Tsundere Ghost King, I can't take it anymore

Chapter 364 No Eternal Accompaniment

What Qin Yushu said was really cold, as if he had no emotion attached. He didn't want to hurt me, nor did he want to scold me. Well, I still feel a little cold in my heart.

In fact, what he said is correct, I am indeed an adult now, or I was an adult a long time ago, but in the past, I would never behave so weakly or act like a child like I do now. I couldn't bear any setbacks, because at that time I only had myself, and I could only be strong, and there was no one else to rely on.

But now, I have always had Qin Yushu’s help, his relationship, and Xiao Luo. It must be said that it was before. In my eyes, he was also a person who suddenly treated me very well. He appeared by my side inexplicably. , but the person who has no malice towards me is definitely sincerely kind to me, because he didn't ask for anything in return.

But now Xiao Luo has also been beaten back to his original form. Now I only have Qin Yushu and my unborn child by my side, but the only one I can talk to is Qin Yushu.

In my eyes, he is now the only person who is really kind to me, who treats me so kindly but does not ask for anything in return. He is really the only one. I have only now begun to recognize it, so I still want to Get comforting words from his mouth to prove that I am not so useless, as if I am not so weak.

However, this time it was beyond my expectation. He didn't choose to comfort me, and he didn't even give me any good words. He just kept hitting me, telling the truth and facts that I didn't want to hear. hit me.

In fact, it can’t be called a shock. The reason why he said this is just to cheer me up, because, I think he feels that he can’t be by my side forever, and I will definitely have an accident, and there will be an accident. That's why I hope that I can mature and become stronger sooner, so that I won't be so weak in the future.

I know what he thinks. Although he doesn't put his face on his face, I know him well enough. I think he doesn't need to look at the surface, he just needs to listen carefully to understand what he said to me. Just how well-intentioned.

He said that I will soon be the mother of a child, and I need to protect him in the future, which proves that he may not be around, and he may not be by my side at that time, so he has been stimulating me.

But there is one thing he really thought wrong, I am not weak, not not strong, nor really that useless, the reason why I became like this is only because he has always been by my side, so I don't need to think about many things at all, and I don't need to think about them at all, but if one day he is really not by my side, then I will definitely not be like this.

Because, Ai Qin was not like this in the past. Without him, I was strong and independent, not weak and incompetent. In fact, the me in his eyes was just the way he was by my side, not the real me. I.

I remember hearing a sentence somewhere before, if you have someone you can really rely on, someone you can rely on with confidence, then you may no longer be yourself.

I forgot where I heard this sentence, who I heard it from, or I imagined it myself, but these are not important. The important thing is that I understand his good intentions and understand that he satirized me. meaning, but I don't want to show that I don't understand in front of him now.

Because I want him to feel that I am so weak, so that he will continue to stay by my side to protect me.

I think if I do this, there may be a little bit of hope that he can continue to stay by my side, but if I become strong now and promise in front of him, once he enters, he will do what he should do without any worries I will definitely leave me with a firm heart.

"Don't I still have you?" Thinking of this, I really just pretended to be stupid and asked back.

Although I understand everything, I know everything, and I can do everything, but in front of him, I absolutely can't understand it so easily, and I can't promise him easily, because I really, really can't live without him.

This sentence can't live without him, not because I want him to protect me, not because I want him to stay by my side, I can have someone to command, just because, I really can't live without him, because I really I love him very much.

"No one can stay by your side forever, do you understand?"

Probably because I underestimated Qin Yushu's determination, so unlike what I imagined, he did not choose to give up today's persistence, but continued to stalemate with me again.

It seems that he is determined to let me know today that he will never stay by my side forever, maybe he will leave me one day in the future, maybe he will leave in a few days, or maybe tomorrow , so he told me to accept this fact as soon as possible.

In this case, that day will come really soon, and I can face it well, and I can not be so decadent, and I can take good care of our children.

"Didn't you say that you would always be by my side to protect me? I don't care, you can't go back on what you promised, especially you, you must not go back on it, or I will kill you. Okay, I'm good." Sleepy, going to sleep! Don't bother me anymore."

Regarding his determination, I think I can only end his insistence with my own smile and changing the subject, because I know that if I say this, he should also understand, he should understand that I understand everything, You should be able to understand that I don't want to continue this topic.

Because he's smart, really smart, and he's said that he can read my face no matter what I'm thinking, so I'm sure he'll be able to read my mind right now.

So I also begged him in my heart, don't continue this topic anymore, I have received enough blows today, I don't want to hear his blows to me again.

"I know you can understand, and I know that you are not that stupid, but now it is really different from usual, I believe you can see it, so we don't have so much time to be willful."

When he said these words, I turned my back to him and pretended to fall asleep. Even though my eyes were closed, I still felt the moisture in my eyes, as if something would flow out at any time.

But I absolutely can't let it flow out, because now I have promised him in my heart that from now on, I will definitely be a very strong person, and I will never be weak again.

(End of this chapter)