Youth kisses me with pain
Chapter 3 Carrying You to Me
Chapter 3 Carrying You to Me
Cheng Ge said a word to Qing Nuan. On that cold night, his gentle voice seemed to warm the cold dew.
Qing Nuan later imprinted that sentence deeply in her own life, and imprinted it in every tormenting late night.She read it over and over again, and the more she read it, it seemed that the fear in her heart would be dispelled, and the gossip echoing in her ears would be eliminated.
The world kisses me bitterly and asks me to sing in return.
-Tagore
1
Compared with junior high school life, high school life is more like the purgatory of the sea.
It seems that the teachers in every key class like to procrastinate. Qing Nuan's grades are in the middle of the class, just like her character, not outstanding, not top-notch, extremely mediocre.
Cheng Ge still took care of Qing Nuan as before, but there was one more person between them.
What started as a twosome has turned into a threesome.
Luo Weiwei seemed to like to follow Cheng Ge very much, and Cheng Ge didn't know whether it was out of good intentions or habit. He would not only call Qing Nuan but also Luo Weiwei during after-school activities or lunch breaks.
Luo Weiwei is different from Qing Nuan. She is beautiful and unruly, and her grades are among the best. Even her school uniform looks exquisite when worn on her body.
It was also in the comparison again and again that Qing Nuan slowly discovered that Cheng Ge became more and more handsome, and many girls would take the initiative to get close to Cheng Ge, but Qing Nuan was always like an ugly duckling.
Her clothes are still rustic, and her grades are still not improving.
Until one day, when Cheng Ge asked Qing Nuan to have lunch together again, Qing Nuan refused.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Ge asked.
Qing Nuan looked up at Cheng Ge, then at Luo Weiwei who was standing beside Cheng Ge in beautiful clothes, then lowered her head.
"Brother Ge, you and Weiwei go to dinner. I haven't memorized my English text yet. Isn't the teacher going to check the recitation this afternoon? I have to recite it quickly, or I will be ashamed this afternoon."
"Go to the playground at noon, and I will recite it with you." Cheng Ge grabbed Qing Nuan and said forcefully, "Eat first, how can you have the energy to recite the text if you are not full? You will save food for the cafeteria."
Qing Nuan hesitated for a while, but was unable to refute.
Luo Weiwei stood beside Cheng Ge without saying a word, but looked at Qing Nuan with a little more meaning in her eyes.
It was a kind of vague but seemingly able to penetrate into the bottom of my heart.
Qing Nuan felt that she looked a little embarrassed under Luo Weiwei's probing eyes.
In the end, she followed Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei to the cafeteria sullenly.
As before, Cheng Ge formed a long queue in the dinner line, while Qing Nuan waited relaxedly at the dinner table.
However, now the person waiting for Cheng Ge is not only himself, but also Luo Weiwei.
Qing Nuan felt awkward no matter what, and sitting with Luo Weiwei seemed extremely out of tune - Luo Weiwei is a famous beauty in the whole grade, many boys are scrambling to please her; but she is so humble, Even after she heard the people around her praise Luo Weiwei's beauty, she would ask contemptuously, "Who is that person next to her? How could she be sitting with Weiwei in such rustic clothes?"
"She, I heard that she is Cheng Ge's friend."
"How could Cheng Ge make such friends? Isn't Cheng Ge with Weiwei? That girl looks superfluous."
Hearing such words, Qing Nuan felt a dull pain in her heart, and her cheeks were also slightly hot.She didn't understand that she was said to be like that when she obviously didn't do anything.
Moreover, she and Cheng Ge were the ones who met first.
Is it true that only beautiful girls are worthy of eating with Cheng Ge?Qing Nuan didn't think so in the past, and it took a few years to change this idea. Qing Nuan felt that the only way to be worthy of the other party is to make herself better through hard work.
Luo Weiwei heard others gossiping, and said to Qing Nuan apologetically, "I'm sorry, Nuan Nuan, don't take what they said to heart."
Qing Nuan shook her head and said nothing.
Finally, when Cheng Ge came back with two meals, he gave one to Qing Nuan and the other to Luo Weiwei, and finally went back to bring his own meal.
When eating in the past, Cheng Ge would always happily talk about some interesting things that made Qingnuan feel very fresh, such as what commercials did the star of a certain basketball team endorse, such as what new song a certain foreign actress released, etc. of.
Qing Nuan claims to be Cheng Ge's best audience, because she came from a small town and doesn't know the foreign stars that Cheng Ge worships. At best, she only knows domestic stars like Jay Chou, Jacky Cheung, and Andy Lau, so every time Cheng Ge Tell her about those international superstars, she always listens very seriously.
But now, Cheng Ge has not changed, he is still talking about those novel things, those charming stars, but he is no longer the only audience.
What Cheng Ge said, Qing Nuan didn't understand, but Luo Weiwei did.
"I like this song too. I voted online yesterday to rank this song!" She even liked the same star as Cheng Ge.
"You actually love listening to my goddess' songs!"
Cheng Ge looked like he had found a bosom friend.
"That must be! The goddess is not only yours, she is also my goddess for many years!" Luo Weiwei looked adoring.
Qing Nuan listened silently, and stuffed the rice into his mouth mouthful, like chewing wax.
When one day you find that everything seems to be the same, but in fact it has changed a long time ago, that is the real horror.
Qing Nuan suddenly discovered that she had never had so much in common with Cheng Ge like Luo Weiwei.
Even though they were at the same dining table, even though the environment in the cafeteria was so noisy, Qing Nuan still felt that there was an unresolved embarrassment around her.
The three of them were eating together, and she couldn't get in a word, while the other two were chatting happily.
Yes, she was ignored.
Qing Nuan was not very happy in her heart, but it was hard to say it out, for fear that people would think she was making a fuss out of a molehill.She struggled and remained silent for a meal, before Cheng Ge noticed Qing Nuan's strangeness, and asked, "Nuan Nuan, why don't you talk anymore?"
Qingnuan smiled feebly, trying to find a decent reason for his silence: "As the old saying goes, don't talk when you eat and don't talk when you sleep. I'm a lady, don't you see?"
Cheng Ge tapped Qing Nuan's head with his fingers, and said dotingly: "Come on, you are already a lady, you don't need to learn!"
The firm and gentle fingers tapped on Qing Nuan's head, and fell into Luo Weiwei's eyes.
Qing Nuan suddenly found that she was a little greedy for this kind of feeling - joking, a little doting, warm contact.
For a moment, all the unwillingness and dissatisfaction in Qing Nuan's heart turned into a smile on his lips: "Well, I won't study anymore, after dinner, I agreed, go to the playground to endorse."
After saying this, Qing Nuan was actually afraid that Luo Weiwei would go with them again.
But fortunately, Cheng Ge said to Luo Weiwei: "You go back, we are going to endorse."
Luo Weiwei smiled at Qing Nuan: "Nuan Nuan, I'll go back first."
Qing Nuan breathed a sigh of relief.
For a moment, Qing Nuan felt a little selfish.
But what does that matter?Feelings are not forced or forced, so what does it matter if you are a little bit selfish?
2
In early autumn, the playground is no longer hot in summer.
Qing Nuan and Cheng Ge found a shaded place, sat side by side on the stone steps, took out the English book, and began to read in a low voice.
Cheng Ge has already learned by heart, and at this moment he is sitting beside Qing Nuan, simply wanting to accompany her.
Qingnuan's spoken English has a little hometown accent, Wu Nong's soft language feeling, Cheng Ge occasionally hears mistakes, and will help her correct them.Most of the time, Qing Nuan carried it on his back, and Cheng Ge listened quietly.
It took about half an hour before Qing Nuan memorized the English text quite fluently.
Putting down the textbook, Qing Nuan felt a little sleepy.
The sun in early autumn made people lazy, and Qing Nuan couldn't help yawning.
"Sleepy?" Cheng Ge asked.
Qing Nuan nodded lazily: "Yeah."
Cheng Ge smiled and put his shoulders closer: "Do you want to sleep on it for a while?"
Qing Nuan quickly pushed his shoulder aside, and waved his hands again and again: "No, no, no."
Cheng Ge didn't care, and continued to rub against Qingnuan: "Okay, there is still an hour before class, the sun is so comfortable here, you can sleep on it. There is no one around, you can't see it. We are so familiar, why should we be ashamed, we are good buddies, so don't be coy. If someone comes later, I will wake you up."
Cheng Ge had run out of words, and Qing Nuan didn't know what to say.
Qing Nuan was like a little sheep bewitched by a big bad wolf, and she no longer thought of any reason to refute, and she was indeed a little sleepy, so she stopped being hypocritical, leaned on Cheng Ge's shoulder, and closed her eyes.Cheng Ge immediately tensed his shoulders and straightened his waist, trying to make Qing Nuan sleep comfortably.
The breeze is warm and the sun is quiet, like a beautiful picture scroll.
Qing Nuan soon fell asleep.
I fell asleep for about 30 minutes before waking up.
When Qing Nuan woke up, Cheng Ge still kept his chest upright, didn't move at all, and didn't even take a sip of the Coke in his hand, for fear of waking Qing Nuan.
Seeing Cheng Ge like this, Qing Nuan was moved, angry and funny, and blamed: "Why are you so straight? Are you tired?"
Cheng Ge smiled: "I'm not tired."
Qing Nuan was silent for a while, and suddenly thought of the topic Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei talked about during lunch, and unconsciously asked the question that had been on her mind for a long time: "Who is that star you mentioned at noon...? "
"Are you asking about Avril Lavigne?" Cheng Ge said, took out his phone, pointed to the lock screen of the phone and said, "That's her, the Canadian singer, isn't she pretty?"
Qing Nuan shifted her gaze to that beautiful and decadent figure.
She has long brown-yellow hair, dark eye makeup, and a ripped denim jacket with personality. The fingers holding the electric guitar are dyed with jet-black nail polish, and she wears four or five exaggerated silver ornaments on her hands.
Like a superstar from hell.
At first glance, Qing Nuan felt that she was a poisonous person who could bewitch people's hearts, her clothes were decadent, but she was sexy and charming.
At the second glance, Qing Nuan felt that she had an indescribable taste, it seemed that the more she looked, the more beautiful she was, and the more she looked, the more stories she had.
Qing Nuan nodded towards Cheng Ge approvingly: "Well, beautiful."
"That's right." Cheng Ge's expression was proud, and his tone was full of admiration, "She is my goddess."
"You like her like this?" Qing Nuan asked with a smile.
"Well, I like her character and talent, it's just amazing." Cheng Ge clenched his fists, his originally calm eyes seemed to become turbulent every time he talked about Avril, "The voice is nice, and the songs written are great Already!"
Qing Nuan looked at Cheng Ge's appearance and thought, this is the power of idols.
It turned out that he liked such a girl.
The more Cheng Ge talked, the more excited he became, and finally he simply plugged the earphone cable into the phone, and then put the earphones on Qing Nuan's ears: "So, you can also listen to her songs."
Can't let Qingnuan refuse, the music has already started.
Cheng Ge slowly read a word: "Innocence."
Qing Nuan didn't understand, so: "What?"
Cheng Ge explained with a smile: ""Innocence" is the name of this song, which means 'innocence'."
Qing Nuan nodded, closed her eyes, and felt the melody with her heart.
The prelude is a short but beautiful piano, quiet rock style, followed by that unique voice, which is beautiful and full of power.
Cheng Ge occasionally hummed along.
Qing Nuan barely heard a sentence, which is also the chorus of the whole song, and the line with the highest melody repetition rate: "This innocence is brilliant (this innocence is so precious)."
The music in the earphones is still going on, but a naive and firm idea is slowly sprouting in Qing Nuan's heart, and it is about to break out of the ground.
Cheng Ge likes girls like this, so I have to work hard to become like her.
3
In fact, on that day, not only Qing Nuan and Cheng Ge were active in the playground during lunch break, but also Song Yang and Xu Jiarong.
Song Yang played basketball with a few seniors in the senior class, and Xu Jiarong was on the edge of the court, sometimes reading romance novels and sometimes watching Song Yang.
Every time Song Yang scored a goal, Xu Jiarong never forgot to cheer for him.
In high school, there may always be a certain kind of boy who is especially favored by girls. This kind of boy often likes sports, has a naughty personality, has a bad manner, and even habitually swears a few bad words, but He was just good looking and attractive.
Song Yang is such a typical example.
He has just entered the first year of high school. As a freshman, he has a height of 1.7 meters [-]. He ignores the school rules and regulations every day. He likes to open his arms when he wears the school uniform. Being late, falling asleep in class, besides playing basketball, her biggest hobby is to lie beside Qingnuan's desk when she is studying hard, and tell her pornographic jokes.
Whenever he saw Qing Nuan blushing with embarrassment from his jokes, he couldn't help laughing.
He has a bit of a bad smile and a bit of a handsome smile.
Xu Jiarong grew up with Song Yang, and Qing Nuan was Xu Jiarong's first good friend after coming to J City High School, so every time Xu Jiarong saw Song Yang "teasing" Qing Nuan, she couldn't help poking Song with her index finger Yang's head, calling him "shameless".
Song Yang didn't care, anyway, Xu Jiarong couldn't do anything to him, and Qing Nuan couldn't do anything about him, so he just went his own way.
On this day, when Song Yang was playing ball, he happened to see Qing Nuan and Cheng Ge sitting side by side under the shade of a tree in the distance of the playground.
Qing Nuan has always liked to walk with Cheng Ge, and Song Yang, as Qing Nuan's tablemate, knows this.
But this time, Song Yang took a few extra glances for some reason.
Just watching, the teammate passed the ball, accompanied by the anxious voice of the teammate: "Song Yang, throw the ball!"
Seeing the ball fall into Song Yang's hands, Xu Jiarong couldn't help cheering before Song Yang threw the ball.
Because she knew that Song Yang's pitching percentage was very high.
Song Yang came back to his senses, jumped subconsciously with the ball, and threw a parabola—the basketball drew an arc in midair, brushed the rim, and fell to the ground.
no goals...
The teammates and Xu Jiarong were silent for a moment.
I only heard Song Yang say: "Stop fighting, who will replace me?"
After tossing for a while, some students replaced Song Yang.
Song Yang sat down beside Xu Jiarong, drinking mineral water.
"What happened just now?" Xu Jiarong asked.
"It's just a miss."
Song Yang still looked into the distance.
"I don't think you've lost your hand, but lost your mind."
Xu Jiarong laughed.
"What nonsense?" Song Yang was expressionless, but the focus of his eyes remained unchanged, looking at the shade of the tree from a distance.
Xu Jiarong finally noticed Song Yang's gaze, and followed his gaze.
Song Yang has been looking at Qing Nuan!
Under the shade of a tree far away, Qing Nuan was leaning on Cheng Ge's shoulder.
Qing Nuan seemed to have fallen asleep, maybe she was just closing her eyes and resting her mind. In short, the two of them just leaned together like that, and didn't move for a long time.
"What's their relationship?" Song Yang, who never cared about his classmates, unexpectedly asked this kind of gossip, "Didn't you have a good time with Qingnuan? You should know."
Xu Jiarong let out a soft "tss" and replied, "I don't know what their relationship is, so I just want to ask, what does their relationship have to do with you?"
Her tone was very bad, and Song Yang just frowned after hearing this: "Just ask, what are you doing? Talking about tongue twisters?"
Xu Jiarong couldn't bear Song Yang's foolishness, so she glared at him and warned, "I'm telling you, Song Yang, don't think of Qingnuan, she is the most innocent little girl, and she doesn't like being with you at all. You're playing, you haven't seen it yet? He is a good student who studies hard, and he is not the same as you, so don't provoke him. "
"Look at her, she's dressed like a little cabbage entering the city, she's dead, and she's at the same table as her all day long, don't you think I'm bothering you?" Song Yang mocked.
Xu Jiarong still squinted at him: "Are you still annoying? I think it's true that Qing Nuan is annoying you! You despise him and provoke him every day? Qing Nuan doesn't like to talk to you! You're blind, you go to ask the teacher in charge to change the table, do you dare? You don't dare at all, I think it's because Qing Nuan doesn't like to talk to you, and you only like to be with Cheng Ge, you see sour eyes In my heart, it is true that my self-esteem has been hurt.”
Xu Jiarong's speech has always been sharp, these words almost pierced Song Yang's heart.
She was right.
Song Yang has been Qing Nuan's deskmate for a long time, he always felt that no matter which school he goes to, he is still popular among the students, boys are willing to regard him as a buddy, girls are willing to regard him as a male god, But ever since he and Qing Nuan became the same table, he began to feel that everything was not going well.
For example, no matter how Song Yang provokes Qing Nuan, be it handsome, provocative or ridiculed, Qing Nuan just ignores him.
For example, before Song Yang was in class, he could just sleep in for a class, and the teacher would ignore him, but now?Because Qingnuan is more eager to learn, she is quite popular with the teacher, so that the teacher will always hang around her, making him unable to sleep - a typical disaster for Chiyu.
Another example, in the past when he provoked other classmates, few people would come forward to confront him, but now?Every time he teased Qing Nuan and laughed at Qing Nuan, Cheng Ge would be the first to jump out, and Xu Jiarong would be the second to jump out, and they would quarrel with him unceremoniously in order to protect Qing Nuan.
In short, he felt that Qing Nuan was his disaster star.
But Song Yang was stubborn and refused to admit it. Even though Xu Jiarong had made it so clear, Song Yang still retorted nonchalantly: "Are you kidding? Just like her, can my self-esteem be hurt? In the next life."
Xu Jiarong didn't quarrel with him any more, but leaned close to him, looked at him with a smile, her eyes bent into small crescents: "Then what kind of person can hurt your self-esteem? How about this girl? Come, take a look, I will give you a chance to appreciate the beautiful girl openly and aboveboard."
After speaking, Xu Jiarong kept smiling and leaned on the railing naturally.
Song Yang turned his head and admired the face he had been looking at for more than ten years.
Xu Jiarong joked that she is a beautiful girl, but it is not an exaggeration at all.
Song Yang and Xu Jiarong grew up together. He has always known that Xu Jiarong has exquisite facial features and temperament. In addition, many of the clothes on his body are limited editions, so he is really beautiful.
Today she is wearing a casual plaid skirt just below her knees and an off-white T-shirt. The pink sneakers complement her skirt perfectly. Her fair skin is as beautiful as a porcelain doll. Coupled with that short hair that is just right, it is really unbelievable Refute the "beautiful girl" statement.
But Song Yang has known her for too many years, and he has seen such a beautiful face for too many years, so he just glanced at Xu Jiarong, smiled, and reluctantly answered three words: "It's okay."
Xu Jiarong had expected Song Yang's performance a long time ago, so she was not surprised.
Although expected, it is also disappointing.
So, Xu Jiarong sighed jokingly, and said, "Oh, Song Yang, Song Yang, I've been with you for so many years, yet you don't want to take another look at me."
Song Yang let out a "tss" and said, "Why do you accompany me? I didn't ask you to follow me every day, it's all because of your own willingness."
Xu Jiarong slapped Song Yang's head with a slap: "Am I willing? If you have the ability, you can buy the coke yourself, choose the jersey yourself, and if you have nothing to do, just call me and let me have dinner with you. I will skip class later. Don't ask me to cover for you. If your dad comes to ask me which game hall you went to, I will tell you the truth, stay where you are cool!"
Song Yang immediately begged for mercy: "It's all right, it's my fault! We agreed back then that we won't separate families from best friends."
"It's almost there."
Xu Jiarong nodded in satisfaction.
When the class bell rang, the students on the playground scattered and ran to their respective classrooms.
The originally lively basketball court gradually fell silent.
The birds in the air flew by, taking away the laughter of the boy and the girl, as well as the unspeakable secrets buried in the bottom of my heart when I was young.
4
Two months later, the boys of J City High School participated in the annual questionnaire survey.
It is reported that there is a special investigation team in the school, which is responsible for distributing questionnaires to every boy in the school, and finally sorting out the results of all the questionnaires and screening out the final results.
The final result will be posted on the student bulletin board for the whole school to watch.
This is a student activity that all teachers in J City High School tacitly approve of.
The research topic of this research team is very funny and very interesting.
The content of the annual survey is: Who is the school belle in your mind?
Every year, the ballot creates a stir among students, and boys can vote anonymously.
After a week of questionnaires and voting competitions, the bulletin board finally posted the results of this year's school belle selection. There are many girls on the list, and all the votes of the girls on the list have been sorted out by caring people and listed one by one.
Luo Weiwei is No.1——the number one school belle, and she deserves her name.
Except for Luo Weiwei who won the championship, the other girls on the list are basically trendy girls with beautiful looks, wealthy families, and fashionable dresses.
However, what was surprising was that Qing Nuan was also selected.
Qing Nuan was the last one on the list with only two votes.
On the day after the list was announced, when Qing Nuan opened the door and walked into the classroom, the students in the classroom fell silent, all eyes were on Qing Nuan, and the awkward atmosphere lasted for about half a minute.
I don't know who yelled loudly: "Ouch, another school belle has come to class!"
Then the whole class roared with laughter.
Qing Nuan blushed, standing at the door of the classroom, neither entering nor retreating, listening to the ridicule of her classmates, it stuck in her ear like a thorn.
"She looks like that, I don't know who is blind, but some boys voted for her! Is this a school flower, or a bumpkin?"
"That's right, she's submissive all day, dressed like a bumpkin, yet someone votes for her, I'm really convinced."
"What do you know, some people look innocent and harmless, but it is not necessarily possible to hook up with anyone in order to get votes..."
There were even some unbearable words that made Qing Nuan really unbearable.
Xu Jiarong was also in the classroom, she couldn't stand it anymore, she pulled Qing Nuan to her seat, then ran to the podium angrily, and said loudly: "You guys are too bullying! What's wrong with Qing Nuan? Is it bothering you? Talking nonsense, when talking about others, first look at yourself in the mirror!"
For a moment, the classroom fell silent again.
"She didn't bother us, so I voted for Qing Nuan, just to encourage my classmates!" Song Yang smiled wickedly, holding his chin, turned his head to look at Qing Nuan, and said that A sentence that is extremely cruel to Qing Nuan, "The ugly duckling should also have a spring. I voted for you to encourage you. Action plans such as the ugly girl fight may be more suitable for you. You should be lucky that I will vote for you." If you vote, I'm just that kind."
There was another burst of laughter in the classroom.
Qing Nuan finally couldn't bear such humiliation anymore, and rushed out of the classroom crying.
"Warm!"
Xu Jiarong called her and wanted to call her back, but Qing Nuan completely ignored her.
Xu Jiarong glared at Song Yang angrily, and asked, "Are you satisfied now? I'll deal with you when I come back!"
Song Yang choked for a moment, and before he could refute, he saw Xu Jiarong had already chased Qing Nuan away.
With red eyes, Qing Nuan searched for Cheng Ge's trace in the school.
She wants to find Cheng Ge, every time she is helpless, she wants to find him.
Cheng Ge likes to run. Ever since he entered J City High School, he would go for a run by the river next to the physics laboratory building every day at this time, so Qing Nuan also came to this river.
She was full of grievances, and she only waited for a while to confide in Cheng Ge after seeing him, but when she approached the small river, she was stunned.
Cheng Ge was indeed running by the river.
However, Luo Weiwei was also there.
Luo Weiwei was even wearing sportswear of a similar color to Cheng Ge's.
The two of them ran side by side—
The boys are tall and handsome, the girls are sunny and beautiful, the pictures are harmonious, their steps are consistent, and they all have relaxed smiles on their faces.
Qing Nuan watched this scene from a distance, stopped in her tracks, and dared not move forward, for she was afraid that she would destroy this beautiful picture.
Qing Nuan stood at the same spot, thinking carefully: In fact, speaking of it, Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei can become good friends is nothing more than normal.
Cheng Ge is handsome and Luo Weiwei is beautiful.
Cheng Ge's grades are excellent, and Luo Weiwei is among the best.
Cheng Ge likes sports, and Luo Weiwei likes dancing.
Cheng Ge's idol is Avril Lavigne, a talented rock singer from Canada, and Luo Weiwei happens to be a loyal fan of Avril Lavigne.
Everything is so coincidental, almost in line with the phrase "We are destined to meet thousands of miles away".
In contrast, Qing Nuan suddenly felt that the deep friendship between himself and Cheng Ge seemed to be the most unreasonable thing.
Do guys like good looking girls?
Maybe it is, the reasons for boys and girls in campus are always very pure, without any impurities, they don't think about money, they don't hesitate about the future, they only look at faces.
The more Qing Nuan thought about it, the more she felt it made sense.
That guy Song Yang undoubtedly likes beautiful girls, that's why he always despises her and laughs at her so much in front of everyone.
Even Cheng Ge, Cheng Ge likes to be with Luo Weiwei, because Luo Weiwei is the most beautiful girl in the school, and Cheng Ge's idol, Avril Lavigne, is also such a beautiful star.
Qing Nuan suddenly understood, suddenly enlightened.
Just at this time, Xu Jiarong hurried over.
"Nuan Nuan!" Xu Jiarong looked at Qing Nuan worriedly, "Are you okay? Don't be angry, those people in our class know how to make fun of Song Yang!"
Qingnuan was grateful for Xu Jiarong's kindness, wiped away her tears, and nodded: "Well, I know, so I want to open it too. Rongrong, thank you for letting you worry about me."
"Thank you!" Xu Jiarong scolded, and then continued to comfort him, "Nuan Nuan, that guy Song Yang is a bastard, just ignore him and treat him as a biting dog! I'll help you teach him a lesson when I get back. If he dares to slander you like this in the future, I will definitely not spare him!"
Xu Jiarong made an oath on her face, as if she insisted on seeking justice for Qing Nuan.
Qing Nuan was teased by her and laughed: "Okay, okay, I know you are the best! Rongrong, just now the classmates in the class were laughing at me, only you are willing to stand up for me, I am very touched."
Xu Jiarong looked unbearable, waved her hand and said: "Okay, don't be so polite. Do you know that it is because you are too weak and easy to bully that those classmates in the class dare to treat you like this. Otherwise you Let them tease me like this once? I promise to beat them until they don't recognize themselves when they look in the mirror!"
She raised her fists, with a domineering look of baring her teeth and claws, she looked like a person not to be trifled with.
Qingnuan also agrees with Xu Jiarong's words in her heart, she thinks that she should make a change.
Previously germinated ideas shouldn't stay in the bud, she needs to let herself transform.
5
In the next few weeks, Qing Nuan was trying to catch up on knowledge about fashion matching.
She doesn't know fashion magazines, doesn't know how to match, and hasn't learned how to make up. She only knows that Cheng Ge likes the type of Avril Lavigne, so she has been focusing her efforts on Avril Lavigne's style.
That beautiful and decadent female rock singer with thick black eyeliner, as long as I imitate her, Cheng Ge will like it.
With such good expectations, she took the lucky money she had saved for several years, stepped into those luxurious cosmetics stores, and walked into a dazzling array of shopping malls.
She was dressed in rustic clothes and behaved dazedly. When she was walking in a fashionable cosmetics store, the salesperson didn't even bother to talk to her.
Qing Nuan was not annoyed, and carefully selected the samples in the display cabinet: liquid eyeliner, primer...
Perhaps because she was worried that Qing Nuan would mess up the samples, the salesperson finally couldn't help reminding Qing Nuan: "This liquid eyeliner is 299 yuan, it is a product of the famous brand Christian Dior, girl, do you like this?" ?”
When Qing Nuan heard the price, she was so frightened that her hands softened, and she subconsciously asked, "How expensive is such a small bottle?"
The salesperson smiled, with contempt in his eyes, as if he had expected that Qingnuan would not be able to afford it, and said succinctly: "The condensed ones are the essence."
Qing Nuan saw the mockery in her eyes, and took a deep breath in her heart, feeling very upset.She clutched the money in her pocket tightly, hesitated for a while, and finally made up her mind, and said, "I'll buy this, let's settle the bill."
She thought, since it was a makeup look for Cheng Ge, she should choose a good brand and a good product.
She knew that since the salesman looked down on her so much, she should learn from Xu Jiarong's spirit, and it would be interesting to kill the salesman with money.
It's a pity that she doesn't have the courage and strength like Xu Jiarong, so she just made up her mind secretly.
After dazedly buying a few more cosmetics, Qing Nuan went to the clothing store again.
There was not much money left on her that she had worked so hard to save, so the clothes she could choose from in the mall were relatively limited. While recalling the celebrity photo that Cheng Ge had shown her, she was looking for ripped jeans.
In the end, she bought the washed and distressed ripped jeans and black rock-style T-shirt as she wished.
The next day, Qing Nuan took action.
Qing Nuan got up early, tossed and tossed in front of the mirror for more than two hours, and then left the house uneasily.
Cheng Ge was waiting at Qingnuan's doorstep to go to school with her as usual.
Qing Nuan was excited and nervous, she slowly approached Cheng Ge's bicycle, expecting to see Cheng Ge's surprised expression.But the moment she walked in front of Cheng Ge, she realized that Cheng Ge didn't recognize her at all.
He actually thought she was a passerby, so he only glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, then continued to swipe the phone screen with his head down.
Qing Nuan looked down and saw that Cheng Ge was editing a text message, and the recipient displayed on the text message was "Qing Nuan"—herself.
The content of the text message is: "Did you oversleep today? Go out, or you will be late."
Qing Nuan had no choice but to pat Cheng Ge on the shoulder: "Hey, Brother Ge!"
Cheng Ge raised his head, and after recognizing the girl in front of him as Qing Nuan, he was obviously taken aback.He looked at Qing Nuan with great interest, and said, "I said Miss Nuan Nuan, what are you doing? Are you going to a masquerade party? I didn't even recognize you just now."
In fact, it is not surprising that Cheng Ge would have such a reaction. Qing Nuan, who was originally innocent and harmless, looked at Cheng Ge with two big eyes with black eye makeup at this moment. Cheng Ge would inevitably be startled.
Qing Nuan, who used to only wear simple school uniforms or old-fashioned sportswear, is now wearing retro ripped jeans, a black T-shirt with the word "Rock" printed on it, and studded boots on her feet.
The most exaggerated thing is that she actually wears four or five rings on her hands...
Four words to describe - out of place.
Qing Nuan thought Cheng Ge was shocked by her outfit, and asked with a smile, "Does it look good?"
Cheng Ge knew that he shouldn't hit Qing Nuan, but if he really said "good-looking", he couldn't pass the test of his own conscience, so he had to reply tactfully: "Nuan Nuan, I think you are more suitable for sweet and fresh clothes, such as There's a word, isn't it called 'Mori girl type', it's like that... You don't suit the feeling you have now, it's a little strange to wear this kind of collocation on you..."
Qing Nuan let out a muffled "Oh", feeling a little disappointed.
Ge Ge doesn't seem to be surprised.
But why doesn't he like it?Doesn't he really like Avril Lavigne?
Thinking of this, Qing Nuan felt sad and at a loss.
But she secretly pumped herself up, took a deep breath, raised her head, and said to Cheng Ge with a smile: "Okay, let's go, or you'll be really late."
Time is running out, Cheng Ge also nodded: "Hurry up and get in the car."
Qing Nuan got into the car, and the bike galloped towards the wind.
Qing Nuan felt that she had bad luck this day, and the source of bad luck was her dress that she thought was beautiful.
When she arrived at school, even though her classmates didn't say it clearly in front of her, Qing Nuan didn't fail to hear those pointing voices behind her.
"Qing Nuan was stimulated by something? Hahaha, look at her."
"Who knows? Don't say it, she will hear it later."
Even Song Yang, who likes to bully Qingnuan in class, obediently kept silent this class, staring at her suspiciously.
Qing Nuan was restless throughout the class, feeling extremely ashamed, and ran to the bathroom to wash her face after the first class.
It backfired because she was determined to buy high-quality cosmetics, so the foundation and liquid eyeliner she bought were waterproof.
Qing Nuan kept flushing and washing her face vigorously under the faucet, rubbing her hands vigorously between her eyelids.
This scene happened to be seen by a group of passing students.
Before I knew it, there was a circle of people behind the bathroom.
Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei walked over, as did Song Yang and Xu Jiarong.
Cheng Ge looked at Qing Nuan who was washing his face, and was stabbed in the heart by her aggrieved and embarrassed appearance. He frowned, and was about to step forward to help, but he didn't have time.
When Cheng Ge was about to step forward to help, Song Yang on the side had already smiled coldly: "I also said, what is wrong with Qing Nuan? Maybe he is going to go to bars and nightclubs at night. , haha, what about the style of your clothes? Is it a nightclub princess?"
Song Yang did not hide the disdain in his eyes.
Qing Nuan didn't speak, buried her head in the cold water, and rubbed her hands more vigorously.
Song Yang's mouth was relentless: "It's really ugly people who make troubles. I really think that you are Avril Lavigne if you dress up like Avril Lavigne? Forget it, there is a hundred thousand Xu Jiarong difference between you and her."
As soon as the words fell, Xu Jiarong who was next to him punched Song Yang in the back.
"Say it again." Qing Nuan raised her head suddenly, with water dripping from her face, and the already smudged eye makeup still sticking tightly around her eye sockets, like a funny giant panda.
Qing Nuan, who has always been docile and well-behaved like a little sheep, is clenching her fists tightly and staring at Song Yang, like a furious and forbearing beast.
It was the first time for Song Yang to see her expression like this, and his heart moved, knowing that he might have touched her Ni Lin, he wanted to stop, but he couldn't save face, so he had to continue pretending to be foolish, and repeated it again The words just now: "I said you are an ugly person and do more mischief."
Qing Nuan walked towards Song Yang in a stern manner, stood in front of him, raised her hand, and slapped Song Yang unceremoniously.
"Snapped--"
Song Yang didn't expect this to happen, and was instantly stunned.
In fact, not only Song Yang, everyone present - Luo Weiwei, Xu Jiarong, including Cheng Ge, were all taken aback.
Qing Nuan didn't stop there, she stared at Song Yang, her tone was a bit harsh: "I'm ugly or beautiful, what does that have to do with you? You care so much, are you the aunt of the neighborhood committee? Or do you live by the sea? Or You ate too much breakfast, so you have nothing to do?"
Song Yang was provoked by her, and the anger in his heart suddenly burst out. After swearing a bad word, he fought back emotionally: "Are you sick? You made yourself look like a ghost and came to school. Isn’t it just for people to see? I saw it, and if you say you’re ugly, why don’t you quit? Do you think you’re the most beautiful, do you want to become an Internet celebrity like Sister Feng?”
Just as Qing Nuan was about to explode, Cheng Ge quickly blocked Qing Nuan's body.
Cheng Ge was also very angry at Song Yang's words: "Song Yang, how can you say that about a girl?"
"Oh, are you still protecting?" Song Yang was furious when he saw Cheng Ge's protection of Qing Nuan, "Why, you still want to fight with me because of this ugly man?"
Cheng Ge didn't even finish listening to him, and greeted Song Yang's face with his fist.
Song Yang got punched and was completely enraged. He threw off his peaked cap and wrestled with Cheng Ge.
At that time, boys were always so vigorous and youthful.
For the sake of a girl, she can fight without any scruples. It doesn't matter if she is criticized by the school notice, or ordered to write a thousand-word self-criticism.
At that time, Song Yang didn't understand what was the reason for his inexplicable hostility towards Qing Nuan and Cheng Ge.
Regarding this answer, there is actually a very interesting online questionnaire for boys - "What is the most counterproductive thing you did when you were a child?"
The number one answer is: He obviously likes a girl very much, but deliberately makes her angry every day.
Many years later, when he recalled his student life and his youth, he suddenly realized: Ah, it turned out that he had fallen in love with her a long time ago.
So, how can he tolerate another boy acting as a hero in front of the girl he loves?
But Song Yang, who had just begun to fall in love, was powerless to stop him. After all, all the girl's thoughts were on other people, so he could only provoke her every day in get out of class and laugh at her after class. If she couldn't like him, he might as well make her hate him.
This is also a strong sense of presence.
At this time, Song Yang didn't fully understand his thoughts, he just wanted to beat Cheng Ge.
At this time, Cheng Ge only thought that someone had bullied his Qingnuan, so he had to be taught a lesson.
As a result, both Cheng Ge and Song Yang were beaten into pig heads by the other party.
Luo Weiwei was pulling Cheng Ge, and Xu Jiarong was pulling Song Yang, and then they managed to separate them.
Finally, the dean passed by, with a dark face, and called all five of them to the office of the Academic Affairs Office.
The end result was that the five of them were criticized by the dean at the same time. Cheng Ge and Song Yang had to write a [-]-word self-criticism for the fight, and they had to read it out on the rostrum when the school flag was raised. review.
And Qing Nuan, because of violating school discipline, openly putting on makeup and wearing outlandish clothes, was fined to clean the school toilet for a week.
So far, Qing Nuan's plan to modify herself to attract Cheng Ge's attention has come to an end and failed.
6
In the following week, Qing Nuan had to endure the "secret stench" of the toilet every day after school, running between the garbage station and the women's toilet with cleaning tools.
Cheng Ge would help Qing Nuan clean up after school every day.
Qing Nuan was responsible for cleaning the toilet, and Cheng Ge helped Qing Nuan throw the garbage to the garbage station.
"Okay, it's OK to clean the toilet for the last time." The punishment finally ended, Qing Nuan carefully cleaned herself in the sink, and said to Cheng Ge with a wry smile, "Fortunately, the director only asked me to clean for a week, otherwise I would leave school every day If they all go, I will be stinky."
Cheng Ge was amused by her, and even approached her to sniff, "Really? Let me smell it!"
"Go away!" Qing Nuan smiled and pushed him away.
The two joked a few words like this.
Cheng Ge was going to push his bicycle in the school carport as usual, Qing Nuan walked with him, passed by the playground, and found that it was completely dark.In the quiet night sky, the stars are like night lights hanging in heaven, shining one by one.
Under the sky full of stars, she and he walked slowly.
Qing Nuan was touched by such a soft night, she hesitated for a while, and finally asked softly: "Brother Ge, do you think I'm ugly, not pretty, like an ugly duckling?"
Cheng Ge pursed his lips and smiled, stroking her head, as if comforting a wounded animal: "All ugly ducklings can turn into swans in the end, can't they? Nuannuan, it's not good for you to just be yourself ?"
Qingnuan stopped and asked again: "But no matter whether I am myself or not, my classmates don't like me and they will laugh at me. I don't understand, I didn't provoke them. After my mother passed away, my father worked very hard, and has been working hard all the time. Heart for me, although I'm not as good at dressing up as Luo Weiwei, but I don't hinder other students, why do they treat me like this?"
"Do you like Tagore?" Cheng Ge asked Qing Nuan suddenly.
Qing Nuan shook her head: "I don't know much about Tagore, I only know a few of his poems."
Cheng Ge nodded: "I like him very much. There is a sentence in his poems that I especially like."
"Which sentence?" Qing Nuan asked curiously.
Cheng Ge raised his head and looked at the stars in the night sky. At that moment, it seemed that the vast universe was reflected in his eyes.
Qing Nuan was startled by Cheng Ge like this, she subconsciously held her breath.
I only heard Cheng Ge slowly read the sentence: "The world kisses me painfully, and wants me to repay it with a song."
Before Qing Nuan responded, Cheng Ge turned his head and looked at Qing Nuan with burning eyes, as if he wanted to look into her heart: "Qing Nuan, let me change this sentence and give it to you, okay?"
"Okay, how do you want to change it?"
"Youth kisses me with pain, and asks me to repay it with a song."
The night was very cold, but Cheng Ge's gentle tone seemed to warm up even the cold night.
Qing Nuan murmured and repeated this sentence, as if she wanted to chew it up and then swallow it, letting the sentence seep into her bone marrow: "Youth kissed me painfully, and you want me to reciprocate with a song?"
"Yes." Cheng Ge nodded, "No matter how much pain and sadness you encounter, Nuan Nuan, you must remember this sentence, don't be discouraged, don't give up—Youth kisses you painfully, and you want to repay it To sing."
If you really can't find a song to give back to the world, that's okay, I'm your song, always will be.
This sentence was silently chanted in Cheng Ge's heart, but he didn't say it out of his mouth.
Qing Nuan chewed Cheng Ge's words, and nodded slowly under the moonlight.
At that moment, Cheng Ge's smile was brighter than the stars.
That year, Qing Nuan seemed to understand but didn't understand. She only felt that she looked very small under such a bright smile, like the most inconspicuous sand in the universe, but Sansheng was lucky to be able to meet Cheng Ge here.
She was too busy to feel inferior and dodge, so she ignored the warmth in Cheng Ge's eyes.
(End of this chapter)
Cheng Ge said a word to Qing Nuan. On that cold night, his gentle voice seemed to warm the cold dew.
Qing Nuan later imprinted that sentence deeply in her own life, and imprinted it in every tormenting late night.She read it over and over again, and the more she read it, it seemed that the fear in her heart would be dispelled, and the gossip echoing in her ears would be eliminated.
The world kisses me bitterly and asks me to sing in return.
-Tagore
1
Compared with junior high school life, high school life is more like the purgatory of the sea.
It seems that the teachers in every key class like to procrastinate. Qing Nuan's grades are in the middle of the class, just like her character, not outstanding, not top-notch, extremely mediocre.
Cheng Ge still took care of Qing Nuan as before, but there was one more person between them.
What started as a twosome has turned into a threesome.
Luo Weiwei seemed to like to follow Cheng Ge very much, and Cheng Ge didn't know whether it was out of good intentions or habit. He would not only call Qing Nuan but also Luo Weiwei during after-school activities or lunch breaks.
Luo Weiwei is different from Qing Nuan. She is beautiful and unruly, and her grades are among the best. Even her school uniform looks exquisite when worn on her body.
It was also in the comparison again and again that Qing Nuan slowly discovered that Cheng Ge became more and more handsome, and many girls would take the initiative to get close to Cheng Ge, but Qing Nuan was always like an ugly duckling.
Her clothes are still rustic, and her grades are still not improving.
Until one day, when Cheng Ge asked Qing Nuan to have lunch together again, Qing Nuan refused.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Ge asked.
Qing Nuan looked up at Cheng Ge, then at Luo Weiwei who was standing beside Cheng Ge in beautiful clothes, then lowered her head.
"Brother Ge, you and Weiwei go to dinner. I haven't memorized my English text yet. Isn't the teacher going to check the recitation this afternoon? I have to recite it quickly, or I will be ashamed this afternoon."
"Go to the playground at noon, and I will recite it with you." Cheng Ge grabbed Qing Nuan and said forcefully, "Eat first, how can you have the energy to recite the text if you are not full? You will save food for the cafeteria."
Qing Nuan hesitated for a while, but was unable to refute.
Luo Weiwei stood beside Cheng Ge without saying a word, but looked at Qing Nuan with a little more meaning in her eyes.
It was a kind of vague but seemingly able to penetrate into the bottom of my heart.
Qing Nuan felt that she looked a little embarrassed under Luo Weiwei's probing eyes.
In the end, she followed Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei to the cafeteria sullenly.
As before, Cheng Ge formed a long queue in the dinner line, while Qing Nuan waited relaxedly at the dinner table.
However, now the person waiting for Cheng Ge is not only himself, but also Luo Weiwei.
Qing Nuan felt awkward no matter what, and sitting with Luo Weiwei seemed extremely out of tune - Luo Weiwei is a famous beauty in the whole grade, many boys are scrambling to please her; but she is so humble, Even after she heard the people around her praise Luo Weiwei's beauty, she would ask contemptuously, "Who is that person next to her? How could she be sitting with Weiwei in such rustic clothes?"
"She, I heard that she is Cheng Ge's friend."
"How could Cheng Ge make such friends? Isn't Cheng Ge with Weiwei? That girl looks superfluous."
Hearing such words, Qing Nuan felt a dull pain in her heart, and her cheeks were also slightly hot.She didn't understand that she was said to be like that when she obviously didn't do anything.
Moreover, she and Cheng Ge were the ones who met first.
Is it true that only beautiful girls are worthy of eating with Cheng Ge?Qing Nuan didn't think so in the past, and it took a few years to change this idea. Qing Nuan felt that the only way to be worthy of the other party is to make herself better through hard work.
Luo Weiwei heard others gossiping, and said to Qing Nuan apologetically, "I'm sorry, Nuan Nuan, don't take what they said to heart."
Qing Nuan shook her head and said nothing.
Finally, when Cheng Ge came back with two meals, he gave one to Qing Nuan and the other to Luo Weiwei, and finally went back to bring his own meal.
When eating in the past, Cheng Ge would always happily talk about some interesting things that made Qingnuan feel very fresh, such as what commercials did the star of a certain basketball team endorse, such as what new song a certain foreign actress released, etc. of.
Qing Nuan claims to be Cheng Ge's best audience, because she came from a small town and doesn't know the foreign stars that Cheng Ge worships. At best, she only knows domestic stars like Jay Chou, Jacky Cheung, and Andy Lau, so every time Cheng Ge Tell her about those international superstars, she always listens very seriously.
But now, Cheng Ge has not changed, he is still talking about those novel things, those charming stars, but he is no longer the only audience.
What Cheng Ge said, Qing Nuan didn't understand, but Luo Weiwei did.
"I like this song too. I voted online yesterday to rank this song!" She even liked the same star as Cheng Ge.
"You actually love listening to my goddess' songs!"
Cheng Ge looked like he had found a bosom friend.
"That must be! The goddess is not only yours, she is also my goddess for many years!" Luo Weiwei looked adoring.
Qing Nuan listened silently, and stuffed the rice into his mouth mouthful, like chewing wax.
When one day you find that everything seems to be the same, but in fact it has changed a long time ago, that is the real horror.
Qing Nuan suddenly discovered that she had never had so much in common with Cheng Ge like Luo Weiwei.
Even though they were at the same dining table, even though the environment in the cafeteria was so noisy, Qing Nuan still felt that there was an unresolved embarrassment around her.
The three of them were eating together, and she couldn't get in a word, while the other two were chatting happily.
Yes, she was ignored.
Qing Nuan was not very happy in her heart, but it was hard to say it out, for fear that people would think she was making a fuss out of a molehill.She struggled and remained silent for a meal, before Cheng Ge noticed Qing Nuan's strangeness, and asked, "Nuan Nuan, why don't you talk anymore?"
Qingnuan smiled feebly, trying to find a decent reason for his silence: "As the old saying goes, don't talk when you eat and don't talk when you sleep. I'm a lady, don't you see?"
Cheng Ge tapped Qing Nuan's head with his fingers, and said dotingly: "Come on, you are already a lady, you don't need to learn!"
The firm and gentle fingers tapped on Qing Nuan's head, and fell into Luo Weiwei's eyes.
Qing Nuan suddenly found that she was a little greedy for this kind of feeling - joking, a little doting, warm contact.
For a moment, all the unwillingness and dissatisfaction in Qing Nuan's heart turned into a smile on his lips: "Well, I won't study anymore, after dinner, I agreed, go to the playground to endorse."
After saying this, Qing Nuan was actually afraid that Luo Weiwei would go with them again.
But fortunately, Cheng Ge said to Luo Weiwei: "You go back, we are going to endorse."
Luo Weiwei smiled at Qing Nuan: "Nuan Nuan, I'll go back first."
Qing Nuan breathed a sigh of relief.
For a moment, Qing Nuan felt a little selfish.
But what does that matter?Feelings are not forced or forced, so what does it matter if you are a little bit selfish?
2
In early autumn, the playground is no longer hot in summer.
Qing Nuan and Cheng Ge found a shaded place, sat side by side on the stone steps, took out the English book, and began to read in a low voice.
Cheng Ge has already learned by heart, and at this moment he is sitting beside Qing Nuan, simply wanting to accompany her.
Qingnuan's spoken English has a little hometown accent, Wu Nong's soft language feeling, Cheng Ge occasionally hears mistakes, and will help her correct them.Most of the time, Qing Nuan carried it on his back, and Cheng Ge listened quietly.
It took about half an hour before Qing Nuan memorized the English text quite fluently.
Putting down the textbook, Qing Nuan felt a little sleepy.
The sun in early autumn made people lazy, and Qing Nuan couldn't help yawning.
"Sleepy?" Cheng Ge asked.
Qing Nuan nodded lazily: "Yeah."
Cheng Ge smiled and put his shoulders closer: "Do you want to sleep on it for a while?"
Qing Nuan quickly pushed his shoulder aside, and waved his hands again and again: "No, no, no."
Cheng Ge didn't care, and continued to rub against Qingnuan: "Okay, there is still an hour before class, the sun is so comfortable here, you can sleep on it. There is no one around, you can't see it. We are so familiar, why should we be ashamed, we are good buddies, so don't be coy. If someone comes later, I will wake you up."
Cheng Ge had run out of words, and Qing Nuan didn't know what to say.
Qing Nuan was like a little sheep bewitched by a big bad wolf, and she no longer thought of any reason to refute, and she was indeed a little sleepy, so she stopped being hypocritical, leaned on Cheng Ge's shoulder, and closed her eyes.Cheng Ge immediately tensed his shoulders and straightened his waist, trying to make Qing Nuan sleep comfortably.
The breeze is warm and the sun is quiet, like a beautiful picture scroll.
Qing Nuan soon fell asleep.
I fell asleep for about 30 minutes before waking up.
When Qing Nuan woke up, Cheng Ge still kept his chest upright, didn't move at all, and didn't even take a sip of the Coke in his hand, for fear of waking Qing Nuan.
Seeing Cheng Ge like this, Qing Nuan was moved, angry and funny, and blamed: "Why are you so straight? Are you tired?"
Cheng Ge smiled: "I'm not tired."
Qing Nuan was silent for a while, and suddenly thought of the topic Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei talked about during lunch, and unconsciously asked the question that had been on her mind for a long time: "Who is that star you mentioned at noon...? "
"Are you asking about Avril Lavigne?" Cheng Ge said, took out his phone, pointed to the lock screen of the phone and said, "That's her, the Canadian singer, isn't she pretty?"
Qing Nuan shifted her gaze to that beautiful and decadent figure.
She has long brown-yellow hair, dark eye makeup, and a ripped denim jacket with personality. The fingers holding the electric guitar are dyed with jet-black nail polish, and she wears four or five exaggerated silver ornaments on her hands.
Like a superstar from hell.
At first glance, Qing Nuan felt that she was a poisonous person who could bewitch people's hearts, her clothes were decadent, but she was sexy and charming.
At the second glance, Qing Nuan felt that she had an indescribable taste, it seemed that the more she looked, the more beautiful she was, and the more she looked, the more stories she had.
Qing Nuan nodded towards Cheng Ge approvingly: "Well, beautiful."
"That's right." Cheng Ge's expression was proud, and his tone was full of admiration, "She is my goddess."
"You like her like this?" Qing Nuan asked with a smile.
"Well, I like her character and talent, it's just amazing." Cheng Ge clenched his fists, his originally calm eyes seemed to become turbulent every time he talked about Avril, "The voice is nice, and the songs written are great Already!"
Qing Nuan looked at Cheng Ge's appearance and thought, this is the power of idols.
It turned out that he liked such a girl.
The more Cheng Ge talked, the more excited he became, and finally he simply plugged the earphone cable into the phone, and then put the earphones on Qing Nuan's ears: "So, you can also listen to her songs."
Can't let Qingnuan refuse, the music has already started.
Cheng Ge slowly read a word: "Innocence."
Qing Nuan didn't understand, so: "What?"
Cheng Ge explained with a smile: ""Innocence" is the name of this song, which means 'innocence'."
Qing Nuan nodded, closed her eyes, and felt the melody with her heart.
The prelude is a short but beautiful piano, quiet rock style, followed by that unique voice, which is beautiful and full of power.
Cheng Ge occasionally hummed along.
Qing Nuan barely heard a sentence, which is also the chorus of the whole song, and the line with the highest melody repetition rate: "This innocence is brilliant (this innocence is so precious)."
The music in the earphones is still going on, but a naive and firm idea is slowly sprouting in Qing Nuan's heart, and it is about to break out of the ground.
Cheng Ge likes girls like this, so I have to work hard to become like her.
3
In fact, on that day, not only Qing Nuan and Cheng Ge were active in the playground during lunch break, but also Song Yang and Xu Jiarong.
Song Yang played basketball with a few seniors in the senior class, and Xu Jiarong was on the edge of the court, sometimes reading romance novels and sometimes watching Song Yang.
Every time Song Yang scored a goal, Xu Jiarong never forgot to cheer for him.
In high school, there may always be a certain kind of boy who is especially favored by girls. This kind of boy often likes sports, has a naughty personality, has a bad manner, and even habitually swears a few bad words, but He was just good looking and attractive.
Song Yang is such a typical example.
He has just entered the first year of high school. As a freshman, he has a height of 1.7 meters [-]. He ignores the school rules and regulations every day. He likes to open his arms when he wears the school uniform. Being late, falling asleep in class, besides playing basketball, her biggest hobby is to lie beside Qingnuan's desk when she is studying hard, and tell her pornographic jokes.
Whenever he saw Qing Nuan blushing with embarrassment from his jokes, he couldn't help laughing.
He has a bit of a bad smile and a bit of a handsome smile.
Xu Jiarong grew up with Song Yang, and Qing Nuan was Xu Jiarong's first good friend after coming to J City High School, so every time Xu Jiarong saw Song Yang "teasing" Qing Nuan, she couldn't help poking Song with her index finger Yang's head, calling him "shameless".
Song Yang didn't care, anyway, Xu Jiarong couldn't do anything to him, and Qing Nuan couldn't do anything about him, so he just went his own way.
On this day, when Song Yang was playing ball, he happened to see Qing Nuan and Cheng Ge sitting side by side under the shade of a tree in the distance of the playground.
Qing Nuan has always liked to walk with Cheng Ge, and Song Yang, as Qing Nuan's tablemate, knows this.
But this time, Song Yang took a few extra glances for some reason.
Just watching, the teammate passed the ball, accompanied by the anxious voice of the teammate: "Song Yang, throw the ball!"
Seeing the ball fall into Song Yang's hands, Xu Jiarong couldn't help cheering before Song Yang threw the ball.
Because she knew that Song Yang's pitching percentage was very high.
Song Yang came back to his senses, jumped subconsciously with the ball, and threw a parabola—the basketball drew an arc in midair, brushed the rim, and fell to the ground.
no goals...
The teammates and Xu Jiarong were silent for a moment.
I only heard Song Yang say: "Stop fighting, who will replace me?"
After tossing for a while, some students replaced Song Yang.
Song Yang sat down beside Xu Jiarong, drinking mineral water.
"What happened just now?" Xu Jiarong asked.
"It's just a miss."
Song Yang still looked into the distance.
"I don't think you've lost your hand, but lost your mind."
Xu Jiarong laughed.
"What nonsense?" Song Yang was expressionless, but the focus of his eyes remained unchanged, looking at the shade of the tree from a distance.
Xu Jiarong finally noticed Song Yang's gaze, and followed his gaze.
Song Yang has been looking at Qing Nuan!
Under the shade of a tree far away, Qing Nuan was leaning on Cheng Ge's shoulder.
Qing Nuan seemed to have fallen asleep, maybe she was just closing her eyes and resting her mind. In short, the two of them just leaned together like that, and didn't move for a long time.
"What's their relationship?" Song Yang, who never cared about his classmates, unexpectedly asked this kind of gossip, "Didn't you have a good time with Qingnuan? You should know."
Xu Jiarong let out a soft "tss" and replied, "I don't know what their relationship is, so I just want to ask, what does their relationship have to do with you?"
Her tone was very bad, and Song Yang just frowned after hearing this: "Just ask, what are you doing? Talking about tongue twisters?"
Xu Jiarong couldn't bear Song Yang's foolishness, so she glared at him and warned, "I'm telling you, Song Yang, don't think of Qingnuan, she is the most innocent little girl, and she doesn't like being with you at all. You're playing, you haven't seen it yet? He is a good student who studies hard, and he is not the same as you, so don't provoke him. "
"Look at her, she's dressed like a little cabbage entering the city, she's dead, and she's at the same table as her all day long, don't you think I'm bothering you?" Song Yang mocked.
Xu Jiarong still squinted at him: "Are you still annoying? I think it's true that Qing Nuan is annoying you! You despise him and provoke him every day? Qing Nuan doesn't like to talk to you! You're blind, you go to ask the teacher in charge to change the table, do you dare? You don't dare at all, I think it's because Qing Nuan doesn't like to talk to you, and you only like to be with Cheng Ge, you see sour eyes In my heart, it is true that my self-esteem has been hurt.”
Xu Jiarong's speech has always been sharp, these words almost pierced Song Yang's heart.
She was right.
Song Yang has been Qing Nuan's deskmate for a long time, he always felt that no matter which school he goes to, he is still popular among the students, boys are willing to regard him as a buddy, girls are willing to regard him as a male god, But ever since he and Qing Nuan became the same table, he began to feel that everything was not going well.
For example, no matter how Song Yang provokes Qing Nuan, be it handsome, provocative or ridiculed, Qing Nuan just ignores him.
For example, before Song Yang was in class, he could just sleep in for a class, and the teacher would ignore him, but now?Because Qingnuan is more eager to learn, she is quite popular with the teacher, so that the teacher will always hang around her, making him unable to sleep - a typical disaster for Chiyu.
Another example, in the past when he provoked other classmates, few people would come forward to confront him, but now?Every time he teased Qing Nuan and laughed at Qing Nuan, Cheng Ge would be the first to jump out, and Xu Jiarong would be the second to jump out, and they would quarrel with him unceremoniously in order to protect Qing Nuan.
In short, he felt that Qing Nuan was his disaster star.
But Song Yang was stubborn and refused to admit it. Even though Xu Jiarong had made it so clear, Song Yang still retorted nonchalantly: "Are you kidding? Just like her, can my self-esteem be hurt? In the next life."
Xu Jiarong didn't quarrel with him any more, but leaned close to him, looked at him with a smile, her eyes bent into small crescents: "Then what kind of person can hurt your self-esteem? How about this girl? Come, take a look, I will give you a chance to appreciate the beautiful girl openly and aboveboard."
After speaking, Xu Jiarong kept smiling and leaned on the railing naturally.
Song Yang turned his head and admired the face he had been looking at for more than ten years.
Xu Jiarong joked that she is a beautiful girl, but it is not an exaggeration at all.
Song Yang and Xu Jiarong grew up together. He has always known that Xu Jiarong has exquisite facial features and temperament. In addition, many of the clothes on his body are limited editions, so he is really beautiful.
Today she is wearing a casual plaid skirt just below her knees and an off-white T-shirt. The pink sneakers complement her skirt perfectly. Her fair skin is as beautiful as a porcelain doll. Coupled with that short hair that is just right, it is really unbelievable Refute the "beautiful girl" statement.
But Song Yang has known her for too many years, and he has seen such a beautiful face for too many years, so he just glanced at Xu Jiarong, smiled, and reluctantly answered three words: "It's okay."
Xu Jiarong had expected Song Yang's performance a long time ago, so she was not surprised.
Although expected, it is also disappointing.
So, Xu Jiarong sighed jokingly, and said, "Oh, Song Yang, Song Yang, I've been with you for so many years, yet you don't want to take another look at me."
Song Yang let out a "tss" and said, "Why do you accompany me? I didn't ask you to follow me every day, it's all because of your own willingness."
Xu Jiarong slapped Song Yang's head with a slap: "Am I willing? If you have the ability, you can buy the coke yourself, choose the jersey yourself, and if you have nothing to do, just call me and let me have dinner with you. I will skip class later. Don't ask me to cover for you. If your dad comes to ask me which game hall you went to, I will tell you the truth, stay where you are cool!"
Song Yang immediately begged for mercy: "It's all right, it's my fault! We agreed back then that we won't separate families from best friends."
"It's almost there."
Xu Jiarong nodded in satisfaction.
When the class bell rang, the students on the playground scattered and ran to their respective classrooms.
The originally lively basketball court gradually fell silent.
The birds in the air flew by, taking away the laughter of the boy and the girl, as well as the unspeakable secrets buried in the bottom of my heart when I was young.
4
Two months later, the boys of J City High School participated in the annual questionnaire survey.
It is reported that there is a special investigation team in the school, which is responsible for distributing questionnaires to every boy in the school, and finally sorting out the results of all the questionnaires and screening out the final results.
The final result will be posted on the student bulletin board for the whole school to watch.
This is a student activity that all teachers in J City High School tacitly approve of.
The research topic of this research team is very funny and very interesting.
The content of the annual survey is: Who is the school belle in your mind?
Every year, the ballot creates a stir among students, and boys can vote anonymously.
After a week of questionnaires and voting competitions, the bulletin board finally posted the results of this year's school belle selection. There are many girls on the list, and all the votes of the girls on the list have been sorted out by caring people and listed one by one.
Luo Weiwei is No.1——the number one school belle, and she deserves her name.
Except for Luo Weiwei who won the championship, the other girls on the list are basically trendy girls with beautiful looks, wealthy families, and fashionable dresses.
However, what was surprising was that Qing Nuan was also selected.
Qing Nuan was the last one on the list with only two votes.
On the day after the list was announced, when Qing Nuan opened the door and walked into the classroom, the students in the classroom fell silent, all eyes were on Qing Nuan, and the awkward atmosphere lasted for about half a minute.
I don't know who yelled loudly: "Ouch, another school belle has come to class!"
Then the whole class roared with laughter.
Qing Nuan blushed, standing at the door of the classroom, neither entering nor retreating, listening to the ridicule of her classmates, it stuck in her ear like a thorn.
"She looks like that, I don't know who is blind, but some boys voted for her! Is this a school flower, or a bumpkin?"
"That's right, she's submissive all day, dressed like a bumpkin, yet someone votes for her, I'm really convinced."
"What do you know, some people look innocent and harmless, but it is not necessarily possible to hook up with anyone in order to get votes..."
There were even some unbearable words that made Qing Nuan really unbearable.
Xu Jiarong was also in the classroom, she couldn't stand it anymore, she pulled Qing Nuan to her seat, then ran to the podium angrily, and said loudly: "You guys are too bullying! What's wrong with Qing Nuan? Is it bothering you? Talking nonsense, when talking about others, first look at yourself in the mirror!"
For a moment, the classroom fell silent again.
"She didn't bother us, so I voted for Qing Nuan, just to encourage my classmates!" Song Yang smiled wickedly, holding his chin, turned his head to look at Qing Nuan, and said that A sentence that is extremely cruel to Qing Nuan, "The ugly duckling should also have a spring. I voted for you to encourage you. Action plans such as the ugly girl fight may be more suitable for you. You should be lucky that I will vote for you." If you vote, I'm just that kind."
There was another burst of laughter in the classroom.
Qing Nuan finally couldn't bear such humiliation anymore, and rushed out of the classroom crying.
"Warm!"
Xu Jiarong called her and wanted to call her back, but Qing Nuan completely ignored her.
Xu Jiarong glared at Song Yang angrily, and asked, "Are you satisfied now? I'll deal with you when I come back!"
Song Yang choked for a moment, and before he could refute, he saw Xu Jiarong had already chased Qing Nuan away.
With red eyes, Qing Nuan searched for Cheng Ge's trace in the school.
She wants to find Cheng Ge, every time she is helpless, she wants to find him.
Cheng Ge likes to run. Ever since he entered J City High School, he would go for a run by the river next to the physics laboratory building every day at this time, so Qing Nuan also came to this river.
She was full of grievances, and she only waited for a while to confide in Cheng Ge after seeing him, but when she approached the small river, she was stunned.
Cheng Ge was indeed running by the river.
However, Luo Weiwei was also there.
Luo Weiwei was even wearing sportswear of a similar color to Cheng Ge's.
The two of them ran side by side—
The boys are tall and handsome, the girls are sunny and beautiful, the pictures are harmonious, their steps are consistent, and they all have relaxed smiles on their faces.
Qing Nuan watched this scene from a distance, stopped in her tracks, and dared not move forward, for she was afraid that she would destroy this beautiful picture.
Qing Nuan stood at the same spot, thinking carefully: In fact, speaking of it, Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei can become good friends is nothing more than normal.
Cheng Ge is handsome and Luo Weiwei is beautiful.
Cheng Ge's grades are excellent, and Luo Weiwei is among the best.
Cheng Ge likes sports, and Luo Weiwei likes dancing.
Cheng Ge's idol is Avril Lavigne, a talented rock singer from Canada, and Luo Weiwei happens to be a loyal fan of Avril Lavigne.
Everything is so coincidental, almost in line with the phrase "We are destined to meet thousands of miles away".
In contrast, Qing Nuan suddenly felt that the deep friendship between himself and Cheng Ge seemed to be the most unreasonable thing.
Do guys like good looking girls?
Maybe it is, the reasons for boys and girls in campus are always very pure, without any impurities, they don't think about money, they don't hesitate about the future, they only look at faces.
The more Qing Nuan thought about it, the more she felt it made sense.
That guy Song Yang undoubtedly likes beautiful girls, that's why he always despises her and laughs at her so much in front of everyone.
Even Cheng Ge, Cheng Ge likes to be with Luo Weiwei, because Luo Weiwei is the most beautiful girl in the school, and Cheng Ge's idol, Avril Lavigne, is also such a beautiful star.
Qing Nuan suddenly understood, suddenly enlightened.
Just at this time, Xu Jiarong hurried over.
"Nuan Nuan!" Xu Jiarong looked at Qing Nuan worriedly, "Are you okay? Don't be angry, those people in our class know how to make fun of Song Yang!"
Qingnuan was grateful for Xu Jiarong's kindness, wiped away her tears, and nodded: "Well, I know, so I want to open it too. Rongrong, thank you for letting you worry about me."
"Thank you!" Xu Jiarong scolded, and then continued to comfort him, "Nuan Nuan, that guy Song Yang is a bastard, just ignore him and treat him as a biting dog! I'll help you teach him a lesson when I get back. If he dares to slander you like this in the future, I will definitely not spare him!"
Xu Jiarong made an oath on her face, as if she insisted on seeking justice for Qing Nuan.
Qing Nuan was teased by her and laughed: "Okay, okay, I know you are the best! Rongrong, just now the classmates in the class were laughing at me, only you are willing to stand up for me, I am very touched."
Xu Jiarong looked unbearable, waved her hand and said: "Okay, don't be so polite. Do you know that it is because you are too weak and easy to bully that those classmates in the class dare to treat you like this. Otherwise you Let them tease me like this once? I promise to beat them until they don't recognize themselves when they look in the mirror!"
She raised her fists, with a domineering look of baring her teeth and claws, she looked like a person not to be trifled with.
Qingnuan also agrees with Xu Jiarong's words in her heart, she thinks that she should make a change.
Previously germinated ideas shouldn't stay in the bud, she needs to let herself transform.
5
In the next few weeks, Qing Nuan was trying to catch up on knowledge about fashion matching.
She doesn't know fashion magazines, doesn't know how to match, and hasn't learned how to make up. She only knows that Cheng Ge likes the type of Avril Lavigne, so she has been focusing her efforts on Avril Lavigne's style.
That beautiful and decadent female rock singer with thick black eyeliner, as long as I imitate her, Cheng Ge will like it.
With such good expectations, she took the lucky money she had saved for several years, stepped into those luxurious cosmetics stores, and walked into a dazzling array of shopping malls.
She was dressed in rustic clothes and behaved dazedly. When she was walking in a fashionable cosmetics store, the salesperson didn't even bother to talk to her.
Qing Nuan was not annoyed, and carefully selected the samples in the display cabinet: liquid eyeliner, primer...
Perhaps because she was worried that Qing Nuan would mess up the samples, the salesperson finally couldn't help reminding Qing Nuan: "This liquid eyeliner is 299 yuan, it is a product of the famous brand Christian Dior, girl, do you like this?" ?”
When Qing Nuan heard the price, she was so frightened that her hands softened, and she subconsciously asked, "How expensive is such a small bottle?"
The salesperson smiled, with contempt in his eyes, as if he had expected that Qingnuan would not be able to afford it, and said succinctly: "The condensed ones are the essence."
Qing Nuan saw the mockery in her eyes, and took a deep breath in her heart, feeling very upset.She clutched the money in her pocket tightly, hesitated for a while, and finally made up her mind, and said, "I'll buy this, let's settle the bill."
She thought, since it was a makeup look for Cheng Ge, she should choose a good brand and a good product.
She knew that since the salesman looked down on her so much, she should learn from Xu Jiarong's spirit, and it would be interesting to kill the salesman with money.
It's a pity that she doesn't have the courage and strength like Xu Jiarong, so she just made up her mind secretly.
After dazedly buying a few more cosmetics, Qing Nuan went to the clothing store again.
There was not much money left on her that she had worked so hard to save, so the clothes she could choose from in the mall were relatively limited. While recalling the celebrity photo that Cheng Ge had shown her, she was looking for ripped jeans.
In the end, she bought the washed and distressed ripped jeans and black rock-style T-shirt as she wished.
The next day, Qing Nuan took action.
Qing Nuan got up early, tossed and tossed in front of the mirror for more than two hours, and then left the house uneasily.
Cheng Ge was waiting at Qingnuan's doorstep to go to school with her as usual.
Qing Nuan was excited and nervous, she slowly approached Cheng Ge's bicycle, expecting to see Cheng Ge's surprised expression.But the moment she walked in front of Cheng Ge, she realized that Cheng Ge didn't recognize her at all.
He actually thought she was a passerby, so he only glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, then continued to swipe the phone screen with his head down.
Qing Nuan looked down and saw that Cheng Ge was editing a text message, and the recipient displayed on the text message was "Qing Nuan"—herself.
The content of the text message is: "Did you oversleep today? Go out, or you will be late."
Qing Nuan had no choice but to pat Cheng Ge on the shoulder: "Hey, Brother Ge!"
Cheng Ge raised his head, and after recognizing the girl in front of him as Qing Nuan, he was obviously taken aback.He looked at Qing Nuan with great interest, and said, "I said Miss Nuan Nuan, what are you doing? Are you going to a masquerade party? I didn't even recognize you just now."
In fact, it is not surprising that Cheng Ge would have such a reaction. Qing Nuan, who was originally innocent and harmless, looked at Cheng Ge with two big eyes with black eye makeup at this moment. Cheng Ge would inevitably be startled.
Qing Nuan, who used to only wear simple school uniforms or old-fashioned sportswear, is now wearing retro ripped jeans, a black T-shirt with the word "Rock" printed on it, and studded boots on her feet.
The most exaggerated thing is that she actually wears four or five rings on her hands...
Four words to describe - out of place.
Qing Nuan thought Cheng Ge was shocked by her outfit, and asked with a smile, "Does it look good?"
Cheng Ge knew that he shouldn't hit Qing Nuan, but if he really said "good-looking", he couldn't pass the test of his own conscience, so he had to reply tactfully: "Nuan Nuan, I think you are more suitable for sweet and fresh clothes, such as There's a word, isn't it called 'Mori girl type', it's like that... You don't suit the feeling you have now, it's a little strange to wear this kind of collocation on you..."
Qing Nuan let out a muffled "Oh", feeling a little disappointed.
Ge Ge doesn't seem to be surprised.
But why doesn't he like it?Doesn't he really like Avril Lavigne?
Thinking of this, Qing Nuan felt sad and at a loss.
But she secretly pumped herself up, took a deep breath, raised her head, and said to Cheng Ge with a smile: "Okay, let's go, or you'll be really late."
Time is running out, Cheng Ge also nodded: "Hurry up and get in the car."
Qing Nuan got into the car, and the bike galloped towards the wind.
Qing Nuan felt that she had bad luck this day, and the source of bad luck was her dress that she thought was beautiful.
When she arrived at school, even though her classmates didn't say it clearly in front of her, Qing Nuan didn't fail to hear those pointing voices behind her.
"Qing Nuan was stimulated by something? Hahaha, look at her."
"Who knows? Don't say it, she will hear it later."
Even Song Yang, who likes to bully Qingnuan in class, obediently kept silent this class, staring at her suspiciously.
Qing Nuan was restless throughout the class, feeling extremely ashamed, and ran to the bathroom to wash her face after the first class.
It backfired because she was determined to buy high-quality cosmetics, so the foundation and liquid eyeliner she bought were waterproof.
Qing Nuan kept flushing and washing her face vigorously under the faucet, rubbing her hands vigorously between her eyelids.
This scene happened to be seen by a group of passing students.
Before I knew it, there was a circle of people behind the bathroom.
Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei walked over, as did Song Yang and Xu Jiarong.
Cheng Ge looked at Qing Nuan who was washing his face, and was stabbed in the heart by her aggrieved and embarrassed appearance. He frowned, and was about to step forward to help, but he didn't have time.
When Cheng Ge was about to step forward to help, Song Yang on the side had already smiled coldly: "I also said, what is wrong with Qing Nuan? Maybe he is going to go to bars and nightclubs at night. , haha, what about the style of your clothes? Is it a nightclub princess?"
Song Yang did not hide the disdain in his eyes.
Qing Nuan didn't speak, buried her head in the cold water, and rubbed her hands more vigorously.
Song Yang's mouth was relentless: "It's really ugly people who make troubles. I really think that you are Avril Lavigne if you dress up like Avril Lavigne? Forget it, there is a hundred thousand Xu Jiarong difference between you and her."
As soon as the words fell, Xu Jiarong who was next to him punched Song Yang in the back.
"Say it again." Qing Nuan raised her head suddenly, with water dripping from her face, and the already smudged eye makeup still sticking tightly around her eye sockets, like a funny giant panda.
Qing Nuan, who has always been docile and well-behaved like a little sheep, is clenching her fists tightly and staring at Song Yang, like a furious and forbearing beast.
It was the first time for Song Yang to see her expression like this, and his heart moved, knowing that he might have touched her Ni Lin, he wanted to stop, but he couldn't save face, so he had to continue pretending to be foolish, and repeated it again The words just now: "I said you are an ugly person and do more mischief."
Qing Nuan walked towards Song Yang in a stern manner, stood in front of him, raised her hand, and slapped Song Yang unceremoniously.
"Snapped--"
Song Yang didn't expect this to happen, and was instantly stunned.
In fact, not only Song Yang, everyone present - Luo Weiwei, Xu Jiarong, including Cheng Ge, were all taken aback.
Qing Nuan didn't stop there, she stared at Song Yang, her tone was a bit harsh: "I'm ugly or beautiful, what does that have to do with you? You care so much, are you the aunt of the neighborhood committee? Or do you live by the sea? Or You ate too much breakfast, so you have nothing to do?"
Song Yang was provoked by her, and the anger in his heart suddenly burst out. After swearing a bad word, he fought back emotionally: "Are you sick? You made yourself look like a ghost and came to school. Isn’t it just for people to see? I saw it, and if you say you’re ugly, why don’t you quit? Do you think you’re the most beautiful, do you want to become an Internet celebrity like Sister Feng?”
Just as Qing Nuan was about to explode, Cheng Ge quickly blocked Qing Nuan's body.
Cheng Ge was also very angry at Song Yang's words: "Song Yang, how can you say that about a girl?"
"Oh, are you still protecting?" Song Yang was furious when he saw Cheng Ge's protection of Qing Nuan, "Why, you still want to fight with me because of this ugly man?"
Cheng Ge didn't even finish listening to him, and greeted Song Yang's face with his fist.
Song Yang got punched and was completely enraged. He threw off his peaked cap and wrestled with Cheng Ge.
At that time, boys were always so vigorous and youthful.
For the sake of a girl, she can fight without any scruples. It doesn't matter if she is criticized by the school notice, or ordered to write a thousand-word self-criticism.
At that time, Song Yang didn't understand what was the reason for his inexplicable hostility towards Qing Nuan and Cheng Ge.
Regarding this answer, there is actually a very interesting online questionnaire for boys - "What is the most counterproductive thing you did when you were a child?"
The number one answer is: He obviously likes a girl very much, but deliberately makes her angry every day.
Many years later, when he recalled his student life and his youth, he suddenly realized: Ah, it turned out that he had fallen in love with her a long time ago.
So, how can he tolerate another boy acting as a hero in front of the girl he loves?
But Song Yang, who had just begun to fall in love, was powerless to stop him. After all, all the girl's thoughts were on other people, so he could only provoke her every day in get out of class and laugh at her after class. If she couldn't like him, he might as well make her hate him.
This is also a strong sense of presence.
At this time, Song Yang didn't fully understand his thoughts, he just wanted to beat Cheng Ge.
At this time, Cheng Ge only thought that someone had bullied his Qingnuan, so he had to be taught a lesson.
As a result, both Cheng Ge and Song Yang were beaten into pig heads by the other party.
Luo Weiwei was pulling Cheng Ge, and Xu Jiarong was pulling Song Yang, and then they managed to separate them.
Finally, the dean passed by, with a dark face, and called all five of them to the office of the Academic Affairs Office.
The end result was that the five of them were criticized by the dean at the same time. Cheng Ge and Song Yang had to write a [-]-word self-criticism for the fight, and they had to read it out on the rostrum when the school flag was raised. review.
And Qing Nuan, because of violating school discipline, openly putting on makeup and wearing outlandish clothes, was fined to clean the school toilet for a week.
So far, Qing Nuan's plan to modify herself to attract Cheng Ge's attention has come to an end and failed.
6
In the following week, Qing Nuan had to endure the "secret stench" of the toilet every day after school, running between the garbage station and the women's toilet with cleaning tools.
Cheng Ge would help Qing Nuan clean up after school every day.
Qing Nuan was responsible for cleaning the toilet, and Cheng Ge helped Qing Nuan throw the garbage to the garbage station.
"Okay, it's OK to clean the toilet for the last time." The punishment finally ended, Qing Nuan carefully cleaned herself in the sink, and said to Cheng Ge with a wry smile, "Fortunately, the director only asked me to clean for a week, otherwise I would leave school every day If they all go, I will be stinky."
Cheng Ge was amused by her, and even approached her to sniff, "Really? Let me smell it!"
"Go away!" Qing Nuan smiled and pushed him away.
The two joked a few words like this.
Cheng Ge was going to push his bicycle in the school carport as usual, Qing Nuan walked with him, passed by the playground, and found that it was completely dark.In the quiet night sky, the stars are like night lights hanging in heaven, shining one by one.
Under the sky full of stars, she and he walked slowly.
Qing Nuan was touched by such a soft night, she hesitated for a while, and finally asked softly: "Brother Ge, do you think I'm ugly, not pretty, like an ugly duckling?"
Cheng Ge pursed his lips and smiled, stroking her head, as if comforting a wounded animal: "All ugly ducklings can turn into swans in the end, can't they? Nuannuan, it's not good for you to just be yourself ?"
Qingnuan stopped and asked again: "But no matter whether I am myself or not, my classmates don't like me and they will laugh at me. I don't understand, I didn't provoke them. After my mother passed away, my father worked very hard, and has been working hard all the time. Heart for me, although I'm not as good at dressing up as Luo Weiwei, but I don't hinder other students, why do they treat me like this?"
"Do you like Tagore?" Cheng Ge asked Qing Nuan suddenly.
Qing Nuan shook her head: "I don't know much about Tagore, I only know a few of his poems."
Cheng Ge nodded: "I like him very much. There is a sentence in his poems that I especially like."
"Which sentence?" Qing Nuan asked curiously.
Cheng Ge raised his head and looked at the stars in the night sky. At that moment, it seemed that the vast universe was reflected in his eyes.
Qing Nuan was startled by Cheng Ge like this, she subconsciously held her breath.
I only heard Cheng Ge slowly read the sentence: "The world kisses me painfully, and wants me to repay it with a song."
Before Qing Nuan responded, Cheng Ge turned his head and looked at Qing Nuan with burning eyes, as if he wanted to look into her heart: "Qing Nuan, let me change this sentence and give it to you, okay?"
"Okay, how do you want to change it?"
"Youth kisses me with pain, and asks me to repay it with a song."
The night was very cold, but Cheng Ge's gentle tone seemed to warm up even the cold night.
Qing Nuan murmured and repeated this sentence, as if she wanted to chew it up and then swallow it, letting the sentence seep into her bone marrow: "Youth kissed me painfully, and you want me to reciprocate with a song?"
"Yes." Cheng Ge nodded, "No matter how much pain and sadness you encounter, Nuan Nuan, you must remember this sentence, don't be discouraged, don't give up—Youth kisses you painfully, and you want to repay it To sing."
If you really can't find a song to give back to the world, that's okay, I'm your song, always will be.
This sentence was silently chanted in Cheng Ge's heart, but he didn't say it out of his mouth.
Qing Nuan chewed Cheng Ge's words, and nodded slowly under the moonlight.
At that moment, Cheng Ge's smile was brighter than the stars.
That year, Qing Nuan seemed to understand but didn't understand. She only felt that she looked very small under such a bright smile, like the most inconspicuous sand in the universe, but Sansheng was lucky to be able to meet Cheng Ge here.
She was too busy to feel inferior and dodge, so she ignored the warmth in Cheng Ge's eyes.
(End of this chapter)
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