Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 289 [Kay Me] Treat you the same (4)

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heat.

Autumn has come, but there is still the remaining warmth of summer.

I didn't answer what happened that day, and I kept silent. I think this is not a very wise decision, but it may be the best state.

At that time, the surrounding air was a little stuffy, otherwise his hair wouldn't be wet with sweat so quickly.

Fortunately, he didn't ask me to give an answer. In fact, that's fine. The silence is because I'm afraid of letting me down, although I'm sure I'm going to let me down.

In fact, I am very afraid that others will show their feelings to me, because the love I say is shallow in the end.But Wang Junkai is different. I believe everything he says, and I have to believe it.

Because he used his warmth to make bright flowers bloom again on the grass that had been barren in my heart for a long time.

When I saw Wang Junkai again, it was because I received a text message on my mobile phone, and I didn't see him again for about a week at that time.

I still live my life in a decadent way. I wake up at seven or eight o’clock to warm up a cup of milk with bread, wait for more than ten minutes for text messages, and after getting nothing, I will step on my garden with bare feet, messing with those flowers and plants. Occasionally, he would still stare at Qiangwei in a daze, and the time in daze was extraordinarily long.

After lunch, I simply go back to the bed and sleep for a while. After waking up, I type in front of the computer. When I am tired of coding, I simply lie down on the sofa and fall asleep. If I wake up hungry, I go out and eat whatever I want.

Such days.

The days without Ah Jiu and Wang Junkai are doomed to be chaotic.

Sometimes the hungry stomach hurts and you can't take a step, but there is no one around you who can be on call, so you can only deserve the pain.Ah Jiu was far away, and Wang Junkai couldn't let him get closer.

Endured, endured until there were traces of blood on his hands, endured until the tears couldn't help but fell down in big ones.

People who are about to die suffer from many diseases, but later I realized that all these are nothing, the most painful thing is not being able to love, it is like several cuts on the heart, the cruelest thing is that it will accompany you to breathe and accompany you Falling asleep has become the most terrifying nightmare in the days to come.

"Xu Luo, our school is performing tonight, and I will pick you up after class."

When this text message was sent, I was in a deep sleep, and I had a headache from the noise of the ringtone. I wanted to take a nap, but I was so hungry that I felt uncomfortable. I was afraid of the stomachache, so I had to get up, rub my eyes, which were still foggy, and calm down. The look on his face collapsed when he saw the sender's name, and he changed into a little girl with a fast heartbeat. He even felt that this was just a dream, and he pinched his face before realizing that this Really a fact.

After replying with a good word quickly, he threw the phone beside the bed, and went to the bathroom humming a song.

The doorbell rang at three o'clock in the afternoon, and by that time I had finished washing.

In fact, dating is a very troublesome thing, because you don't know what to wear or what hairstyle to wear. If it is too formal, it will easily reveal your thoughts, if it is too sloppy and too casual, ask Ah Jiu for help, but she is in class at the moment, and finally She simply threw out a light gray dress and paired it with a pair of white princess shoes. She even made a one-time curly hair specially for this trip. It was loose and loose, and with a light makeup, she had an aesthetic feeling that I still feel pity for. .

It's rare to be gentle, but gentle for him.

"Xu Luo." When I opened the door, I saw him standing outside, surrounded by yellow and green everywhere, and he was in such an environment.He was wearing a black suit, as if he was going to attend a wedding rather than a party, I watched him chuckle softly, and jumped up and down in front of him.

After looking at each other through the iron fence, I couldn't help sighing, "A date?" After I finished speaking, I couldn't help laughing, and he couldn't help but smile and bend his charming peach eyes.I opened the door quickly, and he stood in front of me, and replied with a smile, "Do you want an appointment?"

For a moment, I felt like I was being molested.

Wang Junkai is very tall, at least for me, I am relatively small and only reach his shoulders, so I can hear his heartbeat, so sometimes being short is also an advantage.

I didn't talk to him, and just walked clumsily in front of him, while he followed every step of the way, also silent.

I must look funny, I don't know why I always feel this way.

The silent boy actually has a kind of magical power. Although he doesn't speak, you just feel as if there is a beam of light shining directly on him, so dazzling that you can't look away.And at this moment, even if I didn't look at him again, I was cautiously guessing his emotions.

I care what he thinks of me because I care about him.

As soon as he entered my house, he stood upright, silent, like a mountain.It wasn't until I smiled and said please sit down to him that he sat on the sofa in peace, but within two seconds I saw him frowning, his tone was neither high nor low, and I couldn't understand his emotions. "Xu Luo, are you going to eat this?"

On the table are unpacked instant noodles, barrel noodles, various types of biscuits, drinks, milk, and potato chips. In short, it is a hodgepodge, most of which have not been opened, only a few pieces of Oreos are placed at the end The conspicuous corner was right under his eyelids.

His brows furrowed deeper.

My heart sank all of a sudden, Virgo is a clean freak, besides, the low air pressure he had just now had the coldness that can only be experienced by throwing me into an ice mortar.

I like a person, so I don't want him to frown, and I don't want him to be disappointed in myself.

In fact, I am not afraid that I will die tomorrow, and I am not afraid of what others will think of me, but how should I say it?I am just afraid that he will look down on me because of these things, and he is unwilling to care about me, and he is unwilling to join my life that is about to wither.

I like it, so I worry about gains and losses, I am afraid so I panic, and I want to live better for each other because I like it.

until old.

I nodded and didn't shake my head, I just stood and looked at him.And he happened to be looking at me, his eyes were pure and flawless, as if there was a touch of moonlight, cool and bright.

"Come eat with me in the future, don't eat these junk foods, it's not nutritious." The tone was disgusted, and the expression was also disgusted, with a childlike awkwardness and childishness, I wanted to laugh, and nodded without hesitation , talking like coaxing a child. "Okay, okay, you decide."

"After that, I will come to pick you up every day." After hearing my answer, he nodded quietly, picked up the magazine I put on the table, focused, and looked intently, and I looked at it for a long time before he was sure of what he just said How serious.

"Eh."

"Huh?" In the dim space, he looked up at me as if there was light in his eyes.

"Old Wang, you keep your word."

"En." He continued to look down at the magazine, and after a long time, he said, "Is that famous writer you? I've read your writing."

And my hand pulling the curtain froze at this moment, and replied with a sneer, "Eh, I'm just bored to write."

The truth will always come, and lies can only deceive people for a while, but what is different about Wang Junkai is that I never lied from the beginning to the end, because I have never admitted to you the fact that I am leaving.

And, you didn't ask, it's not that I didn't tell.

However, before the storm comes, I should enjoy happiness and sink, I only want to dream a dream that I can't wake up from.

writer.

How should I put it, I have written many, many stories piecemeal over the years, some of which are stories that really happened to me, and some are just fantasies.But most readers just think that what I write is really just a story, and the stories are all fake.

Thinking about it later, it was true. After all, they hadn't experienced it personally, so they could only treat it as a joke, and the pain caused by those novels passed away in a flash.That's right, I haven't tried to force someone who doesn't understand anything to empathize.

In fact, the word famous is too exaggerated. I only occasionally publish some words, but it is embarrassing. After all, the person who reads my words is Wang Junkai.And there are some things that Wang Junkai better not touch.

Dinner was settled at a hotel. He ordered braised pork, boiled fish, many of my favorite cuisines, and those beautiful dishes whetted my appetite.

I think it was Ah Jiu who told him again.Looking at him in front of him under the warm light, his eyes couldn't help being covered with a thick layer of fog. Except for Ah Jiu, how long has it been since no one has had such a good meal with him?

I obviously don't want to eat bread and steamed buns, and I really hope that someone can hold my hand to eat what I like, but when I meet them suddenly, why do I always feel in a daze when these things happen to me? about to lose.

After losing the habit, I gradually become extremely afraid of losing. Worrying about gains and losses is like a difficult and miscellaneous disease, and no medicine can cure it.

I buried my head and pretended to be grilling rice, letting the tears fall into the bowl in big drops, thinking of a way to stop the tears.But when he was about to stop, Wang Junkai's words made tears burst again.

"If you like, I'll eat with you, whether it's simple tea and light rice or delicacies from mountains and seas." The voice was warm, and with the orange lighting effect, it looked even more dazzling and moving.

Wang Junkai, do you know that you can shine and also get hot.

It also warms me and makes me want to escape. I am afraid of hurting you. Although I take this love for granted, I am more afraid of you getting hurt than anyone else.

"That life." I smiled, "Then after this life, you have to love others."

The meaning is special, my life is coming to an end, but Wang Junkai, can you still love others? I don’t know, and I don’t want to know, because you will meet more and more people and I am just the last in your life. Hasty passerby.

"Treat you the same." Wang Junkai's body froze for a moment, but in an instant he looked up at me who was sandwiching braised pork, and spoke to me in pure English. I was confused when I spoke, and regretted it later, but still There is joy.

Joy and regret haunt me, and I don't know which mood is more dominant. Of course, he treats me well, which is worthy of joy, but also worthy of sadness.

My English is not good, but I am very familiar with this sentence, because another writer once wrote an article on this topic, which made my eyes dim. I admit that I love to cry very much. Heartbreaking or joyful things are enough to make me cry. Although you may think it is ridiculous or say I am stupid, I believe that there are always times when people are brave, naive and stubborn in this life. If not, this life will be in vain.

Treat you as before, this is Wang Junkai's answer to me.But my answer is also very meaningful. I want to live slowly with you, but the truth is how long can I live?
Maybe you are someone who shouldn't be provoked, but I have never listened to Ah Jiu's advice, I am like a moth, desperately trying to get close to the fire source, blindly focusing on keeping warm and ignoring the consequences.

But my moth is different from other moths, I am about to die, but they are alive and burning.

I am like an old man who is getting old day by day, like an oil lamp that is about to burn out in an instant.

This meal became very interesting because of Wang Junkai's talkativeness. After a long time, in the days without Wang Junkai, this day became the best memory. That night there were stars in the night sky and I had you by my side, for me to become Noisy but still handsome you.

Wang Junkai did not play the guitar at the celebration that night.He played the piano, which seemed odd to me because he was better at the guitar, and he explained later that he wanted to be more lyrical.

That song goes like this:

"Who still treats you like the first time I saw you

Who can remember your lonely eyes

At that moment, the eyes are like the blue of the deep sea
I would like to wait for you for many years

I want to stay in your heart for a long time

The rest depends on how you say it if you hear it now. "

The voice is gentle, like pouring water, lingering and obsessive, this world is like two people left, I looked at him on the stage, he was shining brightly, he was singing affectionate love songs, there was a kind of him Also looking at my delusions at the moment.

The four looked at each other for thousands of years.

I can't hear the noise and applause around me, I can't see the crowd of people's heads and waving light sticks in front of me, I can only see him, smiling and showing his canine teeth, singing with his eyes closed, and speaking clearly, speaking with ease. He made me feel distressed, as if I hugged him and told him that I would like to live in your heart for a long time.

"He wrote this song himself."

"Yeah, I heard it was written for someone I like, and I also heard that the girl is not from our school,"

"Hey, I always thought he would be with Xu Ruotong."

"I don't know which girl is so blessed."

"It's said that it's a writer, maybe it's called a camel, but that author's articles are really cruel. I have a roommate who likes it very much. I follow every article of her article."

"how do you know?"

"He holds that author's book every day and everyone talks about it."

With a bang, the world seemed to restore my hearing in an instant. All the sounds around me were chirping and chattering into my ears. The clearest one was the conversation with the two girls in front. I actually feel sour, I don't know if it's because I'm happy that someone likes my essay or because of this love song he wrote.

Wang Junkai, there is a deep blue ocean in your eyes, and I also want to answer you, you have been in my heart for a long time, and no one can ever replace you.

There must be no one can replace it, definitely.

Wang Junkai was dragged by many people to say that he was going to sing K. I stood quietly at the door of the backstage, looking at him with motionless eyes. My eyes were probably gentle, but I deeply felt the isolation of these four people in my heart. Character.

Isolated from the world.

Living in another world is neither scary nor sad. The sad thing is that you live in the same happy environment as them but don’t know what they are happy about. In fact, this is very sad because you are out of tune.

Wang Junkai seemed to be shaking his head and refusing, baring his canine teeth and muttering words. From the frustrated expressions of the people around him, I guessed that he had rejected their invitations, but I didn't smile, I just stood there with a blank expression. A poor puppet doll.

People around me come and go, chatting and laughing with each other shoulder to shoulder, those smiling faces make me feel even more sad. It’s sad that there is no one around me. Although Wang Junkai is not far away, I still feel that he is really far away from me. It's so far away.

In my eyes, Xu Ruotong was holding Wang Junkai's hand as if begging for something, I could even clearly feel the hostility from Xu Ruotong in my direction, maybe I was too sensitive, I smiled lightly and remained silent. It's standing around, trying to see what else they'll do next.Wang Junkai looked helpless when facing her, but in the end he took Xu Ruotong's hand away from his right hand without hesitation.

Although Virgos are more decisive, they still feel a little hesitant when facing some things, especially feelings.

They are afraid of rejecting others and even more afraid of disappointing others' sincerity, so they step back step by step, allowing the other party to press on step by step, and finally put themselves in an extremely embarrassing situation.

But not everyone will be like this, at least I won't, so this is the biggest difference between Wang Junkai and me. I have an attitude of seeing death in this relationship, but he is not. After all, everyone's position is different.

"Xu Luo, let's go." Wang Junkai waved at me from a distance, and then leapt up to me on his long legs, with frequent smiles overflowing from the corners of his eyes, warming me up Confused and helpless heart, as if someone suddenly stuffed my arms full of chocolates, sweet and greasy.

"Where are you going?" I met his gaze and asked with a smile.

The boy's black suit makes his figure tall and straight, and the edges and corners of his face are clearly handsome. This boy who is less than 20 years old in front of him has become a lamp that lights up my lonely years, and also becomes my belief and hope in this life. Beautiful Makes me want to give him my all, good or bad.

"Elope." After he finished speaking, he couldn't help laughing himself, but something in my heart seemed to fall to the ground and made a bang. It was my heart, and I knew that my heart would never come back.

"I want to take you to my secret base." He winked at me with a sly and bright smile, but before going to the secret base, he took me to eat at the most famous popcorn shop in the city. Teased him about how old he is and still loves sweets, but he didn't explain, just bought it and put it in my arms, while I held a big bucket of popcorn and let him drag it away.

Well, in fact, I am the one who likes to eat sweets the most, and after the end, my preferences are all exposed.

But I still ate happily, and my eyes almost narrowed into a slit.

Today's day is very special. I didn't know until I arrived at the secret base and picked up the phone to read the text message.

Today is November 11th, the so-called Valentine's Day.

No wonder there are couples hugging on the road, I suddenly realized, no wonder it was so lively.

[Phase [-]/Original Work: Min Luo/To be continued]
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