how far is Forever

Chapter 15

01
Song Junmu was injured.

In the morning, Song Junmu and I went shopping together. When we passed the alley, I suddenly felt that I was being pulled into the gloomy alley by myself.

"what--"

"Su Ruo!" Song Junmu also rushed into the alley when he heard my voice. The person in front of us is familiar to both of us. Because of this boy, I saw Song Junmu's violence for the first time. I remember pleading for him, I I remember the love Song Junmu had for me at that time, and what I remember the most is regret, regret for saving him from Song Junmu, if it wasn't for me, maybe he wouldn't have the guts to appear in front of us and shout.

Obviously, the boy took a group of people to wait for us to appear in the alley.

"Song Junmu, long time no see." The boy said to Song Junmu with a sneer.

"It's been a long time. Why, do you have something to do with me?"

"Of course there is something." The boy greeted the people around him and said, "Call me."

"Wait!" Song Junmu roared, and those people stopped moving, "It doesn't matter if you fight me, let Su Ruo leave first."

"How is it possible? Su Ruo is your weakness. If you let her leave, you will definitely resist. I don't want my brothers to be hurt. Hit me."

I was held tightly by two people, and there was no way to stop the group of people. Their fists landed on Song Junmu's body, one after another.

"Stop it! Stop it!" I yelled brokenly, one after another.They acted as if they couldn't hear me at all, and they didn't mean to stop at all.

"Song Junmu, you are stupid, you resist, haven't you been said to be good at beating? Why don't you fight back, are you stupid? Fight back!" My tears fell, and my voice was almost hoarse .

"Song Junmu, let me tell you, if you dare to fight back, I will beat Su Ruo ten times. I want to see whether it is your fist or Su Ruo's body that is hard."

Don't, don't!

I watched Song Junmu being beaten there and helpless, and now I realize how useless I am.I've heard that Song Junmu has a record of fighting with more than a dozen people without falling down, and even beat the other party to the point of being defenseless, but now, for me, he silently bears the fists of those people without moving.

Song Junmu, you are such a fool, I don't deserve you!

"What are you doing?" A male voice rang out from the alley.

The group of people heard that someone was passing by and were afraid of making things big, so they turned to the boy who took the lead, "Do you want to continue?"

"No, it's time for him to learn a lesson this time, let's go!"

My arm was loosened, and I staggered to Song Junmu's side and looked at him who was beaten badly. I reached out to touch his face, but found that I didn't dare to touch it at all.

"I'm sorry, Song Junmu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"It has nothing to do with you, but... Su Ruo, please take me to the hospital first, I can't stand up."

"Well, well, I'll dial 120 right away, right away."

The ambulance arrived soon, and Song Junmu was carried up. He was unconscious. I sat beside him and kept holding his hand, refusing to let go.

After the doctor's examination, he said that Song Junmu's injuries were basically traumatic, and there was nothing serious about it, so I was relieved.

Now he is lying quietly in the ward, everything around him is white, and he is lying there like a little prince.I looked at him and realized for the first time that his skin is so good and his eyelashes are longer than those of girls.

He is a good-looking person, how could I have the heart to take advantage of such a person?

"Su Ruo." I heard someone calling my name, and when I looked up, it was Su Luoyan.We haven't seen each other for a long time since the Yan Lele incident last time.

"How did you come?"

"Song Junmu is a celebrity in the school. Someone proudly showed off that he beat Song Junmu and also bullied his woman. I don't know." Su Luoyan said with a wry smile.

It turned out that the rumors had spread so fast, but it had only been more than an hour, and even Su Luoyan knew about it.I took out my mobile phone, and there were five or six missed calls from Jiang Chuan and a dozen missed calls from Su Luoyan. I nodded to him and said, "Thank you for coming to see Junmu."

"I'm here to see you, Su Ruo, can you talk to me?"

"Okay." I stood up and walked in front of him, "Let's go out and talk, don't disturb him."

Su Luoyan and I walked to the stairs, and he suddenly asked me: "Do you care about him?"

"He's my boyfriend, isn't he? Of course I care."

"Su Ruo, don't do this." Su Luoyan grabbed my arm a little angrily and said, "Su Ruo, you don't need to choose such a person as your boyfriend just to get revenge on me, he will hurt you."

"You hurt me." I said coldly.

"I'm sorry." He let go of his hand in a panic, "I'm just worried about you."

"Thank you." I took a step back to keep a distance from him, "Thank you for worrying about me."

"Su Ruo..." He called my name sadly, "When did we become like this?"

when?
I don't know either, maybe it's because of what happened to Yan Lele, maybe it was earlier, maybe we've never been close, who can remember the past so clearly?
All I need to know is that he is no longer the elder brother who loves me the most.

"Su Ruo..."

"Su Luoyan, Jun Mu may wake up at any time, you go, I don't think he wants to see you."

"Su Ruo..." He called my name again, and the sadness in his tone moved me.

I forced myself to harden my heart: "You go, Ji Nuannuan is waiting for you."

"Su Ruo, you absolutely can't be together. Couldn't this lesson teach you to be good? Fortunately, you were not injured this time, so what about the next time? Can you guarantee that you will be able to escape unscathed next time?"

"Thank you, I chose the road, and whether I live or die has nothing to do with others."

I don't know when I became so hard-hearted. Standing in front of Su Luoyan, I can say such unfeeling words. I really admire myself.

"I'll go first, Su Ruo, no matter what, you are my sister." After leaving these words, he turned and left.

I looked at his back in a daze, and really wanted to hug him and say to him, "You are my brother too."

But I didn't do that. I know that we are not qualified now.

I don't know when Song Junmu will wake up. I went out and bought soup for him, fearing that he will be hungry when he wakes up.

"I thought you were gone." Song Junmu smiled weakly at me.

"How could I leave? I still have to take care of my boyfriend. It's not what a competent girlfriend should do if he leaves casually."

"Su Ruo, I just don't want to make you sad." He said.

"I won't be sad if you get better soon." He scooped the oil on the soup into another bowl little by little, and said, "I bought this from outside. It's not as good as at home. It's still a bit greasy. Today is very cold." Hurry up, I'll go back tomorrow and cook something delicious for you."

I smiled and pretended that nothing happened as much as possible, caring for my boyfriend.Song Junmu's eyes trembled slightly, and he began to drink slowly one mouthful at a time.

"what about the taste?"

"good."

"Then drink more." I blew on the soup in the spoon and smiled.

Song Junmu looked at me, at such a close distance, he suddenly smiled: "My Ruoruo is the best."

"Of course I'm fine, drink it quickly, get well soon, and you promised to take me to the playground." I handed the bowl to him, "Drink it yourself, my arms are sore."

"Yes, as ordered."

A bowl of soup soon bottomed out, and he wiped his mouth with his sleeve, "It's delicious."

"Vulgar." I chuckled.

"If Ruo..."

"Ok?"

"Can you try to love me with your heart?"

"I..." I was tongue-tied, "I'll pack my things."

I ran away on the grounds of packing up my things. I knew Song Junmu would be sad, but I couldn't tell lies in front of him, and I didn't know if I could love him with my heart.

Things have deviated from the track I expected. In the past, Song Junmu was just used by me, but now I don't know how to explain my confused mood.

Maybe, I've always been a deserter, yes to Su Luoyan, and also to Song Junmu.

02
Song Junmu and I didn't become estranged because of that problem. In the days to come, he tacitly didn't bring it up again. Occasionally, I would see the loneliness in his eyes. At that time, I could only pretend that I couldn't see it.

A week later, he was going to be discharged from the hospital. I asked him what he wanted to do after he was discharged from the hospital. He told me that he wanted to go to the playground.

"Song Junmu, are you still a child?" I put my hips on my hips and accused him like an elder, "The exam is coming, and you don't study hard to go to the playground."

"Hey, someone obviously wanted to go before, okay?" Song Junmu retorted.

"So-and-so?" I pretended to look around and said, "Where is so-and-so, why didn't I see it."

"Su Ruo!"

"Song Junmu!" I replied not to be outdone.

"Sister, do you want to go?" Song Junmu softened, looked at me pitifully and asked.

"Well, I can't bear to see my brother so pitiful, so I'll go there with great compassion."

"Su Ruo!"

"Let's go." I pulled him towards the playground.

The sun seemed to illuminate every inch of the corner that day.Song Junmu holds my hand warmly, and his smile seems to never run out, as long as we are together, they are as warm as the sun.

The playground is newly opened, and there are many people coming and going, and everyone has a happy smile on their faces.Song Junmu said that his impression of the playground stayed more than ten years ago, and he didn't know anything about all the amusement facilities here.

As a senior playground player, I took on the task of "tour guide" and helped him introduce them one by one.

Although it is a newly opened playground, I still know all about it. I happily introduce every game and tell my experience of playing in other playgrounds.

I suddenly became quiet, raised my head, and stared at him: "Jun Mu, do you know?"

"what?"

"I'm very happy."

Song Junmu was slightly taken aback, but soon, he told me: "I am also very happy."

I laughed, the atmosphere of the playground infected me, and I felt a kind of joy that couldn't be concealed.Song Junmu and I were laughing and joking all the way.The early winter was quiet, and Song Junmu was in a great mood. He said to me mysteriously, "Ruoruo, I'm going to take you to a place next."

I looked at him strangely: "Where?"

But Song Junmu didn't say anything, just took my hand, I followed him all the way, we passed "Feigui", my heart suddenly sank, it was there that I first knew that Su Luoyan had a daughter Friend Facts.

"Ruo Ruo, Ruo Ruo..."

Song Junmu shook me, and I looked at him in relief: "What?"

"You're distracted again."

I smiled awkwardly, yes, why do I always think of Su Luoyan when I am with Song Junmu.

Song Junmu stroked my hair and smiled as always: "Let's go play happily today!"

"Okay." I also tried to make myself smile happily.

Song Junmu pulled me forward and ran forward, I stared blankly at his back, my heart suddenly throbbed, and my eyes dimmed, Song Junmu, Song Junmu, Song Junmu...

I really wanted to call him out loudly, I was in such a mess, I opened my mouth, but my throat gradually tightened, and I couldn't make a sound no matter what.My footsteps stopped suddenly, I looked up, and Song Junmu was standing in front of me, the distance between the two was so close, but my heart sank inch by inch.

(End of this chapter)