Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 298 [Kay Me] Treat you the same (13)

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Ah Jiu brought me a few posters. The three people on the posters all looked handsome. I hesitated for a moment looking at the posters, got up and opened the door and put them under the box.

Ajiu stood outside the door and looked at me but didn't stop my actions. She knew she couldn't stop what I did, so she let me go. But after I sorted it out, I found that her eyes were not staring at me Instead of looking at me, I stared at the messy jars of medicine on my desk.

"It's serious again." Her eyes were deep, and there was melancholy and a trace of emotion I didn't understand when she spoke, "Tsk, what exactly do you want?"

I shook my head and didn't speak. When I met her eyes, I realized that I didn't understand her more and more.

The long hours have turned us into something else after all, but none of us are at fault, and none of us can blame the other.

"You and Wang Junkai don't make people worry about each other."

After saying that, she covered her mouth in panic, as if she didn't expect that she would say these things.

I looked at her, as if I realized something, but her expression was still calm. People who have been ill for a long time are usually cold and distant, and they are good at silence, but I feel confused at the moment.

So, Ah Jiu and Wang Junkai are still in contact.

Well, she actually knows more about Wang Junkai than I do, so what's the matter.

I twitched the corners of my mouth and showed a smile that was uglier than crying, and my tone was still tepid, "You and Wang Junkai. What's the relationship?"

I really don't like to put some things on the table, because it will embarrass each other, but sometimes it is easy to be stupid when the brain is hot.

Both of them are the ones I care about the most and are the ones I don't want to part with. This feeling of almost betrayal makes me feel like my heart will hurt and I will suffocate.For a long time, I have been able to hang up things that have nothing to do with me. Standing at the end with a seemingly gentle but alienated face, I don’t feel any emotion when I look at others in a hurry, but in fact I am The most vulnerable guy, as long as the person I care about can make my heart full of holes if a seemingly innocuous word is said.

joke.

People who don't care don't care what she did or said at all.

She didn't speak, but clenched her hands tightly, looking a little flustered.

Wearing new clothes, she looked embarrassed at the moment. This worried and flustered she was the most frightened look I have seen in so many years.

Looking at her like this, I couldn't choose what to say in the end.

"It's all here." I lowered my eyes, looked away from her, and tried to continue with a cold tone, "Don't you want to explain to me? Jiu. You talk."

Tears rolled in my eyes, I turned away from looking at her, sniffed, and when I looked at her, I heard her say lightly, "Because, I like Wang Junkai too."

"You go."

She stood there hesitating for a moment, and I heard the sound of high heels going away and the slight sound of closing the door.

I finally couldn't help but fell to the ground.

I stretched out my hand to wipe away the tears on my face, but I smelled the pungent smell of blood first. I propped myself up on the floor and barely stood up. I stretched out my hand to wipe the blood that I didn't know when to vomit, and I became more and more flustered.

In the end, I didn't know whether the warm touch was tears or blood.

"Sister. What's the matter with you?" Jun En's nice voice came from behind me. I was startled, wiped off in a hurry, then turned around and looked at him and said with a smile, "It's okay." Finally, I coaxed and tricked him leave.

In this world, people cherish the New Year very much. The bustling scenery outside the window is in stark contrast to myself sitting alone in front of the desk lamp at this moment. I am thinking about Ah Jiu's words but I can't digest them.

All of this is connected and seems illogical.

I'm so stupid I can't see anything, how could I.
Xu Luo, you bastard.

Frankly speaking, I didn't expect Wang Yuan to contact me, or I didn't expect to see Wang Junkai again.

I have been using self-hypnosis to deceive myself that everyone in love is living a happy life now, but in the end I found that such thinking is wrong.Each of us lacks the soul of love, floating in the sea of ​​people with a lonely body, no one else in our eyes, and the warmth given by others is just invisible.

Jun En has been with me, crying with me, laughing with me, eating snacks with me, and maybe even thinking of Wang Junkai with me.

Junen likes to play games, and if he doesn't have playmates around, he always begs me with a good temper, and in the end I will reluctantly agree.But when I play games, my mind always wanders, and my mind will start to wander while playing, and he will always rush to me first and kill the enemies in front of me, laughing at my clumsiness on the one hand, and swearing on the other hand He will protect me.

This high-spirited posture is like Wang Junkai at that time, trying his best to warm me and then pushed away by me.

I'm wrong.

I don't seem to be doing anything wrong.

Time passed day by day, and spring came in a blink of an eye, and the longing gnawed at me day and night, but I still refused to give in. I gritted my teeth and lived day by day, but gradually I felt that I was living more and more nothing , I even feel that my soul is dissipating day by day. In fact, I experience a kind of despair without tomorrow every day.

In my impression, Wang Junkai is a person who does not drink alcohol, so when Wang Yuan called and yelled at Wang Junkai, I was dubious, pretending to hear clearly, and repeatedly asking who you are.In the end, Wang Yuan seemed to be in a hurry, and then I heard him shout, "Wang Junkai is a woman, why don't you!"

Then I heard Wang Junkai's sigh, even though it wasn't clear, it felt like my heart was being pricked by a needle, and suddenly I felt chills all over my body, as if I had fallen into an ice cave.

Your sigh makes me sad for days.

Wang Yuan didn't hang up the phone, I heard the voice over there was still going on.

There seemed to be chaos over there, I heard another voice's persuasion, and Wang Junkai's almost-like growl.

He shouted, Wang Yuan, what do you know!
That kind of hoarseness, that kind of sadness, every word and every slap.

But what Wang Junkai said is not wrong, you are not the two of us, so you don't understand the entanglement between us.

I sighed and hung up the phone, got up and stood by the window, let the cold wind blow through my hair, let it get into my collar wantonly, making me feel the coolness in my heart.

Wang Junkai is having a hard time.

He's not good at all.

The night scenery of big cities is still bustling, and all you can see are the busy street scenes. It is not difficult to see that the amusement park in the distance is still lit. I can even imagine many couples or family members holding hands and smiling. .

I don't know how long I stood there, I just felt my legs were sore in the end, I sat back on the bed shivering with cold and then continued to be in a daze, I saw the hands of the watch walking fast, taking away time and life .

The night is getting deeper, but everything in the big city is as usual, the prosperity and splendor still occupy the city, and it hasn't changed because of any factors, and it won't change because of any factors.

and I?I am like a grain of sand in this bustling city, small and humble.

But Wang Junkai is different, he has a more exciting and brilliant life.

Since I have been unable to help him along the way, it is absolutely impossible to delay him.I still lost.

At two o'clock in the morning, I was still sitting on the sofa in a daze, rubbing the phone repeatedly in my hand, and finally I saw the screen light up.

From Wang Yuan's call to the present, the phone screen lights up for the first time, and Wang Junkai on the phone has an unchanging smile on his face, and I am also smiling when I stand beside him. I have always been reluctant to change this wallpaper, even though it has been separated, even if I see this picture, I will be inexplicably sad and empty and lost.

I often don't know what I am obsessed with. Too many times I know that it will hurt if I do it badly, but I still have no hesitation.

I'm stupid, I'm not smart.

I received a strange text message on my mobile phone, the tone was alienated, but the words tightened my heart, I was silent but almost suffocated.

"I don't know and I don't want to care, but now Xiaokai wants to see you."

Who are you, sister, sister, who are you?

I was really annoyed, but more uncomfortable, I hesitated and didn't reply, and soon received a second text message.

"He was drunk for a long time at a party today and fell asleep, but he kept calling for you. I took his phone and found out your number. It's your choice whether to come or not."

Yes, no matter who this person is, what he said is not wrong. The right to choose to be together is mine. Even discarding these bad words, every word and every sentence comes from my mouth.Frankly speaking, I thought that after we separated, Wang Junkai would slowly throw me into my memory with the passage of time and busy work. If he didn’t want to miss it, he would even delete my number, delete my photos, and try his best to remove me from his life. It was completely removed from the middle, but he didn't.

Don't care, I have long forgotten who cares.

But he cared, so he was as stubborn and persistent as me, and cared for my feelings and respected my choice. I gritted my teeth and pressed the word "OK" on the keyboard quickly, because I was afraid that I would be slow One click and I'm going to change the decision I'm making now.

[Phase [-]/Original Work: Min Luo/To be continued]
　In fact, Xu Luo really couldn't let him go.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)