Masked Prince of Tennis

Chapter 21 Getting farther and farther away from that person

Chapter 21 Getting farther and farther away from that person (1)
(1)

White bed, white sheets, white pillows...

I should have woken up in the hospital again, and this time I didn't know why I was here.

I clearly remember that I was going to find Xia Yehan, why am I here now?
I scanned my surroundings in confusion, trying to find some clues, but unexpectedly saw a figure beside the bed in the ward.Isn't this lonely figure the one I want to find in the rain?

"Xia..." I wanted to speak, but found that my throat was sore and I couldn't say anything.

It seemed that there was movement, and the person who was standing by the bed turned his head blankly.

Seeing me sitting blankly, there was no trace of joy on his face.Obviously, judging from his expression, he didn't seem to come because he cared about me.

"Your wound was inflamed and the rain caused a bad cold, so you can't speak for a while." His tone was full of indifference.He didn't look at me, but his eyes were empty, and he didn't know what he was looking at.

Rain... Severe cold?

"Did you get in the rain yesterday because you wanted to find me?" Before I could figure out the cause and effect of the matter, he spoke again.

His words reminded me that I still have something to tell him, and I still have to explain it to him.However, I can't open my mouth at all now, I can't speak, how can I explain it?
"Aren't you here to explain something to me again?" The corner of his mouth raised slightly, but it was not the original cold smile, but a slightly mocking one.

I nodded, I really wanted to explain to him.

"Heh... Can't you see it? I don't need your explanation at all." His words were full of indifference.

Don't you need it?

If you don't need it, why is there so much indifference and sadness in your eyes?If not, how could it be possible to become more indifferent than before?
There are many things in my heart that I want to say to him, but I can't say anything.

"Are you a girl? How can someone who has to hide his identity tell the truth? You, besides your identity, have you hidden a lot from me?" The smile on his mouth changed from mocking to cruel.

"I..." My throat was sore, as if a blade had been cut through it. Although I worked hard, I found that I couldn't say anything.

The tone of his words made me feel that no matter how I explained it, he... would never believe me.Is it because of too much damage?

Now I have no way to explain it.

I could only just look at him stupidly, the angry yet sad expression on his face stabbed me like a sharp sword.I have never hated my uselessness as much as I do now, but I can't even utter a simple explanation.

"In the future, don't appear in front of me again. Your actions will only show me your hypocrisy. Don't let yourself and me be a fool! That's it, end it!" He walked to my By the bed, looking at me.

not like this……

Not like this...

I shook my head, denying loudly in my heart.Unfortunately, he couldn't hear the cry in my heart.

"Goodbye...Ming Xiaoyou..." He said with a smile.

The desolation in his smile is something I have never seen before.

There was a deep loneliness in his tone.That farewell made me feel as if after today we would never see each other again.

He turned around and I wanted to grab him.I don't know why, but in my heart, I just have a feeling.I feel that if I don't hold this person now, I may never see him again.

However, when I wanted to reach out, when I wanted to hold him, I was stopped by the pain that swept through my body.My arm seemed to be filled with lead, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't lift it.

I can only watch him leave so stupidly, I can only let him disappear from my sight so stupidly.

I couldn't speak, and I couldn't move, so I just watched him leave like a fool.

My tears flowed down the corners of my eyes, silently.I couldn't raise my hand to wipe away the tears, so I could only let the tears flow on my face.

I clenched my fist, and my nails got stuck in my palm, it hurt...

I stared blankly at the door...

It seemed that I was still hoping for something in my heart, did I hope that he would come back?Wish nothing had happened?Or maybe I just hope that I don't lie here stupidly like I am now, unable to do anything.

Tears gradually blurred my vision, and I closed my eyes, hoping the tears would stop, only to find that... Now, even closing my eyes won't help.

"Is it because of him that you are crying?" Suddenly, such a voice came from my ear.

Opening his eyes, it was Han Chengnan with a blank face.

"You... Sometimes, I really don't know what you are thinking!" He muttered as if talking to himself, and then wiped my tears with a complicated expression on his face.

His hands are different from Xia Yehan's, relatively speaking, they are much warmer.His fingertips seemed to be carrying a slight electric current, and there seemed to be a little tingling feeling where they touched my cheeks.

Looking at Han Chengnan, I suddenly felt a sense of dementia.He was used to being expressionless, and it was the first time that such a complicated expression appeared on his face.

I wanted to ask him why he had such an expression, and why he appeared here, but I couldn't tell.

"Why did you make yourself like this?" His tone was full of helplessness.

Why do you want to make yourself like this?This is also a question I want to ask myself.In the end, he screwed everything up and left himself bedridden.

"Sometimes, you are so innocent that you seem to be able to see clearly; sometimes, I find that I don't seem to understand you at all." His voice is a little hoarse, but it is very pleasant.

Now, I suddenly want to say something to Han Chengnan!This kind of thought is extremely urgent... I just realized that the sound is really important to me.

"Alas..." He sighed heavily.

Why sigh?Looking at the tightly locked "Chuan" character between his handsome brows, I really want to reach out and smooth it out, but now I can't.

Now should I be lamenting something too?Life is precious?No, that's not the case.All I want now is to get well soon.

"What is the best way to do it for you?" He said sadly.

He brushed away the hair that was sticking to my cheeks because of tears.

In his eyes, I reflected the haggard me.In his eyes, how powerless am I?

"Looking at what you did for Xia Yehan, maybe it's what you really thought about? You can become what you are now for him. Maybe, in your heart, he is more important than me?" He The helplessness in his tone was evident.

His words... Xia Yehan is more important to me?

This guy...does he still not understand?

Could it be that what I said in the hospital last time was not clear enough?Because Xia Yehan misunderstood the words that were too clear, but the misunderstanding is still not resolved?The guy still doesn't understand, doesn't understand anything.

I originally thought that I was the stupidest idiot in the world, but now I find that Han Chengnan seems to be an even stupider idiot than me.

If I could move now, if I could talk now, I'd really want to jump up and tell him that he... really is the stupidest fool in the world.

But now I can't move, and I can't speak.Now I can only look at him so stupidly, and listen to him so stupidly.

"Although I don't know what the word "loneliness" you mean actually means, but maybe I can understand why you gave to Xia Yehan."

Does he... really understand?I really want to ask him, but seeing him like that...even if I can speak, I don't know what to say at this moment!

"You... have to work hard." He smiled at me reluctantly.

How forced is that smile?
What was his original expression?

Was he originally sad?

He... is he sad for me?
I have a lot of questions, but I can only ask myself.

"Don't cry anymore, tears can't solve the problem. I will help you solve Xia Yehan's matter." After speaking, he turned and left.

Whether it is Han Chengnan or Xia Yehan, I have no way to keep them.

Then, I watched Han Chengnan's back gradually disappear.

Han Chengnan, Xia Yehan...

These two guys seem to have disturbed my already restless life even more.No, it should be turned upside down.Every day, there are constant misunderstandings, then explanations, and then unsuccessful explanations lead to more misunderstandings.

Although this is the case, it seems that I never thought about returning to a peaceful life.Although this kind of life is very tiring, for me, this kind of life is also good, at least I have them in my ordinary life!
But what if I had to choose one of them?I suddenly thought of such a question.

Originally, my answer should definitely be Han Chengnan!After all, I'm here because of him.If it wasn't for him, I might have packed my bags and gone home long ago.However, such an affirmative answer, I am now hesitating.Because, apart from Han Chengnan's lonely back, Xia Yehan... I don't know more and more what kind of person he is and what kind of position he occupies in my heart.Although I can clearly feel that the main place in my heart is reserved for Han Chengnan, but on the other hand, thinking that Xia Yehan became like that because of me, because I became colder, I feel that I I have a special feeling for him.

I'm not a smart person in the first place, and the intricate emotions like this have almost used up all my brain cells.However, even if all my brain cells are used up, I can't get the final answer at all.

Now is this a love triangle issue?The plot that only appeared in the frothy series of dog blood in the afternoon actually appeared on me?No, it doesn't seem to be the case.Although it's a problem with three people, there are at least romantic plots and confessions in their TV dramas, but what about me?Although I am troubled by the triangle relationship, there is no romance between the two guys who revolve around me, or the two guys who I revolve around, and me, and there is no confession... Some seem to be just things that bother me.

Unable to move, I lay quietly on the bed, thinking about the distance to Han Chengnan and Xia Yehan.There seems to be an invisible thread between me and them, and now, the thread between us seems to be in a mess.Is it still possible to untie it?I have no idea.

Although there are a lot of problems bothering me now, what I should be most worried about now is that I can't move or speak, there is no one to take care of me here, how can I... how to go to the toilet?
(2)

How many people and things can be changed in a month?During the month of lying in the hospital bed, I was thinking about this question every day.After one month, I finally figured it out, one month... changed me, Han Chengnan and Xia Yehan...

After a month of recuperation, the injuries on my body have already healed.Although the wound on his body is healed, he still can't speak.Am I dumb now?

impossible!People like me have a stupid mouth!But it hasn't reached the point where you don't want to talk.So, why can't you speak?

According to that nasty middle-aged bald doctor wearing thick glasses, I have a nerve that is inflamed and swollen and oppressed my pronunciation nerve. I can speak only after the nerves are sterilized.

I sat sluggishly in the tennis court, unable to talk to the people around me, so I just sat sluggishly.Of course, another reason why I'm sitting here in a daze is... Han Chengnan disappeared.

That's right, it just disappears!After saying strange things that day, he never appeared again.Dorms, classrooms, tennis courts, dining halls, bathrooms... I searched almost all the places he might go, but I couldn't find him.Where is he going?

Picking up the phone, staring at it in a daze.

"Han Chengnan! Get the hell out of here!"

"Han Chengnan! If you don't come back, you will die!"

"Han Chengnan! If you don't come back, I will set fire to your house!"

"Han Chengnan! If you don't come back, I will kill myself first, and then your whole family!"

"Han Chengnan! Come back! If you come back, I'll treat you to dinner..."

"Han Chengnan! Show up quickly! I'll treat you to two meals..."

"Han Chengnan! If you come back, I'll treat you to dinner every day..."

"Han Chengnan! Please! Come back, okay?"

"Han Chengnan! I need you very much..."

"Han Chengnan! Come back..."

"Han Chengnan..."

How many times have I called Han Chengnan?Do you think there are hundreds of passes?
What about leaving a message?Threats, begging, I seem to have used them all... But he didn't respond at all.

Did he just disappear in my world?Why did he leave without saying goodbye?Although I misunderstood my relationship with Xia Yehan, there's no need to just disappear, right?

There are so many questions in my heart, and I can't say them out. Even if I can open my mouth now, I can't find the person I want to ask.That person seemed to have evaporated from the world.

"Xiaoyou, are you thirsty? Do you want a drink..." Just when I was in a daze, a handsome figure suddenly walked over.Then, there was a bottle of strawberry yogurt that I like in front of my eyes.

I looked up and smiled at the man who handed me strawberry yogurt.Apart from Han Chengnan, this may be my other big question.

Xia Yehan seemed to be a different person suddenly.After Han Chengnan left that day, he suddenly ran to take care of me.Although he was also injured, he seemed to heal very quickly. Is it because of his good physique?After that, in the hospital, he had a warm smile on his face every day, as if nothing had happened.

What happened in the middle?For Xia Yehan's sudden change, I still have an unacceptable and unrealistic feeling.After all, his goodbye that day was so decisive, but on the second day, it seemed like the rain had passed and the sky cleared...

Why?I really want to ask Xia Yehan, although I can't speak.You can also write it down and ask him, but I didn't.Because I was afraid that if I got the answer, the current Xia Yehan would disappear.

I'm trying really hard to keep things the way they are and not change, and that's fine.So, I didn't ask anything, so, I just accepted such a thing so stupidly.

"Not being able to speak seems to be really painful, but it's okay, Xiaoyou, you can just listen to me from now on." He said, and sat down beside me.

Just listen to him in the future!It's like a manifesto, and I'm a little overwhelmed.He seems to be promising me something, promise to be together in the future?If I could speak, how should I respond to what he said?I suddenly felt empty in my heart, and secretly rejoiced in my heart, it's a good thing I can't talk.

I grinned and smirked at him.Although I know how stiff my smile is.

"Okay! Hurry up and drink the yogurt!" Didn't he see my extremely stiff smile?Or ignore it on purpose?Perhaps the latter is more likely!

He opened the yogurt and handed it to me.

I took it and took a sip. The sweet and sour strawberry took over my taste in an instant.

"Then sit down first, I'm going to practice!" His eyes are full of love, because of this love, I feel very overwhelmed.

I looked at this guy jumping on the tennis court and was very confused.

Why did everyone remain unmoved even though Han Chengnan disappeared?This gave me an illusion, as if the guy named Han Chengnan had never appeared.

Maybe it's because everyone doesn't care, so I feel weird?It seems to me that I should find someone to ask what happened.But now I can't even speak...

(End of this chapter)

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