piecing together the soul

Chapter 170
"You're right, I value friendship, that's why I can't abandon Old Wang for you."

"That's right. I can't leave Lao Wang behind. I promised you before that I would help you find the bones. Now that the bones have been found, we should part. I should go back and continue my studies for the postgraduate entrance examination. Just go and reincarnate."

"By the way, don't be obsessed with wanting to be resurrected. Even if you come back to life when the time comes, I won't consider you."

Qingluan threw these three sentences at me in succession, which really made me a little confused.

Even if lovers want to break up, there must be a reason, right?
Especially when I wanted to grab her hand to comfort her, I found that I couldn't touch her again.

If, as Xiaohan said before, I was able to touch her because we are connected, then if I can't touch her again, does it mean that she has erected another barrier in her heart?
Then why?Why did she fall asleep, I fell asleep, and then woke up differently?

I watched Qingluan's figure walk away, and my feeling for her became weaker and weaker. Suddenly, my heart felt as if it had been hollowed out, and I simply didn't want to stay in this world for a second.

Moreover, Qingluan has already pointed out the way for me—go reincarnate.

As soon as I thought of this, my mind was no longer so clear, as if my soul began to gradually rise and float into the air.After all, the bones are already complete, and when you want to reincarnate, you don't have to suffer so much

"Xiuying, you can't just leave like this!"

A sentence came through the air, making me open my eyes again, wake up, and turn over and sit up.

"Xiaohan?" After I sat up, I saw him sitting cross-legged facing me, his eyes were very firm, and his expression was very determined.

"What's wrong?" I said, "Just now, I..."

"You go when Qingluan tells you? Are you a man?"

He stunned me for a moment.

That's right, all along I just felt that for Qingluan, I must find a way to be resurrected, so when Qingluan said that he wanted me to reincarnate, I lost all hope in an instant, and even almost reincarnated immediately .

"Who said a few days ago, 'If I am alive, with such a daughter-in-law and such a friend, I will be a winner in life.'" Xiaohan continued his words, "Have you forgotten so quickly?"

"I...Of course I remember." I said, "But, now and then. What Qingluan said just now..."

"You know in your heart that she is not telling the truth!"

Xiaohan's words literally touched my heart.Because when Qingluan said the first sentence, I really didn't believe it. It wasn't until she said heartless words one after another that I was enlightened and I had to believe a little bit.

"Xiaohan, what happened to her? Why did she say those words?"

Xiao Han didn't answer my question directly, but sighed first: "Okay, okay, I finally woke you up. You were clearly in a semi-comatose state just now, and the medicine of Requiem Incense didn't pass, so You can agree to whatever Qingluan says."

"You haven't answered me yet. What's the matter with Qingluan? Even if she said something angry, I have to do something wrong first to make her angry, right?"

Xiao Han lowered her head: "Do you really want to know?"

"Do not talk nonsense!"

Xiaohan hesitated for a while before saying, "Your ghost power was exhausted in Changling, and your soul almost disappeared. Now, with the help of Ningshenxiang, you can condense your humanity and clear your mind."

I still don't believe it: "How can it be so serious... When I was saving Qingluan at your school, my soul was knocked apart, didn't I get back together again?"

"It's because your soul has been injured too many times." Xiao Han said, "Think about it for yourself. You were knocked apart at school, you snatched bones from other ghosts in the Forbidden City, you were almost eaten by real souls at the subway station. My grandfather's house was almost swallowed by a turtle, and I met a water ghost underwater, and I met a dragon ghost in Changling."

Speaking of which, it seems that...

"So, Xiuying, it's not entirely due to the two of us that your bones were recovered. You also made a lot of effort yourself. You don't owe us anything. On the contrary, you saved us many times. It’s good that we owe you.” Xiaohan suddenly said such a bunch of debts, which made me a little confused.

"Then, what does this have to do with Qingluan being angry?"

"She...I...you...where do I start..." Xiao Han, a semi-professional host, stuttered, "That is to say, in your current soul condition, you will fly away immediately after leaving Ningshenxiang. If there is a way to control a body, if there is a mistake in the resurrection process, you will immediately lose your soul. Qingluan doesn't want to see us take risks in order to resurrect, so she wants you to reincarnate under the protection of Ningshenxiang, so that you can save your life. Your soul is safe."

"So, she still has me in her heart, doesn't she?"

"It's not just there, it's full of you." Xiao Han said with a bit of jealousy, "The first thing she asked when she woke up was you, and then she knew you were here, so she ran over to see you immediately. I don't want Let her see your miserable situation and refuse to open the door for her. She only came in by coercing and luring her... But seeing your virtue, I am afraid that you will be wiped out, and she will persuade you to reincarnate no matter what. She said those unfeeling words At that moment, I could almost see that her heart was bleeding."

"So, as long as I'm resurrected, she'll still be with me, won't she?"

Xiao Han smiled and nodded firmly.

I also laughed: "That's enough. As long as there is this premise, even if I fail and my soul is scattered, I am willing to take risks."

(End of this chapter)