Wang Junkai to catch a glimpse of my fragility, I'm afraid he will sympathize instead of feeling distressed.All I think about day and night is the tenderness with which he loves me instead of giving.

It was estimated that it took 5 minutes before he rushed to me through the crowds, took my hand and walked to the nearest small private room.

The left hand is the warmth that Wang Junkai has, and the right hand is the warmth from Ah Jiu. It seems that they are destined to hold me in my life, although my life is too short.

Saying goodbye is always done early.

This meal seemed to be eaten very fast, and it was almost one o'clock in a flash. I put on a bad face with reluctance, and got into the taxi to the airport with Ah Jiu and Wang Junkai. The speed was not very fast, but it was also It's not slow, I long for the traffic jam in my heart, but it's not as I like, but the road is unimpeded.

Very aggrieved.

Wang Junkai sat next to the driver and Ah Jiu and I sat in the back. Wang Junkai seemed a little sleepy, with headphones plugged into his ears, and fell asleep leaning on a soft pillow. I sat diagonally across from him and looked at his side. His face was beating violently, his profile in such a small space, his elegance could kill me in seconds.

But this nympho look only hesitated for a few seconds, and I spent more time reminiscing with Ah Jiu. In fact, it was good, but when she shed tears, it became more like parting from life to death .

"Come on, don't cry, I don't want to cry." I opened my mouth while wiping her tears with my hand. Those distressed words changed after being catalyzed by the enzyme in my mouth, which was a bit hurtful, and my tone was relatively monotonous. This kind of frivolous tone is even worse.

"Would you be good at expressing your feelings next time? The tears that were so hard to hold back were completely wiped out by you, which ruined the atmosphere." The tears came and went quickly, although I knew she said this to comfort me, but But suddenly felt uncomfortable in her heart. She was sad, but she had to pretend not to be sad because of me. She knew I was suffering so she was afraid that I would suffer again, so even if she was bullied, she could only hide it by herself so that I would not worry.

Ah Jiu, if I die, I will only worry about you the most, because you have treated me so well, and you are still the same after all these years, no matter what I become.

The driver was overwhelmed by our conversation, looked at us with a smile and said, "You young people, tears come and go quickly, why are you still like my daughter when you get older."

Then he suddenly laughed, probably because he remembered his girl, right?Listening to his hearty laughter, I suddenly wanted to cry, because I thought of the word father, which has nothing to do with me.

The word father is really unfamiliar. He is busy all the time, and occasionally goes home for a meal. In his impression, he is a man with a scruffy shaven beard without his mother, and he likes to eat the meals cooked by his mother. , but this was only at the beginning, and then he became even busier. He often didn’t go home all day long, and he didn’t help me hold a parent-teacher meeting or take me home once. In my impression, his good things are all about money. Hook, for example, my birthday must be very rich, or the bank will send some money if I have no money. The best thing is nothing more than the few times my mother died. He warmed the milk.

A man is such a strange creature, he doesn’t cherish it when he gets it, and regrets it when he loses it, just like the nanny who told me the most, your dad misses you, go home.I shook my head and refused every time, maybe it was for revenge?Revenge that he failed his mother for so many years, this is very similar to his mother, stubborn, disgustingly stubborn.

Wang Junkai, I hope you are not the same person as him, because I hope you will not let me down, and I hope that the bad quality of selfishness is only given to me by fate.

I looked at Wang Junkai's side face and pondered for a long time, and was awakened by a burst of pain from my hand. It turned out that Ah Jiu was pinching my hand, "It hurts, hurts, please be gentle, miss."

"Tell me, without me, are you going to have sex with Wang Junkai and lose me!"

"Don't say it so ugly." I smiled embarrassingly, but there was still a subtext in my heart, hey, can you be careful? Wang Junkai squinted his eyes, yes, it doesn't mean he's asleep. I'm really worried about Ah Jiu's IQ , so what if you get into a good university?IQ is still far behind me.

Well, I'm just kidding, I'm the stupidest person to the end, and also the most selfish.

The conversation was interrupted by the sound of steam, and it was time to say goodbye again. The car stopped not far from the airport, and Wang Junkai woke up immediately after parking.

His sleep is very light, and some small noises can wake him up, and the reason why he didn't wake him up just now may be because of a thick earphone?But how did you know he was a light sleeper?Because of some bumpy places along the road, he squinted his eyes and opened them uncomfortably to look at me.

That kind of throbbing may also come from a moment of distress.

My mother once said that those who can’t sleep, those who have trouble falling asleep or those who have light sleep are worth cherishing, protecting and taking good care of. Wang Junkai, then do you need my goodness?

Ah Jiu was carrying a bag in her hand. In fact, she didn’t bring anything when she came back. She just brought her money, ID card and those things she needed, and she simply gave up all her clothes. When she got off the plane, she came to kill my family, accusing me of exploiting my wardrobe. She wears my clothes, but I am very happy, because she wears them, so I think the clothes in my closet look good.

So Ah Jiu went straight into the airport with her bag in her hand and never looked back.

I dare not.

It's because I'm afraid I'll be sad.

I was afraid that I would cry and I would be sad too.

Because whenever we say goodbye, we turn into red-eyed rabbits who weep for no good reason. These tears become the instinct of saying goodbye because we are too unwilling to say goodbye.

She didn't turn around until she stepped on the last step, waving at me, still shouting something, but I forgot to tell her that I can't hear, my hearing has gradually weakened, probably this It's the footsteps of death going too fast, it has eroded my ears.

But I guess she must be saying to me:

A Luo, you have to wait until I come back to see you, A Luo, you must miss me very much, at dusk, at sunrise, when you are lonely or happy every minute and every second.

Hey, it's sensational, and that's obviously what I wanted to say.

I said goodbye to Ah Jiu in this way. Although Wang Junkai and I still stood in place for more than ten minutes, people came and went crowded and noisy. People from this city go to another city every day, and people from another city will also Come back, stop and go, this is the rough life of a person.

I looked at Wang Junkai and spread my hands, "Let's go."

"I feel like Ah Jiu really doesn't want to leave." He squinted his eyes and then glanced at me who was playing with his fingers. I smiled guiltyly and didn't answer.

The surrounding air is a little stuffy.

"Xu Luo, have you ever learned a musical instrument?" When Wang Junkai behind me said this, I was walking under the shadow of a big tree. I turned to look at him and shook my head, and then I heard him start Talking about his story, "When I was young, my family was poor and I didn't play any musical instruments. Later, I fell in love with the guitar when I was in high school, but my parents were so afraid that I would lose my grades that they took all my pocket money and didn't allow me to play the guitar. And the music, and I'm not even allowed to go to any competitions that have anything to do with that."

"Playing around? I don't think I would, but that's what they think."

"I know you're not a playful person." I nodded, and at this time he had already come to me, took my hand and led me across the road familiarly, the sound of cars whizzing by was not much but still It can be seen that there are still some people who don't like to obey the traffic rules.

"Wang Junkai, then come later?" The roads on both sides of the road are sparsely planted, and it is inevitable to be exposed to the sun. In fact, it is better to take a taxi to go back, but I just wanted to take a walk on a whim, so he simply let me go, and the result became the current situation: The two walked slowly and chatted under the scorching sun.

"Later, I secretly saved money to buy it and tried every means. I couldn't help but like it so much that I couldn't bear to give up. Later, because I couldn't afford it, I studied on my own. Fortunately, I did well in the college entrance examination. That’s the last word.” He spoke slowly and indifferently, as if he was talking about other people’s stories, but when he talked about the university, he suddenly became active, “Then he joined the club and became a guitarist. I can sing, so he also taught me how to sing, anyway, when you are a junior, there will be many people who will take care of you."

"Then, where did Xu Ruotong come from?" Yes, that's right, the person I'm most worried about!In fact, it is difficult to ask this kind of question normally, but now that he has talked about him, he just learned about him, and there is another advantage in this way, he will never be suspicious, but I also It's really stupid enough, because I forgot that when I like someone, I will selfishly put myself in the shoes of the person I like, and don't care about others.

Do you like it, or love it?
What's the difference?It will consume the strength and luck accumulated in the youth, won't it?

"She's our Dancer."

"Oh." No wonder she is so coquettish.I responded sullenly, if the person in front of me wasn't Wang Junkai, I don't think I would give him any good looks at this moment, but I am relatively well-trained, otherwise how could I bear it?

"I think she's pretty." Wang Junkai continued to praise Xu Ruotong without fear of death, but from another perspective, it was undoubtedly hurting me. I directly lowered my face and looked at him sullenly, not wanting to answer him.

"Don't be like this." His voice continued, with a tone full of pampering, "I haven't finished yet, she feels like a dangerous goblin, while you feel warm or It is very light, so light that it seems to leave at any time, but it makes people want to get closer."

"Huh?" I looked at Wang Junkai's eyes at the moment, they didn't seem to be lying, they were clear and bright, like the sun or the deep sea.

Sure enough, the boy who focused his eyes on a girl was the most handsome.

The heartbeat was a little bursting.

"Another girl who makes people feel distressed. A drop of tear can make people's hearts ruthlessly tugged at any time. I want to protect you but feel that you are as fragile as glass. It makes people feel distressed to death but worried to death. know what to do."

Hey, is this the prelude to a confession?

This is what my mind plays every minute. I am clearly thinking that I am so affectionate, but I am still thinking wildly. But, it’s too fast, Wang Junkai, you don’t know me yet, you don’t know what I like to eat? I still don't know what color I like.

"Let me protect you."

The ending is lingering and intoxicating.

Well, let you protect me, although it seems that I fell in love a little too early.

However, it was a bit late, after all, there were not many days left.

It would have been nice if you had come earlier, and if it had been earlier, then we would not have regretted it so much later.

[Phase [-]/Original Work: Min Luo/To be continued]
　Today's topic:
　　#The world owes you an apology#
　　Answer: One day they will know that the teenager they slandered will become better and more dazzling.

　　
　
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