One thought in love

Chapter 157 The Weird Familiarity 2
He didn't even dare to turn his head, for fear that if he turned his head, he would never be able to step out of this door again.

It's just that Ning Wan didn't expect that after Xiao Yunqing left, she didn't come back immediately as he said.

Xiao Yunqing sat across from Jianing, who had been living in Yuan Ye's apartment since Yuan Ye's death.

This apartment was originally rented by Yuan Ye, but after something happened to Yuan Ye, Xiao Yunqing bought the apartment and gave it to Jianing.

He thought, this is one of the few things he can do for Yuan Ye and Jianing.

Yuan Ye is not here, at least he has to ensure that Yuan Ye's women can live well.

After all, when Yuan Ye was dying, the thing he couldn't let go of was Carrian.

Only now, there is no trace of Yuan Ye in this apartment.

Everything in the apartment is so strange, it seems that no one named Yuan Ye has ever appeared.

Xiao Yunqing stared at the mobile phone in Jianing's hand, it belonged to Yuan Ye, and after Jianing finished calling him, he kept holding it in his hand.

As soon as he entered the door just now, he saw Jianing's face pale and at a loss, so he could only keep silent, waiting for Jianing to calm down.

Jianing huddled on the sofa, noticed Xiao Yunqing's gaze, and moved her pale lips: "I'm sorry, this... this happened so suddenly, I... I don't know who to turn to, my first reaction ...I can only think of you."

"I don't know what to do at all, I can't make a decision." She rubbed her phone screen unconsciously with her fingers, "I have been using Yuan Ye's phone, so that I can feel that he is always by my side guarding me."

Jianing looked down at her lower abdomen, put her hand on her lower abdomen and said: "Yuan Ye is gone, this is the only flesh and blood he left behind. I really can't bear to have him, I really want to stay. But..."

Jianing's eyes were red with helplessness: "But I'm very scared, I..."

"How many months?" Xiao Yunqing asked suddenly.

Jianing was startled for a moment before realizing what Xiao Yunqing was referring to.

She caressed her lower abdomen, and her pale lips could not help but raise a soft arc.

"Eleven weeks." Jianing said softly, looking at her belly with soft and warm eyes.

"Then why did you only find out now?" Xiao Yunqing frowned slightly.

Carrian remained silent, her long eyelashes covering her eyes lightly.

Xiao Yunqing was slightly taken aback, always feeling that her behavior was a bit weird.

It seems to have a strange sense of familiarity, but for a while, I can't tell where the familiarity is.

In short, the feeling of déjà vu rushed towards him, but then passed through his mind and left suddenly, without any lingering, and without giving him any time to think.

Xiao Yunqing looked at Jianing, her brows were slightly frowned, something flashed in her heart, she was only a little bit away, and she could catch it.

But Jianing spoke suddenly again at this time, interrupting Xiao Yunqing's thinking, and the flash of spiritual light that was about to be captured suddenly shattered and disappeared.

"Because my...menstruation has been inaccurate, and I have been busy with part-time work, too busy and too tired, so I didn't notice that my period has not come." Talking about her private affairs, Carrian lowered her head, her cheeks Red again.

Xiao Yunqing couldn't help frowning again, she was really familiar.

But right away, this strange feeling was interrupted by Jianing's words: "I suddenly fainted at work today and was sent to the hospital, and I didn't know I was pregnant."

Her tone and expression were so apologetic that she had neglected her own body during this period of time. If she caused any harm to the fetus in her womb, she would have to bear the blame.

"Why do you have to make yourself so tired?" Xiao Yunqing frowned, no matter whether Jia Ning wants the child in her womb, as long as Yuan Ye's child stays in her womb for a day, he doesn't want anything to happen to her.

Jianing smiled: "Do you want to raise it?"

"I said that I would take care of you. I promised Yuan Ye!" Xiao Yunqing said in a deep voice.

"We have nothing to do with each other. Why should I accept your gift? Besides, I have hands and feet and can support myself. Why should I rely on you?"

"I always want to be independent, I can't rely on you for the rest of my life." Jianing said, shaking his head, "You have no responsibility to be responsible for my life."

"I am very grateful that you take care of me. When I need your help, if you are willing to help me and support me, I am already satisfied." Jianing smiled peacefully, staring at him with straight eyes, Not shy at all.

"Where's Yuan Ye's money? He saved a lot of money, and I also gave you a lot of pension." Xiao Yunqing said, as if she didn't listen to Jianing's confession just now.

Carrian's heart darkened, and she felt that her words were all in vain.

But on the face, there was still a miserable smile: "I don't want to touch that money. If I touch it, it's tantamount to accepting Yuan Ye's death. I don't want to."

Jianing said, touching the phone: "Just like this phone, I always hold it, and I will take it back when Yuan Ye comes back one day."

"I often use this phone to call myself, and every time I see Yuan Ye's name on the screen, I feel at ease." She said, caressing the phone screen carefully.

"Even when I picked up, the phone was quiet and there was no sound at all. I still felt that Yuan Ye was quietly waiting for me on the other end."

Jianing rubbed her stomach: "So, I'd rather earn money to support myself than touch any of that money."

She raised her head, looked at Xiao Yunqing's frowning all the time, and pulled her lips mockingly: "It's too far away, I'm looking for you today, but I can't make up my mind, I need someone to help me make a decision."

"I don't have the confidence and courage to raise this child well, but I have no choice but to have him." Jianing smiled bitterly, "I can't be sorry to Yuan Ye, he has already..."

She sniffed, with a slightly choked voice: "I don't want this last continuation to disappear."

"So I don't know how to solve it. I've been in conflict all day since I found out about it." Jianing said, "Otherwise, I wouldn't bother you. I shouldn't have called you out today. .”

Xiao Yunqing remained silent, except for his tightly pursed lips, there was no other expression or reaction on his face, making it impossible to see what he was thinking.

Carrian's heart trembled and she forced herself to be calm.

She took a deep breath: "Young Master Xiao, Yuan Ye respects you so much. If he was still around, he would definitely follow your advice."

"So..." She licked her lips, staining her dry lips with moisture, "I want to follow your advice, if you say yes, I'll keep this child!"

"If Yuan Ye is still here, he doesn't have to follow my advice, he will be very happy that you can give birth to the child." Xiao Yunqing said quietly.

"But now, I'm not qualified to decide your future path." Xiao Yunqing said, what he didn't say was that Jianing was not qualified to let him decide for her.

The only one who is qualified is Ning Wan, he will only seriously think about Ning Wan, what kind of road ahead is the best for her.

When she made a wrong choice, he would work hard to turn the not-so-good path into the best one.

Only Ning Wan is qualified to let him spend so much thought.

Jianing, he can take care of her for Yuan Ye, but he will not give her better treatment.

To him, she was nothing more than his brother's widow.

Jianing bit her lip: "What about you? Do you want me to give birth to the child?"

"This is your child, and only you are qualified to make the decision." Xiao Yunqing said coldly, "Only you have made the decision yourself, and you are not qualified to complain or regret it. I will not make the decision for you, and I will not let you make the decision for you in the future." I regret the decision you made."

"I just want to ask you what you think!" Jianing said quickly, "After all, this is also Yuan Ye's child! If Yuan Ye is still here, I can still discuss with the child's father!"

"But now, I can't find anyone at all!" Jianing's eyes were red, and she suddenly raised her voice and shouted, "I want to let Yuan Ye know, but now there is nothing! I can't help it! There is no chance for him to share his joy!"

"I want to give birth to a child! I also want to see if he looks more like Yuan Ye, or more like me! I also want to give him a lot of love! I want to tell him that his father is very good! "

"But there is no chance! I just... just want a little courage!" Jianing's voice became weaker and weaker, "If it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you... I could still tell Yuan Ye, if it wasn't for you... ..."

(End of this chapter)