piecing together the soul

Chapter 171 98 Own Decision

"I knew that you think the same as I do." Xiao Han nodded with a smile, "However, you also know Qingluan, and her decision is not so easy to change, so this Second, to revive you, I still have to hide it from her."

Hiding it?I always feel that something is wrong.

"Is this really good?" I said, "If during this period of time, Qingluan has already reunited with Lao Wang, then even if I come back to life, wouldn't she never..."

Xiaohan just couldn't touch me, otherwise she would beat me up: "You are really taken by Qingluan to death! She just figured out that Lao Wang has always been your heart knot, so she moved out Scaring you! Don’t you know her? You do! You know she’s not the kind of person who wants to be fresh for a while. Her feelings come and go slowly. Think about it, she had feelings for you at the beginning. Good impression, but I didn't say I agreed to your confession. Later, when you really started, it means that she has made up her mind. Once she made up her mind, there is basically no way to change it. Besides, not long ago, you were born and died together. Yes, can she forget you so quickly? In addition to reviewing for the postgraduate entrance examination, she will definitely push aside the emotional affairs. Therefore, it can be proved that in her emotional world during this period, there must be It's you, you won't immediately run to get back together with Lao Wang."

What Xiaohan said is very reasonable, Qingluan is indeed not the kind of person who can jump from one relationship to another in reality.But that's why I've been worried about Old Wang...

"Also. Even if Qingluan is willing to reunite with Lao Wang, Lao Wang may not be able to accept her again." Xiao Han sneered, "If it was my girlfriend, when she was dating me, He left suddenly for a while, and said that he had to keep something secret from me. Anyway, I can't accept it."

Seeing his disgusted expression, I couldn't help joking: "Can you accept a 'girl' friend?"

"Go, go!" Xiao Han said, "Believe it or not, I pinched Ningshen Xiang?"

"You won't." I said, "You persuaded me to revive me for a long time, how could you have the heart to let me fly away immediately?"

Seeing me making jokes, Xiaohan couldn't help laughing: "Okay, you're already thinking about joking with me. It seems that you don't need my guidance anymore on your spiritual level."

"Hey, are there different levels?" I laughed.

"Of course." Xiao Han became serious, "Let's talk about practical arrangements."

Xiao Han is a chatterbox, so what he said at the moment was not something urgent, so when he said three useful sentences, he would bring eight irrelevant ones.And the useful things he said can be summed up like this.

First, my current condition is very bad, and I need to recuperate in place for a period of time. Although there is no way to fully recover, at least I have to recover to the point where I don't need the incense to assist Soul Gathering.

Second, after I am able to gather my soul on my own, we will go to Xueling Mountain. That place is more suitable for the soul to recuperate. He will teach me some cultivation methods of concentrating the soul there. Maybe my bleak situation will be improved. .

Third, during the process of my recuperation and cultivation, he will deal with my bones and the male corpse that Mr. Song collected before, so that they are ready for use at any time.

Fourth, keep calm during this process, and before performing the resurrection technique, he will find a way to transfer Qingluan here, and try to meet me who has just been resurrected when she comes to Xueling Mountain.

According to the direction of this script, after that, the three of us will first live a happy life in Xueling for a few years, and then return to Beijing to live a happy life when I recover to the same level as ordinary people.

But the premise is that everything goes well.

Of course, I still have doubts. For example, if it was just for me not to die, would Qingluan really speak so utterly?And obviously, Xiao Han really hoped that I could be resurrected. Although he didn't mention his own benefits, he definitely didn't do it out of kindness.The positions are different. According to their characters, there must have been a violent quarrel before I woke up.

Why does Qingluan insist on not allowing me to be resurrected? Is resurrection not only risky to me, but also risky to Xiaohan?
Why did Xiaohan insist on resurrecting me? What good would resurrecting me be to him? It could offset the risk?
During the days when I promised Xiaohan to take a good rest, I was thinking about these issues every day.And the most important question is, they are all trying to use their positions to sway my decision, so what is my own decision like?Should I choose reincarnation, or should I choose resurrection?

I compared the two things. If reincarnation is indeed a relatively safe choice, because my soul will be preserved, I will have countless afterlife, and I will have a more stable soul. Meet Qingluan again.But in this way, I will undoubtedly lose everything I have gained in this life, and it is very likely that I will never see Qingluan again. Whether I can continue this fate in the future depends on the luck of the next life. It is not so easy to meet each other in the sea.And at this moment in my heart, no one can compare to her.What's more valuable is that she also has me in her heart.Let me just give up like this, how can I be willing?How can I be willing?

If I choose to be resurrected, if I am really resurrected, then I will get everything I care about now, and when Qingluan's life is exhausted, I can also reincarnate with her, and we will not be separated from life to life.Of course, such a result is good, but now my soul is in a very bad condition, and the more likely result of taking this path will be that my soul will fly away, then there will be no afterlife, and there will be no more me in the world.But if this is the case, maybe she will scold me for being stupid, but she will still miss me in her heart...

Thinking of this, I suddenly thought of Qingluan's Xi Shi, she seemed to pursue the so-called classic life more.So as long as I choose to be resurrected, whether I survive or fail, can it be regarded as the "classic life" in her mouth?
Thinking of this, I no longer have any wavering thoughts.

Resurrection, this is my own decision.

(End of this chapter)