how far is Forever

Chapter 16

Is what I feel for him really love?Still don't love?At that moment I was suddenly confused...

"Did you run too fast and feel uncomfortable?" Song Junmu held my face and was worried.

I shook my head, still pretending to smile: "Have you arrived at the place you said?"

"I'll be there soon, just close your eyes."

"Pretending to be garlic." I still obediently closed my eyes and let him lead me forward step by step. The fragrance of flowers filled the surroundings, as if I had walked into a sea of ​​flowers.

"Here, open your eyes."

"What are you doing..." Open your eyes, there is a sea of ​​roses in front of you, all kinds of roses are competing for beauty, dizzying, "This is..."

"Ten thousand and one roses, I give you."

Ten thousand... Zero one...

"Su Ruo, you are my one-in-a-million choice."

I squinted at him and asked with a cold snort, "You mean there are still 1 girls waiting in line."

"Miss Su Ruo, please don't change the subject, please?"

I didn't mean to change the subject on purpose, but I was too touched and didn't know what words to use to describe him, so I could only talk about him left and right.

He lightly embraced my shoulders and said: "Although I can make a bouquet of everything for you, I prefer their vigorous growth in the soil, and I hope that our relationship will also be like this, growing all the time instead of being brilliant for a while. "

I looked at everything in front of me, the endless sea of ​​flowers seemed to be connected to the sky, and the cool winter wind blew gently, bringing a burst of fresh flower fragrance.

Song Junmu stood beside me, under the blue sky in front of my eyes, my eyes were full of flowers like brocade.

It's beautiful, it's really beautiful here.I almost subconsciously wanted to grab Song Junmu's wrist, I turned my head and looked at him: "Junmu, thank you..."

Thank you for always being by my side, thank you for not giving up on me, thank you for loving me...

He patted my forehead fondly and said, "If you say thank you again, I'll beat you up."

"Your Majesty, spare your life!"

"Hahaha……"

We didn't return home until night fell. Sometimes, I have to feel that the encounters between people are really wonderful sometimes.Until then, I still can't remember when and where I met such a beautiful Song Junmu.

03
In the morning, I habitually want to go out and walk around. The environment near Song Junmu’s house is good. I haven’t looked at it seriously because of my mood a while ago. Taking advantage of my mood today, I opened the door and prepared to go out for a walk. By the way, buy some vegetables and go back to cook.

Turning to the entrance of a cake shop, I stood in front of the glass window and was attracted by all kinds of cakes. I couldn't help but walk in and want to buy one to take home.

"You let go!"

"You give the money and let go!"

The voice sounded familiar. Looking up, the person who was grabbed by the sleeve by the boss and refused to let go turned out to be Yan Lele.

Yan Lele said: "It's not the first time I've come to your store. This time I just forgot to bring money when I went out. I'll give it to you next time."

The boss said: "I know you are not here for the first time, and I don't want to make it difficult for you. Just make a phone call and ask someone to send the money."

Yan Lele bit her lip, took out her cell phone, and flipped through the phone numbers of her contacts, but after a long time, she didn't press anyone's phone number.

I find it a little strange why she didn't look for Jiang Chuan.

The boss started rambling again: "Student, hurry up, I still need to do business."

Yan Lele bit her lip, but didn't move or speak.

"I'll pay for her." I had already come to her side and stretched out my hand.

The boss took the money cheerfully and said, "Wouldn't it be better to let your friends come earlier? They are all regular customers, and I didn't mean to make things difficult for you."

I did not speak silently.

Yan Lele looked up at me, opened her mouth but said nothing.

"I'm leaving first." I didn't know what to say to her, so I could only turn around and leave.

"Su Ruo..."

"Huh?" I turned to look at her, she lowered her head and wondered what she was thinking.

"The money... I will pay you back next time."

"Well, good." I nodded.

"You still live with Song Junmu?"

I nodded.

"Oh, then I'll be leaving too, goodbye." She hesitated to speak, and finally turned and left.

She should have already understood the truth of that matter. I already knew it, and when we meet again, I don't know what to say.There are some things I really want to ask her, for example, was it a lie when you said we were good friends?Or, when you called the police, did you feel that little bit of intolerance towards me?

I didn't ask anything after all, some people and some things couldn't go back.

"Su Ruo."

Another familiar voice.

I stood there in a daze, not knowing how to react.

This voice is so familiar that it cannot be more familiar. In the past ten years, this voice has been with me every day.

"Luo Yan, it seems that your sister doesn't want to see you." Ji Nuannuan's laughter hurt my ears.

"Su Ruo, don't you even want to see me?" Seeing me refusing to turn around, Su Luoyan felt a little sad in his voice.

I turned around stiffly and looked at Su Luoyan who was holding hands with Ji Nuannuan, and forced a smile and called him: "Brother."

"Hey, Su Ruo, you can cook. Are you planning to eat with Song Junmu after buying so many dishes? I really envy him."

"Sister-in-law was joking. I'm Song Junmu's girlfriend now. It's normal for me to cook for him. There's nothing to be envious of. If you're envious, you can ask your brother to cook for you, right?"

"Su Ruo, will you go home with me?" Su Luoyan said suddenly.

I froze in place, looked at him, and couldn't believe what I heard: "What did you say?" I looked at him, my eyes rose up like in slow motion, and fixed on him, he was still as calm as a flower spring and a moonlight Leisurely.I thought he would scold me for why I was still with Song Junmu, I thought he would ignore me because I let him down time and time again recently.

Can going home, going home change everything?Su Luoyan, do you really think that if you go home and escape from all this, you can pretend it never happened?

Some things can't be undone, can't they?
"Come back with me, Su Ruo." Su Luoyan stretched out a hand to me.

But, the only thing I didn't expect was that he would let me go home with him...

Time passed minute by minute.

There seemed to be mist in his eyes: "Su Ruo, come back with me, let's go back to the past."

Going back to the past, can you forget everything that happened now?

"Su Ruo, let's go home..."

I blinked my eyes slightly, and at that moment, I really seemed to have returned to the past.

I still remember that when I was six years old, I accidentally broke my father's favorite vase because I was playing too crazy. I was afraid of being scolded by my father, so I sneaked outside and hid alone.

Su Luoyan found me that night, and he told me the same thing as now——

"Su Ruo, let's go home..."

For a moment, I thought that Su Luoyan and I had gone back to the past, back to the days when there was no gap between us.But I clearly know that Su Luoyan is no longer the Su Luoyan when he was eight years old, and I am no longer the Su Ruo who was six years old.

"What do you mean?" Ji Nuannuan's voice trembled.

"Nuan Nuan, you go back first, I want to take Su Ruo home!"

"What?" Ji Nuannuan looked at Su Luoyan incredulously, "Say it again?"

"You go back, I want to take Su Ruo home."

"Su Luoyan!" Ji Nuannuan yelled in a low voice, she suddenly grabbed Su Luoyan like crazy, and shouted angrily: "What are you talking about, do you understand what you are talking about? You clearly know Yes, it was his father's silence that killed your father, right? You clearly know that if her father was willing to speak out back then, your father would be fine, right? You are enemies, enemies!"

Why does Ji Nuannuan know these things?How could she say that, Dad obviously didn't do it on purpose... Although Dad was wrong, Su Luoyan and I are not enemies.

But what I didn't expect was that Su Luoyan said: "I know."

I stared at him with wide eyes, did he already know?The wind in his ears seemed to be very quiet, he turned his head slightly, and looked from Ji Nuannuan to me.

I was stunned and didn't know what to do, Su Luoyan didn't show any expression, didn't make any movements, just stood within reach, not moving.

"Su Luoyan!" Ji Nuannuan called him.

Su Luoyan looked at her slightly sideways, the color in his eyes was indescribable, like the sea under the night, or like a secluded forest in the mountains, he said softly: "Ji Nuannuan, there are some things, you guessed the beginning , but did not guess the ending."

Ji Nuannuan looked at him trembling slightly, I could see that the last gleam of light in her eyes was also taken away by Su Luoyan, but in the end she was still asking in a daze: "What do you mean?"

"I know they are not my biological parents, I know that Su Ruo is not my real sister, I was once confused and painful because of this, but then I figured it out, although Su's father was wrong, but he did not harm her. The chief culprit who killed my biological father is just an ordinary person with his own hesitation and weakness. Over the years, he raised me and treated me as his own. I can clearly see his guilt and compensation. He I have made up for his mistakes back then. I thank him for giving me a warm home, and I also thank him for bringing me to Su Ruo and making me Su Ruo's brother."

"Su Luoyan, are you crazy?" Ji Nuannuan yelled.

"I'm not crazy, I'm very clear. Let's just let this matter go, let's...let's end it too, our transaction is over." When Su Luoyan said this, there was a trace of hesitation in his tone.

"Brother...do you really know everything?" I asked uncertainly.

He nodded.

It turned out that he already knew the secret that we had painstakingly buried.For such a long time, he never mentioned anything in front of me.

I wanted to get out of this place, and I found myself a fool for thinking I knew everyone when I didn't know anyone.

Su Luoyan knew everything a long time ago, but he didn't show it in front of me. He wanted to act with Ji Nuannuan for me. I don't know if he already knew that I like her, that's why he acted for me. I read.

My heart is really confused, so confused.

Song Junmu, where are you, I'm about to collapse, do you know that?
I found that the person I wanted to see the most at this moment turned out to be him, the boy I used to use and now I don't know what kind of feelings I have for him.

"Ruoruo, where have you been? Why are you crying?" Song Junmu opened the door and saw me in a daze, and became flustered, wiping the tears on my face indiscriminately.

"Junmu..." I threw myself into his arms.Blinking her eyes slightly, listening to his heartbeat, one hand could not help but tightly grasp the corner of his clothes.

Song Junmu's lips trembled slightly: "Did something happen?"

I shook my head: "No, nothing, I'm just a little tired."

"The door on my side is always open for you, and it is a haven for you to rest at any time." He hugged me and said softly.

"Ok, I know."

I know, I know that he loves me, I know that he has been hurt because of me in his heart, and I also know that he is not as carefree every day as he is on the surface, I know it all.I used to be too selfish, always only seeing my own sadness.I think maybe I can try to think for him, maybe I have started to like this boy.

(End of this chapter)