Youth kisses me with pain

Chapter 4 The Difficulty of Confession

Chapter 4 The Difficulty of Confession

"Only through hell-like training can one forge the power to create heaven; only with bloody fingers can the swan song of the world be played."

-Tagore
1
Under the influence of Cheng Ge, Qing Nuan began to understand Tagore.

Also encouraged by Cheng Ge, Qing Nuan began to rebel against Song Yang.

Tagore's words are always so powerful, Qing Nuan thought, no wonder Cheng Ge likes to read so much.

Qing Nuan no longer imitates other people's dress, she just be herself, save some pocket money occasionally, she will also buy skirts and coats that she likes, although they are not very trendy, but at least they won't be called dirty.

Song Yang will still bully her, but since the last time Qing Nuan had a public fight with Song Yang, Qing Nuan is no longer a soft persimmon who is easy to bully. If Song Yang says something about her again, she will resist once. In the end, Qing Nuan insisted Relying on his three-inch tongue, he made Song Yang feel ashamed.

For example, Song Yang laughed at the romance novels she read during recess: "That kind of story is brainless and boring. You only read that kind of story because you are full of love?"

Qing Nuan would calmly close her novel, pointing to a pile of basketball star stickers hidden in Song Yang's drawer, and said with a sneer, "I read romance novels for entertainment, what about you? You can only look at the photos. You have the ability to play against Kobe. You brag all day about your basketball skills, so can you beat Kobe? Kobe and James can dominate the NBA, you At most, let’s dominate J City High School. Hehe, don’t talk about playing a game, you won’t even see Kobe’s face. If you have time to laugh at me, why don’t you spend more time practicing basketball, maybe You can still see your idol once in your lifetime..."

Song Yang was completely defeated.

Song Yang didn't give up, and not long after, he lay down on the table again, lazily teasing Qing Nuan: "Hey, I see that your clothes have improved a lot recently, why? Don't you like nightclub princess outfits? To be honest , Occasionally, it’s okay to look vulgar, and I’ll wear it to school another day to show me, the worst thing is to clean the toilet! Hahaha!”

Qing Nuan was still neither angry nor annoyed, and even looked directly into Song Yang's eyes with a smile, and asked curiously: "Oh, you know so much about the clothes worn by the little princess, you must have been to that kind of place, right? That's terrible. The school has a clear rule that students are not allowed to enter and exit such entertainment venues. Do you think I should tell the dean? In fact, it's okay for the dean to know. The big deal is to ask you to write another [-]-word self-criticism !Hahaha!"

Song Yang lost for the second time.

Song Yang was upset by her rebuttal, and provoked Qing Nuan again and again, but Qing Nuan defended tightly like a little hedgehog and scored offensively.

Cheng Ge was at Qing Nuan's front table, so he could hear the movements of Qing Nuan and Song Yang. Originally, Cheng Ge was worried that Qing Nuan would be bullied again, and planned to help her, but when he saw her change, Cheng Ge stood by and watched calmly. , Sit and watch Song Yang being killed in seconds again and again.

When eating together at noon, Luo Weiwei was still by Cheng Ge's side, Qing Nuan felt awkward, so she simply asked Luo Weiwei to wait by herself, and she and Cheng Ge lined up in the cafeteria.

"Why are you queuing for dinner? There are too many people here, just sit there with Weiwei and wait." Cheng Ge said to Qing Nuan.

Qing Nuan responded casually: "I have nothing to say when I sit with Luo Weiwei, let's line up with you."

Cheng Ge became confused: "You and Luo Weiwei have nothing to say?"

Qing Nuan was no longer timid, and after thinking for a while, she told Cheng Ge directly: "Yeah, I am not from the same world as her. She is beautiful and talented, and her family is rich. A bunch of boys and girls love to hang around her, so I won't make it." You are the only one willing to make friends with me, Brother Ge. So I'll stay with you, haha."

Cheng Ge naturally heard the jealousy in Qing Nuan's words, secretly pleased in his heart, and then suddenly realized: Qing Nuan seemed to be much more cheerful.

"Okay, then you can line up with me." Cheng Ge smiled.

"Yeah." Qing Nuan responded, and then asked Cheng Ge nervously, "Hey, Brother Ge, tell the truth, why do you like staying with Luo Weiwei so much?"

Cheng Ge didn't worry about anything, and replied generously: "It's the same table. She told me before that she just came to J City from other places and was not familiar with J City, but I have stayed in J City for many years. My grandmother is Here, when everyone was freshman in high school, she asked me to introduce her to the environment of City J, so we played together."

After hearing this, Qing Nuan couldn't help pursing her lips, and muttered in a low voice: "It's been several months, and I'm still familiar with the environment. It's clearly an excuse, huh!"

"What?" Cheng Ge didn't hear clearly, and asked suspiciously.

Qing Nuan shook her head: "It's okay."

Girls understand girls' thoughts best, so Qing Nuan can naturally see Luo Weiwei's thoughts.

Qing Nuan was almost certain in her heart that Luo Weiwei must have ulterior motives for Cheng Ge.

But she was embarrassed to tell Cheng Ge, after all, she was the same as Luo Weiwei, and she also had ulterior motives for Cheng Ge.

Just chatting casually like this, the two of them bought food together, and ate together. At the dinner table, Luo Weiwei was still talking and laughing with Cheng Ge, like old friends.The difference is that Qing Nuan is no longer the nervous and silent little girl. After the "cross-dressing defeat" some time ago, she seemed to be a different person, and she had a lot of knowledge, pop music and music. She took the time to listen to and watch popular movies, and finally she was able to cross the world in the song's mouth.

Gradually, she was able to intervene. When Luo Weiwei and Cheng Ge shouted about the latest movie or star of XX, she could also echo "I watched the trailer" or "I listened to her/his New song".

Everything seems to be going in a good direction.

Qing Nuan felt full of motivation.

But something she didn't expect happened...

That afternoon, Qing Nuan, Cheng Ge, and Luo Weiwei walked into the classroom together. The moment they opened the classroom door, there was a sound of breathing in the class.

Then someone shouted: "The young couple came in together!"

As soon as the words fell, the class exploded in an instant.

The three of them all looked at a loss, and Qing Nuan was even more confused: young couple?Who is this talking about?

Is it her and Cheng Ge?Or Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei?
Soon she understood, because there were several bold and large chalk words neatly written on the blackboard in the classroom: Luo Weiwei likes Cheng Ge.

I don't know which classmate's prank.

Luo Weiwei quickly noticed the words on the blackboard. Her usually beautiful and elegant face froze, and then her eyes turned red, and tears filled up bit by bit, and finally slid down her cheeks.

Pear blossoms with rain, I feel pity, as if it is a word prepared for a school girl like Luo Weiwei.

Luo Weiwei ran to her seat, lay down on the desk and cried sadly.

Cheng Ge's face was also very ugly. He saw Luo Weiwei crying in anger, as if someone had ignited his anger, rushed to the podium, pointed to the big characters on the blackboard, and shouted: "If you have the courage to write , Do you have the guts to stand up and admit it? Who wrote this?"

Of course, no one will come forward and admit it.

Cheng Ge cursed a few more words on the podium angrily, then returned to his seat and began to comfort Luo Weiwei.

He patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, don't cry, they are just writing for fun, what do you care about them?"

Luo Weiwei didn't speak, and kept crying.

Cheng Ge took out another piece of chocolate from the desk and handed it to Luo Weiwei: "As long as you don't cry, then this piece of chocolate is yours. My dad brought it back for me when he went on a business trip to Germany. Haven't tried it yet."

Luo Weiwei raised her head with red eyes, like a pitiful little rabbit, looked at Cheng Ge, then at the chocolate in Cheng Singer's bag, and asked while sobbing: "Really?"

Cheng Ge knew there was something going on, so he nodded quickly: "Of course it's true, it's real money!"

Luo Weiwei really stopped crying, and Cheng Ge gave the chocolate to Luo Weiwei as promised.

"Really, real gold and silver."

Qing Nuan has been standing stupidly at the door of the classroom, seeing Cheng Ge getting angry because of Luo Weiwei, and seeing Cheng Ge comforting Luo Weiwei, recalling in a trance, when she just arrived in J City, Cheng Ge Lead her to get familiar with the environment of City J, protect her when she is bullied, and comfort her when she is sad, just like he does to Luo Weiwei now.

At that time, you and me.

At this point, you and her.

Qing Nuan suddenly lost her mind, she walked into the classroom without saying a word, and returned to her seat.

Cheng Ge at the front desk was still comforting Luo Weiwei, not as gentle as himself.For the first time, Qing Nuan realized that Cheng Ge's smile was so warm, even dazzling.

She lay on the table listlessly, not knowing what to do.

At this time, Song Yang, who had been watching the excitement, spoke to Qing Nuan: "What are you doing? You look like you've lost your soul?"

"You don't need to talk too much." When facing Song Yang, Qing Nuan had always had a hard time putting on a good face.

Song Yang raised his eyebrows, and his lazy smile was bathed in the early winter sun, with a bit of evil spirit, but seemed a little warm: "Let me guess, you look so sour, is it because you are Jealous?"

Qing Nuan seemed to hear her heart beating heavily, almost jumping out of her throat.

She felt embarrassment, embarrassment, and shyness all of a sudden when she was exposed to what she had been trying to hide. Several different emotions flooded her heart, but she couldn't admit it, so she could only grit her teeth and hold on: "Song Yang, today I am I don't want to make trouble with you, can you shut up?"

Song Yang held his chin, squinted his eyes, and there was inquiry in his eyes: "I didn't quarrel with you, you see how sincere I am. What? Can't tell the truth yet? If you are jealous, you will be jealous!" After a pause, Song Yang lowered his voice again and said, "Actually, I have already seen that you like Cheng..."

"Song Yang!" Qing Nuan quickly interrupted him, "Do you dare to say the word 'jealous' again, believe it or not, I will eat you first?"

"I don't believe it." Song Yang looked disdainful.

Qing Nuan became anxious: "If you don't believe me, try it!"

"Just try it! I said you are jealous, you are jealous of Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei! You are interested in Cheng Ge but dare not say so, so you can only be jealous!" Song Yang didn't want to arouse the anger of other students. Pay attention, so he leaned into Qing Nuan's ear and whispered.

Qing Nuan's eyes widened.

There was a puzzling smile in Song Yang's voice: "Qing Nuan, am I right? Well, I've said 'jealous' so many times, what can you do? Eat me, I'm waiting."

Since ancient times, the aggressive method has always been easy to succeed.

Qing Nuan really didn't dare to do anything to Song Yang at first, but she really couldn't stand Song Yang's attitude, so she was heartbroken, and directly grabbed Song Yang's arm, put it near her mouth, and bit it with one bite. go down.

Song Yang only felt a sharp pain in his arm, and hurriedly shouted: "You really bite! Let go!"

Qing Nuan seemed to be ruthless, she didn't mean to let go at all, on the contrary, she tried even harder, as if she wanted to vent all her anger on Song Yang's poor arm, and kept biting until her mouth There was a hint of blood in it.

bleeding……

Qing Nuan stared blankly at the tooth marks on Song Yang's arm that were bitten out by herself, which were oozing blood bit by bit.

Can't tell if it's guilt or what, Qing Nuan's nose is sore.

Song Yang endured the pain in his arm, and he didn't look good towards Qing Nuan: "Are you sick? Are you a dog? It's really hard to cut your mouth, it's bleeding!"

Qing Nuan lowered her head and said nothing.

Xu Jiarong heard the movement in the back row, stood up all of a sudden, saw Song Yang's bloodshot teeth marks, and saw Qing Nuan's expression, guessed something roughly, and said to Song Yang: "Don't dawdle, hurry up!" Go to the infirmary, bleeding from a bite is a big or small thing, let's go to the infirmary to bandage first."

Song Yang didn't care, "If there's anything to bandage up, don't go."

But Xu Jiarong grabbed Song Yang's ear and said, "Go as soon as I tell you, what are you talking about? Follow me!"

Song Yang was being dragged away by Xu Jiarong, while muttering: "I said, can you let go of my ears? You're like this, I'm very embarrassed..."

Hearing the movement, Cheng Ge turned his head to look at Qing Nuan.

Qing Nuan's eyes were moist, and she didn't want to look at Cheng Ge.

"Nuan Nuan..." Cheng Ge called Qing Nuan subconsciously, but Qing Nuan didn't answer, she just raised her textbook to cover her face.

A storm of pranks seems to have ended in such a hurry, but it seems to be just the beginning...

2
The school doctor in the infirmary briefly treated Song Yang's wound, while Xu Jiarong helped to bandage it.

Although the person who was bitten was Song Yang, Xu Jiarong analyzed from the past behavior patterns that Song Yang must have been wrong in this matter first, which made Qing Nuan anxious.

"Will you die if you don't provoke Qing Nuan?" Xu Jiarong said angrily, "Rabbits will bite when they are in a hurry!"

Song Yang said casually, "She was furious from embarrassment."

Xu Jiarong stared at him: "That's also thanks to you, what nonsense are you talking to others?"

Song Yang snorted softly: "I'm not talking nonsense, I just exposed her."

The infirmary was filled with the smell of disinfectant. Xu Jiarong paused when she heard this sentence, and then quickly returned to her usual expression.

After the dressing was finished, she stood up, sat opposite Song Yang, and asked, "What did you expose her for?"

Song Yang looked out the window, his tone seemed calm, but when he listened carefully, he seemed a little angry and jealous: "She is interested in Cheng Ge."

The corners of Xu Jiarong's mouth slowly curled up. He was obviously smiling, but it seemed a bit bitter: "Then what? What does it matter to you that she is interested in Cheng Ge?"

Song Yang didn't pay attention to Xu Jiarong's question at all, and just said to himself: "She is jealous, jealous of Cheng Ge and Luo Weiwei."

Xu Jiarong stopped talking, because she clearly guessed what Song Yang was thinking.

He said that others were jealous, but in fact he had already fallen into the jar of jealousy, but he didn't know it.

Song Yang leaned on the chair in the infirmary and didn't speak any more, Xu Jiarong was also silent, flipping through the photo album in his mobile phone.

Most of the albums are Xu Jiarong's selfies. She has always had a sweet smile and is playful and cute. Basically, Song Yang has seen them all.However, there is an inconspicuous corner in Xu Jiarong's phone, which is wrapped in layers of passwords, and there is an encrypted photo album hidden there.

The name of the album is simple, a capital letter: Y.

The password of the photo album is 0118, Song Yang's birthday.

The contents of the album are unknown to outsiders, including Song Yang, who has never discovered it, let alone opened it.

There are more than 800 photos in it, all of which are Song Yang's.

Xu Jiarong found the hidden album, entered the password, and flipped through his photos to pass the time. There are more than 800 photos, not too many, but also quite a few.The photo almost records the epitome of Song Yang from childhood to adulthood. The earliest photo was taken 7 years ago. At that time, Song Yang was wearing cool jeans and a small hat. His body was not as perfect as it is now. He developed late. Seven years ago, he was only 7 meters tall, playing basketball with children on the street, with a cool appearance, and the beauty of the boy was just beginning to take shape.

From the naive boy 7 years ago to the handsome boy 7 years later, Xu Jiarong's understanding of Song Yang almost surpassed Song Yang himself.

Therefore, even though they have been friends for so many years, Song Yang has always regarded her as a buddy, a child, and a good friend, and she knows it; Song Yang has unconsciously started to care about Qingnuan, and she can also know it.

The mountains have trees and trees have branches, and the heart is pleasing to the king and the king does not know it—Xu Jiarong thinks that the Chinese civilization has been thousands of years. For her situation, there is nothing more exciting and sad than this poem. .

3
Qing Nuan was lost for a while.

She was timid and did not dare to explain the reason for her loss to Cheng Ge, but Cheng Ge did not force her to ask. Just like before, she would read and play with her, and would explain Tagore's poems to her as always.

"Nuannuan, when I met you on the train that year, I was thinking that it would be great if we could meet again in the future. So, when you transferred to my school and were still in my class, I felt that Maybe it's a kind of fate." Cheng Ge always said so.

When saying these words, Cheng Ge likes to look at Qing Nuan with a doting gaze, which always gives Qing Nuan the illusion.

But every time Qing Nuan always thinks of Luo Weiwei inappropriately, and thinks of Cheng Ge's appearance when he defended Luo Weiwei.

"Nuan Nuan, do you have anything you like very much?"

After school on Friday, Cheng Ge and Qing Nuan didn't want to go home, so they sat side by side on the bench under the street lamp, Cheng Ge suddenly asked Qing Nuan like this.

"What do you like? What does it include? Do cats and dogs count?" Qing Nuan asked back.

Cheng Ge thought for a while, smiled, and said, "Of course it counts. For example, cats and dogs, subjects you like, celebrities and idols, everything can be counted." After a pause, Cheng Ge was cautious again Added calmly, "For example...someone you like, that counts."

Hearing this sentence, Qing Nuan couldn't help blurting out: "Someone you like? Do you have such a person?"

Cheng Ge didn't speak for a long time.

For a time, the night was too silent.

Qingnuan waited anxiously, feeling the torment that lasted like a year, clenched her fists, and her nails pinched her palm.

Finally, Qing Nuan couldn't sit still anymore.

She seems to never learn to calm down in front of Cheng Ge.

"What do you like best, Brother Ge?" Qing Nuan asked, "Why don't you tell me?"

Cheng Ge looked at Qing Nuan with a funny face, and he enjoyed her eager questioning.Cheng Ge continued to tease Qing Nuan, and reached out to stroke her hair. Her hair was soft, which made him feel soft and comfortable, and he couldn't put it down.

After a while, Qing Nuan became a little discouraged, pouted, and looked in a bad mood.

Cheng Ge decided not to tease Qing Nuan anymore, squinted his eyes and said with a light smile, "Obviously I asked you first, you have to come first, first come first, how about this, tell me first, what do you like best?"

Qing Nuan's eyes slowly moved to Cheng Ge's face, and a smile as innocent as a gardenia bloomed on the corner of his mouth: "Everything you like is my favorite. Even if there is something I don't like, as long as you If you like it, I will try my best to make myself like it. Although it sounds like a tongue twister, what I said is true and I will never lie to you. "

Seeing the beautiful smile on her lips, Cheng Ge lost his mind for a moment, and then felt warm all over his body.

"It's your turn, Brother Ge." Qing Nuan limited the answer to Cheng Ge as soon as she spoke, "I guess, your favorite is someone? That person is Luo Weiwei, right?"

Cheng Ge laughed loudly after hearing this: "Don't talk nonsense."

Qing Nuan was relentless: "Is it right? Tell me."

"Guess slowly by yourself, there will be a prize for guessing right."

"What award?" Qing Nuan perked up.

Cheng Ge smiled mysteriously: "We'll talk about it later."

Qing Nuan was very dissatisfied with this answer, but Cheng Ge didn't say anything, so Qing Nuan could only give up entanglement on this question.

The night was getting deeper and the temperature was getting lower and lower, and the two of them were ready to go home.

Before leaving, Cheng Ge helped Qing Nuan tidy up her clothes, and made a phone call: "Call me on weekends, come out to play."

Qing Nuan bid farewell to Cheng Ge expectantly.

Everyone who has a crush on others will pay special attention to every word and deed of his sweetheart.

Qingnuan is no exception.

She wished she could walk by Cheng Ge's side all the time, even if the two of them were relatively silent, as long as she could see him, her heart would be sweeter than honey, so she was always waiting for Cheng Ge's call .

She hugged her mobile phone, lying on the bed, looking over and over again, looking at it when she was eating, before taking a bath, before going to bed, and even waking up in the middle of the night to see if there was anything there. Missed calls, unread text messages.

Yet nothing.

All night passed.

The next day was Saturday, Qing Nuan wrapped herself in the blanket and looked around with her mobile phone.

She was worried that her mobile phone was in arrears, so she couldn't receive Cheng Ge's text message.

But when she inquired through the operator's customer service that there was still a balance of more than 50 yuan in her mobile phone, she was finally buried by an unprecedented loss.

Why hasn't Ge Ge contacted her yet?
Should she send a text message first and take the initiative to contact her?
But it might not be a good idea to do so, right?Will it be too obvious?
Brother Ge hasn't contacted her all this time, is there something temporarily going on?Why don't you wait, maybe his text message will come in a while?
Qing Nuan spent the whole morning in entanglement.

I waited until 11 o'clock in the morning, and finally received a text message from Cheng Ge: "See you at the riverside of Baihe Park at 1 o'clock in the afternoon."

Qing Nuan was cheering with her mobile phone in her small room, almost jumping up with joy.

She looked at the wall clock on the wall, and quickly counted the time in her mind - there are still two hours, and it's time to start preparing!

Qing Nuan quickly replied to the text message: "Okay."

After a while, Qing Nuan added another sentence: "Then see you soon."

Cheng Ge didn't reply anymore.

But Qing Nuan didn't take it seriously, she started to tidy up the room, take a shower, choose clothes, change clothes, after an hour of tossing, she finally went out happily.

Baihe Park is not close to Qingnuan's home, it takes more than half an hour by bus, and it happens to arrive at the appointed time.

Standing by the river in Baihe Park, Qing Nuan began to look for Cheng Ge.

He seems to be late and hasn't come yet.

Qing Nuan randomly found a place by the river and started a new round of waiting.While waiting, I did not forget to send a text message to Cheng Ge: "Brother Ge, I have arrived, where have you been?"

no reply.

Qing Nuan calmed down and waited for a while, but the phone still didn't respond.

"Brother Ge, where are you?" She asked again without giving up.

What made Qing Nuan feel strange was that Cheng Ge never replied to her.

Qing Nuan called directly, but no one answered.

Qing Nuan guessed that maybe Cheng Ge forgot to take his mobile phone when he went out.

She sat quietly on the bench by the river, looking at the river in the distance. To be honest, she was a little surprised why Cheng Ge invited her to the river.

She had drowned when she was a child, and she didn't like going to places with water. Cheng Ge knew about it, but why would he propose to play by the river today?

No matter what the reason for Cheng Ge, Qing Nuan thought, with Cheng Ge by his side, the river water is actually not that scary.

So Qingnuan waited silently by the river for the boy he liked, hoping that he would come smiling under the winter sun in the afternoon.

time flies.

Half an hour passed.

An hour has passed.

Another half hour passed.

Another hour passed...

Cheng Ge never came.

What Qing Nuan didn't know was that there was another figure standing under the birch tree not far from the river, he kept looking at Qing Nuan, as long as Qing Nuan waited for Cheng Ge, he looked at Qing Nuan for as long as he did.

As Qingnuan waited longer and longer, his gloating interest became higher and higher, but what followed was an inexplicable anger.

Yes, it was Song Yang who was teasing Qing Nuan, in order to avenge the bit Qing Nuan bit on his arm.

More than two hours have passed, and Qing Nuan has been waiting really hard.

Song Yang walked towards Qing Nuan.

"Hey, silly girl." He showed a wicked smile as always, and sarcastically called his nickname for Qing Nuan, with contempt and ridicule in his eyes, "Is the cold wind cool?"

Qingnuan stood up "Huo", staring at Song Yang in disbelief: "Why are you here?"

Song Yang crossed his chest and smiled, his smile was colder than the winter wind: "I'm dating you, of course you're here."

Qing Nuan couldn't figure it out at first, but then she connected everything together and thought about it. It seemed that all the strange things had answers, and she finally realized that she was being tricked by Song Yang.

After Qingnuan reacted, she was furious, and she asked loudly: "How did you use Cheng Ge's mobile phone to send me a text message? How did you..."

"You bit me, and I'm not allowed to take revenge on you, silly girl." Song Yang looked coolly at Qing Nuanqi's roar, feeling both happy and unhappy.

"Song Yang, you are shameless!" Qing Nuan scolded Song Yang, wanting to come over and teach him a lesson.

But because she was too emotional, Qing Nuan didn't look at the road when she walked over, her feet slipped, and she leaned to the side.

Like a withered flower, it is blown from the top of the tree to the ground by the wind.

"Be careful!" Seeing Qing Nuan slipping, Song Yang couldn't help but exclaimed.

But it was too late, Qing Nuan had already fallen into the river.

She was terrified, fluttering helplessly in the icy river: "Help! Help me...help me, Song Yang...Kaka..."

She was choked by the river water and couldn't cry out anymore, she just kept coughing while thumping.

Song Yang was also terrified. He couldn't swim at all, so he ran to the river, leaned half of his body into the river, and handed Qing Nuan his hand: "Quick! Qing Nuan, grab my hand! Quick!"

Qing Nuan thumped vigorously in Song Yang's direction, but the river was too deep and the temperature was too cold, and the two people who couldn't swim were clearly close at hand, but it seemed that they would never be able to hold hands together.

The time to struggle is limited.

Qing Nuan soon ran out of strength, and her body began to sink.

"Qing Nuan!" Song Yang shouted her name loudly, seeing her sinking a little bit, his heart was ashamed...

At this moment, a figure flew past Song Yang's eyes.

The river surface that had just been silent splashed huge water again.

Someone jumped into the river to save someone!
Song Yang stood up in surprise, looking at the boy who dived to save others—how did he find this place?

The person who jumped into the river was none other than Cheng Ge.

Just like what is often performed in martial arts dramas, there will always be bridges where you need to jump off the cliff. When a person accidentally falls off the cliff, there will always be two situations: someone is afraid of taking risks, so he will reach out and try to catch him. The person who fell off the cliff; some people will desperately follow that person and jump down together, living and dying together.

Song Yang gave Qing Nuan a hand.

Cheng Ge followed Qing Nuan and jumped into the deep water.

Cheng Ge didn't care about the icy cold water, and swam to the depths of the river to rescue Qing Nuan. After about a minute or two, he fished Qing Nuan out and swam to the shore.

Qing Nuan's face was bloodless, pale and blue, obviously frozen by the river after drowning.

Cheng Ge moved neatly to press Qing Nuan's chest, doing artificial respiration, and when his lips and teeth blended, Cheng Ge, who was always joking, was so nervous and frightened that he shed tears.

"Nuan Nuan, wake up!"

Every time he helped her breathe, Cheng Ge called her name once.

"I still have a lot to say to you, wake up, Nuan Nuan!" Cheng Ge has never been so scared like now.

"Song Yang, are you stupid? Call an ambulance now!" Cheng Ge was in a hurry. He didn't have time to scold Song Yang, but he just yelled angrily, "Call an ambulance, what are you doing?"

Song Yang's eyes full of panic finally focused, he quickly took out his mobile phone, and tremblingly dialed 120 emergency number.

Qing Nuan spat out a few sips of water in a coma, barely recovering her weak breathing.

When the ambulance came, Qing Nuan was rushed into the car and taken to the hospital.

4
half a month later.

Because of Qingnuan, Song Yang wrote a 1000-word self-criticism for the second time, and was invited as a parent.

Only this time, when he read out his self-criticism on the rostrum, he was no longer as foolish as before. The words of the self-criticism were sincere, and Song Yang read it out in a remorseful tone, every word and every word could be called a self-criticism model essay.

The reason why Song Yang was able to review himself so seriously on the rostrum was because he could always think of Qing Nuan's helpless look in the river, and her almost desperate cry for help: "Help me, Song Yang."

Song Yang thought, how scared she must have been at that time, that even though she hated him so much, she still begged him for help.

But now, the poor girl who was bullied by herself, although the dirty water has been cleared out, because the river water is icy cold, she has typhoid fever, and she is still lying in the hospital for transfusion.

Oh, she must hate him to death.

Song Yang thought angrily.

Immediately, she had the mentality of breaking the jar: forget it, that's good, at least she will never forget him in this life.

How did Cheng Ge arrive at the scene of the incident at Baihe Park that day?

Later, according to Cheng Ge's own explanation, plus Song Yang's explanation to the school, the combination is like this——

After school on Friday, Cheng Ge and Qing Nuan made an appointment to call on the weekend and come out to play together.He originally planned to take Qing Nuan to Happy Valley with him, but when he was about to call Qing Nuan on Friday night, he realized that the phone was not with him. Maybe he left it in the classroom after school and did not bring it back.

There is no way, Cheng Ge plans to go directly to Qing Nuan's house on Saturday to find Qing Nuan, and the two will set off together.

On Saturday morning, because Cheng Ge was helping grandma with work, he wasted some time. He didn't go out to Qing Nuan's house until near noon, but Qing Nuan's father told him: "Nuan Nuan is not at home, she told me to make peace." You go out to play together, why? You are not together?"

It wasn't until then that Cheng Ge realized something was wrong.

But when Qing Nuan left the house, she didn't tell her father where she was going.

Cheng Ge knew that there was a high possibility that someone would pretend to be himself and ask Qing Nuan out.

Thinking about it carefully, Qing Nuan is in danger.

And how did that person pretend to be himself?Cheng Ge understood that it was mostly because the man got his mobile phone.

So Cheng Ge hurried to the school. Fortunately, the mobile phone was not lost. It was on his desk, seemingly intact.He picked up his phone and turned to the text message page, and there was a strange text message: See you at the riverside of Baihe Park at 1 pm.

Followed by Qing Nuan's reply and missed calls.

Without further ado, Cheng Ge was ready to call Qing Nuan back.

However, his mobile phone was not charged, and as soon as he turned to the address book, the mobile phone was completely out of battery, and the screen went black.

Cheng Ge had to go directly to Baihe Park. As soon as he found Qing Nuan by the river, he saw Qing Nuan accidentally fell into the river.

At that time, he didn't even have time to think, he jumped down all at once, only thinking that he must rescue Qing Nuan.

After rescuing Qing Nuan, he will deal with Song Yang, who needs to be beaten.

Song Yang also felt that he deserved a beating in this incident. He regretted that he planned this prank revenge, but he really couldn't hold back at that time, so he sent a text message invitation.

Song Yang has the habit of coming to the school basketball court to play basketball every Saturday.

The day of the incident was Saturday, and the students were on vacation. Song Yang went to the classroom to get his jersey. The classroom was empty and there was no one there.

He focused his attention on Cheng Ge's desk - where Cheng Ge's cell phone was accidentally left in the classroom.

For some reason, Song Yang suddenly longed to see Qing Nuan.

But Song Yang knew that he had no reason to ask Qing Nuan out, not to mention that he couldn't save face, even if he really went to see Qing Nuan, Qing Nuan would definitely not want to see him.

He sat in the classroom and stared at Cheng Ge's cell phone for a long time.

Suddenly, he thought of the day when Qing Nuan was jealous of Cheng Ge, he was used as a punching bag, and his arm was bitten by her to bleed, and he felt a little angry.

How about revenge?
Song Yang actually didn't know if he really wanted to take revenge on Qing Nuan, or if he was trying to find an excuse for asking Qing Nuan out, anyway, he picked up Cheng Ge's cell phone.

Cheng Ge's phone doesn't have a lock screen, so it's easy to use.

He edited the message, selected the recipients, and finally hit send.

With a "beep" sound from the mobile phone, the text message was successfully sent, which opened the prelude to the accident in Baihe Park.

Afterwards, Song Yang could hardly hold anything else in his mind.

For Qing Nuan, Cheng Ge almost went mad and fought with him. At that time, Cheng Ge showed his fist and shouted at him hysterically: "If Qing Nuan can't be saved in the hospital, I will definitely beat you to death!"

Song Yang didn't refute, even when fighting, he was limp, didn't parry, never fought back.

After that, Cheng Ge almost went crazy, and stayed by Qing Nuan's side every step of the way.Qing Nuan lay in the hospital bed and fell asleep for a long time, Cheng Geshou was getting haggard by the hospital bed.

And Song Yang couldn't even get in the door of the ward, Cheng Ge didn't welcome him, and Qing Nuan's family didn't welcome him either.

Song Yang looked at Qing Nuan who was sleeping soundly through the glass of the ward door, and left quietly.

Later, whether Song Yang opened his eyes or closed his eyes, all he saw was green and warm—the way she waited in the cold wind, the way she shivered after being rescued.

Apart from remorse, Song Yang was deeply regretful.

What he regrets is that the person Qingnuan was waiting for was not him, nor was the person who rescued Qingnuan.

5
It took another month before Qing Nuan's body recovered.

During this month, Cheng Ge followed her closely like a shadow every day, inseparable.He didn't dare to leave, for fear that Qing Nuan would encounter another accident if he was not careful.

For this reason, Qing Nuan often laughed at him: "Brother Ge, look at you, you look like a spy on a mission."

Cheng Ge gave her a blank look: "Who told me to hold a silly child in my hand, and if I don't pay attention, someone will steal it. I have to be careful! This is not a task, this is instinct."

Qing Nuan giggled when he heard him say that.

But in the past few days, after Qing Nuan was discharged from the hospital and went to school, Cheng Ge obviously said less to her.

Moreover, Cheng Ge's state is always not right. He often loses his mind in class, and he no longer talks about his idol enthusiastically during lunch breaks. is silent.

Qing Nuan was a little confused.

This state lasted for a while before Qing Nuan figured out that it was Cheng Ge's father who came to J City.

Cheng Ge's father felt that high school was a critical period for learning, the level of high school in J City could only be considered average, and the child should study in a better school, so he wanted to force Cheng Ge to leave.

Although Cheng Ge was mischievous since he was a child, he knew that his father had already set his mind on this matter, and it was useless for him to resist.

Qing Nuan also felt very lost because of this. When she thought of the possibility of being separated from Cheng Ge, she felt as if her soul had been taken out of her whole body, and she couldn't sit still.

Cheng Ge found a weekend off, called Qing Nuan, and said that he was going to school to make some souvenirs.

There is a picturesque birch forest near the school.

The cold-resistant white birches and the dots of snow create a pure white picture in front of Qing Nuan's eyes.

It has entered the winter, but the birch is still full of vitality.

Cheng Ge was wearing a black down jacket and a warm wool cap, and led Qing Nuan into the forest.

Qing Nuan followed Cheng Ge to the first birch tree next to the southernmost part of the playground.This is an easy to remember and very secret corner. This birch tree is tall and straight. In the past, Cheng Ge always liked to recite English and historical years with Qing Nuan in this place, and read Cheng Ge’s favorite Tagore’s poems together. .

This birch tree has witnessed Cheng Ge and Qing Nuan's many small pasts. Cheng Ge said: "It's the most suitable place to bury the memories."

Qing Nuan asked: "It's so mysterious, what is in the iron box you want to bury?"

Cheng Ge opened the iron box, with a helpless expression and lingering eyes: "Maybe my dad will drag me to transfer to City A one day, and I will bury this collection of poems here before I leave. marked."

What he said was very gentle, and Qing Nuan felt sad for a while.

It was "Anthology of Tagore's Poems", which was Cheng Ge's favorite book to read to Qing Nuan.

"Your father is really serious, why do you have to transfer you? If you study hard here, you can also go to university in City A, right?" Qing Nuanqi complained, but still took the small shovel and helped Digging holes under big trees.

Cheng Ge was also unconvinced, and said, "His education method has always been fascist, don't you know?"

Qing Nuan naturally knew it. She still remembered that when she first met Cheng Ge, Cheng Ge told her that the reason why she ran away on the train was that she didn't want to stay with his father.

After putting the collection of poems back into the iron box, sealing it and burying it in the soil, it seems that I don’t know the fate of this collection of poems.

Qingnuan thought, maybe it will always be buried here, after wind and frost, silent for a hundred years, no one cares about it; maybe many years later, there will be classmates like them, facing parting, wanting to bury some memories under this tree, and then they can Discover the mystery in the iron box; maybe, one day after many years, she and Cheng Ge will be able to get together again, come under this tree, and dig out this box of youthful memories...

There are too many possibilities, and Qingnuan can't think of the end.

After burying the tin box, Cheng Ge and Qing Nuan wandered around the playground bored again.

"Nuan Nuan, after I return to City A, I will continue my high school education there, and I will continue my university studies there in two years. Let's meet at the University of City A, okay?" Cheng Ge asked.

Qing Nuan nodded without hesitation: "I will definitely work hard to get into the University of City A, Brother Ge, you have to wait for me!"

Cheng Ge smiled happily, and gently told Qing Nuan: "Nuan Nuan, I won't be by your side in the future, do you want to make more friends, you know? Get in touch with your classmates more, don't always shut yourself in your own In the world, you will be happy if you play with your friends more... You are too silent. I used to be with you. I am really worried that I will not be here in the future. Bully."

Hearing what he said, Qing Nuan's heart moved, she hugged his arm boldly, and said in a coquettish tone for the first time: "Brother Ge, you are worried about me, so try to find a way to talk to Uncle Cheng and try to stay .If you were not here, how miserable I would be. No one would eat with me, chat with me, get out of school or leave school with me, and I could only stay at home on weekends and holidays...Look at how miserable I am, you still stay Come down."

Her big eyes flickered, as if she was really wronged and miserable.

Cheng Ge was amused and helpless by her: "Okay, you are getting more and more good at acting like a baby now, tell me, if you continue like this, if I'm not here, what will you do if you are snatched away by other boys? "

Qing Nuan was stunned, what did Ge Ge mean by this sentence?
She was a little surprised, a little dazed, and a little blushing.

After being silent for a while, Qing Nuan finally couldn't hold back, and asked: "Brother Ge, do you still remember the question we talked about before? The question about the person you like the most." After a pause, Qing Nuan continued to talk carefully. He asked, "It's all up to now, can you tell me, is your favorite girl Luo Weiwei?"

"Is this question important to you?" Cheng Ge had a teasing smile on his lips.

Qing Nuan nodded very seriously: "Important! Of course it is important!"

Cheng Ge then stroked Qing Nuan's head, and told her solemnly, "Nuan Nuan, the girl I like is not Luo Weiwei."

Qing Nuan's heart beat faster again, she grabbed Cheng Ge's clothes corner, her voice was a little trembling, a little timid, and she asked expectantly: "Then who do you like?"

But Cheng Ge played tricks on purpose, and joked: "Oh, you want to know the answer so much, you must have taken a fancy to me, right?"

Embarrassed and angry, Qing Nuan simply threw off the corner of his clothes, and snorted coldly: "If you like to talk or not, it has nothing to do with me anyway."

"It's okay that you still care so much, you just looked forward to it!"

Cheng Ge wanted to tease her.

Qingnuan retorted loudly: "Can I ask who my future sister-in-law is? I do it out of good intentions. If you transfer to another school, I can send you a love letter or something. Don't be too sentimental, please!"

In this way, the two bickered back and forth, laughing continuously.

But in the end, Cheng Ge still told Qing Nuan that he wanted to tell her who the girl he liked was.

Cheng Ge took Qing Nuan's hand, and under Qing Nuan's gaze, wrote a "Ti" on her palm with his fingertips.

"Ti?" Qing Nuan looked at the two letters suspiciously, and asked in bewilderment, "What is this? Is there any special meaning?"

Cheng Ge still had that smiling look, with a hint of mystery and expectation.

"Nuan Nuan, the days to come are still long, you can guess slowly what it means. It's still the same sentence, if you guess correctly, you will get a prize."

Qing Nuan sighed, Brother Ge, it's a bit too much for him to ask himself a puzzle before he leaves.

Qing Nuan failed to keep Cheng Ge in the end.

A week later, the transfer procedures were completed, and Cheng Ge followed his father on the train to City A.

On the day he left, two girls, Qing Nuan and Luo Weiwei, braved the first snow in winter and went to the train station to see him off.

After a hasty farewell, Cheng Ge left.

Before leaving, Cheng Ge smiled at Qing Nuan through the car window and made a mouth shape.

The mouth shape is simple and easy to understand, and there is no need to guess.

So Qing Nuan also smiled reluctantly.

She knew that what Ge Ge said was: see you in university.

(End of this chapter)

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