Song's love letter

Chapter 276 He Is Not a Beloved (End)

He could only see her smile in that photo, bright and beautiful.

That photo was secretly taken by Shen Lu on his 15th birthday.

At that time, Shen Lu stood against the candlelight, with a slightly flushed face and a sweet smile.

At that time, she still liked him so wholeheartedly.

At that time, she looked at him with shining eyes.

But the past cannot be traced back. Since then, he has seen her smile less and less.

Ning Yebai was sitting in the dimly lit study room, stroking the edges of the photo with his fingertips, but his heart was getting colder and colder.

How good the past is, how cruel the reality is.

Comparing the two, how can a person bear it?

He finally felt that he was giving up—it turned out that a person doesn't love someone anymore, it's such a decision...

In the spring of the sixth year, Ning Yebai realized that his body was getting weaker and weaker, so he chose to write a will in advance.

He left a legacy to Shen Lu.What has nothing to do with the Ning family is purely his own savings over the years.A large sum of money, enough for her to spend the rest of her life wantonly.

He hoped that she could be happy.These years of bondage and torment for each other, until today, he actually regretted it a little.

What's the use of keeping her by my side?That sentence is well said, you can keep people, but you can't keep your heart...

It was also in this year that he told his younger brother the fact that he was dying.At the same time, he also handed over the relics he left to Shen Lu to Ning Yelan.

He said to Ning Yelan: "Brother, please, I'm gone, don't let others bully Shen Lu."

And Ning Yelan recovered from the shock, sneered, and the first thing she said to Ning Yebai was: "Brother, ever since you brought Shen Lu back that year, I knew that one day, sooner or later, you would be killed." She's exhausted."

He smiled and shook his head, denying what he said, with a firm tone: "Yelan, it was her who saved me."

Sure enough, Ning Yebai didn't make it to the seventh year.

On the new year of the sixth year, his body was already at the end of its strength.

Maybe it's because the person is about to die, but he always remembers many previous scenes.

The former Shen Lu, the former him.

And at the end of the picture, it is always the same scene.

14-year-old Shen Lu fell to the ground and said to him with tears in his eyes, "Ning Yebai, I'm in so much pain."

He would stand in the same place in the dream, and then wake up calling her name.

After waking up, he looked at the dark night without saying a word.

Shen Lu...

Shen Lu...

This New Year's Eve is no different from usual.

Shen Lu sat across from him, tearing the bread into pieces with a fork.

There was a screeching sound as the fork touched the porcelain plate.

Ning Yebai looked at her with indulgent eyes.

"Don't you want to have breakfast?" He asked softly, looking at her with his chin propped on one hand.

Shen Lu threw the fork on the table and looked up at him: "I don't want to eat."

She did intend to provoke him, but he was completely unmoved.

"If you don't want to eat, don't eat." He smiled and said, "When you are hungry, go and eat something, okay?"

Shen Lu looked at him seriously: "Ning Yebai, why aren't you angry? Why aren't you angry with what I've done all these years?"

".What's there to be angry about?" He smiled lightly: "I've always made things difficult for others. Isn't it normal that you don't want to see me?"

Shen Lu was choked by his words, his face turned red all of a sudden.

She got up without saying a word and sat on the sofa in the hall.

The weather forecast is playing on TV, and the forecast says that in a few days, there will be heavy snowfall.

She watched boredly, until Ning Yebai reached her side, and her back stiffened instantly.

"Relax, why are you so nervous?" There was a slight smile in his tone.

Shen Lu couldn't laugh at all.

She was about to retort when she was suddenly hugged by him.

Ning Yebai hugged her with a serious tone: "Shen Lu, are you blaming me?"

The tip of her nose was sore, she didn't know whether it was because of the sadness that she could not control her own destiny, or because of the desolation in his words.

They were supposed to be the closest two people in this world
But some things, once they happen, cannot be rewound.

"Ning Yebai, you told me before that I'm not from the Ning family." She restrained her emotions, every word was destructive, intending to defeat him.

He smiled: "Yes, I said so."

He hugged him even tighter, and his tone was paranoid: "You can, you are mine."

After he finished speaking, the person in his arms visibly froze.He smiled self-deprecatingly, for his impulsiveness.

I have endured such words for so long, do I have to say them today?You know it's impossible, so why say it?
That day, Ning Yebai hugged her all the time.

No matter where he goes, he will place her in his arms.

Shen Lu finally couldn't bear it in the evening.

"How long are you going to hold me like this, Ning Yebai, is it interesting?" She glared at him, trying to stand up from his arms for the umpteenth time.

It's just that this time is different from any other time in the past.

She really, stood up.

Ning Yebai looked at her and smiled softly: "Lu Lu, I'll let you go, okay?"

Shen Lu looked at him in disbelief: "This year, is the seventh year you let me go?"

Ning Yebai's face was pale, but it was still very handsome.He nodded, reaching up to touch her cheek.

She was obviously too shocked to even wave him away.

"Yes, Lulu, let's go." He didn't know how he said these words, and after he finished speaking, his heart was completely empty.

Shen Lu didn't hesitate anymore, her eyes lit up instantly.

When Ning Yebai saw it, she smiled.Bright smile, so pretty.

It turned out that he could still see her smile in his lifetime.

He suddenly felt that it was worth it - he let Shen Lu leave, and let her go to find the person she likes in her heart.

No matter how reluctant he is.

In a trance, he watched Shen Lu's figure drifting away.

She was wearing a white coat, which was a style he had personally selected when winter was about to enter this year.

Ning Yebai thought in a daze, the way she was dressed really looked good.

His deer disappeared into the white snow.

Lu Cong is white tonight.
The deer will be white from tonight.
Out of selfishness, he gave her a name that was so entangled with him.But in the end, he still couldn't keep her.

When Ning Yebai closed his eyes, he heard the terrified shouts of people around him.

But he felt that in his life, he had never been so relaxed.

This year's Ning Yebai finally walked towards the little girl who fell to the ground in his dream.

He hugged her, blew on her rubbed red palms, and said, "Lu Lu is not afraid, I will always be here."

This dream was so beautiful that he didn't want to wake up at all.

If at that time, I really had the courage to hug you, would all the stories after that be overthrown and rewritten?

　At the request of young readers, I will release another rebirth version for Ning Yebai, which will be released this month!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)