Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 297 [Kay Me] Treat you the same (12)

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The next day's sun was a bit strong, and it sprinkled freely on the window, glowing with halos and rainbow colors.

When I woke up, Ah Jiu was standing by the window with her back facing me, and I saw the sunlight surrounding her wantonly.The blue coat trimmed her figure exquisitely, her long hair was slightly yellowed under the sunlight, and her fingers were restlessly making small movements behind her back. I smiled softly and called softly, "Ah Jiu."

"Yeah." Then she turned around and smiled at the corner of her mouth. The warmth was like a cluster of red flowers blooming in the winter snow. It was so gorgeous and delicate that people couldn't take their eyes off it.I looked at her for a long time and couldn't stop praising her, "My Ah Jiu is so beautiful."

She shook her head helplessly and smiled dotingly, "You. You are the only one with sweet lips."

I admit that I am still brooding over what happened yesterday, because I don't like people around me lying to me, and I don't like people doing many things behind my back that I don't know.

This feeling is very uncomfortable, like being thrown into an ice cave in winter, like being thrown into a stove in summer night.

But I also know Ah Jiu's personality, since she is determined to hide it from me, it's useless for me to coerce and lure her.I thought of what Ah Jiu had done for me, and after thinking about it, I felt that there was nothing to ask. She didn't want to talk about it, so she just pretended she didn't know anything.After all, such a good friend, how could I be willing to leave him behind? "Do you think my dad will be at home now?" I took out my mobile phone and looked at it for a long time, frowning, not knowing what I was thinking in my heart. I clearly decided to go home, but when the matter came to an end, I backed down again.

I worry too much.

I have been away from home for more than four years, and my father has already had a new family of his own and they are doing well.I am terribly afraid that my arrival will break their original life trajectory and bring them endless troubles, but I am even more afraid that I will be regarded as an uninvited guest, not accepted, or treated as a joke. Look and listen, after all, the current self has long been difficult to be high-spirited, and there is no longer a lot of youthful vitality to be squandered by myself.

"Do what you want, or it won't be like you." Can you not answer the question.

"Let me think about it again." I scratched my head and fell back on the hospital bed, the thoughts in my mind were still confused.Of course I want to go back, I want to go back every day for so many years.But when I think about not being able to see my mother when I go back, I will feel more sad in my heart. I am afraid of seeing things and thinking about others, and I am also afraid that seeing their happiness will be dazzling. After all, my father once loved I am so good.

I still remember that when I was young, he would let me sit on his back and ride him like a horse, he would take me to the amusement park, he would sneak a candy to me when my mother didn’t allow me to eat candy, and it was because of He's been so nice to me, that's why I can't accept his current behavior even more.

Maybe I'm being too narrow-minded.

Relentless, I pressed my home number, "Dudu——" the sound made me feel like I was accepting Ling Chi at the moment, I pursed my lips and felt anxious, I was afraid that I would be treated as a stranger's number to treat.

When I was hesitant to hang up the phone, the other party's magnetic voice brought a trace of warmth. I pointed my ears to identify it, but it was difficult to hear who the old voice came from. His tone was humble and Politely, "Hi, who am I looking for?"

I was so choked up that I couldn't speak for a while.I lowered my eyes and repeatedly asked myself, Xu Luo, Xu Luo, who are you looking for?Then he smiled sarcastically.

Since then, I have not been a part of this family since I left.

"I'm Xu Luo." I really couldn't tell who I was looking for.I only know that I used to be a member of that family, and spent more than ten years in that family, but what identity should I use to go back now?I really can't convince myself.

"Miss?" I clearly heard the other party's voice trembling, "Are you coming back?"

Just now I remembered who he is, the housekeeper I used to tease when I was a child.Thinking of those bad things when I was a child, I couldn't help but smile into my eyes. It feels really good not to be forgotten. I wanted to acquiesce, but I was afraid that he would not understand, so I replied obediently, "Yes."

"Just come back, just come back."

I clearly heard his crying voice, as if two lines of tears would fall in a second, my heart was ups and downs and it was difficult to calm down.

After hanging up the phone, Ah Jiu had already packed up the things she brought to the hospital, and she stood not far away and looked at me quietly, with an unclear smile in her eyes.

But at this moment, the feeling of peace in my heart is like returning to the past.

There is my mother, and Wang Junkai.

Ah Jiu and I had breakfast at a restaurant not far away, and then took a taxi to go home. Before getting in the car, Ah Jiu asked me if I wanted to go back to the small apartment to pack my luggage. I tilted my head for a long time and shook my head decisively.

Just let the past pass.

Now that you have decided to say goodbye to the past, you don't need to drag yourself by the corner of your missing skirt to make yourself suffer every night.

Maybe I can't do it, and maybe I can't pretend well, but I can try my best to pretend nothing happened, can't I?Isn't it said that after wearing a mask for a long time, it will become the same face?

The driver pressed the radio in the car leisurely, and then stopped at a music program, where Kelly Clarkson's because of you was playing.
I nestled myself in Ah Jiu's arms and closed my eyes with peace of mind. The sun outside the window sprinkled my face heartlessly. It was a little hot, but soon I felt a coolness. I opened my eyes and looked When Ah Jiu stretched out her hand to cover it for me, her heart felt warm for no reason.

The song gradually came to an end, and then finally dissipated, as if it had never existed.

The anchor began to speak, her standard and gentle voice made people drowsy, and my eyelids began to sink.

But I was shocked by the anchor's words, and then I turned over and sat up and looked at Ah Jiu, who was bewildered.Forget it, she definitely doesn't know anything like this.

"Recently, Times Fengjun Culture Co., Ltd. launched a youth group, namely the champion Wang Junkai of the last draft, the third runner-up Wang Yuan, and the runner-up Yi Yangqianxi," the anchor's voice was calm, but it made my heart unable to calm down down.

Why is Wang Junkai everywhere.

Why do I deliberately avoid, but still can't escape.

"A Luo, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing." I shook my head and put my head on my hands.

Frankly speaking, I really don't know Wang Junkai, not at all.It’s like I only knew that he went to the audition but didn’t expect to see him in the hospital and hear the news of his debut from the anchor. I don’t understand why I wasn’t the first to hear about him It never occurred to me that I would need to know every bit of him through a few words from others.

How much I was not valued by him.

I don't know how long I drove for a short distance, I only know that my face was very ugly until I got off the car.

At first, I leaned lazily on the back cushion, my eyes were full of indifference, even when Ah Jiu wanted to talk to me, I stared back.

In the small space, only the empty and boring voice of the anchor was left, chattering and chattering endlessly.

really noisy.I couldn't help but clicked my tongue a few times in my heart, then took out the earphone, then hung it up impatiently, and turned up the volume to the maximum, and then the backlog of dissatisfaction and helplessness was stopped a little.

I really hate it.

Can't escape, can't let go, can't hate.

Because, I like it too much.

I didn't expect Jun En, Jun En's mother, the housekeeper and even my own father to wait for me at the door of the house. Their faces were still mercilessly scratched by the cold wind, and their faces and hands exposed to the air were frozen. flushed.

As soon as he saw the car steward, he hurried forward to pick up the luggage, while Jun En ran towards me alive and well, and his mother also ran up to me with small steps, with a smile on her face, Even though her face is not as luxuriant as it was four years ago, her virtuous temperament is still there.

The sun shines on each of us.Jun En held my hand tightly, his eyelashes curved into a beautiful arc, and the refraction of the sun gave me the illusion of stars passing by.

My father still didn't say a word until I entered the house, but when I accidentally glanced at him while I was packing my luggage, I found tenderness in his eyes.

It is the same kind of gentleness as the sun in the shade of a tree in a midsummer afternoon, giving people a warm feeling.So beautiful, so hard to describe.

Ah Jiu left in the afternoon, because near the end of the term, she had to rush back to prepare for the exam. After all, she still hoped to have a diploma, although this kind of thing is very easy for her as a high-achieving student.With her at lunch, there was no silence. My father smiled occasionally, and Jun En couldn't stop being cheerful, and the ending sound was like a beating note.My name is Jun En, and my mother is called Auntie, and she doesn't feel uncomfortable with this title. She will answer me with a smile when I ask any questions.Even when I asked her why the vase that was originally placed there was gone, she would tell me seriously, and I suddenly felt a little guilty. I have been contemptuous of her for so many years, but when I really get along with her, I feel that she is really serious. very good.

Or maybe it's because I've suffered too much to smooth out the edges and corners, and I'm starting to understand it.

Both my father and my aunt went out to work in the afternoon, and Jun En went to take a nap at one o'clock. The housekeeper was arranging flowers and plants in the garden, and I simply went back to my room and started writing novels.When I put the luggage back in the room in the morning, I noticed that the furnishings of my room were not much different from before, but it was much older.From this point of view, I have been careful all these years.

Jun En pushed the door open and entered the last sentence of the novel. He tilted his head and asked me, "Sister Aluo, what are you doing?"

The voice is a clear mint tone, which has the ability to amaze time.

I turned back to look at him, his still immature face was flushed, it was so sweet that people wanted to pinch it a few times.

"Writing novels." Then I saw him walking in on tiptoes cautiously, and sat on my soft bed, seeing that I was still watching him, and then he grumbled angrily, "They used to only talk to me They said that there are people living here and they refused to let me in, but now it’s good, Sister Aluo is back!" The tone was innocent and childish, I suddenly laughed for no reason, and was immediately moved.

It feels good to be valued.

When I turned around and wanted to continue writing the last sentence, my eyes were attracted by the page that popped up suddenly. I just wanted to press it to calm down my anxiety when I suddenly heard Jun En shout, "Brother Junkai."

Tsk, Wang Junkai, you are really haunted.

My eyes dimmed, I clicked the mouse button calmly and continued to type the last sentence as if nothing happened, and turned off the computer indifferently after passing it on.The movement was done in one go, keeping silent.

The news on the page just now is also the one that was broadcast in the morning. I don’t understand why it’s so unfortunate that I can hear and see him just right. He is still tall and straight in front of the camera, and his facial features are still handsome and delicate. The handsome two people beside him undoubtedly complement each other It made him more and more like a king.

In front of the camera, his expression is indifferent, and there is not much emotion in his eyes, but it makes people want to get closer.

Wang Junkai, you are really capable.

When I skipped this sentence, my heart felt inexplicably sour.

After all, he used to belong to me alone, but now he is known by more people, and there will be more people around him in the future.In fact, I can really rest assured, because at least he doesn't have much regret in his life without me, at least he is close to his dream.

And compared with my dream, my status may not be worth mentioning at all.

"Jun En." I got up and looked at Jun En, who was leaning on my bed and flipping through my bedside comics, and called his name gently. His movements were a little lazy, like a person. I looked at it, but I still couldn't turn the corner.

"Huh?" The tone was gentle and lazy.

Just like Wang Junkai.He also always talks to me in this tone, and then always squints his peach blossom eyes and looks at me tenderly.

"Let's go out for a walk."

After I finished speaking, he jumped off the bed, grabbed my hand, and shouted happily. "Sister is the best, just like brother."

In the end, I would always mistake others for him.

After all, I still can't escape, because those people and things are all stained with traces of his presence.

There are him everywhere, and everyone is him. My eyesight is so poor that I tend to see flowers easily.

Winter's pace can be considered slow, like a slow old man, staggering.

This season is a bit dry, and my skin is not very comfortable. I remember that after I complained a few words, my aunt bought moisturizing water and asked Jun En to deliver it. I still remember the cautious action of him pushing the door in, which made me feel anxious. It's warm.

Wang Junkai.

He had a wonderful life.

The album was released, commercials were shot, it made headlines, and scandals arose.

I don't know if he is good or not, but I still remember one day Junen looked at me and said to me calmly, "Sister, brother is not happy."

The tone of the declarative sentence, with a dull expression, and in the next moment he shouted happily, "But the advertisement shot by brother Junkai is really handsome." I reached out and patted his head, and blamed, "You."

But I am also very stupid. I deliberately pretend to be stupid when I can clearly see things that children can see.

Jun En is relatively young, and he is completely free to go to school or not. His father also spoils him, so he simply lets him come and not go to school. He sleeps until he wakes up naturally every day. He watched me sing to him, but more often he said that he sat on the chair next to my desk and looked at the books I scavenged everywhere. Every time I had spare time when I was writing a novel, I would turn my head to look at him. He pursed his lips seriously. The appearance really resembles Wang Junkai, proud, clean and beautiful.

Not only that, Jun En would simply take me out for a walk in the evening, and would sit in a Western-style milk tea shop for a long time, and then take my hand home after the sun completely faded away.

His hands are hot, just complementary to my cold hands.

But every time the two hands touch each other, I will be distracted and think of Wang Junkai.When did he hold my hand like this, I lowered my eyes and smiled helplessly, forget it.

Although I always pretend that I don't care about anything, in fact I can't forget it.

The remaining warmth of his generous palm is like a cicada that spends its life in summer. Although it seems that it will definitely dissipate with time, the noisy and hot feelings will always remain in my heart, and it will become more and more radiant as time goes by. up.

Two days ago, I saw Wang Junkai accept a micro-movie shoot on TV.

That's right, it was Jun En, the sleazy younger brother, who pulled me to watch it together. I was too embarrassed to reject his sincere eyes as a young child, so I had no choice but to curl my lips and grit my teeth to sit in the living room with him.

On TV, Wang Junkai's figure became thinner and thinner, even his face became thinner.

She was already so skinny and still behaved like this.My heart burst into an inexplicable fire, and the pillow was deformed by me.

"Hmm. I'm very surprised about this filming, I just debuted." Wang Junkai's introverted smile was sour, it seems that his life is not very good, maybe work is not going well, how could it be because of me?

"Yeah, Xiao Kai is too desperate." The camera shook, and a handsome young man appeared on the screen. I thought for a while in my mind before I recognized Wang Yuan. He had a pair of angel-like eyes. The voice is also quite clear and touching, just the opposite of Wang Junkai's gentle and deep voice, and his personality is probably well-behaved.

I don't know why I am so relieved, I can conclude that someone I don't know will take good care of Wang Junkai.Then I found out that my inference was completely wrong, this naughty bastard, it would be polite not to cause trouble for Wang Junkai.

Later, I forgot what else I said, and only remembered fragments of it. Wang Junkai looked slightly alienated, and smiled and showed his canine teeth. When I watched, various thoughts still aroused in my heart, densely packed and messy.

I miss him so much.

I really want to hug him.

He is stubborn, he refuses to admit defeat, he is too forbearing, how much he has suffered.

Everyone has seen his brilliance and success, so who will understand his fragility and loneliness.

None of these people seem to be me.

what a pity.

What a pity.

I can't bear the harm that this world gives with you.

and also,

No matter before or in the future, I have never said that I will walk with you.

When Ah Jiu came back, there were only two days left to celebrate the New Year, and Wang Junkai didn’t even have time to go home. Even if everyone was idle, he could only spend the New Year with his two brothers and many fans at the New Year’s Eve party .

Wang Junkai is actually relatively independent, always acting indifferent and indifferent, but in fact he misses his family more than anyone else, because there are several places in his room with photos of his parents and himself, a family-friendly person like him now But to be in another country, I don't even know how he will feel.

But I know how I feel.

My mood is very complicated. On the one hand, I am happy for his achievements, and on the other hand, I feel distressed because he is traveling around and cannot return home. But what makes me sad is not this, but that he cannot come here without me. come to me.

I wish him the best more than anyone else, but I want him to stay away from me more than anyone else.

[Phase [-]/Original Work: Min Luo/To be continued]
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