Thank you for loving me like life

Chapter 10 Unexpected Ending
Even if I completely forget about the past life, I still remember the feeling of loving each other at the moment of meeting.

Chen Ning and Zhu Xiaodi are really over.

He married Qian Juan as scheduled, and the wedding was very lively, but he only invited his classmates from high school, college students, did he invite them?Because, he thought of Lion, thought that he recognized Xiao Di as his younger sister, and thought that all his classmates in college knew that he married Xiao Di, but now, he wanted to attend his wedding with Qian Juan. He didn't know how to explain it.

On this day, Xiao Di bought a starling, and after cutting its tongue, he spent a day teaching the starling a sentence, and that sentence was: "Xiao Di is back!"

Every time she heard the starling yelling these words in the cage, she would think, it's good that she is still remembered, even though it is just a bird.

"Without me, you will die!" When she was feeding it, she laughed with tears in her eyes. "Finally someone thinks I'm important!"

Then she asked the starling: "Do you like me?" The starling couldn't speak.

She asked it through the fence of the cage, "Do you like it?"

But the starling would only say: "Xiao Di is back! Xiao Di is back!" She felt so sad that she talked to the starling.

While cutting the fish on the chopping board, she suddenly felt sick.

A month later, the lion suddenly called Chen Ning.

"Monkey, you're really good!"

"what?"

"Your wife is married again, and you are going to be a father again."

"what?"

The lion said: "The cat found it when he accompanied his wife to the gynecological examination."

"Found what?"

"I found out that your wife is pregnant again."

"My wife is pregnant?"

Lions and the others didn't even know that his current wife was Qian Juan, so Xiao Di was the only wife he was talking about.

"That's right!" said the lion, "I'm talking about how you are a husband. When Maozi saw your wife, he thought it looked familiar. Later, I remembered that you had posted her photo in the group, so I went up and asked, and I was sure. It's her. You already have a second child, why don't you hold a wedding? As a brother, I'm still waiting to drink this sister's wedding wine. "

Chen Ning hung up the phone and immediately called Xiao Di, but...the phone was turned off, and even when he rushed to the apartment by the lake, he couldn't knock on the door.

He couldn't find Xiaodi, so he had to call Maozi to ask when he met Xiaodi, and then he consulted relevant people, asked about the separation area for the gynecological examination, and started guarding in the hospital, just waiting for Xiaodi Occurs during re-examination.

On this day, the Women's and Children's Hospital...

In the marble-paved hall, by the shiny metal elevator door, there was a group of people waiting for the elevator.

When Zhu Xiaodi appeared here, she suddenly heard someone calling her name.She looked up in surprise, and saw Chen Ning who was waiting for her there. He seemed to have been waiting for a long time, and when he saw her, he hurried over.

She looked at him strangely: "Why are you here?"

"Wait for you!"

She looked at him puzzled: "What are you waiting for me?"

"I heard you're pregnant!"

She "oh" for a while, as if she understood: "Last time I met a couple here and asked me something, did they tell you?"

He didn't answer her, just asked: "Are you pregnant again?" After he finished speaking, he stared at her belly, which was still very flat, only three months old.

"Oh yes, I have it again!"

"We're both divorced!" He frowned.

"We're both divorced, how do you know this child is yours?" She asked instead.

Without thinking, he blurted out: "You have only been a man from the beginning to the end, do I need to doubt this?"

She smiled slightly, a little sarcastically. After she laughed, she turned her head slightly, sighed softly, and said to herself: "You really know me well." Then, she turned her head around and stared at Chen Ning , "Yes, it's yours, I'm here for a prenatal checkup!"

He became anxious: "We are all divorced!"

She replied calmly, "I know!"

"Since you know everything, why are you still alive?"

She smiled slightly: "I'm bored, give birth to a child and come down to accompany me!" She smiled without resentment or hatred, just faintly, very peacefully.

But he was inexplicably angry, and suddenly grabbed her hand tightly: "You are not a 16-year-old girl anymore, why are you still saying these nonsensical sarcastic remarks?" her sanity.

The elevator just arrived, and with a "ding", the metal doors opened to both sides.Under the strange eyes of others, he took her hand and entered the elevator.After reaching the third floor, he held her hand tightly again and pulled her out of the elevator that stopped and opened the door.

She couldn't break free from him, and panicked: "Chen Ning, what are you going to do?"

He said mercilessly: "Get rid of him, I will accompany you now!"

She stopped struggling suddenly, as soon as her footsteps stopped and he pulled, she lost her balance and fell to the ground all of a sudden.

To accompany you, he just said "accompany you", when she really needed him, he never "accompanied"!Why... Now that he has time to accompany her, it makes her feel so luxurious, is she going to kneel down to him, to thank him for his great kindness?

She frowned in pain and pressed her stomach with her hands.

"what happened to you?"

Under his questioning, her frowning brows gradually unfolded, and she lowered her eyes to look at her stomach.

She took his hand and pressed his palm against her stomach.

When he touched her lower abdomen and caught her body temperature, his hand trembled slightly as if touched by static electricity.When she was pregnant with Xixi, he never touched her stomach at all, but now when he touched her suddenly, he seemed to be stung by a bug, so he quickly withdrew his hand.

Xiao Di took his hand and pressed it to his stomach.

"When I was pregnant with Xixi, he didn't receive such treatment!" She actually laughed.

"Do you think this is a wonderful thing? From scratch, from a small cell, it grows into an embryo bit by bit, until it is ripe. Then, from such a small point, it grows to this big point, A little bit, a little bit, 20 years later, the little one in my arms will be taller than you..."

She compared her hands and gestured to the child's height bit by bit.

"He's been there for more than three months now!" Holding on to his palm, she choked up, but still insisted on maintaining a warm smile.

She tried her best to smile, tried her best to soften her facial expression, and said softly: "His heart bud can be seen in the B-ultrasound, good or bad is life, I want to keep it, anyway, there is someone Miss you. It’s a pity that you take it with you. I often say what he says, and your wife must not be happy, so I want to keep this child. You can’t decide this matter now, I insist on having it, and you can’t control it.”

She still can't remember when she divorced him. Her memory has disappeared piece by piece. She even forgot that she ever went back to her hometown, went to Huangshan Mountain, and wanted to jump off the top of the mountain.She didn't even remember being sick, and she didn't even take her medicine.After knowing that she was pregnant with a baby again, she was not stimulated again, and she also maintained a good attitude for the sake of the baby.

The medical profession cannot explain the power of the spirit, cannot explain the miracle of raising the dead.But it is because she is in a good state of mind, she is no longer stimulated, she is raising the baby quietly, and she has not forgotten anything for the time being.

She was too lonely, she didn't even have a heart-to-heart friend, and even her husband was snatched away. Only this child could become the belief that supported her to live.

He showed up and told her to kill the child as if she had done something unforgivable.

She has nothing, so she just wants a child. If he doesn't want it, let it be. Since she didn't ask him for it, why doesn't he let her have it?They are not husband and wife anymore, and he is taking care of her. Where did he go when it was time to take care of her?
The sharp pain made her suffocate so much that she couldn't speak a complete sentence, but with tears in her eyes, she looked at Chen Ning's face for a while, and then she stood up.

"Xiao Di!" The gynecologist came out of the duty room, and she saw Xiao Di in the aisle.Xiao Di has been here several times, so she recognizes her.

When she got close, she smiled and called Xiao Di's name.Seeing Xiao Di holding Chen Ning's hand, he was as amiable as an elder, looked up and down Chen Ning, smiled and said to Xiao Di: "Is this your husband?" and scolded Chen Ning like an elder, "You Ah, you, you are always busy on business trips and never accompany your wife. Every time Xiaodi comes alone, you don’t know how to feel sorry? Xiaodi’s reaction is very strong, always throwing up, you should stay by your side more .Hey, the husbands are going to be fathers now, and they don’t know how to be considerate of the people next to them.”

He was a little embarrassed, even a little ashamed.

Xiao Di had a panoramic view of his expression, she shook her head with a smile, and said, "Dr. Li, you have misjudged, he is just a friend of mine, my husband..." She couldn't help but Smiled a bit, smiling very sweetly.She didn't look at Chen Ning's discomfort and embarrassment, but just smiled sweetly and said, "He dotes on me and loves me very much, but he is too busy."

"No matter how busy you are, I can't ignore you!"

"That's because..." She said with a big smile on her face, and joked, "It's hard to raise children now, and my husband is working hard to earn milk powder to support the family."

As if thinking of something suddenly, Xiaodi said: "Oh, this is my husband's friend. My husband still doesn't forget to let his friend come to see me when he is on a business trip. Thinking that he cares about me and pampers me so much, I feel very happy."

As she said that, she turned her face, smiled at Chen Ning and said, "Mr. Chen, thank you. Please tell my husband that I am fine and my child is also healthy. We will always be fine. Please tell him not to Always keep us in mind, even if he is not around, I can still raise the child well. Please rest assured about this..."

Tears glistened in her eyes, rolling crystal clear.

Have you really loved and loved?Why can't he remember it, why does it make people feel ashamed when this word is mentioned?My heart seemed to be crushed by a thousand tons of stone slabs, and it seemed to be crushed into meat, and I could still feel extraordinary pain.

Her smile slapped his heart hard like an invisible palm, which caused him more pain than a slap in the face.

Xiao Di smiled happily and sweetly. When talking about her husband, it seemed that even her smile was warm and sweet.Her acting skills are so good that people who don't know can't see that she is actually acting, and no one pays attention to Chen Ning's hands clenched by his side and clenched tightly.

Suddenly a strong sour feeling came up, and he suddenly wanted to cry. He turned his face away, blinked, and gritted his teeth to force the liquid that was about to come out from under his eyes.

No one knew what he was thinking, all he knew was that in the next second, he took big strides, passed her by, and rushed into the safe passage without even waiting for the elevator.

The moment he left, her tears fell drop by drop like broken beads, bitter and bitter.But she immediately opened her eyes wide again, stared back and forth at the ceiling above her head, lowered her head and took a deep breath, and when she exhaled, she pursed her lips tightly to hold back her tears.She put her hands on her belly and smiled faintly: "Okay, baby, let's go in for a checkup!"

When Xiaodi had a prenatal checkup, the doctor said, "Everything is normal."

Xiao Di lay on his back, squinting his eyes to see the small dark embryo on the screen, but the image was more abstract than Picasso's painting.A little more abstract, it's like a subterranean tomogram-it doesn't look like a fetus no matter what.

"Doctor, is he a man or a woman?" She couldn't help asking.

The doctor smiled and said, "It's so small, you can't see it yet, even if you do, we can't tell you."

Xiao Di sighed: "I really hope it's a healthy little boy!"

The doctor smiled and said, "What's the matter? Patriarchal?"

Xiao Di sighed quietly: "I like them all, but I still want to have a boy."

The doctor sitting by the operating table twitched the corners of his mouth slightly, and smiled ironically, as if it had the taste of "as expected".She still despised her a little in her heart, she was a woman herself, why did she look down on her gender?
Xiao Di put his hand on his belly, thinking to himself: Are you a boy or a girl?I still wish you were a boy.Because in this way, you don't have to go through menarche, you won't have dysmenorrhea, and I won't worry about you being coaxed or cheated when you go out, and you don't have to worry about your boyfriend's loss to your puppy love.

Don't worry about who you will live with, and don't cry when you get married.You don't have to worry about being surprised, happy and scared after you get pregnant, and you don't have to worry about your husband having an affair outside when you are old and fading.There is no need to tell you that when you meet the person you like, don't start panic.You don't need to stop you earnestly during your rebellious period, and don't allow the boys outside to seduce you. In the end, you will be disgusted and disgusted by you, making you feel that this mother is outdated and nagging, and her menopause is early.

I won't be nervous because I see the little note that the boy wrote to you, and I won't peek at the text messages in your mobile phone, making you cry and say that I don't respect your privacy.You will not set a password because you are afraid that I will see your diary, and you will not set access permissions on all file blogs in the computer, which makes me feel sad that my daughter is getting more and more alienated as she grows older.

I can't help worrying, because what I see is that men are less and less aware of what responsibility is, and women are taking on more and more pressure that doesn't belong to her.

I am also afraid that I am alarmist. You accept and overprotect yourself, and you miss a lot of things you should experience, so you become weird, withdrawn, overly defensive, and nervous.

I am not sure that I can master the scale of teaching you. Teaching a girl is much more difficult than teaching a boy.Too pampered, too dependent, I'm afraid that you don't know what is good and you are greedy, no matter how much you love your man, he will leave you because of your character. After all, no man marries a woman just to serve her like a queen.

I don't want to restrict you in everything, I'm afraid that you are desperate for something, you will be moved by a little warmth, and you will be cheated by a lollipop; The little ambiguity in it.

I don't know how to raise my daughter well. I don't have much confidence and sense of proportion.

I still... would rather my child sincerely make amends and apologize sincerely after hurting someone else's child, and I don't want to get a painless apology after someone hurts my child.

Am I selfish?There is no way, as a mother, in danger, for the sake of her children, she can even give up her own life, so why care about other things?

When Xiaodi came out of the hospital after the obstetric examination, Chen Ning appeared from the gate and stood in front of her.

The shadow cast by the sun covered her face, she looked up and it was Chen Ning.

He stopped her, she froze, she didn't expect that he was still here, then raised her eyebrows slightly, meaning "what's the matter?"

He said: "I beg you, get rid of this child! How can you take him alone? How can you find someone if you take him?"

She smiled miserably: "I don't plan to find anyone else."

"Then you mean, you took the baby alone?"

"Ok!"

"Can you be sober? Have you forgotten what you told me at the beginning? You said that in a family, if there is no man who supports the door, the child's personality will be flawed. You gave birth to him, can you take care of it alone? In the process of taking him with you, there are still many practical problems to be solved. He is sick, and he wants his father. As long as I know he needs me, I can’t help but show up. I am soft-hearted, and you already know that I am soft-hearted. I can't leave this kid alone, but you know, she... she's going to do extreme things, and she might do extreme things to you. When I think she's going to hurt you, I just... let's be rational Just don't hurt the baby, okay?"

She stared at him blankly, her heart churning like countless knives.The pain was like being grabbed by someone's hand on the heart and pulling it down. The pain spread from a point in the heart to the whole body, and even breathing hurt.

She clutched her chest, afraid that if she didn't, her heart would burst.Her eyes were red, and she spoke with a choked sob, even her voice was like a dead leaf on an autumn tree, trembling involuntarily.

"I give Xixi to you, I only have this child. I...will not let other men touch me again, I will kill him, and it is impossible for me to have another child in this life. I have no relatives, Going home alone feels so desolate. It’s him who makes me feel that I’m still alive, I can still live, I can still live with hope, otherwise I don’t know what’s the point of living in this world. I don’t I will look for you, no matter what happens, I will not look for you, I will go, I will go right away, leave here, so that you can't find me, then you don't have to worry about your woman hurting us."

"Xiao Di, even if I beg you to be merciful, let this child find another good place to reincarnate! We already have a poor pity, don't have another poor child, okay? It's too cruel for a child."

He put his hands on her shoulders excitedly.

She just looked at him, very hard, without blinking her eyes.

"Then, can you tell me, have you ever loved me?"

He dodged for a moment, then turned back to her cruelly: "I have never loved you! After I am with the woman I love, it is even more impossible for me to love you again."

"Can't you just lie to me?"

"I don't want to lie to you."

My heart suddenly hurts sharply.

The feeling of knowing the truth makes the vague dull pain in the heart evolve into a sharp pinprick finger, from a little tingling, to the whole body; like a sharp ice knife, the incision is icy cold, and after the momentary numbness, the tingling sensation Overwhelming and flooding, filling the chest cavity; like a python that is constantly expanding and growing wildly, climbing and twisting bloodily, clogging the mouth and nose wantonly and crazily, getting tighter and tighter, tighter and tighter...

The truth was in front of my eyes, it was as cruel as a knife piercing my heart, and my heart was broken, piece by piece, even the superglue couldn't stick together.

She is so funny, she actually asked this man if he ever liked her after the divorce!She was actually embarrassed to ask such a sentence when the two of them had nothing to do with each other.She laughed tremblingly!

She smiled and took his hand away: "It's really boring, how could I ask such a boring question..."

"Xiao Di, you taught me, you have to break it!"

She smiled again: "What a good student, you learn so fast, it's a pity that I became a script for your practice."

After finishing speaking, he staggered and turned around, smiling poignantly.

He was a little flustered: "Xiao Di, where are you going?"

"Done the child! Go now!" She replied flatly, like a pool of stagnant water.

He felt that her heart was ashes, and he felt very guilty. He was eager to tell her: "I know you want to give birth, but if it's bad, it will drag you down and hurt you!" He chased after him and shouted.

She sighed deeply, as if there was a heavy weight on her heart, forcing her to take a deep breath: "Got it." She said impatiently, "Just knock it off! Whoever loves to have a baby Go to live, I am too lazy to ask for it!"

The moment she turned around, a layer of ice frosted over her heart.I couldn't even shed my tears, it seemed that even my tears were frozen.The eyes are indescribably dry, and I finally understand that the real tragedy is not to make you cry, but...to make you speechless in pain, and you can't even shed a drop of tears.

Zhu Xiaodi walked into the hospital again, neither crying nor fussing, with a calm expression on his face.

In the hospital hall, there were many pairs of expectant parents who loved each other, Zhu Xiaodi and Chen Ning walked one after the other, looking so out of place.

Entering the elevator, a pair of parents-to-be poured in. The women all had big bellies, and the men stood aside to protect them. Chen Ning and Xiao Di, who were standing some distance away, were separated abruptly like this.

People who are also pregnant with children, why do they look so sweet and happy?
Zhu Xiaodi is envious, envious to death!However, against her will, she turned her face to the metal-colored walls of the elevator.She was very sad in her heart, and she knew very well that even if she saw through her eyes, this kind of happiness would not belong to her.

On the left side of the obstetrics and gynecology aisle are couples who love each other, you love me, and the right side is also...

This is the first time he has appeared in this kind of place with her. He has never accompanied her when she was full of pity.

Now... He actually walked in with her, one after the other.He followed her as if he was forcing her to have an abortion.

She wants to laugh!A sneer came out of her nose like a puff, and a cold sarcasm floated on her face, and she was disheartened, probably so.

When they came to the operating room, Chen Ning and Zhu Xiaodi sat in two rows facing each other.She held the phone number in her hand, clicked on the phone video, and watched without saying a word.

A girl with a pale face came out of the operating room. Her lips were pale and her face was as white as a piece of paper.Outside the operating room, her female friend greeted her and supported her weak body that was about to collapse.

Her appearance was terrifying, Chen Ning looked at her, worried that she would fall to the ground, but Zhu Xiaodi never looked up at her from the beginning to the end.It wasn't until the girl was supported by her friend and sat on the seat next to Zhu Xiaodi that she seemed surprised by the noise. She glanced over, but quickly turned her gaze back to the phone screen in her hand.

There is nothing to sympathize with, and there is nothing to feel emotional about, she thought, no matter how sad things are, they will not touch me, because I am too numb to be human.

The doctor then called Xiaodi's name.

The voice of her earplugs was turned on very loudly, but she didn't hear it, and the doctor called again at the door of the operating room: "Zhu Xiaodi, is Zhu Xiaodi still there?"

Chen Ning immediately stood up and responded repeatedly: "Yes, yes!"

He came to Zhu Xiaodi's side and pulled her arm: "It's your turn, Xiaodi!" Zhu Xiaodi looked up at Chen Ning, saw him leaning down, looking into her eyes, and said, "It's your turn!" !"

Zhu Xiaodi pulled off the earplugs, put it together with the phone, and put it in the bag.When she stood up, he reached out to grab the bag in her hand, and she blocked his movement with her hand.He was rejected, a little embarrassed, and took back his hand that was hanging in the air.

She went in and stopped making eye contact with him as she passed.

When she told the doctor that she was going to have an abortion, the doctor looked at Xiao Di strangely: "What's the matter, Xiao Di? You just finished the prenatal checkup, why did you suddenly stop?"

Zhu Xiaodi looked blank: "I don't want it anymore!"

"Think carefully!"

"I really don't want it anymore!"

"It's been almost three months, and abortion is very harmful to the body!"

"I have decided!"

When she was talking, her expression was numb, but her hands were unconsciously tightly protecting her stomach.

Seeing that something was wrong, the doctor couldn't help asking a few more questions to make her think clearly.

Xiao Di was dumb: "I really don't want it! I can't afford it!"

The doctor hesitated to speak, and didn't say any more. The joys and sorrows in this world, love and love, are not something outsiders can clearly explain.The doctor showed Xiaodi the pre-operation agreement, which must be signed before the operation. There are more than 20 items on it, all of which are bleeding during the operation, menopause after the operation, and inability to reproduce. The doctor is not responsible for any of the above situations.

The girls who signed this kind of agreement for the first time mostly held the agreement and cried while reading it. The horror was like signing a life-and-death certificate.Every item in the agreement makes people panic, and every item makes people who read it desperate.

Doctors often encounter such scenes, and the ones who cry the most are often those girls who are still young, have no guarantee of marriage, and even students perform abortions for men.Reality always makes these girls scarred.

But no matter how realistic the reality was, it could no longer stir up any ripples in her heart.

When reading the contract, Xiao Di didn't even look at it carefully, picked up a pen, and signed his name at the signature place. Even if the operation really failed, menopause really happened, and children really couldn't be born, it didn't matter.

"Have you really... thought it through?" The doctor couldn't help asking again.She still couldn't figure out why Xiao Di, who just came for the birth checkup, said she didn't want it, she was such a precious child, as a doctor, she really couldn't figure it out.

Xiao Di closed his eyes lightly, and answered resolutely: "Yes!"

The doctor sighed: "Have you had lunch yet?"

She nodded her head: "Eat it! Not much, keep throwing up."

"That can't be done now." The doctor said, "You can't eat before the operation. You can come back tomorrow. Remember, you can't eat anything before the operation."

When Zhu Xiaodi came out of the operating room, Chen Ning immediately stood up from his seat and greeted him.

"finished?"

She shook her head: "You can't eat before the operation, make an appointment tomorrow!"

"I'll be with you again tomorrow."

She refused: "No, let's go, I don't want this child anymore, I will definitely kill it! You don't have to worry that I will keep it."

He frowned: "It's not a question of whether to kill or not, the question is how do you go back alone after you kill it?"

She glanced at him, watching him very carefully, which made him feel guilty involuntarily: "Tomorrow, you must call me, and I will accompany you."

Zhu Xiaodi didn't even want to look at Chen Ning anymore, she walked towards the distance with heavy steps.

Chen Ning stared blankly at her back with a painful expression on his face, but he didn't catch up.

Zhu Xiaodi got off the elevator, passed the hospital lobby, walked through the corridors of the hospital, and when she walked out of the hospital gate, there were mothers-to-be who were pregnant with their babies and young parents who came to see the doctor with their babies.

At the entrance of the hospital, there were many small vendors selling children's toys. Xiao Di stood in front of a balloon vendor and bought a small fish-shaped balloon from him.

Fish used to live in water, but now...

She was like that fish, the fish that was out of the water and on the shore, lingering on its last breath.

Holding the balloon in her hand, Zhu Xiaodi walked forward in a daze, and the peddler shouted after her, "Alas, I'm looking for your money..." She had already crossed the road with the rope of the balloon.

Passing through a large square, on one side of the square, the staff of a wedding photography shop stood by the promotional platform, distributing wedding brochures to passers-by.When Zhu Xiaodi passed by, the staff also gave her a copy, and she took it numbly, but quickly slipped to the ground.

She entered the Xinhua Bookstore next to the square, put her bag in the automatic storage, took the code number for storing the bag, and walked into the bookstore.

She went to the bookcase of reference books, took out a Xinhua dictionary from it, turned to the third page, and counted down the first word.

……

"What are you counting?"

Her body is straight.He obviously felt it, but smiled, and hugged her tightly as a mischievous act, pretending not to notice, pressing his chin against her pit of strength, and continued to ask.

"I'm counting the word 'love'!"

"Love?"

"Correct!"

She was holding a dictionary, her body was like noodles that had been drenched in hot water, and in an instant, she collapsed to the ground.Someone panicked and yelled at the clerk in the store: "Come on, someone has fainted..."

The staff immediately gathered around, and an older woman pushed the crowd around and shouted: "Stay away a bit, keep the air flowing." After the crowd dispersed, she squatted down, helped Xiao Di, and let Xiao Di leaned in her arms, pressed her thumbs on her chest, and pressed hard for a while.

Xiao Di slowly opened her eyes, looking at the relieved faces of everyone, with eyes that were still red and swollen, she stared blankly at the people surrounding her.

"What's wrong with me?"

She felt her voice was very hoarse, her face was tense and uncomfortable, and her eye sockets were also hot.She didn't remember crying, and she didn't remember that the reason why her face was tense was because the tears flowed down her face layer by layer, and after drying, she stuck tightly to her face.

The people around told her: "You fainted, thanks to our master Tu who pressed your body, you woke up."

Xiao Di thanked Master Tu whom they called, and when he got up, he saw that he was holding a dictionary tightly in his hand, and the dictionary was opened on the third page.

She looked at the dictionary strangely, not knowing why she was holding it tightly. She was bewildered and couldn't think of a reason, her mind was blank.She stood up with a strange expression, and put the dictionary she took before she fainted back into the bookcase.

What's even more strange is that there is a white thread tied to her finger, and on the other end of the thread is a small fish balloon with colorful patterns.

She found it very strange, but she just couldn't remember when the balloon got into her hands.

After Zhu Xiaodi came out of the bookstore, he untied the thread of the fish-shaped balloon in his hand from his fingers.After the "fish" flew into the sky, it flew and flew, and finally turned into a small black spot.Zhu Xiaodi looked up for a while, until the little black spot could no longer be seen, then she lowered her head.

On the street full of people coming and going, Zhu Xiaodi panicked inexplicably, she hugged her arms in fear, her eyes were full of ignorant fear.

At 04:30 in the afternoon, a strange informant came to the police station.Standing in horror at the service desk, she told the police officer on duty: "I...I don't remember where I live!"

The police officer took a look at the woman. She looked anxious, her hair was sticking together due to the sweat on her face, and her eyes were full of unexplainable panic.

The police officer was also nervous by her nervousness: "Don't worry, what's your name?"

"My name is……"

When she mentioned her name, she was stunned for a moment, and after thinking for a few seconds, she said, "My name is Zhu Xiaodi!"

"identification number……"

Xiao Di stammered and reported a few figures, but couldn't remember everything later.

She was so anxious that she wanted to cry: "Yes... sorry, I really don't remember!"

"How can you not remember where you live?" This is an incredible thing for normal people.

Xiao Di almost burst into tears: "I really don't remember."

"Then do you have a cell phone?"

"cell phone?"

"Yes, you always have the numbers of relatives and friends in your mobile phone. If you don't remember, just call and ask!"

"That's right!" Xiao Di was reminded, and reached out to touch the bag, but found nothing.She widened her panicked eyes and exclaimed, "I...my bag is gone!"

The police officer was about to faint: "Did you not bring it out at all?"

"I really... I really don't remember if I brought it or not!"

"Then do you remember the phone numbers of your family members or friends?"

Xiao Di immediately reported a set of numbers, which was her previous home phone number, the number when her adoptive mother was still alive, and now it is empty.

When the police officer dialed, it was naturally a female computer voice saying, "Sorry, the number you dialed is empty."

Xiao Di only felt a ladle of cold water poured down from head to toe, and she broke out in a cold sweat even though she was already sweaty.

"How come, this is my home number, how could it be an empty number?"

The police officer comforted her, and then called the telecom bureau, who told him that the number had been revoked three years ago.

Xiao Di felt that this was really unbelievable, she really couldn't figure out how this number could become an empty number.

Next, the police officer asked her: "Do you remember the other number?"

Xiao Di remembers it as clearly as the number at home. That number is...

At 05:30 in the afternoon, Su Chen, who works in the telecommunications department, was about to go home from get off work when she suddenly received a call from the police station.

The person on the phone said, "Hello, we are the Huayuan Street Police Station."

Su Chen's heart skipped a beat. He thought to himself, I didn't sell drugs, I didn't go to prostitutes, and I didn't take bribes. What did the police station want me for?I thought about it in my heart, but I still replied politely: "Hello, what's the matter?"

"Excuse me," said the other end equally politely, "do you know Zhu Xiaodi?"

Su Chen was stunned again, he seemed to have forgotten about this person long ago, when suddenly someone mentioned Zhu Xiaodi's name, the distant feeling felt like a world away.He was stunned for more than ten seconds before he regained his composure.

"Yes... Yes, what's the matter?"

The police officer said, "Please come here and take Zhu Xiaodi back."

Su Chen was extremely puzzled, he hadn't seen Zhu Xiaodi for three years, why did the police station ask him to take her back?What did she do?prostitution?drug?Or is it a gamble?It seems unlikely.

He hadn't seen her since her mother's death.no!I've seen her, she was his makeup artist at his wedding.He only knows that she works as a makeup artist in a wedding company, and he doesn't know anything about her.

He wondered if Xiao Di was hit and did something stupid?Is it because he has no relatives and committed a crime and can only contact him?

When he came to the police station, he was led to the duty room and met Zhu Xiaodi.When Su Chen saw Zhu Xiaodi, Zhu Xiaodi was sitting on the lower level of the bunk bed in the police lounge, watching TV with a glass of water in his hand.

He just saw her back and couldn't help calling out, "Xiao...Di!"

She turned around suddenly, and the moment she saw Su Chen, she stood up excitedly, and slammed her head against the iron bed frame beside her.With an "ouch", she covered her head.

Su Chen hurried forward and covered it with her hand without thinking: "Are you okay? Did it hurt?"

She raised her head slowly and stared at him with deep eyes: "I...it's fine, I'm fine."

In the police station, Su Chen couldn't say anything. After leaving the police station, Su Chen stopped, faced Xiao Di, and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why don't you remember where your home is?"

Zhu Xiaodi shook her head: "I don't know, I don't remember, I really don't remember. I just remember that when I was a child, the teacher said that if it was difficult to find the police uncle, I ran to the police station."

"Then what do you...remember?" He asked cautiously, as if probing.

"I……"

Zhu Xiaodi pressed her forehead with her hand, frowned and said, "I remember... I remember we met a few days ago, you... kissed me." At this point, she raised her eyes and glanced at Su Chen. With a young girl's shyness, when she said this, she blushed and paused, bit her lip, and her voice became smaller and smaller.

Su Chen looked at Zhu Xiaodi in disbelief, that happened three years ago.

"Xiao Di……"

"what?"

"Do you...do you remember...where is your mother?"

"My mother?" Xiao Di raised an eyebrow and said, "My mother is at home."

He broke out in a cold sweat, looked into Zhu Xiaodi's eyes, and found that she didn't seem to be lying.He suddenly felt inexplicable panic, he wanted to know what happened, and when he didn't know what to do, he suddenly thought of something.

He remembered that three years ago, at his wedding, she was his bride's makeup artist.

He still remembers the wedding company he chose, even though the company has several branches in this city, he still remembers that he booked the wedding service from the main store.

Su Chen grabbed Xiao Di's hand and said, "Come with me."

Xiao Di blushed slightly, looked at his holding hands with her, then looked at his face, looked into his eyes, nodded with a smile, and said sweetly: "En!"

She was struck by great happiness, and it was impossible to describe her joy. She finally held hands with him...under the sun, openly.

"Su Chen!" She softly called his name.

"Huh?" He stopped and looked her in the eyes.

She smiled, very sweetly, very shyly, she lowered her head with a smile, and said softly: "Finally... I took your hand and walked away in the sun."

Chen Ning had no idea that Zhu Xiaodi and Su Chen were rushing towards him.All he knew was that he was guarding Xiao Di from the morning until the afternoon.From the surprise in her eyes when she saw him, to crying and saying that she wanted that child... after she was disheartened, she wanted to cry without tears, scenes lingered in his heart and came to mind, Lingering.

He felt very tired. After returning to the company, he went to the attic and entered his room specially for rest. There was a bed and a bathroom in it.As soon as he was inside, he collapsed on the bed and fell asleep.

It wasn't Zhu Xiaodi and Su Chen who woke him up, but the phone he put beside the bed.

The phone rang again and again, and Chen Ning woke up from his sleep. When the phone was connected, Chen's mother was on the other end with a hoarse voice, sniffing and crying, "Ningzi..."

Chen Ning sat up from the bed cleverly: "Mom, what's wrong with you? What happened?"

"Pity him..."

"What happened to Xixi?"

Mrs. Chen said: "It's a pity that he was just sent back by the car from the kindergarten. His eyes were red and swollen from crying. I called the teacher to ask what happened. The teacher said that today I taught the children to sing "There is only one in the world." "Hello Mom", in the middle of the song, Xixi burst into tears, saying that he is a grass now, and his mother doesn't want him anymore. This time, he locked himself in the room and cried, and he couldn't be coaxed well. Such a child , crying every day, crying every day, this...an adult can't stand it, let alone a child!"

"grandmother!"

"Ahhhh!"

"Grandma, I don't rent a shop (comfortable), hum..." Xixi cried.

Chen Ning heard Mrs. Chen answering her son, and suddenly heard her shout nervously on the phone: "My dear, why are you so hot?"

Mrs. Chen seemed to be in a panic, she yelled on the phone: "Ningzi, come back quickly, Xixi's forehead is so hot!"

Chen Ning jumped up from the bed, put on his coat, and went outside.When he drove out of the garage, he happened to miss Su Chen and Zhu Xiaodi.

Zhu Xiaodi looked at the wedding company, and before entering the door, she looked at Su Chen shyly.She would have misunderstood, her memory stayed a few years ago, she thought that Su Chen was going to marry her, but she couldn't remember that he was already married.

The front desk of the wedding company was new. In fact, after Chen Ning opened a branch, all the old employees were sent to the new store as store managers.The little girl who just arrived, and the staff in the store, didn't know Zhu Xiaodi. When Zhu Xiaodi was Chen Ning's wife, they had never seen her.

When the front desk saw the two of them, they thought they were here for business consultation, so they warmly welcomed them in. As soon as they entered the door, they began to introduce the new preferential services they had here, and showed Xiaodi a brochure.

The decoration here is very warm, with a full set of fabric furniture, which makes people feel like coming home.

Xiao Di sat on a fabric sofa and casually flipped through the brochure handed over by the front desk.

She carefully looked at the wedding case inside, looked at the scene layout inside, and listened to the girl in front of her talking about the A package, the B package...

She pointed to set meal B, looked up at Su Chen, and asked softly, "Is this one good?"

Su Chen looked at Zhu Xiaodi in a daze: "What's wrong with you?"

Xiao Di also looked at Su Chen strangely: "You...didn't you bring me to engage in the wedding?"

"That's not what I meant at all!"

"Then why did you bring me here?" Her eye circles turned red all of a sudden.

"I just want to ask you, do you remember this place?"

Xiao Di raised his head, looked around, and said, "This is my first time here!"

"You used to be a makeup artist here. Don't you know her? Her name is Zhu Xiaodi!" Su Chen looked at the staff here strangely, and asked loudly.

The people inside were full of doubts and looked at each other until a staff member said: "I'm sorry, sir, we are all new here, lady, we have never met before."

Su Chen wanted the front desk to give him their boss's mobile phone number.The front desk said: "Sorry, it's not convenient for us to disclose the private number. If there is anything, we can pass it on for you." Su Chen asked the front desk to ask their boss if he knew Zhu Xiaodi.It's better to ask than not to ask. He has a wife and children, so he can't take her back.

So, with a glimmer of hope, he asked the front desk to call Chen Ning's phone number.

Chen Ning picked it up, and the front desk asked: "Boss, there is a gentleman surnamed Su who asked if you knew a lady named Zhu Xiaodi. He said that she used to work as a makeup artist here."

Chen Ning was startled: "Xiao Di? Where is she?"

The front desk said: "It's in our store now!"

Chen Ning immediately said, "What happened to her?"

The front desk said: "I don't know too well. I heard from the gentleman who came with her that she doesn't remember where she lives, so ask the boss if he knows her situation."

Luo Fei said that when people are in extreme pain, they will selectively forget some things.

Chen Ning thought of his words, and thought of the sneer on Xiaodi's face when he left. He became anxious, and immediately said: "Let her wait for me, I'll be there in about 10 minutes!"

The front desk said: "Okay, I will relay it for you!"

In the hospital, Chen Ning hugged his son who had been given antipyretic injections, and immediately drove to the company after sending old mother Chen and Xixi back.

It was time to eat, and the staff in the store took their lunch boxes from outside to the tea room to eat. The smell of rice wafted through them, making people feel hungry.Su Chen looked at Zhu Xiaodi in front of him, not knowing what to do, and asked after a long time, "You...have you eaten?"

Xiao Di shook his head: "Not yet!"

"Let's go eat first!"

Xiao Di said in embarrassment: "I... have no money on me!"

Su Chen said, "I invite you!"

"The one in front seems to be pretty good!" He said, pointing to the restaurant in front.

She said, "I...I want to eat McDonald's!"

He was startled, but she said, "I really like the chocolate Xindi there."

After entering the McDonald's, they found a place by the window and sat down.Su Chen took out the money, handed it to Xiao Di, and said, "Take it and buy it!"

Xiao Di looked at him strangely: "Aren't you going with me?"

Su Chen said with a smile: "I'm already old, why do I have to squeeze with young people, you go!"

"Then what do you eat?"

He shook his head: "I don't like to eat this!"

Without saying a word, she took the money and walked towards the cashier.While queuing up, Su Chen received a call from Chen Ning.

"Hi!" they both said at the same time.

Then, startled at the same time, Chen Ning spoke first: "I'm Chen Ning from the wedding company, are you the Mr. Su who brought Zhu Xiaodi to our store?"

Su Chen replied: "Yes, my surname is Su, and I brought Zhu Xiaodi there."

Chen Ning said: "I'm at the company now, may I ask if you are..."

Su Chen said, "We're at the McDonald's next to your company."

Chen Ning said: "Okay, I'll come right away!"

Five minutes later, Zhu Xiaodi came to Su Chen with two glasses of Xindi.

Chen Ning just pushed the door open and came in. A little boy who was as old as Xixi squeezed in from nowhere, and squeezed in through the door he pushed open.

Just when Zhu Xiaodi was about to hand over a glass of Xindi to Su Chen, the bloodiest scene happened.

"Father—" A little boy ran over from outside and hugged Su Chen's thigh.Su Chen was stunned for a moment, then immediately squatted down and picked up the child: "My dear son, why are you here?"

The child was in his arms, turned around, pointed out the glass door, and said, "I came with my mother!"

Su Chen raised his head and followed his son's pointing. Outside the glass door, his wife was carrying a bag on her back and holding a colorful silk windmill in one hand.She smiled at Su Chen, then looked at Zhu Xiaodi who was opposite Su Chen, and nodded slightly to show her friendliness.Then, she pushed the door open and walked towards Su Chen.

Zhang Xiaodi smiled and said to Su Chen, "Honey, are you friends? Let me introduce you."

Zhang Xiaodi met Zhu Xiaodi.When she got married, Zhu Xiaodi was Zhang Xiaodi's wedding makeup artist. A few years later, she just thought she looked familiar, but she couldn't remember where she saw her.She said this to Su Chen, and her generous smile was aimed at Zhu Xiaodi.

Xiao Di, who lost his memory, looked at Su Chen in a daze, as if struck by lightning.

he has married!He is actually married!
In her memory, he only kissed her a few days ago!Her eye sockets were hot, as if something was about to spill out, and she couldn't hold it back any longer.Facing Zhang Xiaodi's smile, she just stared at Su Chen in disbelief.

She didn't see him wearing a ring!
Su Chen glanced at Zhu Xiaodi from the corner of his eye, seemed to panic, and said calmly, "Oh, this is my former classmate, Xiao Zhu."

"Xiao Zhu?" Zhang Xiaodi smiled, and said with a smile, "Hi, I'm Su Chen's wife, and my name is Zhang Xiaodi!"

Her name is also Xiaodi!
Xiao Di seemed to have reacted now, and looked at Zhang Xiaodi in a daze.

Zhang Xiaodi was also surprised: "What's wrong?"

She thought that she should adapt to the situation now, let the new ground in her hand fall to the ground, and let the ice cream inside splash out, splashing all over the ground, like her broken heart.

However, the truth is that she didn't do anything, and the ice cream in her hand was held very well and steadily, and the cold air penetrated from the palm of her fingertips, making both arms completely cool.

Then, she restrained herself with all her strength, and when she looked at Zhang Xiaodi, she smiled at her: "Hi, my name is Zhu Ting, nice to meet you."

Su Chen didn't seem to have thought that Zhu Xiaodi would say that his name was Zhu Ting. His tense expression suddenly relaxed, and when he looked at Zhu Xiaodi, he seemed a little grateful.He immediately smiled and said: "I passed by here today to do some errands. I met Zhu Ting on the way. She is my elementary school classmate. I haven't seen her for a long time, so I came in to sit. It happened that she was waiting for someone. I didn't expect such a coincidence. I ran into you!"

Zhang Xiaodi smiled and said, "Yes, what a coincidence."

"Oh, that's right!" Su Chen said to Zhu Xiaodi, "Just now when you went to buy a new land, your friend called your mobile phone, and I answered it for you. He said he will be there in a while, you wait here, we... ...I won't be with you anymore!"

Xiao Di raised her eyebrows, her mobile phone?friend?She has no cell phone and no friends.He simply wanted to get rid of the "deliberate" relationship with her.

Her heart was so heavy that she couldn't breathe, but she still pretended to be relaxed and said, "Is that so? Well, then you go first, I'll wait for him for a while."

"Ah, by the way, Xindi!" Xiao Di handed the Xindi in his hand to Su Chen, and handed it to the son Su Chen was holding, "Little friend, Auntie treats you to eat Xindi!"

The kid looked at his father, who nodded, and he took it.

"What's your name?"

The kid said, "My name is Su Ye."

"It's a nice name, who chose it?"

"I don't know!" He finished, lowered his head, and turned his attention to the new ground.

Seeing the child digging it into his mouth with a small white spoon, Xiao Di smiled, his eyes curled up like crescent moons, and he sighed sadly: "Your son is so cute!"

Su Chen also smiled, a little forcedly: "Okay, say goodbye to Auntie, we're going home!"

Su Ye was a little reluctant: "Dad, I want to eat chicken drumsticks!"

Su Chen said, "Okay, let's go buy chicken legs and eat them at home!"

Then the family of three went to line up, holding kraft paper bags full of food.Before walking out of the gate, Su Chen said something to Su Ye who was in his arms, Su Ye turned his head, waved to Zhu Xiaodi, and said something.I couldn't hear what he was saying, but judging by his mouth shape, it should be saying "bye".

Xiao Di smiled, raised his hand, waved at them, and said softly: "Well, goodbye!"

Then they were gone, far away, too far out of sight.

Xiao Di sat, eating ice cream as if nothing had happened, but tears kept dripping down like a faucet out of control.

Chen Ning, who was sitting not far away, suddenly tightened his heart, as if someone was squeezing the air in his heart.He really wanted to rush up and beat Su Chen, but Su Chen's child suddenly appeared, and he couldn't do that kind of thing in front of a child.

He had never seen Xiao Di like this, and it was the first time he saw that a person could go from laughing to crying so quickly.

Her chest is so big, her heart is so small, where does she have the strength to withstand so much pressure that ordinary people can't bear?
He seemed to recall that when he said goodbye to her back then, she smiled before turning around, and after turning around... felt sorry, and when turning back again, her smile seemed a little hasty.

The change between loneliness and smile always requires acting skills, and her acting is so realistic that people can't see the flaws.

Suddenly... Zhu Xiaodi squeezed the cups together with force, and the ice cream inside was squeezed out like a milkshake.The white ice cream and chocolate sauce spilled out of the cup all of a sudden, staining her hands all over.

She didn't care about it at all, just took a breath and looked out of the window. On the street that was just lit up, pedestrians were hurrying, but the scenery was still the same.

Chen Ning, who was sitting not far away, got up, stepped in front of Zhu Xiaodi, and called softly: "Xiaodi!"

Zhu Xiaodi turned her head to look at Chen Ning in astonishment, tears just rolled down from the corners of her eyes, shining brightly under the light above her head.

She looked at him puzzled, her eyes were full of strange looks.This gaze made him chill, until she asked him, "Who are you and how do you know my name", he felt something collapse and hit the top of his head hard.

She actually asked him, "Who are you?"

"You...don't recognize me?"

She wiped her tears with the back of her hand: "I'm sorry, I haven't seen you... But, it feels so familiar, as if I've seen you somewhere."

"I'm Chen Ning. I'm..." He was a little excited. He almost said that I was your ex-husband, but he stopped abruptly.

He remembered Luo Fei's words, and he said that when people are hit, they will selectively forget many things. This is a self-protection chosen by the human body out of the pain from the outside world.

If she really forgot all these things, and forgot him too, it would be a good thing.In this way, she will not be in pain, nor will she be sad for his betrayal.

He took "I am your ex-husband" and said to her: "I am your former boss, and you used to work as a makeup artist in my shop."

She smiled bitterly and shook her head in pain: "I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me, I... I don't remember many things, I really don't remember!"

Chen Ning shook his head, his heart was choked with panic, but he said: "It's okay, let's get to know each other again!"

He sat down, and when he saw the brown chocolate and white ice cream stained on the sleeves of her hands, he didn't even think about it, picked up the paper towel on the table, and wiped it for her.He simply forgot that he was just her former "boss".

She looked at him in shock, and he suddenly felt that he was "offside".He lowered his hand, looked ashamed, and said in embarrassment: "I'm sorry, I just saw that your sleeves are dirty..."

She sniffed, bit her lips tightly, shook her head bitterly, and said with a light smile, "Thank you, but when you wiped my sleeves, I thought of something. You might not believe it if you tell me, haha When I was six years old, a little boy helped me roll up my sleeves, and I fell in love with him inexplicably."

Chen Ning frowned slightly: "I believe it!"

"Do you believe it?" She raised her eyebrows in disbelief.

He nodded earnestly.

"Then if I say, I lost my first kiss when I was six years old..."

"I believe!"

"I foolishly loved him for almost 20 years!"

"I believe it too!"

"He never gave me a signal of love, and he never treated me openly..."

"I believe it all!"

He looked into her eyes earnestly, she stared for a moment, then laughed through tears as if she couldn't bear it, and turned her head to the side with a smile.She seemed to be talking to herself, and she seemed to be telling him: "This person is really interesting, why do you believe everything I say?"

"Because you told me."

"Do I trust you that much?"

He didn't know how to answer, but she smiled: "I have a very strange feeling. I obviously don't remember who you are, but when you wiped my sleeves, I actually told you about my past. I I think I should have trusted you before, so I will tell you. Because... I feel that you are very familiar, as if I can completely trust you."

"Xiao Di..." He looked up at her, wanting to say something, but couldn't say a word.

Xiao Di looked at Chen Ning and said calmly: "In this case, can you be my tree hole again? I feel so panicked, I don't know... where to start. But, I really... I Didn't know he was married."

"When he took me to your store just now, I thought he was going to marry me! I read the brochure handed over by the front desk with joy, but he told me, no!"

"I didn't know he was married! I really didn't know when he brought me here!"

"Let me be full of hope, and let me be completely desperate again all at once. I am obviously in pain, but I just can't show it. I am obviously in pain, but I just can't shed a tear."

"I have to wait for him to leave before I can cry. I really want to cry in front of him, crying so badly that he will never forget it for the rest of his life! But it seems... there is no such opportunity at all. Because... because Just can't cry!"

"But, as soon as he left, tears welled up, and I couldn't help it..." She murmured heartbrokenly, "How could this be? How could I be like this?"

She tried her best to calm herself down, lowered her head, and bit her lip to stop being so sad.She shed tears, raised her head, did not look at Chen Ning, but stared at the "Coca-Cola" logo on the table, two waves of tears gushed out of her eyes, flowed down her cheeks, split into two strands, and converged on her chin, big drops big drops trickle down.

"Xiao Di..." His eye circles were red unbearably, and he wanted to reach out to shake her hand, but suddenly thought of his embarrassing identity.

She cried sadly, she cried sadly, but he couldn't do anything because he was a "stranger".

He withdrew his hand angrily, and turned his face to the side in pain. The sore feeling didn't intend to let him go. Waves rushed to his nose, making his nose sore and itchy, and making him restless.He rubbed his nose with his hands, and pinched it again quickly. He didn't know how to describe his mood.He was choked with discomfort. When she was his wife, why was she not like this?

When did she cry and complain in front of him?

She always faced him happily. When he turned and left, was there any one of her who could not stop crying?

When he left, she must have cried like this, but he had never seen it.

Now he finally understands her heart, but he has no chance to cherish it, because he is married...

"I..." she said tremblingly again.

"Stop talking..." He stopped, and his voice began to tremble.He looked at her with red eyes: "Stop thinking about sad things!"

She shook her head and choked with sobs: "Can you let me finish? I'm really sad. After you finish listening, just pretend that I haven't said anything, okay? He said just now that he doesn't like to eat this, actually I don't like it either, but... I just want to pull him in together. People choose this place for dates, and I want to come with him too. I'm not afraid that you will laugh at me. The little girl in love, when I saw him, I was still so nervous that I couldn’t breathe, my heart still wanted to jump out of my chest, I felt that being with him, the regrets of my girlhood would be fulfilled.”

With tears streaming down her face, she changed the topic jumpily, and asked herself in a trembling voice, "Why is his wife also called Xiao Di?"

"Can I be affectionate and pretend that he still has me in his heart? Can I think about it this way, when he calls his wife, he also thinks of me?"

"I'll just pretend to think about it. He actually likes me quite a bit, but he has to marry someone else."

"I'll just comfort myself for a while, is that okay?"

"Zhu Xiaodi, that man doesn't understand you, he doesn't deserve you at all!" His face became bitter, and he begged her, "Don't think about him anymore, okay?"

Xiao Di looked up at him with a dazed expression, as if he heard it, but also didn't seem to hear it.

"My name is Xiao Di. I really want to tell his wife that my name is Xiao Di. I am also called Xiao Di just like you. At that time, I wanted to imitate the vicious supporting actress in romantic dramas and pretend to laugh. Be polite, pretend to be surprised, what a coincidence, you are also called Xiaodi! This trick will be very poisonous, and it will cause unnecessary speculation to his wife. She will think, why am I with her husband? Will she have the same name as her? When his husband introduced me, he had an unnatural expression and choked up when he spoke. She would think, is she my substitute? Is it because his husband has never forgotten me, so he chose a A person with the same name as me, to be his wife? Because he has already said that I am his elementary school classmate, so I naturally knew him first."

"This trick is very sinister, isn't it? If I say that I am also called Xiao Di, his wife will not be happy, right? No matter how generous she is, no matter how hard she treats it, there will still be shadows in her heart, right? "

"That person made me suffer so much. It shouldn't be a problem for me to give him such a small revenge? But... I can't do it!"

She was crying, with her palms against her forehead, and her thumb and middle finger pressed tightly against the crooks of her eyebrows.She rubbed painfully: "I also want to ignore everything and go out and make a scene to make myself feel better! But, I just can't do it! I can't do it no matter what!"

"The woman who married him didn't bully me, and their son didn't hurt me. How can I be so selfish and do things that hurt others for my own sake?"

"I can't do it! No matter what, I can't do it, no matter how much I hate it, I can't do it."

She couldn't bear the pain anymore, she cried and wrinkled her face in pain: "I said... when my name is Zhu Ting, Su Chen's brows stopped frowning, and his expression didn't look nervous anymore, and he felt a little grateful for the way he looked at me." Before going out, he asked his son to say goodbye to me! But I don’t want him to be grateful at all. I want to be the person next to him. I want to marry him, be his wife, and have children for him. ..."

With a painful trill, she asked herself: "Why... isn't it me? Why..."

She clasped her hands to cover her chest, and suddenly raised her top left hand, tightly covering her lips.She started to retch as if she was feeling sick, but in fact, she was feeling sick.

She vomited for a while, covered her lips, and rolled her doubtful eyeballs up and down twice.Chen Ning immediately stood up and patted her bent back.

Her tears flowed out again because of retching, and this sick reaction made her extremely uncomfortable.With Chen Ning's support, she sat down slowly, leaning her head against the glass window on the left, like a fish landing on the shore, with her mouth open, panting slightly.

Chen Ning immediately went to the cash register and bought a cup of warm milk for Xiao Di.Xiao Di took it weakly, smiled wearily, and said thank you.He said harshly, you're welcome.

She is pregnant with... his child, and she is suffering for his child, who should thank whom?

Zhu Xiaodi lowered his head, missing Chen Ning's tangled and complicated expression.When Chen Ning sat down beside her, he saw her gently lift the lid of the cup. For some reason, her hands trembled a little. He helped her hold the cup with one hand, and put the other on the back of her seat. superior.She looked over with strange eyes, which contained puzzlement and attachment.

"Why, I feel more and more familiar with you, are you and I really just an employment relationship?"

He didn't dare to face her eyes again, afraid that she would think of something, so he quickly changed the subject and said to her: "Drink it quickly, it will be bad if it gets cold!"

She said "thank you" gratefully, held the cup with him, held the rim in her mouth, blew into it, and drank in small sips.

He looked at her quietly.

She suddenly saw something, her eyes stopped on the ring of his ring finger, she paused, and with some force, she pulled the cup out of his hand: "I can do it myself!"

The hair on her face was stuck together due to tears and sweat, and a few strands stuck to her face and stayed around her lips.He raised his hand to help her pick it up, and helped her behind her ear.

She hid to the side as if stung by a bug.

He looked at his right hand in astonishment, and there was a hair on it that she tore off too quickly, he looked at her puzzledly: "What's wrong?"

She shook her head, then lowered her head, and said in a low voice: "You are already married, so don't be nice to me at this time, be nice to me, I will be attached to you, and I will cause you trouble... ..."

"No trouble."

"Can you sit over and sit across from me? I know you are a good person, but I don't want to meet some acquaintances by chance, causing misunderstandings and causing unnecessary trouble to you. "

After she finished speaking, she looked at the ring on his finger. He followed her gaze and saw the platinum ring on his hand.

He was startled, and then clenched his teeth in pain, his cheekbones protruding.Finally, he got up and sat across from her.

She drank milk for a while, and when she was halfway through, she wanted to wipe her mouth with a tissue.The two paper towels that came with buying ice cream had already been used, so she reached into her purse and took out the paper towel package, when she suddenly found something.

"This is..." She took out the small note from the paper towel, and saw "Automatic storage box 023 of Xinhua Bookstore Anting Branch" written on the note.

Look at the storage time again...

"Have I time-traveled? Why is there a difference of more than three years from the year I remember? Why can't I remember what happened in the middle?"

"Xiao Di, don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, wait until you feel better, and then think about it!"

"But I..."

Chen Ning was eager to change the subject, so he took the note in her hand, looked at it, then raised his eyes and asked her: "Have you been to Xinhua Bookstore today?"

Xiao Di said: "I seemed to faint when I was buying a book. When I woke up, I found myself in a bookstore..."

Chen Ning looked at his watch. At a quarter past six, he immediately raised his eyebrows and said, "The bookstore closes at 06:30, so there's still time."

Chen Ning came back with the bag, sat in the cab, and when she handed the bag to Xiao Di who was sitting beside her, she thanked him again.

Chen Ning said with red eyes: "Xiao Di, don't be polite to me in the future, okay?"

She pursed her lips as a smiley face.

She opened the bag in her hand, and saw a 16-carat booklet inside. She took it out strangely, and opened her mouth in disbelief.

"I am pregnant?"

Chen Ning broke out in a cold sweat. What she held in her hand was a medical record of women and children.

She looked at Chen Ning in disbelief, then looked down at her stomach, and said in disbelief, "I...how could I be pregnant?"

Zhu Xiaodi muttered to herself helplessly, even if she didn't remember anything, she could understand the negative and positive in the medical records.She finds this incredible, and she doesn't remember having that relationship with any man at all.

She couldn't remember when such a thing happened: "Could it be Su Chen's? Could it be his child? I can't help myself with him, and I became a third party?"

She panicked and said to herself anxiously: "No, absolutely not, I can't even snatch a boy who has a girlfriend, how could I snatch someone else's husband? I can't wait for such a thing How could it be possible to do such a thing? But how could I be pregnant? "

She covered her stomach and said with a mournful face, "Which man does this child belong to?"

He hugged her tightly: "Calm down, calm down."

She struggled to push him away, and pushed him away fiercely: "What are you doing?"

He was pushed away violently, and his body hit the side door.He looked at her in astonishment, not knowing where she got so much strength.

She looked at him angrily: "Don't treat women casually, especially at this time, I don't need your sympathy!"

"Zhu Xiaodi, who has sympathy for you? Who has sympathy?" He suddenly grabbed her and shouted, "Why do you despise yourself so much? How can you be so sure that this child is the result of your intervention in other people's families? Have you Thought you were married and your child is legal, this is the proof of your love?"

She was suddenly confused: "Is it possible? Could it be... the crystallization of love?"

Zhu Xiaodi sniffed to calm herself down, she looked at Chen Ning apologetically: "I'm sorry, I was too excited, don't blame me. I don't have the impression of being in love or getting married in my memory. I don't know who that man is at all." can not remember."

Chen Ning shook his head with red eyes: "It's okay, it's okay, don't think about it, I'll take you home first."

"Home?" She looked up at Chen Ning and shook her head sadly, "I don't remember where my home is!"

Chen Ning smiled bitterly and said to her, I remember.

They went back to Xiao Di's residence together, and Chen Ning took the key from Xiao Di's bag and opened the door.The moment the door was pushed open, a mynah was flapping its wings and shouting in the cage by the door: "Xiao Di is back, Xiao Di is back!"

Xiao Di entered the room, looked around blankly, and suddenly her eyes froze.

The apartment is simply furnished, with a portrait on the table.

She looked at the portrait in disbelief, then frowned, clutching the clothes on her chest in pain.

Chen Ning looked over and found that there was a portrait of Xiao Di's adoptive mother.

Zhu Xiaodi was like a bamboo in the wind, shaking her body violently, she suddenly shouted: "Mom, I'm back! Mom, I'm Xiaodi, I'm back!"

No one answered her, only the starling in the cage, which jumped up and down, flapped its wings, and kept saying, Xiao Di is back, Xiao Di is back.

She opened the door and was about to rush out, but Chen Ning rushed over and grabbed her arm, Xiao Di was so excited that he struggled.

"Where are you going, Xiaodi?"

She grabbed his hand and shouted, "I'm going to find my mother."

"Your mother is dead!"

"Your mother just died!"

He hugged her tightly, and she struggled desperately, but his strength was obviously much stronger, binding her tightly like a golden steel ring.

He gritted his teeth and said with extreme depression: "Xiao Di, don't do this, I feel very sorry for you."

She cried and asked him: "What are you doing? I am not related to you, so what are you doing?"

He was in great pain: "You...you look like my ex-wife, so much...how can I bear to ignore you. "

"Then do you know how my mother died?" She didn't answer his words, but just asked her own.

"Yes..." He choked up and said, "He died of illness!"

"Aren't you mad at me?"

He was speechless, not knowing what to say.

"You must be mad at me, right?"

She said herself: "I must have done something embarrassing, so my mother was mad at me, right? The child in my stomach was conceived by me doing embarrassing things outside. My mother It was only after I found out about this that I was pissed to death, right?"

"Zhu Xiaodi!" Chen Ning clasped her shoulders with both hands, "What are you doing? Why are you trying to blame yourself for everything?"

"Isn't it?" She smiled bleakly with tears in her eyes, "You said...the child in my belly is the crystallization of love, that is to say, I have a man who loves me. But there is no man in this room at all My mother is a very traditional person, and my mother believes that women can only have one man in their life. I was pregnant before marriage, and my mother must be so mad at me."

"No, no!"

"Isn't it? If not, who is that man?"

"Yes..." Chen Ning wrinkled his eyebrows in pain, his hands tightly clutched the clothes around his heart, his heart had never felt so painful.

Afterwards, she only felt her body go limp, and she fainted in his arms.

He was in a hurry and called her name in a panic. The little starling was also joining in the fun in the cage, chirping and shouting, Xiao Di is back, Xiao Di is back.

Chen Ning thought, these X-ray films were hung row by row on the reflector, really like walnuts that were split by someone.

The doctor said it was brain atrophy.

He wanted to laugh when he heard it: "Brain atrophy?" He put away his smiling face, and then he said angrily, "You think I'm a child? What is brain atrophy, you think I don't know? It's what old people get illness, you want to coax me to pay more medical expenses, can you make up individual illnesses?"

The elderly doctor was not angry or irritable, but said calmly: "Death from overwork, sudden cardiac death, arteriosclerosis, these diseases of the elderly are no longer exclusive to the elderly. Young people suffer from brain atrophy. It's not her case either. If you don't trust me, you can go to another hospital."

Chen Ning's anger dissipated. This is the most famous cardiovascular and cerebrovascular hospital in this city and the whole country. There is no other hospital more professional than this one.

It is also an indisputable fact that the diseases of the elderly no longer belong to the elderly, and spread to the young like a wildfire.

Besides, he couldn't believe the doctor's expression.

"And I recognize her!" The doctor with senile plaques flipped through Xiao Di's medical records, "She is my patient, and she came to see me three months ago. After she knew about her illness, she didn't cry or fuss, and her expression was very calm. Calm down."

What impressed the old doctor even more was that he said something later: Is that so?Will you forget it a little bit?It's pretty good, I didn't want to remember too clearly.

The doctor recalled carefully, he still remembers her expression of inexplicable relief when she found out that she had this disease.He was very impressed by her expression at that time, and the deep reason was that the old man saw that Xiaodi and his daughter were the same age.

Chen Ning was standing at first, but suddenly he heard the doctor say that three months ago... He suddenly felt dizzy, his feet were unsteady, and he sat on the armchair behind him as if weightless.

There was dense sweat oozing from his forehead, and he murmured unconsciously: "No wonder she wanted to divorce me, no wonder she was so cruel that she didn't even want her son! She... didn't want her son and me to know that she was sick, she... ..."

"Doctor! Is there any cure for this disease?"

The doctor took a look at the young man, and the anxiety on his face was not fake, so he said calmly: "This disease starts with the atrophy of the brain, causing people to lose memory and do things repeatedly. Gradually, the cerebellum and brainstem also began to atrophy, and the body began to shrink. The coordination ability and self-care ability are weakened until dementia and paralysis. When unconscious, they can only rely on the ventilator to maintain life until the various organs fail and die."

Seeing Chen Ning's face getting greener and greener, the old doctor said another "scaremongering" sentence: "When she wakes up, she may not remember you. Drug control is just one of them. The most important thing is, don't Stimulate her! If you don't stimulate her, everything will be fine, but if you stimulate her, the condition will deteriorate faster."

Chen Ning walked out of the consultation room in a daze, and when he arrived at the gate of the hospital, an ambulance came galloping. After a sudden stop, the person who followed the cart down was actually Qian Juan's mother.A child was lying on the stroller. The child's legs were bent and fixed by the doctor with braces. She cried out in pain: "Grandma, my legs hurt so much, grandma, my legs hurt so much."

Chen Ning was dumbfounded.

grandma?

Qian Juan's mother only has one daughter, Qian Juan. If this child calls her grandma, isn't she Qian Juan's daughter?

but……

Didn't Qian Juan say that after she had a miscarriage, she would no longer be able to have children?
What is going on here?

When Chen Ning saw the cart coming in, when Qian Juan's mother ran in with the cart, she saw Chen Ning suddenly, was shocked for a moment, then covered her heart and shouted: "My God, why are you here?" here?"

Chen Ning called out "Mom" calmly, and then asked her who this child was.

The car had already pushed away, and Qian Juan's old mother was sweating with guilt, but she immediately realized that this was a child from the next building, who jumped down the stairs and fell on his leg, and the adults were not around, so I helped to see him off. be hospitalized.

Chen Ning said "Oh" and asked, do you want to help?
Qian Juan's mother hurriedly said, no need.Answered too fast, ridiculously fast.

As she spoke, she stretched out her hand to push Chen Ning, telling Chen Ning to leave here quickly.Although Chen Ning was puzzled, she was still pushed out of the hospital door by her, and then walked out full of doubts.

Qian Juan's mother involuntarily breathed a sigh of relief. Then, thinking of something, she walked towards the corner of the stairs. Because she couldn't send text messages, she had to call Qian Juan. At this time, she deliberately lowered her voice, holding the phone Said: "Hey, Juan'er, I accidentally ran into Chen Ning. I didn't expect him to be in this hospital... No, but fortunately I reacted quickly. I said it was the girl from the next building. You sent her so Far away, how do I know that she ran back by herself? She is ten years old, and I can remember things and remember the way. I want to send her back, but she ran away and said she wanted to find you, so she rushed to the road and was hit by a car... Don't you Come on? Okay, better not to come, if Chen Ning finds out, it will be bad... Send her away? Okay, I will send her away right away when she comes out. Okay, okay, okay, okay."

She picked up the phone and walked to the emergency room.

On the other side of the corner, Chen Ning, who heard everything, seemed to have guessed something and understood something. Immediately, infinite grief welled up in his heart. to the wall behind him.

A little later, Chen Ning returned to the company, sitting by the computer with a heavy heart, on QQ friends, an old friend sent a website.

The person said, I don't know who posted the post, complaining about a story, this story reminds me of you, so I'll send you the link for you to see.Chen Ning was puzzled, but still clicked on it.

The title of the post is, is there any reason for complaining about ex-girlfriend becoming mistress and forcing wife away to take over the position?

text:

The landlord has always believed that good and evil will be rewarded in the end, and the way of heaven is reincarnation. If you don’t believe me, look up, who will the sky let go!
However, there is one thing that makes me feel that the world is too subversive.

The landlord is also in his thirties, and when he recalls the university, it is a bit intermittent.

But the host, I deeply remember that on the first day when the host signed up for school, he was so gorgeously surprised by the girl Q.

She is so beautiful, with a hot figure and a pretty face, it made the landlord hang down the curtain and cry, why did her parents make her so beautiful?

On the first day this girl came to school, the seniors in our school rushed to carry her luggage.

Q has a good figure and looks good in everything she wears. She doesn't wear any big brands, but they are all beautiful.Besides, the university the poster attended was a university in a second-tier city, and he had never seen any luxury goods at all, so at that time, he felt that Q was very classy.

At that time, many people chased her, so she agreed to a boy who was super rich and had a good family environment...

She is the first girl I know who stays out all night.

However, she does have a boyfriend, the boyfriend of her childhood sweetheart and childhood sweetheart.

She was circling between these two men without being noticed by them.

Her childhood sweetheart boyfriend always sent her money, so she ran to meet him.

Every time she came back from a date, she would tell us how the rich boyfriend took him to the beach, how she was gently held in his arms by him.She rushed to that childhood sweetheart boyfriend from afar, how moved was that guy...

At that time, the host was still a pure and good girl, she was well-behaved since she was a child, and the only time she fell in love was with her current husband, so when she learned that Q was pregnant in her sophomore year, she was very shocked.

At that time, when she came out of the bathroom with the pregnancy test paper, she said something unlucky.

I didn’t know what she was holding in the landlord’s hand. When I asked her, she told me very “generously”: “I won the lottery!”

The landlord expressed concern, but she actually didn't care. What's even more funny was that she didn't even know who the child belonged to.

These two men actually thought they had her first time.

Finally, after thinking about it, she still called her childhood sweetheart boyfriend, said it was his child, and asked what to do.

The boyfriend was shocked at the time, and then asked her: "Why don't we take a year off from school and give birth?"

Q seemed very moved at the time, but then, he said a lot of things he couldn't want, and he wavered that childhood sweetheart, and agreed to take her to have an abortion.

After hanging up the phone, we asked her, why not give birth to the baby?

She said, the ghost knows who this child belongs to. After I was born, wouldn't he just let him know that I am not just him?
It's such a top-notch woman, just in order not to let the other party notice, she never let that childhood sweetheart boyfriend come, but rushed all the way to see him.

She played the two men around, and played for four years without leaking water.

That rich boyfriend broke up with her after graduation because of a long-distance relationship.

Later, she lived with her childhood sweetheart boyfriend.

That childhood sweetheart's family is not particularly rich, but the family is also considered to have a bit of a foundation. As soon as they graduated, they entered a state-owned enterprise.Maybe it was because he had just entered and the salary was not too high. He felt that although his salary was not much, he could still support people, so he didn't ask for it from his family.

Q was unhappy, but she knew how to be a human being, she didn't show it to her face, and let the man think that she was willing to suffer for him, and she was moved to tears.

Q joined a fashion magazine as an editor, and was exposed to luxury goods, and the taste of colleagues around him, LV was not in their eyes. Q must be dissatisfied in his heart, because she is indeed beautiful, much better than those women.

Q really doesn't want to be with his childhood sweetheart's live-in boyfriend anymore.

Modern communication is also developed, so she hooked up with that rich boyfriend again.That rich boyfriend also really liked her, and as soon as she hooked up, the two of them were together again.

Then, after having a child, Q left her cohabiting boyfriend and married her rich boyfriend, Fengzi.

But this rich man cheated on her when she was pregnant with her child.

She had a baby, and when she went to wash her hair, she met a "non-mainstream" who washed, blown and cut, and the two hooked up.

She was caught and raped by her husband to the bed, and her nose was bruised and her face was swollen. This matter even caused trouble in our magazine, and the influence was very bad. The leaders even came forward to persuade her to resign. The company, which is stingy and stingy, is actually willing to pay liquidated damages for the employment contract. .

She apologized in every way, swallowed her anger in every way, and knew that she was wrong, so she tolerated her husband having all kinds of women outside.

Besides, the man who lived together had been waiting for her, waiting, and even opened a wedding shop for her. Then, frustrated in love and proud in money, he just kept silently guarding her.

She always thought that he didn't have much money to open a wedding shop, so he kept hanging around in an ambiguous way, maintaining the image of a goddess.

Her biggest advantage is that she can seduce men, and the most boring thing is that she likes to say these things to the few of us.She told us that she didn't really take us as confidantes, but she was vain and showing off.

When we talked about her cohabiting boyfriend defending him, we were quite touched and advised her to turn around and forget it!
But she said that she didn't want that man without money.

But it wasn't until one day when her cousin came to visit her that she realized that because of his friends and connections, that man had done a lot of business with his friends, and the dividends from the real estate and coal mines alone were very considerable.She yelled regret in the group, let us wait and see how she returns to that man.

Unexpectedly, this cohabiting boyfriend was very surprised. He had a child with a woman, and for the sake of the child, he married the child's mother.

After all, after waiting for many years, and he is the only son, he has no way to ignore his parents and let him go. Besides, he is rich now, and the conditions are so good, there is no reason not to marry for life.

She just makes all kinds of troubles. The landlord really doesn't know how to make troubles.

But what the host knows is that they lived together outside of marriage for three years, and she forced her cohabiting boyfriend and wife to divorce, and she just became a regular.

When the landlord is yelling that God is unfair, guess what?

A few days ago, her ex-husband took her daughter for a paternity test, and found that the child was not his own, so he threw the child to this Q's natal family.She sent the child away, and to whom, I don't know.

It's just that this child does not belong to her ex-husband, nor does it belong to her current husband, but to a rich old man.The old man she met when she was a fashion editor.

Her current husband, that is, the cohabiting boyfriend of her childhood sweetheart who is in the upper class of her junior, doesn't know yet. I really don't know what he will think if he knows this?
The landlord said everything she knew.It's just that she didn't know that Qian Juan's so-called ex-husband had never married her at all, and her parents were so vicious that they wouldn't let her in.That man had no choice but to make a fake marriage certificate, hoping to make her parents soften and accept her after she gave birth to a child. He didn't expect that they only wanted a child and didn't want her, so they wouldn't let her in anyway.

Below the post, there was a lot of scolding, scolding that Q.

Later, there was a post asking: Is it just me who thinks that the childhood sweetheart living together is the best?What's wrong with the wife that the cohabiting man married?I also had a child with him. He didn't live a good life, but he got involved with that woman and hurt another woman. I think it's even better than the best!
Someone replied: Yes!He didn't know how to cherish the happiness in front of him. He deserved it for picking such a thing. It's really "not a family, don't enter a family", it's really retribution.

Chen Ning watched waves of scolding. Who is this "cohabiting man" that everyone is targeting?

Isn't Q the capitalization of the first letter of the word money, and which one is it?When she was in college, who insisted on running to see him instead of letting him see her? If not Qian Juan, who else?After graduating, he entered a state-owned enterprise, and his salary was not low, but he couldn't afford too many luxuries, so who else?
He thought about connecting all the details, and suddenly felt that the most absurd and bizarre thing in this world had something to do with him.He had no way of knowing whether the so-called first night of the woman he had been thinking about was real or not.

Then he thought of the child he met in the hospital...

He also thought of what Tang Xin once asked: "Do you really know Qian Juan?"

He went to ask Tang Xin, and Tang Xin took a long time to say, "You are not the only man. I don't know how many men there are, but I can tell you that her first night was definitely not you. When she was in high school, she I had an abortion, and I went with her. I didn’t tell you because, when people say I like you, I’m afraid that your relationship will break down and you will be blamed by others, because...they all know that I like you, and I don’t want to To get the reputation of being a villain, I have to break with her."

At this time, Qian Juan suddenly felt restless and restless, and this feeling of being at a loss lasted all afternoon.

When Chen Ning returned home with a sullen face, she got up to greet her.

Chen Ning grabbed her hand: "Qian Juan, tell me honestly, was your first night really mine? Also, was the child you were pregnant with mine after all?"

Qian Juan's complexion changed, but she smiled concealedly and said, "What are you talking about? Of course my first night is yours, and you are the only man I am. My child is naturally yours too."

Chen Ning sneered, took out his phone, and clicked on the recording:

"Brother-in-law, why are you drinking so much?"

"Your sister has changed. The current her makes me wonder how to get along. I asked you to come with me."

"Sister... brother-in-law..."

"Seeing you is like seeing her before. Why don't I like you?"

"Brother-in-law, uh..."

When Qian Juan heard this, she cursed: "You, you actually kissed Qian Ting, you..."

"Keep listening!" Chen Ning interrupted her with a sullen face.

"Brother-in-law..."

"If I had known you were so good, I would have married you. However, I have already married your sister. We can't do it now. She only loves me in her life. I can't let her down. Qian Ting, I'm sorry, I don't know what you want. I understand very well, I really want to divorce her and marry you, I really regret it."

"Brother-in-law...Brother-in-law, are you serious?"

"I'm not a piece of wood, how can you have no feeling for my heart?"

"Brother-in-law, let me tell you that my sister is not as good as you think. She lied to you when she said she was never married. She abandoned you for money at the beginning, but she didn't marry her at all, so she used a A wedding and two fake marriage certificates coaxed her for several years. She said she couldn't have children, but in fact, her daughter is ten years old. The last time I let you go home was because her daughter was found out by that man. My own, she was sent back. What's more, she didn't have any schizophrenia at all, and the certificate was inspired by her fake marriage certificate, and she made a false certificate. If she is sure, you will foolishly I believe there will be no doubts, forcing you to divorce your ex-wife step by step. She has been lying to you, I really can't stand it anymore, brother-in-law, I have always liked you. "

Chen Ning cut off the phone recording.

Qian Juan became hysterical: "This bitch, bitch, do you believe what she says?"

"I want to believe you, but please explain to me, what happened to that child? Didn't you become infertile because of that miscarriage?"

"I contacted your so-called ex-husband. Your ex-husband told me that you not only gave birth, but also gave birth to a daughter. The daughter is not his species. Can you explain it to me, or go to him with me to confront him? "

His face was terrible.

She suddenly panicked: "Listen, I didn't mean to lie to you, I just love you, I just love you too much, so I lied to you as a last resort. If I don't lie to you, there is no way for us to be together again Together, I can't live without you, I can't live without you."

Chen Ning took a step back in disbelief.

"So... it's all true?"

"I haven't contacted your so-called ex-husband at all. You bitch, you have a guilty conscience. You lied to me and treated me as a fool. I actually defended myself for so many years for a woman like you. I even hurt my love for you. My wife, I never doubted you, but you dealt with me by any means, dealt with my Xiaodi, and drove her into obsessive-compulsive amnesia. You bitch, what the hell is your heart made of to play with me like this Feelings, play with my family, play with my wife and children!"

"Chen Ning!" Qian Juan also shouted, "Yes, I admit, I lied to you. But my lies are not clever, you didn't verify them one by one, even if I lied to you, you are stupid , you entered my cage willingly. Your ex-wife Zhu Xiaodi is even less noble. If you have no money, do you think she will stay by your side and tell you that she loves you? That woman does not have you Thinking so simply..."

"Shut up!" Chen Ning slapped Qian Juan on the face, "You don't deserve to mention the name of my beloved woman, you don't deserve it!"

"The woman you love?"

Qian Juan covered her face, but laughed loudly: "Isn't your beloved always me? My name is clearly engraved on your heart, I...Chen Ning, what do you want? What do you want to do?" ?”

Chen Ning approached step by step, tearing off his clothes while walking, throwing off the clothes one by one on the ground.

He exposed his chest, then picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table, pointed the tip of the knife at the Q on his heart, and said coldly, "Are you talking about this? Huh? Is it this? I'll cut it off and give it back to you." !"

He raised his hand, and cut the knife towards the piece of skin with lightning speed.

The blood flowed out, and the blood dripped straight and long on the ground, splashing all over the ground.

Qian Juan screamed.

Chen Ning's knife was still cutting down with all his strength, until he took the cut skin, gritted his teeth cruelly, and cut off the whole Q, when his blood-stained sharp knife fell to the ground.He was excruciatingly painful, trembling, stepped back, stepped back a few steps, stabilized his feet, but looked at the bloody piece of skin, and laughed inexplicably.

He laughed bleakly, even more sadly, and even more happily. He threw the piece of skin in her direction with blood dripping all over his body, and shouted, "Give it back to you!"
Chen Ning came to the hospital where Xiaodi lived, and underwent stitches and bandages in the surgery.Afterwards, he came to the office of Xiao Di's attending doctor.

The doctor said that Xiaodi's disease is getting worse day by day, maybe it will be slow or fast, but he can't be 100% sure, because the human brain is the most complicated.

She might wake up and forget him, completely, or she might remember.But the disease was like a ticking time bomb, it might explode one day, and at that time she would never be saved again.

There was a pain in his heart, and then he thanked the doctor weakly.

Xiao Di fell asleep on the hospital bed, with oxygen inserted into his nose, and the transparent bottle above the oxygen tank next to him made a cooing sound.

Chen Ning walked over step by step, sat on the stool beside the bed, and held Xiao Di's hand that was not infused.He didn't say a word, just looked at her sadly, looked at her, and fell asleep beside her pillow.

When Zhu Xiaodi suddenly woke up, there was a blur in front of her eyes, with some double images.When she could see the ceiling above her head clearly, she turned to the bedside blankly.

She saw a man sitting on a stool, his body fell on the bed, and his hand was tightly holding hers.She slept for too long, and her fingers seemed to have no strength. She felt that her palms were sweating from being held by him, and she wanted to stop her hands, but her hands seemed to be disobedient, only her fingers trembled.With this movement, Chen Ning immediately reacted, he immediately raised his head and looked at Zhu Xiaodi.At that moment, there was uncontrollable joy in his heart. He felt that he was going to cry, his eye sockets were hot, his nose was sore that it didn't look like his own, but a happy smile appeared on his face.

"Are you awake?" he asked with concern.

She blinked in confusion, made a swallowing motion, and slept so long that when she spoke, her voice was terribly hoarse.But he clearly heard her asking him: "Who... are you?"

"I am..." He lowered his head in pain. From today until she can still speak, the first thing she will do when she opens her eyes may be to ask him "Who are you?"

Chen Ning was struggling in pain, and unexpectedly raised his face, looking at her firmly: "Have you forgotten? I am Chen Ning, your husband——Chen Ning!"

"Old...husband?" She blinked in confusion, "Chen...Ning?"

He nodded again and again: "Yes, I am Chen Ning, your husband, Chen Ning!"

"So……"

"Huh?" He replied, raising his eyebrows slightly.

She looked at him even more confused: "why don't I remember you?"

Indescribable pain, heart-piercing pain.He took her hand, suppressed the intense pain, and forced himself to smile: "Because... my driving skills are too bad, I got into a car accident, and you hurt your brain, so you don't remember me."

"If you don't believe me, look..." Chen Ning opened his clothes, pointed to the wound on his chest that was wrapped in white gauze, and said to Xiao Di, "I was hurt together with you."

Xiao Di stared at Chen Ning, no, stared, just watched so seriously.

"I... believe you!" She looked at it for a long time before she said, "Your eyes are full of worry. If... I'm not your important person, you won't care about me so much."

She said, stretched out her hand, and gently touched his face.

He took her hand excitedly.

Her eyes were red and she choked up, but she smiled again: "I must love you very much, I feel... I must love you very much."

"Xiao Di..." He covered his heart, and his heart ached a hundred times more.

She lost her memory, as if she had been reincarnated after drinking Mengpo soup, but even if she completely forgot about the past life, she still remembered the feeling of loving each other deeply at the moment of meeting.

She loved him so much, but he didn't know until now that this woman was the one who really loved him.It was because of her extreme love that she endured that inhuman torture.

He always thought that his feelings for Xiaodi were sympathy, and it was because she felt sorry for him that Aiwujiwudi was with her.Only now did he discover that if a man doesn't love a woman, even if he is together because of pity and emotion for a while, there won't be a trace of love in his heart.

Love is never the same as sympathy. If he hadn't felt his heartbeat the moment he met her, he would never have turned sympathy into pity and wanted to be with her again.

"Xiao Di..." He couldn't hold back his tears.Tears splashed onto Xiao Di's fingers, Xiao Di felt like getting an electric shock, and wanted to take her hand away, but he pressed her hand tightly to his face.

She couldn't help crying along with it.She didn't know why she was crying, but she was so sad that she couldn't help it. She kept saying: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I will think of you as soon as possible. I will definitely try my best to remember our past, and the love between you and me , thinking of the first bouquet you sent me, thinking of our wedding, thinking of our happiest thing. I can feel your love for me, and I will definitely think of things that I have forgotten. Please give me some time and Reminder, I will definitely remember, for sure..."

He couldn't help crying again, he had never been in love with her, he had never sent her a flower, and he never made up a wedding for her.He agreed to take her to make up wedding photos, but while she was still putting on makeup, he answered the phone and left midway.

He couldn't find... couldn't find any evidence of loving her, couldn't give a hint of happiness.

They only had pity, but even if they had pity, they couldn't give her any hints.Because when she was pregnant with him, he wasn't with her at all, and when she gave birth to him, he wasn't there either.Even when the child grows, when the child turns over for the first time, sits up for the first time, babbles for the first time, and learns to walk for the first time, he is absent.

What did he use to remind her, what did he use to tell her that this was evidence of love?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'll think of you, I will, I promise you, I will."

Time passed minute by minute.

Qian Juan was restless.

By midnight, Chen Ning finally came back.

Qian Juan happily stood up from the sofa, and greeted her: "My husband..."

Chen Ning just had a sullen face, dropped something on the table, walked into the room without saying a word, took out the luggage bag, packed the things he needed daily, and some clothes.

Qian Juan looked at Chen Ning strangely, and what was even more strange was the folder he dropped on the table.She picked it up, opened it, and saw a divorce agreement written on it.

divorce agreement?

Her eyes widened and she rushed into the room.

"Husband, what do you mean?" She held up the folder in her hand.

Chen Ning snorted coldly: "literally."

"I don't understand!"

"You pretend to be confused when you pretend to be ignorant, but you are really proficient."

"Chen Ning, you have to know that I really love you! I saw that you fell in love with someone else and lost your mind, so I..."

"Oh, you said you really love me?"

He snorted and said, "Do you know about Xiao Di's past?"

"It's tragic! The person she loves the most hurts her so much that she can't tell."

"However, no matter how hard he hurt Xiao Di, Xiao Di didn't retaliate against him at all. Xiao Di said that she hated him very much, but that man is married and has children. No matter how big the hatred is, the man's wife And the child did not feel sorry for her at all."

"But you frantically forced her to leave because I chose her as my wife. You pretended to be crazy and talked nonsense. What you did was outrageous."

"Don't tell me again, everything is because you love me. If I, Chen Ning, still have nothing like before, will you condescend to follow me?"

She said, I will, because I love you.

Chen Ning laughed twice: "To love a man is to force him to abandon his wife and son, and make him miserable?"

……

"For the sake of our love, I don't want to speak too harshly."

"Everything you have done to me and my family, I can remember the old love and never pursue it again. Of course, the premise is that you sign this document. As long as you sign, everything that happens will be I can forget the past."

"I don't understand why I don't forget the past. I don't understand the documents. I don't understand anything. I won't sign it."

Chen Ning put down a piece of clothing he was folding, took the folder in Qian Juan's hand, raised it in his hand, and said to Qian Juan: "If you don't understand, I will tell you clearly: I am Chen Ning, I want to divorce you."

Chen Ning's eyes were ridiculed and determined with disdain.

Qian Juan's face was pale, but she laughed hysterically in the next second: "You want to divorce me? Why do you want to divorce me?"

"Based on this." Chen Ning held a mobile phone in his hand, which belonged to Xiaodi, and it was full of harassing text messages sent by Qian Juan.

Qian Juan's face turned pale, and then she laughed loudly: "What can the phone prove? Even if there are any text messages in it, it can't prove that it was sent by me."

"Even if the court can't grant a divorce, that recording is enough to destroy your reputation."

"I don't believe you would be so cruel."

Chen Ning sneered: "It depends on whether you are worthy or not."

"Sign it, and you still have property division; if you don't sign it, I will still divorce you, but the consequence is that you will get nothing."

"I don't sign, I just don't sign!"

Qian Juan snorted coldly: "You are soft-hearted, you miss old love, you are not a cruel person, otherwise you would not divorce her and stay with me."

"Shut up, I didn't realize until this point that the most ruthless retribution is to hurt the most important person around you. God is fair, and all extramarital affairs tell me that the first step of cheating is doomed to hurt The woman who loves you the most in this world. To scar the person I love the most is the cruelest retribution for me. "

"Chen Ning...don't be like Chen Ning."

Qian Juan hugged Chen Ning and started to kiss, but Chen Ning didn't respond at all.This man who once loved her deeply, could not find love in his eyes at all, they were full of indifference and piercing sarcasm.

He pinched her chin, she thought he was going to kiss her, she raised it up as if to meet her, and a smile of "knowing that he would not reject her" escaped from the corner of her mouth.

He didn't kiss her for a long time, but just looked at her like this.

Qian Juan opened her eyes in bewilderment, but heard him say: "You still want to tie me up with your body? If I didn't believe your lie and feel guilty towards you, I reconciled with you. With a body filled with silicone and hyaluronic acid, who would be interested in you?"

Chen Ning shook her chin away, and her face turned to the side.

She shouted at Chen Ning: "I won't divorce, you don't want to reunite with her, I will drag you to death."

Chen Ning, who walked to the front, turned his head slightly, and said with a sneer, "Procrastinate. Let's wait and see who is ruthless."

When Xiaodi woke up, she didn't see Chen Ning, so she wanted to run away by herself.

She was sitting on the lawn, and a child came running in the distance, yelling, "Mom, mom!"He ran too fast, his feet got caught by something, and then his center of gravity was unstable, and he fell to the ground with a "slap".

The poor child was crying and yelling, "Mommy, mommy, mommy, come here soon."

His little hand stretched out in her direction, and his eyes looked at her.Xiao Di turned his head slightly and looked behind him, but there was no one there.

The child cried miserably and called to her mother.She tilted her head slightly, looking bewildered.

An old woman caught up afterward, helped the child lying on the ground, patted the ashes on the child, hugged the child again, hurried to Xiao Di, and asked her: "Xiao Di, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?" What exactly is going on?"

Xiao Di looked blankly at the woman and at the child in the woman's arms. He was reaching his body and wanted to hug her.

She just looked at them so blankly, like looking at strangers.

The child cried miserably: "Mom, mom hug me, mom hug me."

It took her a long time to say: "I... don't know you, who are you?"

Old mother Chen was stunned, and Xixi cried even worse: "Mom, I am Xixi. I am Xixi, mother. You hug me, you hug me."

Old mother Chen couldn't hold Xixi anymore, so she had to put him down. As soon as he landed, she hugged Xiaodi's legs.

Xiao Di stared blankly at the little boy, trying to break free from him, but the child hugged him tightly.

He cried loudly, crying so sadly, he didn't understand why his mother didn't know him, why she ignored him, why didn't she want him?

"Mother……"

Xiao Di just looked at him blankly, but tears flowed down uncontrollably.

She raised her eyes and saw Chen Ning approaching, this Chen Ning who took care of her as her husband.

When he approached, she asked him puzzled, "Is this our child?"

Chen Ning nodded, picked up Xixi who was crying with her, took the tissue from old mother Chen, wiped Xixi's tears and said, "His name is Chen Xijun, and the name was given by the two of us."

She looked dazed, but panicked.

He understood, he said: "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't remember it, even if you don't remember it for the rest of your life, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that we can be together."

He fixedly looked at Xiao Di, and Xiao Di looked at him with trust and tenderness.Xixi was in Chen Ning's arms, hugging Xiaodi's neck, mother, mother screaming, screaming heart-piercingly...

Xiao Di doesn't remember Xi Xi, but the blood relationship between mother and child cannot be erased.Xiaodi hugged Xixi, comforted him in her arms, hugged him and said, "I'm sorry, mom didn't forget you on purpose, I'm sorry."

Although Chen's mother also cried and broke her heart, she still pulled Chen Ning aside and asked him, "What's wrong with Xiaodi?"

Chen Ning said with red eyes: "Mom, Xiao Di...Because he couldn't stand the stimulation, he got a very strange disease. He would forget the recent things one by one."

"I've never heard of this..."

Chen Ning choked up: "She became like this, most of the fault is my fault, I caused her to be like this. Mom, please, if Xiaodi asks something, can you help me lie to her and say It's because I'm not good at driving, so I hit her like this."

Mother Chen wiped her tears and said, "It's a trivial matter, there's no problem. But...you just said you were with her, so what about Juan'er?"

Chen Ning narrowed his eyes slightly, his eyes became fierce, and he only said: "You will know soon."

It was the first time that Chen's mother saw such a son, the first time she saw such Chen Ning, and the first time she felt that the aura emanating from her son made one's spine uncontrollably shudder.

Xi Xi clings to Xiao Di, and is unwilling to let go even a single step. Wherever Xiao Di goes, he grabs Xiao Di's clothes tightly.

At night, he refused to go back with Mrs. Chen and insisted on staying with Xiao Di, but Xiao Di had no choice but to let him sleep on her bed.

Xiao Di took a bath for Xixi, and after a brief grooming, she was about to take the clothes to wash, but Chen Ning stopped her: "I'll do it."

Xiao Di said, "I'll come, husband."

Chen Ning said: "I'll come, you are still pregnant, you should rest well."

"Pregnant?" Xiao Di was puzzled, Chen Ning smiled, and stroked his hand to Xiao Di's stomach.

"Xixi is about to have a little brother or a little sister."

"I'm pregnant again?"

His warm palms covered her stomach, and her palms covered his hands.

Chen Ning took Xiaodi into his arms, put it in her ear and said, "Yes, baby."

Xiao Di felt very warm inside.

Sitting on the bed, Xixi smiled and said, "Mom and Dad, shame on your face, oh, your face on your face."

Chen Ning asked Xixi with a smile: "Son, do you want a younger brother or younger sister?"

Xixi said, I want a "de" (brother).

Chen Ning said: "I can only have a younger brother or younger sister."

Xixi said willfully: "I want it, I want it."

Xiao Di and Chen Ning looked at each other, and then laughed dumbfoundedly.

That night, Xiaodi and Xixi slept on the same bed, while Chen Ning slept on a recliner beside him.

The "family" stayed like this all night.

The next day, when Xiaodi woke up, the first thing he saw was Xixi who was still sleeping soundly holding her, and then he felt a fiery gaze.Seeing Chen Ning staring at him intently, Xiao Di's face turned red involuntarily.

And Chen Ning came over and put a trace of her hair behind her ears: "Xiao Di, you are so kind."

Xiao Di couldn't help laughing: "Say such nasty things early in the morning..."

"Like it?"

"As long as you say, I like it."

"Husband..." She suddenly thought of something, took his hand and pressed it to her face.

"Ok?"

"Can you tell me how I fell in love with you? I really want to know our love. I tried hard, but I can't remember. I want to know how I agreed to marry you!"

The day Chen Ning feared the most has come so soon.

His eyes were red, but he said to her: "Do you remember Su Chen?"

Xiao Di's eyes widened in shock, then he nodded.

His heart ached. She remembered Su Chen, but not him.

"You miss him so much, enter his birthday number in the QQ search, find my QQ number, add me, and ask me to buy QQ. This is how we met."

"Your mother... because of MLM, put all the money into it. She couldn't think about it, so she drank dimethoate. You asked me for help, and your mother handed you over to me before she died."

"You are very kind, very quiet, and heart-warming. I fell in love with you bit by bit."

"Then, one day I got drunk and confessed my love to you through my drunkenness. You...accepted me, and then we...we had sympathy, and we married with a son."

Xiao Di listened blankly, but tears flowed down her face: "My mother... died?"

Chen Ning could only say "um".

"But it doesn't matter. In this world, there is me, Xixi, and my parents. You don't have nothing."

"Then... can you tell me some more details? I can fall in love with you, I must love you very much, can you explain in more detail, don't be so vague?"

Chen Ning's eye circles became even redder: "I'm sorry Xiaodi, I'm not a romantic person, I haven't done anything romantic to you, I don't know where to remind you. But I promise you, I owe you, I must I will make up for it one by one, even if God gives me a chance to do it all over again, I will definitely... definitely not let you down. Just treat it as a chance for you to do it all over again, okay?"

She listened like this, very moved, and didn't know her embarrassing identity at this time.Looking at Chen Ning's expectant and sincere eyes, she couldn't help but say hello.

On this day, Qian Juan went to Chen Ning's company to look for Chen Ning: "You actually suspended all my cards, how can I live?"

Chen Ning looked indifferent, and only handed her the document in his hand: "Sign it, and you have it."

Qian Juan shouted angrily: "Don't bully people too much!"

Chen Ning suddenly laughed: "I deceived others too much? I deceived others too...very? When you forced my wife, did you ever think that you deceived others too much? You deceived me and used my guilt to make me feel sorry When I was my wife, did you ever think that you were bullying too much?"

He pointed at Qian Juan's nose: "Let me tell you, I, Chen Ning, did not rely on being soft-hearted. Don't take my passion as cowardice. My patience has a limit. I will give you one last chance." , otherwise don’t blame me for being ruthless and ruthless, making your family restless!”

Qian Juan tore up the divorce agreement: "Heh, you want me to divorce? Unless I die!"

Chen Ning sneered: "I will help you!"

Qian Juan rushed out of Chen Ning's office.

In the parking space at the intersection, an uncle driving a Corvette stared at her. He took a sip of wine and rushed towards Qian Juan on the sidewalk.Qian Juan was knocked out nearly two meters away. When she landed on the ground, her left hand touched the ground first, and she felt a click, as if she even heard the sound of bones breaking.This is not the scariest thing, the scariest thing is that she is very conscious.

She saw the uncle driver rushing out of the car, reeking of alcohol, rushing towards her, and said nervously, "Don't worry, I... I'll take you to the hospital right away."

He bent over and picked up Qian Juan from the ground, and carried her into his car.

As soon as she got into the car, she found that there were actually two sturdy men in the car.

As soon as the two big men saw her coming in, they held her up and covered her mouth.

Qian Juan was not in a hurry to call, the car traveled farther and farther for an unknown amount of time, and stopped in a remote place.

Those three people pulled Qian Juan out of the car and threw her to the ground.

She shrank back and said nervously, "What do you want to do?"

One of them put a dozen papers in front of Qian Juan: "If you understand, then sign it."

Qian Juan looked at the man in horror: "You...you were ordered by Chen Ning?"

The three looked at each other and smiled.

Qian Juan said angrily, "Even if I die, I won't sign it."

The driver smiled and said, "Is it not easy to die? The problem is, if you don't leave, your life will be worse than death. Don't make things difficult for Mr. Chen, he has hundreds of ways to kill you. If you don't sign, we can only throw you away." Here, your hand should be broken, if you don't go to the hospital as soon as possible, your hand will be useless!"

"Mr. Chen said that this time I will teach you a lesson. If you really want to die, he will definitely help you. For example, if I drank a little wine before hitting you, then even if I hit you to death, I will only be sentenced to drunk driving." Lose money instead of life. Another example..."

The man smiled and saw the horrified expression on Qian Juan's face. Before she finished speaking, Qian Juan yelled in fear, let go, let go, I sign!
On the day Qian Juan and Chen Ning finished their divorce procedures, it was drizzling. Chen Ning came out with an umbrella, while Qian Juan wore a plaster cast.

He walked forward without hesitation, and Qian Juan shouted behind him: "Chen Ning, wait a moment."

Chen Ning stopped, but didn't look back.

Qian Juan said: "It's agreed, as long as we divorce, you will give me a sum of money."

Chen Ning said with a smile: "I never default on my debts. It's just strange, how can I like a woman like you!"

Chen Ning went further and further away, he was not worried at all about Qian Juan fighting him desperately, she just wanted money, and giving her money would solve anything.People who love money love life more than ordinary people, so this trick he used has immediate results.

When Chen Ning came to see Xiao Di after get off work the next day, he appeared in front of Xiao Di with a bouquet of roses in his hands. Xiao Di smiled and took the bouquet of flowers.

"So lovely."

"Do you like it?" He asked, sitting down on the side.

"I like it!" She smiled, took a deep sniff of the fragrance, and then burst into tears, "This is the first bouquet of flowers I received in my life, but I never thought it would be after the divorce."

Chen Ning's smile froze on his face.

But she looked at the bouquet, stroking the petals of one of them intently, and smiled sadly: "It feels so strange..."

Chen Ning's eyes widened in disbelief: "Xiao Di, you..."

"I remember!"

"What... do you remember?"

Xiao Di turned to look at Chen Ning: "I remember it now. Your name is Chen Ning, but it's not my husband, it's my ex-husband. My marriage with you was a marriage with a son, but you never loved me. When you persuaded me to abort the baby I am pregnant with now, you told me yourself that you never loved me."

"Xiao Di..." He was extremely flustered, "That's not true, none of that is true."

"I also think about what happened after each amnesia."

Xiaodi said: "I'm sorry, every time I see you treat me well, I want to recall the past, but you never mention it, and you don't take me to recall it. You said that I have blood in my head, so I don't remember the past , I can’t wait for the day you said you will restore your memory. Just after you left yesterday, I heard from the nurse in the next ward that the patient he had nursed before also had amnesia, but he found a hypnotist and did a deep After hypnosis, I remembered everything. I asked him for his contact information and asked the hypnotist to hypnotize me forcibly, so..."

Her tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Chen Ning panicked: "Xiao Di, don't cry, don't get excited, please don't cry."

"You are married, you have nothing to do with me, you are no longer in my life, and you shouldn't be here at all."

Chen Ning said: "I just divorced her, and now... I only have you."

She was shocked, opened her eyes full of tears, and looked at him in disbelief: "Why? Why did you leave with her after all the trouble?"

"Because, I... only want you."

"You are crazy!" Xiao Di cried, "You don't want me to be healthy, but now I am sick, I will forget you little by little, even I don't even remember myself, I will lie in bed like a vegetable On the bed, I have no consciousness at all. What are you going to do with me like this?"

"If you want...to be with you for the rest of your life, there is no one better than you in this world."

Xiao Di cried, cried and laughed loudly: "Yesterday afternoon, the first thing I did when I recovered my memory was to contact Su Chen to seduce him. I was hypnotized by a hypnotist, and when I recalled the past, I realized that I really I hate him very much. I have a knife in my bag, and I want to stab him to death when he takes the bait. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in such pain. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't know you and wouldn't suffer So much torture. Even if he dies, I will take him to be buried with him, as long as he is stabbed with a knife, as long as we all die there."

She cried and closed her eyes: "I hate him, I want him to be buried with me when I die, but I can't do it. I can't deal with him, so let God accept him for me, didn't he swear at the wedding Will he only love his wife for the rest of his life? Heh, heh, who breaks his oath, I curse him to go to hell after death!"

She was emotional, and suddenly covered her stomach, bent down, and a stream of blood slipped from between her legs.

"Xiao Di, little...doctor, the doctor is here to save my child."

She shook her head and stopped Chen Ning: "I'm sorry, I took the abortion pill, I took the abortion pill a few hours ago. I even regret it, if I was willing to take the medicine when... when I was pregnant with Xixi, There's nothing left."

She cried and said to him, "I really regret it. I regret sleeping with you, I regret giving birth to you, and I even regret meeting you. I...I really hate you guys for hurting me like this...What the hell am I going to do? What did you do wrong, you want to hurt me like this? At the beginning, I was your wife, did you take my feelings into consideration? How could you... how could you, when I completely believed in you and fell in love with you, Do this to me?"

"Xiao Di, Xiao Di." He rushed forward and hugged her, "Forgive me, please forgive me, I know I was wrong, I really know I was wrong."

He was about to say that he loved her, but she frowned, unable to bear the excitement, and passed out.

After that, she never woke up again.

So far, she has never heard a man say "I love you" to her sincerely.

A year has passed since then, and Xiao Di has been completely lying on the bed, completely unconscious.Chen Ning took her back to the city's nursing home and stayed with her every day.

And this day, after he wiped her body, he sat on a chair and turned on the wireless Internet access.In the first 3 minutes after opening QQ, he was completely stunned.

Flashing!It is indeed flashing!

He rubbed his eyes, Xiaodi's QQ avatar was flashing!

He was stunned, his eyes widened in astonishment, and he turned to look at Xiao Di beside him.

On the hospital bed was Xiao Di who was unconscious. She closed her eyes quietly and fell asleep without any reaction.

However, Xiaodi's QQ avatar is flashing.

Its owner was lying in a hospital bed, and it was literally flickering.

A strange emotion tainted my heart, making people feel horrified.

He couldn't hold back the excitement in his heart, and opened her QQ profile picture with trembling hands.

"Hello!" A doll's smiling face is exactly the same as the first time she sent him a QQ message, even the greeting is the same, and even the font color and size are the same.

His hands trembled, his heart jumped into his throat, he couldn't restrain his red eyes, and his eyes were filled with uncontrollable tears.

"Wife, is that you? Wife?"

"Are you Xiao Di's husband?"

This sentence was like a bucket of ice water poured down on the head, pouring cold on Chen Ning's blood.

He immediately tapped on the keyboard and asked the man, "Who are you?"

"Oh, me? I'm a screenwriter in the same circle as Xiao Di. Xiao Di gave me an outline last year and asked me to write a novel and post it online, so I posted it. Then, the editor asked me to sign VIP. Speaking of this, because this is the work of the two of us, I can’t monopolize it. I only have Xiaodi’s QQ account, so I’ve been waiting for her to go online. Looking through the QQ chat records between me and her today, I suddenly saw that she said , her QQ password is her QQ number, I will come up and try to see if I can find someone who knows her well, and tell her."

Chen Ning asked, what story did she write?
The man said, wait a minute, I will send you the URL!
What kind of story is that?

happiness!Happiness from beginning to end, unbearably happy.

But he felt so familiar.For example, the heroine's mother entrusted the heroine to the hero before she died.For example, the scene where the hero and the heroine get married.

Many people left a message saying, so touching, so happy, the heroine is so happy, to meet such a good man, she has finally come to the end of all hardships.

The person on QQ said: "The previous one was written by Xiao Di, who said it was taken from your real life. You are so kind to Xiao Di, it makes people shed tears of envy."

Chen Ning said: "The fact is not like this, let's change it!"

The man was surprised: "Changed to what?"

Chen Ning told her everything.

That man was so angry that he scolded him on QQ: "Why did this happen? How could you treat Xiaodi like this? She is already pitiful enough, and you still want to bully her like this?"

Chen Ning smiled bitterly again: "Let's write it, let everyone read it, let them all know how important things like loyalty are in marriage! Let others stop making mistakes like me, one step at a time, every step at a time , it’s too late to regret.”

"Then you just broke up with your ex?"

"She will still seek life and death, but I will never pay attention to her again." Chen Ning said, "Even if she jumped off the building in front of me, I will not give her a hand. If you want to rewrite Xiaodi's story, Please tell the readers, Xiaosan is forcing her to die, which is definitely not true love. She even wants her life, and she will never lose face. Knowing that your wife and children will be separated, but still come to seduce you, is that kind of love possibly true love? ?”

The man reopened the document, and she shed tears and deleted all the previous manuscripts.

She began to write about Xiao Di's childhood, Xiao Di's marriage, which was almost hopelessly painful in reality.People who followed her novel stopped saying how happy and touching the novel was, and everyone became angry. Everyone said that they had never seen such an irresponsible male lead.Chen Ning aroused everyone's anger. Never before has readers shared such a common hatred!

When everyone expresses that Qian Juan is not worthy of sympathy, they also give those unwilling girls a blow in the head—no matter how pitiful you are, no matter how deeply you loved that person before, if you destroy someone else’s family, you just won’t get someone else’s pity.

When the person finally finished writing the story and typed END, she wrote in the preface——

The depression of Xiaodi's childhood brought me to the verge of collapse. I was irritable, anxious, and sensitive, which made me extremely painful.If I grew up in her environment, I would go crazy.Just for the plain words, a bunch of people cried and asked me to stop, saying that I was torturing Xiao Di.I argued a few words, and there was a lot of scolding.Someone enlightened me and said, if you don't like Xiaodi, if you don't really love her, who will take your anger out on you.When I finished writing END, I finally couldn't hold back the tears.Forgetting the past is a good thing, forgetting all this may be happiness for her...

For those who wish Xiaodi to be happy, I made up an ending.

That year, Xiao Di married Chen Ning, and Chen Ning swayed back and forth in front of his ex-girlfriend and Xiao Di.However, when the ex-girlfriend threatened her with her life, Chen Ning said, I'm sorry, the person I love is Xiao Di, even if I loved you, but that is all in the past, can I keep some memories?
The ex-girlfriend was unwilling, saying that you still have my name tattooed on your chest.

Chen Ning took out a Swiss Army knife and said painfully, if this is the case, I will return this piece of skin to you!
In her screams, she let go. She finally knew that no matter how violent the love was, once the other party had a family, she should let go.

From then on, Chen Ning and Xiao Di lived a happy life.

(End of this chapter)