One thought in love

Chapter 158 Ning Wan is waiting for me at home 1
Carrian lowered her head and covered her face and wept softly, her whole body trembling violently.

"Can't I just want some support? Why... why do you have to let me carry such a heavy decision alone! Even if I regret it later, I won't blame you! I just... just need courage It's just... woo woo woo woo..."

Listening to her crying, Xiao Yunqing couldn't help clenching her fists tightly.

His nails sank deep into the flesh, and he knew what Carrian meant.

If it wasn't for saving him, Yuan Ye wouldn't have died.

And now, Yuan Ye will happily share the joy with Jianing in this room, looking forward to the birth of the child.

And Carrian will not hesitate to give birth to a child.

"If it were me..." Xiao Yunqing loosened her fists and said hoarsely, "From my standpoint, I hope you will give birth to the child."

"Because it belongs to Yuan Ye, I hope his blood is still there." Xiao Yunqing said, "It will make me feel better to see the person who continues his life live well in this world."

"This thought is very selfish, because I want my heart to feel better, I'm just looking for an excuse for my guilt." Xiao Yunqing said, "So I don't want to burden you with my selfish thoughts."

"After all, Yuan Ye is dead, but you are still alive. You still have to marry in the future. If you bring children, it will inevitably cause inconvenience." Xiao Yunqing said, "Yuan Ye's biggest wish is that you can live happily, marry A nice family."

"I will give birth to the child!" Jianing said suddenly and firmly.

This time, it was Xiao Yunqing's turn to be stunned and looked at her in surprise.

"I won't regret it!" Jianing said, "Marriage is a matter of the future, and I haven't thought about it yet. Besides, who will know what will happen in the future?"

"Now, I only know that I don't want to part with this child. All I want is a support to strengthen my thoughts." Jianing sniffed and wiped away the tears that slid down her face.

"I just want to find someone who agrees with me." Jianing said in a low voice, "Since your thoughts are the same as mine, then I feel much more relaxed."

Saying that, Jianing showed a relieved smile.

Xiao Yunqing paused for a while before speaking: "If this is your decision and you don't regret it, then I am very pleased to see the birth of Yuan Ye's child. I hope this matter will not cause you a burden."

Jianing shook her head vigorously: "No, not at all! I am also looking forward to it, very much looking forward to Yuan Ye's child!"

Xiao Yunqing nodded lightly: "This child will not be your burden. After it is born, I will give you the greatest help. If you meet a man you like in the future, want to get married, and don't want children, I will come Raise. This child will not become a burden in your future life. "

Jianing shook her head: "I only need this child. If in the future, that man can't even accept my child, how can he give me happiness?"

"I'm looking for, and I'm looking for a man who even wants to take care of me and take care of my children, and who will give my children the best!" Jianing said firmly, looking straight at Xiao Yunqing.

Seeing that Xiao Yunqing didn't respond, she lowered her head and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I said something too much to you just now."

"It's nothing, you're right." Xiao Yunqing said lightly.

Jianing bit her lip, Xiao Yunqing's indifferent words made the air condense in embarrassment.

Carrian didn't know what to say, so she could only look up and look around.

When he saw the time on the wall, he said in astonishment: "Ah! I'm so sorry, I asked you to come here specially because of my affairs, and it took so long! Are you hungry! I'm going to cook, eat Come back after dinner!"

"Today is your birthday, how about I cook you a bowl of longevity noodles!" Jianingwen laughed so naturally, it seemed that Xiao Yunqing should celebrate her birthday with her today.

Saying that, Carrian got up and was about to go to the kitchen.

Her words immediately brought back Xiao Yunqing's sanity.

Subconsciously looking at the time on the wall, it was already 08:30!
Ning Wan was still waiting for him at home, thinking that for his birthday, Ning Wan had prepared for a long time and even cooked for him herself, Xiao Yunqing's eyes showed rare anxiety.

"No need!" He said coldly, "You don't need to be busy, I'll go back if there's nothing else to do. If you need help with anything, just tell Luo Yi, don't take care of it yourself."

The Carrian people have already entered the kitchen and are opening the refrigerator to look for ingredients, with the joyful mood of cooking for their husband
But Xiao Yunqing's words made her stop her movements.

Her heart sank, she turned around stiffly, her hand was still on the edge of the refrigerator door, watching Xiao Yunqing had already walked to the door.

"No... Shall I leave after eating? I'm sorry to let you stay here so late, but let you leave with an empty stomach." Jianing smiled a little stiffly.

"No, Ning Wan is waiting for me at home." Xiao Yunqing said lightly, and left without looking back.

Hearing the "bang" of the door and the cold sound of being closed, Jianing's face turned paler and paler.

She unconsciously covered her lower abdomen with her hands, only Xiao Yunqing's faint tone was in her ears.

Ning Wan is waiting for me at home.

These words rang in her ears over and over again, continuously.

With the hand covering the lower abdomen, the five fingers unconsciously clasped his lower abdomen, and the flesh on the lower abdomen continued to sink with the strength of the five fingers.

After standing in front of the door for a long time, her whole body was a little stiff, before she turned around slowly.

The movement of turning around was as rigid as a machine, and only made a mechanical "click".

When she turned around, her neck didn't even move, as if it was stuck on her shoulder and her neck couldn't turn anymore.

Carrian walked back to the living room expressionlessly, slowly raised her head, and looked at the watch on the wall.

After a while, the corners of her mouth curled into a cold arc. Although she failed to keep Xiao Yunqing, she didn't let Xiao Yunqing stay by Ning Wan's side all the time.

The things she prepared were in vain.

Then, Jianing lowered her head and looked at her belly: "Baby, I will find you a father who treats you very, very well, even better than your biological father. I don't dislike you as someone else's child. I will give you the best in the world." things that are so good that no one else can get them”

Her eyes glowed with fiery light: "Let all the children envy you, envy you, you will have the most outstanding father."

Ning Wan was sitting at the dining table, the dishes on the table were already cold, exuding a remnant cold vegetable smell, not to mention delicious.

She still didn't take a bite of these dishes, even if she was hungry after waiting, she didn't take a bite until she was too hungry.

She wanted to wait for Xiao Yunqing to come together, let Xiao Yunqing taste it first, and then let him tell herself whether it was good or not.

But she waited for a long time, Xiao Yunqing did not come back.

She watched the dishes on the table helplessly. The smell changed from fragrant to even disgusting. She watched the temperature of the food change from hot to warm, and now it was cold.

She stretched out her hand to try the edge of the plate, and the cold touch of her fingertips made her pull her lips astringently.

There was still a mobile phone in front of Ning Wan, but she never dialed Xiao Yunqing's number.

She was afraid that he was busy now, and if it wasn't something urgent, he wouldn't leave her alone, so she didn't dare to disturb him at this time.

Looking up at the watch, it was almost nine o'clock. He left the house at 05:30 and told her that he would be back soon.

But for nearly four hours, there was still no news.

Ning Wan's eyes suddenly lit up, as if she heard a noise at the door, she hurried to the door to open it.

But there was nothing outside the door.

Her heart sank darkly, she lowered her head and walked back.

She misheard again, this night, several times she thought she heard Xiao Yunqing's voice coming back, and immediately ran to the door excitedly.

With an excited smile on his face, he wanted Xiao Yunqing to see her expectantly waiting for him to come back as soon as he entered the door.

But every time, she always opened the door excitedly, but closed the door disappointed.

After going back and forth like this several times, her excitement never diminished, but her disappointment grew, and her heart became heavier and heavier.

Ning Wan walked back dejectedly, wondering if she should call Xiao Yunqing.

She finally understood why Xiao Yunqing was angry before, and she finally realized the anxiety of waiting for her at home for a long time but not being able to wait, and being unable to contact her.

(End of this chapter)