Masked Prince of Tennis

Chapter 20 Let's make it up (3)
Although the pain in my body seems to make me almost unable to bear the burden, but thinking that Xia Yehan can trust others, so I can wrap myself in a less cold way, I think it is still very worthwhile.

This... seems to be the only thing I have done right for so many days!

Suddenly, I felt a little comforted.

Because of this consolation, I fell into a stupor that relaxed after being relieved.

(4)

Now I should fall asleep, because if I fall asleep, it won't hurt so much!
Whether I lost consciousness because of this reason, or because of too much pain, I can't remember clearly, I only know that when I opened my eyes...

White beds, white pillows, white quilts... It's a completely uncreative place. I think hospitals in the world probably look like this!

While complaining, I sat up.

"Uh..." When I got up, a sharp pain hit my body.

Why does my body hurt?Suddenly recalling what happened before, I... seemed to have been beaten.Yes, that's right, I was beaten, by a large group of people.

I remember, after that...

"Xia Yehan..." That's right!I'm obviously with Xia Yehan!What about... him?Nothing will happen, right?There was a sudden tension in my heart.

"He's in another ward." Suddenly, a voice came from the door of the ward.

That's... Han Chengnan?

"Han..."

Did he hear my name Xia Yehan just now?
This guy...why does he always show up when he shouldn't?

For a while, embarrassment became the only atmosphere between me and Han Chengnan.

I don't know why, but there seems to be only embarrassment between me and Han Chengnan recently.Even if I try my best to ease the atmosphere, it seems to be in vain.After all, there are too many things that cannot be controlled by one party.

"Are you okay?" He suddenly said when the atmosphere was about to drop to freezing point.

He actually spoke first?Am I dreaming?
"Are you OK?"

Is this still human?I look like this now, from top to bottom, is there anything that seems to be okay?
However, the meaning of his words, can I understand that he is concerned?By the way, why is he here?Before I passed out, he clearly said that he was going to class, so, in other words... he is concerned about me, right?

For a moment, I seemed to feel that I saw the dawn of reconciliation with him.

He cares about me so much, and cares about me so much, which actually shows that I am very important and indispensable to him, right?
"No, it's okay... are you... are you concerned about me?" I looked at him and said.

According to what I know about this guy, the answer to this guy should be no, because this guy is simply an awkward and shy guy!

"no……"

Sure enough, as I expected, this guy immediately denied it with blushing cheeks.

"Then why are you here?" I said proudly.

How long has it been since he looked at him blushing and answering my words with ease like now?
"I... I just came to tell you that regarding the matter of you and Xia Yehan being together, I won't, I won't reveal your identity." He stammered out such a sentence.

Because of his words, my originally good mood disappeared in an instant, and the joy in my heart also instantly turned into anger.

I've always felt like a fool in front of him.However, I didn't expect that this guy was even more of a fool than me.I really don't know how to respond to his silly words.

I should have yelled at him angrily, and should have questioned him why he did this, but when I looked up, I accidentally saw his slightly sad face, and suddenly felt that I couldn't say anything.

"My bed should still be vacant, right? From now on, let's get along well with Xia Yehan!" When I didn't know what to say to let him understand my feelings, he actually said such words.

The anger that had receded because of his sad expression suddenly rose.How could he say such irresponsible words?Do you really not understand what I mean?

Regardless of the pain in my body, I jumped off the bed and grabbed his collar roughly.

"Why do you always do it according to your own ideas like this? Every time you only talk about your own priorities, every time you make your own decisions like this, every time... it makes me feel like a fool." My tears flowed down The cheeks flowed down, and the face that was originally bruised was slightly stinging because of the sliding of tears.

Because of my words, Han Chengnan was stunned.He never seemed to think that I would be so angry, did he?In his eyes, what kind of feeling do I have towards him?

"You...I..." He hesitated and didn't know what to say.

"When did I... say I want to get along with Xia Yehan?" I obviously care about you so much, why don't you understand?Push me away like a fool, is that what you want?Or... do I really bother you?
"You..." Because of my words, Han Chengnan was even more confused.

However, along with Han Chengnan's confused word "you"...

"Bang..." There was a sound like something falling to the ground.

Almost at the same moment, Han Chengnan and I looked at the source of the voice.

I saw Xia Yehan standing by the door blankly, his gaze seemed to be colder than before.That kind of coldness seems to be out of focus, which makes people shiver uncontrollably.

However, the moment we looked at him, the corners of his mouth suddenly lifted slightly.It was a perfect arc, which belonged to Xia Yehan's perfect arc.

However, that arc made me suddenly a little scared.

"Ah! That's great! You finally woke up!" After our eyes met for a few seconds, he suddenly smiled and said such words.

From his cold and piercing smile, I can see that he should have heard the conversation between me and Han Chengnan just now, and it was the sentence "I... When did I say that I want to get along with Xia Yehan"!
He... misunderstood, and deeply.

"Actually, I have something else to do. Since Xiao Nan is here, I'll leave first." He turned around and was about to leave.

"Hey……"

I should explain something.

He... originally started to believe in me because of the fight, but now that he heard me say that, his original belief should have collapsed in an instant, right?

If, he regrets trusting me, if, he wraps himself up again... He should be even more unable to trust others in the future, right?
no!I will absolutely not allow this to happen.

Although action is very difficult for me now, but because of Xia Yehan's eyes...

I strode towards the figure that was about to disappear.

"No, it's not what you think, don't get me wrong." After finally catching up with him, I said like an announcement while pulling him.

"I didn't misunderstand what?" Xia Yehan who was held by me suddenly turned around and said to me with a smile on his face.

His smile... so stiff...

"I...we are friends! I actually mean that!" I said anxiously, afraid that he might misunderstand something.

After hearing my words, the original smile on his face disappeared, and a slight chill enveloped his face.Does he intend to keep hiding his feelings anymore, or is his heart too cold to the point where he can no longer hide it?

I suddenly felt a heavy sense of guilt.

"I... It seems that I never said that I want to be your friend?" He said blankly.

At this moment, he seems to be Shura from hell, which makes me tremble with fear.The coldness in his words can almost freeze me.

Not a friend?
"Xia Yehan, I..."

"Besides, I didn't say I want to be with you, or get along with you." From his eyes, I reflected my appearance.Now I am completely in a state of sluggishness.

His words seem to have completely drawn a line with me.There was so much numbness in his words, it seemed that he really didn't believe anything.

"You don't need to be like this anymore! Hypocritical sympathy like this is enough." With that, he turned and left.

Hypocrisy?

I seem to have really lost his trust.His back like that is really lonely.Will he become that kind of person in the future?

Facing his gradually disappearing back, I suddenly felt an unknown sadness!All of this seems to be caused by me.That person... later...

"Although I don't know why you are so nice to Xia Yehan, but you should leave him alone! He... is that kind of person!"

Behind him, Han Chengnan said in a low voice.

Because of Han Chengnan's words, the sadness that he tried to suppress burst out in an instant.My tears flowed again.

"I... can't ignore him." I said in a low voice.

"You...why?" Han Chengnan's tone was full of puzzlement.

At first, I didn't know why!
I thought that I was just curious about Xia Yehan, because he was good-looking and smart, so I wanted to get close to him.However, when I saw his lonely and determined back just now, I suddenly understood.

I can't give up on him, I can't let him be alone like that, because...

"Because I know...because I'm alone, too."

Is that the reason?
That's why I can't give up on him...can't watch him walk away alone.

"I am a girl! However, I am obviously a girl, but I want to disguise myself as a man. When I come here, I don't know anyone. Whether it is pain or sadness, I have to face it alone. I will be afraid, I will It hurts, it hurts, it's all byproducts of being alone." I said what I'd been feeling for so long.

I was afraid. Such an environment and such an identity made me feel unable to face it.But... why did I choose to stay here?
"But I am so lonely, but because of you, Han Chengnan, you are willing to accept me, so I stay here. Because of you, I feel that being here is meaningful. Therefore, I can't let him A person, if I also give up on him, I think he will never find his place again. I can't give up on him, just like you didn't give up on me."

After speaking, I walked out of the hospital.

There were still traces of tears on his face. It was clearly sunny at noon, but it was raining heavily at this time.I don't have an umbrella, but I'm leaving, so I just run into the rain.

The wounds on his body were a little stinging from the rain.

Xia Yehan, where will he go?
I ran wildly without direction, thinking about all the possible places he might appear in my head.Then, I discovered that I had no idea where he might be going.

It was raining non-stop, and I just stood there blankly on the road outside the hospital.

I stood stupidly like a child who lost his way...I don't know how long I stood there, but what I know is that after a long time, my world became black again, with no light at all.

(End of this chapter)