Tsundere Ghost King, I can't take it anymore

Chapter 363 Seeking comfort
"No." His cold voice came from my ear, and I was instantly relieved.

"I want to talk to you because I can't sleep and I don't think you can either."

Hearing his voice, I knew that he was fully awake, and he must be thinking about something, but he didn't want me to know, lest I worry.

I don't know if he was like this before, but now, I know, he must be like this.

"Ah."

Although he seemed a little helpless in his words and didn't really want to chat with me, but I didn't care about it, because what I'm best at is thick-skinned and harassing him.

"I was really scared today. I really didn't expect Xiao Luo to be such a person. He helped me a lot before, so I always regarded him as a friend. I thought he was sincere to me, but , It was only today that I fully understood that he had ulterior motives for approaching me."

Speaking of this, I can't help but feel a little sad, and my voice is trembling. I still think too highly of myself, thinking that my endurance is very good, that I can cover up well, and that I can quickly get rid of this sad feeling. Let go of the mood.

But the fact is that even now, when Qin Yushu and I are chatting together, I still feel uncomfortable and panic when I mention this matter. I feel that things should not be like this, but why did they suddenly become like this?

I don't know if it's because I'm too fragile, or because Xiao Luo poured me too much confusion soup before, which made me unable to calmly forget about him. There is no way to stop thinking about what he did to me, no There is no way to resent him, but this resentment is different from other resentments. I know that my resentment towards him is caused by my trust in him before.

Therefore, this kind of wish is different. It sounds like resentment, but in fact, in my heart, I don’t hate it as much as I say. Instead, I always feel that things should not be like this, and they can’t be like this, because the one who hurt me The person is Xiao Luo, he was smiling harmlessly at me all the time, why did he treat me like this all of a sudden?

I feel that I have been around for a long time now, and this mood has come back again, but in the end I can't escape a word, the word love, although I have not been with him for a short time, but he helped me in the past, so that I have put He is classified as someone who is very important to me, so it is inevitable that there will be feelings between us, it is that kind of friendship and inexplicable trust.

That's why I've struggled with it for so long. It's just such a problem, and I can't let go of it until now.

And as soon as I think about it, my mind will combine the way Xiao Luo treated me in the past and the way he treats me today. They are completely two people, but they have exactly the same face. Feel very confused.

"I warned you before, don't get too close to him, he will kill you eventually!"

I thought that with Qin Yushu's character, he should comfort me at this time and say some nice things to me, but who would have thought that he would start beating me up without any hesitation, without any good words at all, as if he was just saying something, all because I didn't listen to him, which caused the current situation.

Although what he said is correct, he did keep reminding me to keep me away from Xiao Luo, saying that he is not a good person, and has been protecting me, and the person who will eventually cause this ending is me, it is Because I trusted Xiao Luo credulously and only looked at people on the surface, that would harm me and even Qin Yushu.

And now it's not just about implicating Qin Yushu, it's even about to threaten our child's life. I really didn't expect Xiao Luo to be so insidious.

I can understand his desire to be reborn, but he shouldn't mutilate a child, an unborn child, even if he doesn't want my child, I think it's too cruel, this kind of life-for-life I really think that person should go to hell.

He doesn't take human life seriously, as if only his life is important, but who gave him the confidence?Who told him he was important?
It's ridiculous to think about it, I said that before, he should be able to see it, but these are only based on the premise that he is a good person, only under this premise will I feel that he is very important to me My friend, but now it's completely different, he's a bad guy who hurts people, he's a bad guy who is selfish, so he doesn't matter to anyone anymore.

And it can't be, because if such a person wants to kill an unborn child, he is not worthy of being cared for or loved, because he has no heart.

Maybe my thinking is a bit extreme now, but it is also true, what Xiao Luo did is indeed too much.

"Can't you say something nice to comfort me? I'm really sad now, so don't just stand and talk without pain in your back. After all, I have personally experienced this incident. As a bystander, you can naturally see clearly , but I don't know how to look at people, I only know how to look at the "truth" on the surface. Even if you told me and warned me, weren't we also having conflicts at that time? So although I believed your words, I didn't stay away from it. "Treat me from the bottom of my heart" Xiao Luo." There are some words that I bite very hard, because these words were true before, but now they are all antonyms.

In fact, when I started this topic with Qin Yushu today, I didn’t want him to scold me, I didn’t want him to wake me up, I just wanted a comfort, and I don’t know what this comfort is for, maybe it’s to make up for my guilt It may also be to fill the panic in my heart. In short, I really want to hear words of comfort from him today.

Maybe this feeling has never happened before, because in the past, of course, when I was very sad, he would not be like today. At that time, I didn’t think his comfort was so pleasant, and I seemed to accept it for granted. Of course His words also worked.

Anyway, I didn't have the mentality I have today. Although I don't know what I'm doing it for, I really really want to hear that he can say something nice.

Even if I know that if he says anything good, it's supposed to be false, I still want to hear it.

It may also be because I am a false me today, so I really want to hear some false but nice words.

"It's useless for you to talk about it. It turns out that you didn't listen to me, which caused the current situation. You are already an adult, and you will soon be a mother. You must know how to make up for your mistakes and bear the burden. I should bear the consequences, instead of looking for comfort with me here."

(End of this chapter)