Thank you for loving me like life

Chapter 9 Why Do I Torture You Like This?

So, do I miss you, or do I miss you, or... because I was lost in the maze of feelings, and missed you by the shoulder, so I left endless misses?
Chen Ning heard the sound and ran up from downstairs, but saw Xiaodi standing in the room blankly.

"If I hadn't been pregnant with your child at the beginning, did you intend to forget about sleeping with me? If I had given birth to you as agreed at the beginning, you would have left without acting emotionally. If I get married, can you be with that woman justifiably, and even bring my child to be born to her?"

"Xiao Di, what are you talking about?"

"Answer me! Even when you decided to marry me, it was not because you loved me a little bit, but because your Chen Xijun had a hard-working and sincere mother who was good to him. You didn't do it because you liked me a little bit. Doing this to me, right?"

"Xiao Di, what are you talking about all of a sudden?"

"answer me!"

"If I wasn't a virgin, wouldn't you feel guilty after having sex with you? Tell me!"

"will not!"

"If I'm not pregnant with your child, are you planning to forget me as if you never knew me?"

"Yes! If I don't like you a little bit, whether you are a virgin or not is just a dream to me. I can force you to kill you whether you are pregnant or not. If I don't like you a little bit, I will If I don't marry you, I won't ask you to give birth to me. You have taken the wrong medicine, so you must entangle this question with me. Now I have answered all the questions for you, are you satisfied?"

"Satisfied! Let's divorce!"

He was stunned, and then annoyed: "Why are you crazy? You are living well, why are you asking for a divorce?"

"Have a good life? This is called a good life?" Xiao Di threw the calendar on the table to Chen Ning, "The date circled in red is the day you come back. Take a good look and see if you can get back in a year." Count to three circles!"

"I know that I neglected you, but I have my reasons."

Xiao Di turned around, took out a dozen things from the drawer, and threw them in Chen Ning's hands: "Is this what you're talking about?"

Chen Ning looked at it, and his eyes opened wider and wider. After seeing the things Xiaodi gave him, his face became paler and paler. Every time he looked at a picture, blood poured out, and he gritted his teeth and couldn't help being angry: "Zhu Xiaodi, You actually followed me?"

He supported her shoulders, held her tightly, and twisted his angry face. His first reaction when he saw these photos was not to ask her where she came from, but to be angry.

"These are here, what else do you have to say?"

Chen Ning unfolded the photos in his hands like poker cards, shaking while unfolding, gnashing his teeth: "With just a few photos, will the court approve you to divorce me? This is not a pornographic photo!" He said Then, he slammed the photo on the ground.

The photos were scattered on the ground in twos and threes.The couple in the photo couldn't be more normal. They were eating together on the street and entering the hotel together, and it was nothing more than a woman holding Chen Ning's arm.Legally, these cannot constitute evidence of extramarital affairs at all.

Zhu Xiaodi smiled coldly: "Okay, you want something even hotter, right? I'll give it to you!" Then the recording was played from the phone's automatic playback.

Chen Ning heard the groans and the conversation between the man and woman inside, the blood in his body rushed to his head, and his face turned blue.He snatched the phone and listened dumbfounded. The lewd voices in it filled his ears. After a long time, he opened his eyes and looked at her.

"Where did this thing come from?"

She was silent.

His eyes widened, as if he had guessed something: "It's her, she sent it to you, right?"

"Xiao Di……"

Chen Ning pinched Xiao Di's arm and said sadly: "You have to trust me, I have my reasons."

"Then tell me, have you ever done anything to be sorry for me?"

"You have to trust me, I..."

"Are you sure it's not? Do you dare to swear, swear on your son?"

"You're crazy, that's your son too!"

Xiao Di sneered: "I dare to swear on my son, I have never done a single thing to be sorry to you. Do you dare to swear on your son to me?"

"I..." Chen Ning was speechless, unable to say a word, "Stop making trouble, okay?"

Xiao Di sneered: "Okay, let's divorce! If you don't leave, I'll go out and steal people. Don't think I'm joking, I can do what I say, and I won't joke with you."

If she becomes arrogant and cries loudly, he can definitely slap her and wake her up.But Zhu Xiaodi had no mood swings at all, only a sneer appeared on his face.

He was annoyed, and went all out to shout: "Steal, if you have the ability, go and steal. If you have no money, I can give it to you. If you don't have a man, I will find it for you."

Chen Ning rushed out of the house angrily, got into the cab, drove the car, and galloped all the way...

He admitted that he was wrong, he couldn't face her eyes, he felt guilty.While the car was driving, he thought of the promise he had made to Xiaodi in his heart. He really didn't keep it. He was really sorry for her and this marriage, but...he really couldn't help it.

Then he ran away from home, and Zhu Xiaodi, who was sitting in the waiting room, had a dream.In her dream, there were countless doors, and every door handle had a wooden sign with "Happiness" on it. She pushed open one by one, and there was a bottomless abyss on the other side of the door. It was dark and cold, and the strong wind blowing from the ground seemed to suck her into a deep hole.

She woke up with a cold sweat, soaking her clothes.

And Chen Ning woke up from the anger, looked for her everywhere, and called her, but no one answered.He became more and more irritable, so he kept calling. Every minute, a damned female computer voice would come from the phone, telling him "the number you dialed is not answered, please try again later", and then there was a beep busy tone.Until the caller said: "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off..."

Zhu Xiaodi was sitting in the waiting room of the train with a vibrating mobile phone in her bag. It kept vibrating until the battery was exhausted and it would automatically shut down.

When the phone stopped ringing, she took it out and shed tears on the dim cell phone.Looking at the phone is like looking at Chen Ning's face, and those things from the past are flying in his mind in fragments.

I miss his hug, his kiss, Qian Juan sending their live recording, and her asking him to divorce her.She loved her child, and she was afraid that the crazy woman would really do something terrible.

She also couldn't be stimulated anymore and her depression was getting worse.If she stays there any longer, she is the one who will go crazy in the end.

The doctor prescribed a lot of antidepressants for her and told her not to be stimulated any more. She even had symptoms of premature brain aging, which is what the doctor called young Alzheimer's disease.

She started with mild forgetfulness, and when she was stimulated, she would forget little by little until she didn't even know who she was.

In this world, the symptoms that should not belong to young people are now given to young people.

She won the "lottery" and suffered from a strange disease that caused her to forget things little by little when she was stimulated.

I obviously bought fish, walked around the market, and went to buy another one.Obviously paid the money, but after the change was given, he paid again.The things that were clearly in my hands just now, I can't remember where I put them in the blink of an eye.

One day, when she felt that her "amnesia" was very serious, she went to see a doctor. It can be seen from the X-ray that her brain tends to shrink.

Some diseases cannot be explained by the medical profession. As they say, they can only cure the disease, but not the life.What's more, the brain is so complicated, and amnesia or cerebellar spinal cord mutation can make them helpless, let alone this kind of complex mental stimulation?

She was sick and didn't tell anyone.

She couldn't allow herself to be stimulated anymore, or it would speed up her condition, and these medicines would become waste.She will lose her memory a little bit, and she will lose the ability to take care of herself a little bit. In the end, she will not recognize anyone and lie unconscious on the bed, like a vegetable.

She endured her husband's derailment bitterly, but she endured such a problem.

She can afford it, she is not afraid of spending her whole life in name only, but she is afraid that one day, she really loses her memory and can't move anymore. Chen Ning is soft-hearted and refuses to give up on her. .

She was weeping expressionlessly, and she clearly remembered that he said that he married her because he liked her, and if he didn't like her, he would never want the child she was carrying.

She was afraid that Chen Ning would feel more guilty and reluctant to let go when he knew that she was sick because of his cheating. The intermittent mental illness of Qian would be more serious and he would do irreparable things, and Chen Ning would suffer even more.That kind of disease is usually no different from normal people, but once it is stimulated, it will attack, and it will be uncontrollable to do harmful things.

She doesn't want Chen Ning to suffer, she doesn't want Chen Ning to suffer.Moreover, her departure can prevent herself from being stimulated, and Qian Juan from being stimulated. More importantly, Xixi can keep herself safe.

She's not Madonna, she just can't help it.

The car that Zhu Xiaodi was waiting for was still more than an hour away.She was a little hungry, so she carried her luggage and walked out of the station.

Walking quietly on the street, weaving through the crowd, the figures in reality are floating, and the things that I tried desperately to forget in the past come to my eyes bit by bit.

Passing by the door of the audio store, Zhu Xiaodi stopped for a melody.I don't know who sang that song, and I don't know who composed it. I only know that the softly sung female voice is extremely beautiful.She stood there dumbfounded, carrying her luggage, and was dumbfounded.

Wonderful?In this world, there are always some words that directly point to people's hearts, and there are always some lyrics that are so sad that people are on the verge of collapse.The melody is heart-wrenching, like invisible hands twisting a bundle of dripping sheets.

She walked in involuntarily, and she asked the waiter inside: "What's the name of that song?"

The waiter smiled sweetly: ""I MISS YOU"."

MISS, the Chinese pronunciation is "lost", the Chinese explanation is to miss, and miss.

So, do I miss you, or do I miss you, or... because I was lost in the maze of feelings, and missed you by the shoulder, so I left endless misses?
At the end of the song, it repeats endlessly: I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU... like the spell in Sun Wukong's ear, making people weak and on the verge of collapse.

All the memories are like a group of ferocious beasts released from the arena, screaming into the air with fangs and claws, and heading straight for the vital point with a suffocating murderous aura.She besieged it and allowed her to tear her soul into pieces. There was no pity for anyone, only the arrogance of the winner after a full meal, and the applause of the onlookers stimulated by the blood.

Xixi cried for her mother, but Mrs. Chen was in a hurry at home.He blew up her phone, but she just didn't answer it, and she didn't reply when he texted her.

Chen Ning drove out to find Xiao Di.

He had no idea at all, Xiao Di didn't even have a friend in this city, let alone any relatives.

He suddenly thought of the apartment she lived in when she was still working in the hotel four years ago.He knew that the hope was slim, but he still wanted to give it a try and ask her colleagues if she had other places to go.

I came to that narrow and remote place based on my memory. The residents inside had changed several times, so I couldn't even ask.

He thought it was funny.

His wife ran away and he couldn't find her.

On the way back, passing a dark alley, a man in a jacket rushed out from the side of the road.Obviously, he rushed over by himself, hit the car, and fell to the ground.As if arranged by someone, a minivan rushed out of the intersection and stopped Chen Ning's car.

Chen Ning was grabbed by them, and during the scuffle, he was stabbed in the waist.He was confiscated of all valuables, including the wedding ring on his finger, before he fell to the ground.

The people who snatched the things were three burly men. It happened so suddenly that he was completely unprepared.The wound under the left abdomen was like a punctured blood bag, and the blood dripped down between the fingers covering the wound.Chen Ning struggled to get up from the ground, dripping blood all the way, and climbed into the cab.

He remembered that there was a small hospital on the side of the road, just tens of meters away from the intersection.It was not a regular hospital, but a small staff clinic. He opened his eyes vigorously, started the car, and drove towards the hospital.

Chen Ning didn't remember how he got into the hospital, he only remembered that the blood from the wound was dripping along the road.He was cold all over, and stumbled to the hospital. The nurse on the duty desk found him prostrate on the ground, and hurriedly followed the doctor and ran out of the duty desk.

Chen Ning's body was soaked in cold sweat, and his blood-losing body gradually became colder.Sweat gushes from the pores on the top of his head, gathers together, slides across his brows, and slides into his eyes in big drops.Rows of lights above his head reflected on the clean floor, making his eyes seem to be covered with a layer of sesame oil paper, blurred and out of focus bit by bit.

He felt that he had misread it, but the figure of that woman looked very much like Xiao Di.He struggled to get up from the ground and tried his best to tear away the hands of the doctors and nurses.

The medical staff who were about to give him first aid and help him into the emergency room were shocked by the scene in front of them.The man covered in blood tremblingly got up from the ground and walked towards a lady over there.

He covered the wound, blood gushed out from between his fingers, his plain coat was soaked with blood, and the blood even dripped down his trousers to his feet.He didn't seem to feel the pain, and he didn't seem to care about it at all. Every step he took was full of glaring bloody footprints.

"Little... Dee!" He grabbed the lady's arm.

The man covered in blood actually hugged the lady, put his head on her shoulder, and said with relief, "I found you! I found you... here it is!"

With tears in his eyes, he frowned and tried his best to hold the woman tightly: "Follow me...come home, follow me..."

The woman screamed in horror as she pushed Chen Ning.Chen Ning exhausted his last bit of strength, and fell to the ground like a deflated balloon.

Sitting on the long-distance bus, Zhu Xiaodi who fell asleep suddenly woke up from a nightmare.

Everyone in the car was fast asleep. Inside the tight compartment, there was an uncomfortable smell of stinky feet and orange peel.

Looking out the window, it was dawn, and she was almost home - her parents' home.

When Xiaodi came back with her luggage, a dog at the entrance of the village barked at her and barked wildly, but she didn't dare to come close.Along with them, there are also villagers with cattle, sticking to the whip, and sitting astride the back of the cattle covered with sacks as cushions.

There is an indescribable sensuality in the cow.The man on the back of the ox, wearing a straw hat and a long-faded overcoat, was waving a whip, looking at her up and down, and asked as he walked, "Who are you looking for?"

Xiao Di glanced at him, but didn't answer.That person was boring, but after walking away, he still didn't forget to look back at Xiaodi on the back of the bull.

Little Di walked towards the direction of "home" in his memory step by step.

I left here at the age of five and haven't been back for more than 20 years.When I left, there were all small adobe houses here, but now I looked around, and there were all big houses with blue bricks and red tiles.

When Xiao Di approached the house, the original old house was still there, but it was dilapidated.Next to the old house stood a big house, which seemed to be newly built, and completely blocked the light of the old house.

The birth mother is sitting in the new house playing mahjong with a table.When she pushed the card at the next house to say "we made it", she actually pushed the card and sat on the ground crying, making noise and rolling, saying that she had no living expenses and couldn't live through this day.The other three watched her cry and make noise, and the winner had to return the money to her.

As soon as she got the money, she got up from the ground, wiped her nose with her hand, sat back at the table, and asked to continue beating.The people at the table looked contemptuous.

Xiao Di saw everything in her eyes, and she called softly: "Mom!"

Everyone in the room looked at her in astonishment.The birth mother's hands were stuck in the air while coding mahjong, her jaw-dropping expression was as funny as a clown's.

The woman obviously recognized her, her face sank, and she pushed the mahjong: "What are you doing back?" She still hated her as always.

Xiao Di smiled wryly, and took out the wallet from her bag. When she opened the wallet, the woman stretched her neck and squinted at it. Seeing the thick stack inside, the expression on her face changed obviously.

Especially when Xiao Di took out the money, put it in front of her, and said to her, "Mom, if you win, it's yours, and if you lose, it's mine", the woman's face immediately burst into a smile, revealing a yellow mouth. teeth.The gap between her two front teeth is loose, and her face is full of wrinkles, which looks harsh and hideous, even when she smiles, it is ugly.

She said she wanted to come back and live.

She said, sleep with you these few nights.

She wanted to experience the long-lost reunion between mother and daughter, but she was not used to this woman being too close to her when they really slept on the same bed.Hearing the woman's snoring, she was completely sleepless.She took away her arm that was on her body, and when she lay down again, she leaned against the woman with her back to her body, only hearing the barking of dogs getting farther and farther away, she fell asleep in a trance.

The next day, when she got up, the woman saw her and said with a smile, "Dizi, this is your favorite egg custard when you were young. Come, sit here!"

When the aroma hit her nose, she picked up the bowl.

She suddenly didn't blame her, she was a little sadly satisfied.But before she had finished her meal, the woman said that everyone in the village had built new buildings.The implication is to ask her to use the money to build a building.

Can you let me finish this bowl of rice?Can you stop showing your true intention so quickly and impatiently when I thought you really cared about me?

She smiled bitterly and put the bowl down.

"Build!" she said, "I have money, let's build a new house! How much will it cost?"

"If you build a house on your own land, you can build a very good one with 10 yuan!"

She smiled bitterly: "Okay, I'll go to the bank to withdraw money in a while!"

The woman smiled happily: "My Dizi is promising, my Dizi really gave our parents face!"

She smelled the greasy rice and suddenly felt full.

The woman was still urging her: "Eat, eat!"

She put down the bowl and put it on the table: "I can't eat any more!"

In the evening, when the tractor brought a large cart of red bricks, Xiao Di, wearing canvas gloves, helped move the bricks.

A row of blue and white rough porcelain bowls stood on a wooden bench, several of which were missing.Water was poured into the bowl, swaying under the movement.Her biological mother was on the side, with a happy smile on her face like a wilting flower, and she said to the neighbors who came to see the fun, this was built for me by my girl.Then, she pulled her to identify relatives, this is the second cousin, this is the cousin, this is the uncle, this is the younger uncle...

She never knew that she had so many relatives.

Xiao Di called over one by one. They all praised her for being beautiful and promising, but when she was not beautiful or promising, why didn't these people recognize her?
The next day, the house broke ground, and the foreman asked for Xiaodi's phone number, saying it was convenient to contact.

Xiao Di charged the phone. As soon as he turned it on, the phone vibrated. It was Mrs. Chen's phone number.

Xiao Di was startled, but still connected.Just now, when she called "Mom", Mrs. Chen cried out on the phone: "Daughter-in-law, where have you been? Ningzi was looking for you everywhere, and he was stabbed by a robber on the way. I'm still in the hospital." Old mother Chen cried while covering the phone, "Daughter-in-law, where have you been? Mom's heart is as messed up as porridge, where did you go..."

After hanging up the phone, her tear glands collapsed in an instant.

The biological mother came over: "Di Zi, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Mom makes the decision for you!" The woman rolled up her sleeves as she spoke.

Xiao Di sniffed and wiped away the tears with the back of his hand.

"Mom!" She called her with red eyes and a sad smile.

The woman was startled, but immediately came back to her senses, and replied loudly: "Alas!"

"I'm leaving."

"Where are you going?"

"Go back to town."

"You've only been here for two days and you're leaving?"

"I was supposed to come back to see you and Dad in time!"

The mother suddenly nodded repeatedly, grabbed Xiao Di's hand, patted the back of her hand, and said repeatedly: "That's that, people in the city are busy." After she finished speaking, she looked at Xiao Di and urged, "Then go back quickly!"

Xiao Di took a breath, suppressed his sadness, smiled and turned into the room, and began to tidy up his things.

When she came out, she held a bag in her hand and took out a lot of things from it.

"Mom!" She said with a smile, "this is thermal underwear, very warm. This is my brother's. I haven't seen him for more than 20 years. I haven't seen him this time. I don't know if the clothes fit well. .”

The woman said "it fits", without looking at it, she took the clothes from Xiao Di's hand, for fear that she would not give them to her.

After Xiaodi came back, he didn't see his younger brother. From the nagging of his biological mother, he knew that he was addicted to gambling and went out to play cards. He hasn't come back until now.The younger sister-in-law had long been disgusted with him, and took a pair of children back to her mother's house.

No matter how far the daughter went, the biological mother never cared about her.But no matter how unsatisfactory her son is, she will keep the door open for him in the middle of the night, and prepare a meal for him in the morning, waiting for him to eat when he comes back.

"mom……"

"Huh? What?"

"My hair is loose!" She changed the subject and said to the woman, "Is there a comb? Can you help me comb my hair?"

The woman hurriedly responded: "Oh, yes, yes, wait a minute, Mom will go to the back room to get it."

The woman went to the back room, and when she came out again, she took a handful of unpainted ponytails and held them in front of Xiao Di.

The woman let go of Dee's hair with a little more force, breaking some of it as she pulled the black rubber band from her ponytail.She panicked and asked urgently, "Does it hurt, Di Zi?"

Xiao Di sniffed and shook his head: "It doesn't hurt, I've been thinking about this day in my dreams!"

The woman couldn't say a word, she just felt a little sad.When she was combing Xiao Di's hair, a strand of hair was not combed properly, so she went to pick it up with her hands.

"Mom, your hands are so thick!"

The woman freed up a hand and turned it over to look at her palm, which was covered with calluses and bloody wounds from old and new wounds.While watching, Xiaodi said: "I'm all callused!"

The woman sighed: "Peasant, which one has calloused hands since childhood, how can you compare with people who grew up in the city? Look at your skin, it reflects light under the sun, but ours is so black Oil. Incomparable, incomparable..."

Xiao Di sighed softly: "I don't mean that. I just want to say that I didn't help you when you were the hardest. You gave birth to me, and I didn't show any filial piety. In fact, I have some Regret, at that time... When I was sent back, when I was beaten by you, I just had to endure it, why should I go back? If I don’t go back, I might be another me. I never thought that you would I was worried, and I never thought that you would be sad. I was still young at that time, and I couldn't understand the feelings of being a mother, so you worried about me."

When she finished speaking, the woman finished combing Xiao Di's hair.Xiao Di turned around and looked at the woman with red eyes tearfully.

"Mom, can you forgive me? Forgive me... for being ignorant, okay?"

What she said made the woman's face turn green and turn pale, and she felt ashamed in her heart.She wanted to cry, her nose was itchy, and regardless of her appearance, she raised her arm and wiped her nose with the patched old sleeve of her clothes.After wiping, he yelled at Xiaodi: "Dizi, tell mom, did something happen to you when you came back this time? Since you received the call just now, something is wrong with you. What happened to you? Mom said. Mom is not capable, but whoever bullies my girl, I will use my old life to fight against him."

She looked at her biological mother, took her arm, and called her softly: "Mom, it's okay, it's really okay, I just miss you, come back to see you some time, really, I really want to. The call just now, is My boss urged me to go back, and I had to leave as soon as I came back, I was really reluctant."

"Di Zi, what do you mean by being reluctant? Come back when you are free."

"Mom, I'm busy..."

"If you don't have time, Mom will visit you!" At this point, she suddenly thought of something, "Girl, Mom doesn't know where you live yet! How have you been all these years? Do the math, you're almost thirty, right? Has the personal problem been resolved? This matter cannot be delayed!"

"Ok!"

"Is it solved or not?"

She shook her head: "Not yet!"

The woman was anxious: "What's the matter? It's so big!"

"Busy!"

"No matter how busy you are, you can't be so busy!"

"Well, listen to you, don't wait any longer, I will definitely marry myself!"

"That's fine, you don't have time to come back, mom will visit you!"

Xiao Di said: "I run business, run around, wherever I am assigned."

"Why are you so busy!"

"Mom!" she called again softly.

"I went to the bank in the town to withdraw money yesterday. The bank is too small, and I need to make an appointment in advance for more than [-], so I only withdraw [-]. The rest is in this card, and the password is the day you sent me away." year month day."

Xiaodi handed over the card, she took it, said oh, and asked: "What month was the day you were sent away?"

Xiao Di told her, and the woman nodded and said, "Remember it." She muttered for a while like chanting.

"Mom, can I ask you a question?"

"Say it, Dizi."

"When was I born? My mother... I mean, the mother who raised me said my birthday, not my real birthday, was the day she brought me back. Then when was I born ?”

"Oh!" the woman thought bitterly, "Who remembers this, anyway, you were born when it was snowing in winter."

"What about the specific date?"

"I really don't remember." The woman scratched her head when she said this, "What was the password you told me just now? I forgot it after making a mistake. I'm getting old, look at this memory..."

She is her daughter, a daughter born in October. She doesn't even know when she was born. Her whole life seems to be such a joke.She smiled, took out a piece of paper from her bag, took out a pen, and wrote the password to her biological mother.The birth mother got it in her hand, folded it again and again, and carefully put it in her pocket.At this time, something unexpected happened to everyone. It seemed that it happened in an instant. Zhu Xiaodi knelt down in front of the woman all of a sudden.

The woman was startled, and stretched out her hand to pull Xiaodi: "What are you doing? Dizi, if you have anything to say, get up and say it..."

Xiao Di took her hand instead: "Mom, thank you!" She said tearfully, "Thank you for giving birth to me, thank you." She bent down and kowtowed three times to her.

These three knocks hit the woman's heart, and she jumped up as if a ladle of water had been splashed under her feet.

When Chen Ning opened his eyes, it seemed that there was a layer of light in front of his eyes, and then he saw clearly the people crowded in the ward.

Old mother Chen's eyes were swollen from crying, she rushed over, grabbed Chen Ning's hand with one hand, and touched Chen Ning's face with the other hand.

"Ningzi, you're awake! Are you awake, Ningzi?" Old mother Chen was tearful, holding her son's hand firmly, repeating these words excitedly.

His wrist was bleeding.He wanted to speak, but he only felt his vocal cords tighten, and said with difficulty: "I...it's fine, mom...don't cry!"

Old mother Chen threw herself on her son, crying loudly.Chen Ning's friends all came to persuade her: "Auntie, don't cry, isn't Ning Zi awake?"

Chen Ning's father walked over with red eyes, and pulled old mother Chen back, mumbling in his mouth while pulling old mother Chen out.When he was in the corridor, he whispered: "Enough, don't cry! Your son is so healthy, why are you crying?"

Old mother Chen burst into tears: "Old man! When Chen Ning was rescuing... I couldn't bear to say a word, crying now, I feel better!"

She actually put her arms around Chen Ning's father's arm and cried, "This kid is already a father, why don't you worry about it? I'm already old, can I stand such a stimulus? This smelly Boy, this brat..."

The old man persuaded the old wife: "Okay, old lady, don't cry, don't cry..."

In the ward, everyone gathered around Chen Ning's bedside.

This matter was Tang Xin's first news. Her cousin was getting married, so she contacted Chen Ning to make an appointment.At this time, Chen Ning was doing the suturing operation in the operating room, and Mrs. Chen was holding his mobile phone. When she picked it up, Tang Xin knew about it.After Tang Xin found out about this, she rushed over immediately.

After Tang Xin learned of the news of Chen Ning's assassination, the boys who played well with Chen Ning in high school also rushed over, and they gathered around Chen Ning's bed.

"Chen... Ning!" Tang Xin, who was closest to him, just called out, tears rolled out.

Chen Ning gave a weak "ah", and looked around the crowd standing by the bed: "Are you all here?"

Tang Xin nodded: "Yeah!"

"Where's my...wife?" He struggled to get up, but as soon as he moved his body, there was a tearing pain in the wound bound by the bandage.

Everyone looked at each other, not knowing how to answer.

In fact, everyone was very surprised. At the beginning, Tang Xin told everyone in the group that Chen Ning was married. He would inform everyone when the wedding was held, but this sentence has never been followed.

The former classmates in the high school classmate group have never met Xiao Di, and they don't know what his wife looks like, so naturally they don't know about Chen Ning and Qian Juan's entanglement for these years.Therefore, when Chen Ning asked this question, no one knew where his wife had gone. Everyone could only offer a few sincere words of comfort, and left in twos and threes, except Luo Fei.He had never met Xiaodi either, but he heard Chen Ning mention Xiaodi before Chen Ning married her.

Luo Fei is Chen Ning's high school classmate. He majored in psychology, but later, he became the owner of a pet shop.He always joked to himself that it is easier to understand animals than people.

In fact, everyone knew that Luo Fei wanted to be an excellent psychiatrist, but unfortunately, at that time, he was overconfident and conceited, and the first patient he came into contact with made him fall into a miserable situation.His female patients are in love with him, and he has girlfriends.He caused the disheartened girl to have a different feeling for him, but he himself couldn't let it go, and fell into speechless pain.He kept these things from his girlfriend, and on the day he and his girlfriend held their wedding as scheduled, the patient came and committed suicide on the spot at their wedding...

The girl died and the girlfriend broke up.He is a psychiatrist, but he made himself mentally ill.

At the beginning, when Chen Ning met Xiaodi, he mentioned to him that he helped Xiaodi.After listening to Chen Ning's statement, Luo Fei said something like this: "To help this kind of person who is used to indifference and loneliness, you must be mentally prepared. You think your help is just a drop of water, which is insignificant, while her It will react violently like a bottle of concentrated sulfuric acid."

Chen Ning smiled immediately, you were bitten by a snake once.

There are best friends between women and women, and friends between men and men.

Luo Fei also knew about Chen Ning and Qian Juan's extramarital affair.Because he studies psychology, even if he is not a psychiatrist, he is more than enough to enlighten people, so Chen Ning will complain to him.

Luo Fei asked Chen Ning strangely: "Why are you with Qian Juan again?"

Chen Ning smiled bitterly: "I met her at Tang Xin's wedding."

"What then?"

"Later, she kept texting me, asking me to abandon my wife and be with her. Of course I refused, but she told me a terrible thing."

"When we were in college, there was a child who was afraid that she would be expelled if the school found out, and she was afraid of going to a big hospital to be seen by her acquaintances, so she went to a small clinic. This incident caused her a lot of harm and made her She has a habitual miscarriage and can no longer have children... But she never told me, all I know is that she is always on birth control pills, I don't let her take it, she insists on taking it. I said we are going to have a baby , When a child gets married, she loses her temper at me... I don't know, I really don't know, I really don't know about her inability to conceive a child... When she cried and told me, I was dumbfounded."

"What kind of medicine do you take if you can't have a baby?"

"I'm afraid I'll be suspicious. Why don't I have children? If she takes the medicine, she won't be able to give birth. I will only think about the medicine, and I won't know the truth."

"Then why did we separate again?"

"She said that after the doctor told her that she couldn't be a mother, she became capricious and easily fluctuated. When I lived in my house, I quarreled with my mother every day and forced me to go out with her to find a house and get married every day. At that time... I I lent all the money to Song Jinzhong’s online game company for development, how can I buy a house? I asked her to wait for a few years, but she didn’t say much, and left without taking her luggage. I thought she was angry and waited for her to calm down I calmed down and coaxed her again, but I didn’t expect that I went to find her the next day. Her family said that she left the city overnight. I sent her countless text messages and made countless calls, but she didn’t answer or answer. I I went to find her, but there was no clue. One month later, she texted me back and said, don’t look for her anymore, she is getting married. Later, my classmates called me and asked me, what’s wrong with you, how did Qian Juan marry someone else? Yes, I was still posting happiness in the group just now, and the group album is full of their wedding photos!"

"You all know how I lived during those days; you also know how my life was worse than death. The pain cannot be faked at all."

"After suffering for so many years, I met my wife. She understood my heart and let me come out. I finally figured out that Qian Juan is married, and I should let go. I can't be so selfish and stupid!"

"However, after my wife and I got married, Qian Juan came to my door again and told me that she was not married at all, and that her so-called wedding was just a play she paid to find someone to act in, with the purpose of making me give up."

This matter became more and more complicated as Luo Fei heard it. Chen Ning could only start from how he met Xiaodi, so that the thread of the story was very clear.

"She asked me to divorce Xiaodi. She said that she left because she had no children. Now that I have a child, the woman I don't love should leave!"

"Then do you love your wife?" Luo Fei asked.

Chen Ning said: "If I don't love her, why would I marry her? I don't want to cheat at all, but if I don't follow Qian Juan, she will go to find Xiaodi!"

"I'm very afraid that she will hurt Xiaodi. Xiaodi finally found me and had someone to rely on. How can I let the schizophrenic Qian Juan go to her? I have no choice but to make mistakes again and again."

Luo Fei couldn't help but sighed: "Chen Ning, you are playing with fire!"

He was in extreme pain: "What can I do? What can I do? I don't want a divorce at all, and I don't want to leave at all. But what about Qian Juan? She doesn't receive psychological treatment at all, and abuses herself every now and then. Horror... Others can't understand me, can't you too? The girl who committed suicide for you back then, don't you still have a psychological shadow?"

Luo Fei has never met Xiaodi, but he knows about Xiaodi, Chen Ning and Qian Juan, but he has been a psychologist, and he still retains the professional ethics of being a psychologist, which is to keep secrets for others.So, without anyone knowing, he knew exactly what was going on.At this moment, Luo Fei looked at Chen Ning who was lying on the bed, and their previous conversations rang in his mind.He looked at Chen Ning, didn't say a word, just sighed.

At this time the phone rang, and Chen Ning regained his energy in an instant, and sat up from the bed at once. The speed of sitting up was surprising, and even made people wonder if he was injured.

The phone ringing belonged to Xiao Di, he answered the phone excitedly, his heart jumped into his mouth, and hurriedly said: "Wife, where are you?"

In the corridor, Qian Juan hurried over.

She grabbed Tang Xin's arm and asked anxiously, "What happened to him? What happened to Chen Ning?"

Tang Xin didn't doubt why Qian Juan came here. She notified others, and they would notify her. Moreover, she was sad, so she didn't have time to think about these issues.Seeing Qian Juan rushing to care about Chen Ning, Tang Xin leaned against the wall and cried, "He's inside."

Qian Juan rushed into the room panting.

The visiting crowd left.

Chen Ningping was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling alone, and when he heard her footsteps, he turned his head slightly and smiled wryly.

"Are you here?" His voice was hoarse.

She rushed forward: "Ning..."

She cried and rushed to the bedside, grabbing his cold hand.His hands were big, cold and stiff due to excessive blood loss.She hugged it tightly, holding it to her heart.

"Scared me to death, Ning!"

He quietly withdrew his hand, and under her tearful astonishment, he said: "I love you very much, and I love you until now. But marriage and love are really different! I actually, after she left, Only then did I understand this truth. I should take you to the hospital knowing that you are sick, why should I accompany you crazy, and accompany you to hurt the people I care about? "

She stopped her tears and asked him: "What did you say?" She seemed innocent.

He gritted his teeth, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

"Why did you send her that kind of thing? You stole his husband, why did you write that kind of thing to irritate her?"

"what are you talking about?"

"Are you still pretending?" Chen Ning said angrily, "I saw the printed list of text messages from the telecom bureau, and I saw all the words you sent with my mobile phone. I said the same thing and said not to bother her, but still tortured her behind her back. You took her man and sent her that kind of thing, and then asked her how she felt? She is a woman, and you are also a woman, you How could such a thing be done?"

In the past three years, she was well aware of his infidelity, but she was always tolerant.She always stood by the door when he went out, watching him walk away step by step.She always hugged him gently when he came back and said, "Hubby, you're back!"

He told a little joke, not very funny, but she laughed very happily.She said that as long as it was a joke he told, no matter how boring it was, she would feel very happy.

She always likes to cling to him and say "I really love you", and after she finishes speaking, she asks again, will it be nasty?Got goosebumps?
Thinking of her made his heart ache.

"She said she was going to divorce me. She left and I can't find her."

"I called her, but she didn't answer, and I texted her, but she didn't reply. She called me just now, and she said...she has entrusted a lawyer to sign a divorce agreement with me. She doesn't want anything I just want a divorce. She doesn't even want her son, no matter how much I beg her, she won't forgive me...We have already let her down, why do you still treat her like this? "

He wanted to cry, and his heart ached when he thought of Xiaodi...

Her voice sounded in his ear, she kept saying, I am very happy, I am very happy, I am really happy...

And the happiness he promised her has never been fulfilled.

Just now, Xiaodi and Chen Ning were talking on the phone.

Chen Ning confessed his mistake to her, begged her to forgive him, and begged her to forgive himself for his son's sake.

She said coldly at the other end: "It's impossible, I feel disgusted at the thought of you having sex with her!"

"You think I'm disgusting?" He suddenly felt pain, both in his heart and on his wound.He covered his belly, sweating coldly: "She is my ex, I lived with her before I met you, you think I'm disgusting, then why did you sleep with me in the first place! You didn't think much of me back then , why can't you forgive me at this time?"

She smiled coldly: "Mr. Chen, your question is very funny. At that time, you and I were not husband and wife. How many women did you sleep with? What does it have to do with me?"

"Xiao Di, I really have difficulties!"

"I'm not interested in knowing what the process was like. I just know the facts are here. I admire myself for enduring it for three years."

"Three years, it's been three years. Why didn't you tell me when you first found out? Why did you delay for so many years?"

"Mr. Chen's tone seems to be blaming me? Are you blaming me for knowing it three years ago, why did you delay you for three years, did you not let you two hard-fated lovers finally get married?"

Chen Ning was agitated, and asked her to forgive him for his son's sake.

She smiled coldly, and the laughter came from the microphone, which made him feel cold all over: "Oh, Mr. Chen still knows that he has a son? Why didn't you remember that you have a family when you were doing those things? ?”

"Xiao Di!" He panicked, feeling that she was like sand in his hands, and he couldn't hold the last one.He couldn't help sobbing: "For the sake of my son, for the sake of my mother and my father, don't go, can you?"

"You have been dragging me for three years. Do you still want to drag on? You can afford it, but I can't afford it. I'm still young, and I still have some appearance. Live forever. If you really feel sorry, don't freeze the card I took from you. Oh, by the way, tell your mother, you have nothing to do with me, you don't want to look for me anymore "" "If you really want to divorce me, you still have to come back to see me. It's impossible to get the divorce certificate without my presence." His original intention was that if she could come back, we could have a good talk.

But she said yes without delay, and she will definitely be there when the time comes.

"Xiao Di is going to divorce me." Chen Ning said to Qian Juan, "I don't want to divorce, but she has made up her mind, and there seems to be no room for turning around. I feel sorry for her, and we both feel sorry for her."

"What is there to be sorry for? You should belong to me!"

Chen Ning looked at Qian Juan, at this woman whose mentality had already been distorted, and finally realized that she was hopelessly selfish.What's even more hopeless is that selfish people will never admit their selfishness.

Old mother Chen came back again, holding a food box of soup in her hand, and pushed the door in. When she saw Qian Juan, her expression froze, but Qian Juan called her aunt with a smile, and old mother Chen regained her composure. Come and promise.The old man walked all the way in, and when he passed by Qian Juan, he looked at her with funny sideways eyes, muttering in his heart, what is she doing here?When she first came in, she thought it was her daughter-in-law Xiao Di.

When Qian Juan saw the food box in Mrs. Chen's hand, she reached out to pick it up, but Mrs. Chen hugged the food box and said no, you can do your work.

Qian Juan said: "Now I'm not going anywhere, I just take care of Chen Ning."

"No, no, no, my wife will be back soon!"

"She's not coming back!"

"What? What did you say?"

Qian Juan just smiled and said nothing. When Old Mother Chen was in a daze, she took the food box in her hand and opened it. The aroma inside was overflowing. It was pork liver soup, which nourishes blood.

Qian Juan poured the soup into the small lunch box inside and put it on the table beside her, and when she was about to help Chen Ning up, old mother Chen hurried over to help Chen Ning: "Ah, ah, I'll come! "

Qian Juan was startled, then smiled and asked, "What are you doing?"

Mrs. Chen said with a straight face, "Let me do it. My wife will come in later. I should have misunderstood something."

"Mom, please don't mention her!" Chen Ning suddenly yelled out, the yell hurt the wound, he covered the wound with his hands in pain, frowned, and lowered his head deeply.When he lifted it up, he gasped, and tears welled up in his eyes.

Old mother Chen didn't know what happened, she just supported Chen Ning nervously, and said anxiously: "Ningzi, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Ning shook his head, wanting to show that he was fine, but couldn't help but grabbed Old Mother Chen's arm, and threw himself into Old Mother Chen's arms, hugging Old Mother Chen for a long time without saying a word.

Mother Chen was startled: "What's the matter?" After asking this question, she suddenly felt hot and humid on her chest.Chen Ning hugged her, as if he was frightened when he was a child, shaking his shoulders in shock.

She was terrified, and Chen Ning actually cried in her arms.

"Mom..." He was in her arms, his voice was indistinct, because he was crying, and his voice was very nasal.

"Xiao Di, don't want us anymore!" He sniffed, wrapped his arms around Old Mother Chen, and wrinkled the clothes behind her, "She...don't want us anymore..."

When Mrs. Chen came out of the hospital, she was limp, like an eggplant that had been beaten by frost.At the door, I met an old friend from the neighborhood who heard the news and came to see Chen Ning. When everyone saw her, they called her "old sister-in-law" from a distance.

Mother Chen raised her head in shock, and saw these old friends.They made an appointment to see Chen Ning together, and as soon as they saw Mrs. Chen raised her head to look at them, they quickly stepped forward, held Mrs. Chen's hand and said, "We are all here to see Ningzi." , there is also an old lady who is nearly 80 years old, she is the old neighbor of Chen Ning's family, and she watched Chen Ning grow up.When Chen Ning saw her, he always called grandma and grandma. She was suffering from three illnesses and two pains, and Chen Ning even carried her to the hospital on his back.Distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors, and Ning Zi is more filial than her own grandchildren.As soon as she heard that Ning Zi had been stabbed, the old man bent her back and leaned on a lacquered mahogany walking stick, looking at Chen Ning tremblingly with everyone's support.

Old mother Chen raised her red eyes to look at them, and felt extremely wronged for a moment, showing a distressed look, and these old sisters were disturbed when they saw it.

"Old sister-in-law, what's the matter?"

When Mrs. Chen was questioned, she couldn't control her emotions, and her tears fell down all of a sudden.Her head was raised slightly, her nostrils were expanding and shrinking, her mouth was tightly closed, and her chin trembled because of the soreness.

"Gone!"

She wanted to tell them that her good and good daughter-in-law was gone, but as soon as she said these two words, a sense of sourness welled up her mouth and nose, her lips trembled, and she couldn't say another word.

As soon as the group heard "No..." and saw Chen's mother crying miserably after saying this, they thought she was saying that Chen Ning's life was gone!

This person who has raised children and raised daughters, who has worked hard for most of his life, how can he bear the tragedy of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person?Several old ladies burst into tears on the spot.

Old mother Chen was so sad that she couldn't speak a complete sentence. The people around her were either red-eyed or teary, making Old Mother Chen "think about it". The 80-year-old grandma is deaf, but her eyesight is not blurred. She saw that something was wrong, so she asked the old woman who was helping her to ask what was wrong.

The old woman sniffed, bent down, and said in the old woman's ear: "Grandma, Ning Zi is gone!"

The old woman couldn't bear it any longer, her toothless mouth was shrunken, her face was wrinkled and dry like bark covered with age spots, and she yelled rhythmically.

"My Ningzi--you just leave...Grandma watched you grow up...uh-uh, my Ningzi--"

The old woman yelled up to the sky. Her old man couldn't bear this intense "physical exercise". Her body was like noodles that had been drenched in hot water. On the ground, she closed her eyes and cried so much.

The people who came in and out acted as if they were sick patients, and had nothing else to do but express their deepest sympathy.And the people who came up with them only felt sad and shed tears together.

It doesn't matter if it's okay to cry, old mother Chen is dumbfounded, her family Chen Ning is still alive, these people... what kind of mourning are these people?
Old mother Chen's tears were hanging on her face funny, and she rushed over to help the old woman while explaining.Everyone who knew the truth couldn't laugh or cry in the end.

The old lady with a little hearing loss finally understood the truth of the matter amid everyone's loud explanations.

Xixi came to see Chen Ning under the guidance of her grandfather.Because Chen's mother went to see off those old friends who visited Chen Ning, she missed the two of them.

As soon as Xiao Xixi ran into the ward, she came to Chen Ning's bedside, her fleshy little hands tightly pinching Chen Ning's big hands.

"Father!" He rested his fleshy chin on the back of his small hand on the bed, and looked at Chen Ning with his big black eyes without blinking, "Grandpa said your stomach is broken, does it still hurt?"

Chen Ning looked at Xi Xi, smiled bitterly, raised his other hand with paternal love, and pressed it on Xi Xi's head.

"Dad doesn't hurt anymore, it's good to see you!"

"Really?" Xixi said while sucking her right thumb, Chen Ning frowned: "Xixi, take your hand off."

Xixi immediately realized that she had done something wrong, quickly put down her hands, and whispered, "Dad, I want Mom."

Chen Ning's eyes turned red immediately: "Mom, I'm away from home." He wanted to tell him that it would take a long time to come back because he was away from home.

Xixi seemed to understand something, and said, "I know, I know, just like my father." At this point, Xixi stopped arguing for her mother.In his subconscious mind, mom and dad are the same, no matter how long they go, they will come back.So Xixi straightened up all of a sudden, stretched out her hands, and hugged Chen Ning's neck tightly, face to face, and asked Chen Ning in a childish voice: "Father, do you still have to travel far away?"

Chen Ning hugged Xi Xi closely, and his fleshy little face, feeling sore in his heart.

He was not a good father at all, when he was in Xixi for three months and seven days, he was always "going away", even when he called his father for the first time, he was not by his side.

When Xiao Di called him, he said excitedly, Husband, Husband, Xixi will call Dad now.Xixi, called Dad.Call daddy.

Xiao Di's voice became farther and farther away, as if she was giving Xixi the phone, she guided Xixi softly, Dad...Dad, Xixi, call Dad...Dad!

He was holding the phone, full of joy and anticipation, only to hear his son babbling, infantile and slurring his words, but he really called out his father.At that moment, his eyes filled with tears, and the indescribable touch made him wish to fly back immediately to hear his son call him dad.

But he didn't!
"Husband, my son has teeth. My son has teeth. They look like millet grains. It's so fun!"

"Husband, what a headache, my son stuffs everything into his mouth."

"Honey, I'm dying of laughing, son... put the plug you pulled out into your own nose."

Thinking of Xiao Di always excitedly reporting to him, thinking of adults making fun of Xixi, asking him, do you know what your father's name is?He said, yes, it's Yin (Ning) Zi.

Then he asked him, where is your mother?

Xixi said childishly, Xiaoti (Di), Zhu Xiaoti (Di).

ah?What?Trotters?

No tie (yes), tie (yes) little hoof (di).

Thinking of Xixi stomping her little feet anxiously while speaking, and unable to pronounce the word "Di", Chen Ning wanted to laugh, but even more wanted to cry.He turned his face to the side and kissed Xixi's face.The faint scent on Xixi's body was very similar to the clean and fresh smell on Xiao Di's body. This stimulated Chen Ning to cry and said, "I won't go, I won't go, Dad will never travel far again!"

There is no need for him to go far away, but Xiao Di will never come back.

They are no longer husband and wife.After careful recollection, he and her have never had an unforgettable relationship, and they have never had a "love each other". Even when they look back in a daze, they can't find any trace of love.The only connection between the two of them is Xixi.

When Chen Ning was holding Xixi, Qian Juan came in from the outside carrying a lunch box. When she saw Chen Ning's father standing by the window sill, she politely called her uncle.

The old man hummed lightly.

Chen Ning's father is a very low-key person. He was born in a scholarly family. When he went to the mountains and went to the countryside, he went to the countryside and met Chen Ning's mother. She is the daughter of a village cadre. After their father, the two held a wedding.At the time of recruiting, because he was the son-in-law of a "village cadre", Chen Ning's father was recruited back as the first batch of recruits.

Mrs. Chen became a little impatient, and she liked to yell if she felt uncomfortable.Uncle Chen seldom speaks, but his skills are very good. He was one of the best technicians when he was young, and he was one of the best technical engineers before retirement.

When Qian Juan lived in their house, Mrs. Chen saw that she was spending the money unreasonably, and always said, this is not Qian Juan, this is the one who "donated" the money.

But no matter what Mrs. Chen was nagging about, Mr. Chen didn't like to say anything. If he was in a hurry, he would just say "hmm".

When Mrs. Chen was in a hurry, she would say: "Squeak!" When pulling him, he moved his buttocks, held a book, and said, "Yeah!" so angry that Mrs. Chen yelled: "I've been just like you all my life. You have no common language."

Uncle Chen shrugged his shoulders and hummed, muttering in a low voice: "Our children and grandchildren have their own blessings, so we don't have to worry about it."

Therefore, Qian Juan liked Uncle Chen more than Mother Chen.

Uncle Chen is a person who sees everything but doesn't say anything. He likes to stay in the study and read a book, or go out to climb mountains and fish to cultivate himself.His old man is very good at Tai Chi. Xi Xi has watched his grandpa practice Tai Chi since he was a child. When he was a toddler, he could raise his little hands and make two gestures with style.

When it comes to Xixi, Qian Juan naturally knows that Chen Ning's phone screen is his photo.This little guy looks extremely cute, his eyes, nose and eyebrows are very similar to Chen Ning, and he is very heroic at a young age.

After putting the lunch box on Chen Ning's bedside, Qian Juan turned around and touched Xixi's head, and said to him, "Is your name Xixi?"

Xixi looked at her with big eyes shining brightly, and said childishly: "How do you know?" When he said this, his little head was still tilted towards Chen Ning intimately, and it was close to Chen Ning's face .Chen Ning turned sideways, and it was fragrant on his face.

Qian Juan said: "Of course I know! Because I like you very much!" After speaking, she asked again, "Does Xixixi not like me?"

Xixi looked at Qian Juan and shook her head seriously.

Qian Juan asked, "Why?"

Xixi raised her head all of a sudden, and said to Qian Juan: "I can't like (like) you!"

"Why?" Qian Juan didn't understand.

Xixi said something surprising: "Because I have someone I like (like)!"

Chen Ning burst out laughing with a "pop", and deliberately turned off his voice to imitate him: "Who do you like?"

"I like Guan (like)... Xiguan (like)..." Xixi said, like a puppy panting, her small chest heaved and fell rapidly, and said, "I like Guan (like) Nini .”

"Who is Nini?"

"The hottest (beautiful) girl in our small class."

Chen Ning suppressed a smile: "How beautiful is she?"

"It looks...it looks..." Xixi breathed out, as if she had come to an end, she didn't know how to describe it, and frowned in worry, suddenly he raised his little hand excitedly, and said happily, "Like Ultraman!"

The audience couldn't help but burst out laughing, even the usually low-key Old Man Chen wrinkled his face.Qian Juan laughed so hard that she turned her face away, and Chen Ning even laughed so hard that the wound hurt. With an "oh", she frowned, covered the wound, and "hissed" with half-closed eyes while smiling.

Xixi looked at Chen Ning: "Dad, does your stomach hurt again?"

At this moment, Chen Ning didn't feel any more pain. He deliberately frowned, curled his lips, nodded and said, "Yes."

"Then I'll give you oil (rubbing)." He said, and pressed his little hand on the back of Chen Ning's hand covering the wound.The little hand was on his palm, like "oil (kneading)" ah "oil (kneading)" like "beating a cow in the air".

He murmured and "oiled (kneaded)" for a while, then stopped his hands, raised his face, looked at Chen Ning with big round eyes, raised his small brows, and asked with concern: "Dad , Rent a shop (comfortable)?"

Chen Ning couldn't help laughing, and nodded again and again: "Rent shop rent shop (comfortable and comfortable)."

Qian Juan smiled hehe, came to Xixi, and asked with a smile: "You can like (like) others, or you can like (like) me!"

Xixi still shook her head, and refused with a serious face: "No, I (promised) Nini, I don't like to care (like) others, I don't play with others, I don't want to be pawns for other people's babies." Dad. We pulled over DouDou (GouGou)."

Every time he said a word, his little head would nod from top to bottom. It was so cute that it made people want to scream.

"Hmm! Then what do you do if I like it?" Qian Juan asked him in embarrassment.

Xixi frowned in embarrassment.

What makes people laugh even more is that Xi Xi shook his head and sighed, "I'm sorry, I can't like you, Nini Fei (will)... Fei (will)... …Fei (will) be sad. If you can’t like Guan (like), you can’t like Guan (like), and I have to be responsible for her.”

"You are only a little older, so you have to be responsible?" Chen Ning couldn't help laughing and joking.

Xixi was in a hurry, and said with a serious and extremely childish face: "Mom said that a man must know how to be responsible, if he is not responsible, he will (repent) later."

Xixi is too young to know what it means to be responsible, but he firmly rejects Qian Juan.He knew at a young age that he can't be half-hearted, and he can't like one and the other.

Chen Ning's smile froze on his face, and when he smiled again, it was no longer a hearty smile, but a bit sad.

He thought of Xiao Di, how he hurt Xiao Di, and how she raised Xi Xi so cutely, without any psychological shadow, let alone making Xi Xi feel resentful towards him, and his heart began to ache again.

"The mother will influence the child's outlook on love, and the father will influence the child's outlook on life." This is what Xiaodi said to him.Xiao Di said: "The letter 'mother' is a very vivid character. The horizontal line in the middle is like a thin wooden board, and the dots on the top are parallel to the dots on the bottom. It’s like playing across the table when I was a child. Small suction stone, the upper one goes to the left, the lower one also goes to the left, the upper one goes to the right, and the lower one also goes to the right. Is it strange that the word "Father" of father has an eight on the top and an X on the bottom? Actually, it is not strange at all. X means wrong, and the eight above is like a pair of hands correcting a child's mistakes. It is the same reason as in the animal world, a baby elephant without a father will go crazy."

He suddenly wanted to know how Xiaodi talked about himself to Xixi.He suddenly couldn't control himself, and regardless of Qian Juan's presence, he lightly supported his son's small shoulders and asked him softly, "Xixi, when Dad is away, do you want Dad?"

Xixi nodded and said, "Yes!"

"Then what did mother say?"

Xixi said: "My mother said that my father is fannaifanai (loves very much) Xixi, and I am busy for Xixi, let Xixi remember my father's hard work (bitterness), and when I grow up, call me well (filial piety) ) Shun dad. And grandma, and grandpa.”

When she said this, Xi Xi smiled so much that her eyes narrowed. His innocence and cuteness made Chen Ning feel ashamed.

Xiao Di, who knew of his cheating, never complained about him, and never instilled any negative things in Xixi.

Even a child can understand that if you have someone you like, you can't just like another person. He didn't know it, and he didn't reject it as simply and simply as Xixi. He is not even as good as a son.

Seeing the loneliness in Chen Ning's eyes, Qian Juan immediately smoothed things over and said, "Okay, okay, let's stop chatting, let's eat. Look!" She took out the food box while talking, opened it, and it tasted very fragrant soup .

"Is it delicious?" She asked with a smile, "I bought it all the way!" She said, looking at Chen Ning's face, "It's your favorite, I always remember it. The things you like, I remember."

Qian Juan stared at Chen Ning affectionately. Chen Ning smiled wryly and lowered his head to avoid her gaze.As soon as he picked up the soup, Xixi leaned over and said, "I want to drink it too!"

Chen Ning handed the bowl to Xixi, holding the bowl, she didn't take it from Chen Ning's hand, but turned her face and said to Uncle Chen, "Grandpa, drink first!"

Uncle Chen shook his head, and said in a soft voice, "Grandpa won't drink, you drink!"

This is Xixi's habit, and it was also taught by Xiaodi: no matter when and where, the elders must use it first, and then he can use it.

Old mother Chen loved Xixi before, and whenever she came to the table to eat, she would give Xixi any delicious food first.Xiao Di said: "Mom, I remember when I lived in my hometown when I was a child, a mother-in-law was starved to death. She actually had a son, and she pained her son so much that she didn't feel like she was raising her son. It seems to be offering to the ancestors. When the son grows up, he eats, drinks, prostitutes, and gambles. She thinks that if she asks her son for a house and a wife, her son will be fine. His parents actually agreed and built a small house next to the big house. As soon as the daughter-in-law got married, the father died in a car accident. I buried it hastily, and I didn’t care about my mother anymore. In the end, my mother starved to death like this. Others said that my mother is pitiful, but I think it should be. Mom, do you think my heart is poisonous? But, That's the way it is, because she didn't raise her son as a son from the beginning, so why is it so strange that the son doesn't treat her as his mother?"

"Why do so many people like to watch Korean dramas now? Because there is something we are missing in Korean dramas, and that thing is the orderly etiquette of the elders, which was originally passed down by us in ancient times. In fact, we always knew that it was right, but Because we spoil our children too much, we throw all these things away."

"People nowadays like to tsk-tsk and say that children are not like children, but are parents like normal parents now? Are teachers like normal teachers now?...So, it's a pity that it can't be like this, he must Learn to be orderly. I don’t care about other people’s children, I only know that my child must be the most polite one when going out.”

Therefore, Xixi has developed such a habit since he was a child, no matter what he eats, he will take care of his elders first, and only when they want or don't want him, he will take care of his own mouth.

When grandpa said no, Xixi pushed the bowl towards Chen Ning again and said to him, "Dad, drink it!"

Chen Ning shook his head and said with a smile, "Xixi drinks first!"

"Hmm!" After receiving her father's answer, Xi Xi held the bowl in her hands, put her toes on the edge of the bowl, and sucked it in her mouth.

Chen Ning stretched out his hand and grabbed the bottom of the bowl.Xixi's hands were too small to hold the bowl, so he kept helping to hold it.When Xixi gulped down the drink, Chen Ning stroked Xixi's hair with his hand.

"Slow down, slow down, don't choke!"

The soup was lukewarm, but it had ginseng, so Xixi drank until he was sweating. After drinking it, he opened his mouth wide and said "ah" exaggeratedly.Chen Ning smiled, took the bowl, took out a tissue and wiped Xixi's mouth very carefully, as if wiping a piece of shining gem with a piece of velvet.

"Are you still drinking?" He asked softly.

Xixi shook her head vigorously: "Stop drinking, my stomach is getting big!"

Chen Ning laughed when he heard this, something glittering and translucent flashed in his eyes, and he only had this son in his eyes at the moment.

Qian Juan felt something crack in her heart. She knew what he liked and didn't like before, but she didn't know that time could change everything.When Chen Ning looked at his son, he smiled happily, tenderly and lovingly. That smile was something they had and never had before.Qian Juan's eyes were filled with tears.

Chen Ning kept looking at his son and smiling, first he smiled happily, but after a while there was sourness in his smile.

Looking at Xixi carefully, he still looks more like Xiao Di, the more he looks, the more he looks like him, he looks so much like him!
His heart couldn't help but tingle, and Chen Ning couldn't help hugging Xixi.This poor... motherless child...

He wanted to keep this home wholeheartedly, but he didn't expect that the home would be destroyed in his hands in the end.

After Chen Ning was discharged from the hospital, Xiaodi's lawyer drafted a divorce agreement with him, as well as related property division and custody issues.

Chen Ning was a little disappointed: "My wife...won't come?"

The lawyer said: "I was appointed by her. As long as you sign this agreement and complete the relevant procedures, she will wait for you to apply for a certificate in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau."

Qian Juan, who was sitting next to Chen Ning, picked up the property division agreement and yelled after taking a look at it: "Why? Why does she divide so much?"

The lawyer said: "We have done an asset appraisal for Mr. Chen, and these are nothing to him."

Qian Juan refused: "Giving a house is not enough, do you still want money?"

Chen Ning snatched the document from her hand and signed it without looking at it.

"you……"

He said: "We are the ones who are sorry for her. She didn't sue me for bigamy, but she gave me her son. That's enough tolerance."

"But……"

"I promised to divorce her and marry you, what else do you want?" He suddenly said violently, "We are the ones who did the wrong thing, and we didn't share half of my property, so you should just laugh, what right do you have to choose?" Pick and choose?"

The lawyer took the signed agreement and called Xiao Di, telling her that the matter was settled and she could come back to file for a divorce certificate.

On the day of obtaining the divorce certificate, Chen Ning went to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau where they obtained the marriage certificate early and waited for Xiao Di to appear.

When Xiao Di appeared and walked up to him step by step, he suddenly felt as if he had been separated for hundreds of years.

"Xiao Di..." He couldn't help sighing, "You... lost weight."

She said nothing and walked forward.

After taking out the divorce certificate, Xiao Di still didn't say a word.Chen Ning stepped forward and stopped her.

"Let's have a farewell meal."

She turned to look at him: "I have no appetite."

"We... let's find a place to sit."

"not in the mood."

"Xiao Di, where have you been these days?"

"It has nothing to do with you."

"Xiao Di!"

"goodbye!"

Xiao Di put on his backpack and started a solo trip.

Traveling along the road, I went to see the famous Tongxin lock in Huangshan.

He said that he would come with her to padlock.Those locks that have been exposed to wind, rain and sun are all rusty, and they are very spectacular from a distance.There were also pairs of people who hung the locks with engraved names on the vacant positions, and then threw the keys to the bottom of the mountain full of clouds.

Zhu Xiaodi also went to ask for a lock. When the master who carved the lock asked her what name to engrave, she said, Zhu Xiaodi.Zhu, vermilion Zhu; Xiao, is small in size; Di, is a word from the word plus a word from the bottom.

I took the lock and searched for a long time among the dense pile of locks before I found a place where I could padlock it.

When walking through the rows of lock edges, it seems to have gone through the world of mortals.

Finally found a place, Xiaodi hung up his own lock, and there was only one person's name on it, only Zhu Xiaodi.She threw the key down the bottomless mountain and felt trapped in the sea of ​​clouds. The clouds seemed to be sucked into her nose, and it felt cool. After entering her body, it seemed to take away the filth from her whole body.

She took out her mobile phone and pressed the recording button, which was full of Xixi's voice.The first time he called mom, the first time he called dad, the first time he learned to sing...even the ringtone of her phone was his childish nursery rhyme.

Xiao Di opened a section, and Xi Xi's voice came out: "Under the bridge in front of the door, a flock of ducks swam past, hurry up and count them, two four six seven eight..."

As she listened, she laughed until she burst into tears. The expression on her face was very funny, and she covered her mouth whether she was crying or laughing.

"Mom, Nini is my favorite person!"

"Then you can't like other girls anymore!"

"why?"

"Because Nini will be sad!"

"Then... I also like Guan (Like) Mom, what should I do?"

"Mom doesn't count!"

"My mother is also (is) a girl... She won't let me like (like) my mother, but unfortunately I don't like (like) her!"

"why?"

"Because... Dad asked Xixi to call Wu (take care of) mother!"

Chen Ning, who said he would take care of Xiaodi forever, has not done his best for his son.Too many grievances came to my heart, and too much sadness was unbearable.

"I'm really...too tired!" She shook her head lightly and sighed, "Living...too tired!"

Zhu Xiaodi cried for a long time, her voice became hoarse, and she couldn't say a word anymore, her crying ranged from wailing to silent sobbing.Because of crying for too long and being very sad, when Xiao Di wanted to stand up, but because of squatting for too long, his body's blood supply was insufficient, and he fainted on the ground.This made her forget a lot of things, she forgot... She came here because she was going to find a mountain to jump off and bid farewell to this life forever.

Qian Juan helped Chen Ning back to the home where Xiao Di had been.

At night, Xixi asked Chen Ning strangely: "Father, does she want to live in our house?"

Chen Ning asked, "Who is it?"

Xixi pointed at Qian Juan and said, "Her!"

Qian Juan bent down and said to Xixi, "Me? I'm not leaving. I'll be your mother in the future, okay?"

Xixi said: "I have a mother!"

Qian Juan said: "That mother of yours won't come back! She doesn't want you anymore!"

As soon as Xixi heard it, she yelled: "You lied, you lied, my mother likes to close (enjoy) Xixi the most."

"She really doesn't want you anymore!"

"Qian Juan!" Chen Ning yelled at Qian Juan, "Have you had enough? What are you talking about to children?"

Qian Juan said, "I just... told him earlier!"

Chen Ning shouted: "Do you still want to enter this door? If you want to enter this door, you shut up with my son!"

Chen Ning's roar frightened Qian Juan, and frightened Xi Xi into a fool. He was so frightened that his whole body trembled, and he shivered as if he wanted to urinate.Chen Ning immediately bent over to hug him, patted him on the back and said, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, but don't be afraid."

Xixi suddenly came back to her senses. In Chen Ning's arms, she raised her head and cried loudly with a "wow". )Bar."

Old mother Chen was cooking in the kitchen, when she heard Xixi crying, she ran out while wiping her oil skirt, and snatched Xixi from Chen Ning's arms: "What's wrong? My heart is fleshy."

Xixi cried so hard that she wiped her tears with her hands, shook her head, shrugged her shoulders, and sobbed, "Mom——I want my mother!"

Old mother Chen was distressed: "What are you doing? Why are you arguing in front of the children?"

Qian Juan didn't look at Old Mother Chen, but just looked at Chen Ning.

"Chen Ning..." Qian Juan said with tears in her eyes, "You have never spoken loudly to me, you were not like this before."

Chen Ning smiled wryly, breath came out of his nose: "Before?" There is no further words.

"What do you mean by your tone?" She asked relentlessly, "Was I like this before? Why did I become like this...I am for your mother and you. I put my own I've been involved in it all my life, Chen Ning, now you turn around and ask me, how do you want me to answer you?"

Qian Juan looked at Chen Ning, Chen Ning was so painful that she didn't know how to answer, she turned to look at Chen's mother, Chen's mother didn't say a word, she just averted her eyes and coaxed Xixi.She knew what happened to Qian Juan, so it was naturally Chen Ning who told her.

She didn't like it at the time, she always thought that Qian Juan had a bad personality and always liked to lose her temper, so her son's way of accommodating her made her feel very uncomfortable.But she didn't expect that she became moody because her son was too filial and couldn't satisfy her strong desire to hold a grandson.This made me feel a little shocked.But later, when Qian Juan pursued "responsibility" and forced things on others to "pay the bill", this feeling changed from "very unpleasant" to "very tasty".

But who would have thought that this was all a lie, but Qian Juan was so involved in acting that she almost took it seriously.

Qian Juan, who was playing a tragic scene, came to Old Mother Chen, looked at Xi Xi in Old Mother Chen's arms, and wanted to touch Xi Xi's head with her hand, but Xi Xi blocked her hand, turned around, He hugged old mother Chen's neck tightly, crying and trembling slightly as if terrified.

Qian Juan said: "Xi Xi, no matter what you call me in the future, I will treat you like my own son and love you well. Because you are your father's son, I will With all my heart for you."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Chen Ning, with tears rolling in her eyes, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I was a little anxious. From now on, I will never be like this again, so please don't blame me."

She deliberately compromised, which made Chen Ning feel very uncomfortable.

Mother Chen left with pity!She had an indescribable feeling in her heart, she felt that this was no longer like home, like a cage, the feeling of being imprisoned was unbearable.

Chen Ning and Qian Juan were left standing face to face in the room.

Qian Juan said: "Chen Ning, as long as I can be with you, even if it kills me immediately, I am willing."

In her eyes, there is a burning passion that would rather be broken than complete. If Chen Ning is not with her, she would rather destroy Chen Ning's happiness. She has the resolution of "If you can't go to heaven, then go to hell together".

Chen Ning said calmly: "Let's eat!"

The moment he turned around, Qian Juan came from behind and hugged his body.

"Husband!" Her side face was buried in the clothes behind Chen Ning, "I love you!"

Chen Ning's body was straight, the pupils of his eyes doubled obviously, and his body stiffened.He painfully recalled that once upon a time, Xiao Di was like this behind his back, wrapped around his waist, and stuck to his body, as if he had found his final destination after being wandering and helpless, like a piece of feather that had nowhere to go after the hurricane subsided. , slowly return to.When she hugged him behind her and called him husband sweetly and softly, he clearly remembered the feeling of being trusted with all his heart: some sweet, some sour, some strange sense of happiness.He deeply remembered that when he responded to her with "ah", he smiled from the heart.

Qian Juan hugged his body tightly in the same way, which was completely different from Xiao Di's feeling of hugging him at the beginning.He just felt that she was bound very tightly, like a weird vine tree demon, entangled him so badly that he couldn't even breathe.He felt oppressed and uncomfortable for a moment, when he took a deep breath, he tightened his stomach, but she tightened it even more along the way, so tight that he was already out of breath.

He tugged at her hand, but it couldn't move, he felt suffocated painfully.

On this day, their mutual friends all knew that Qian Juan and Chen Ning were reunited.All were jubilantly congratulating that their wretched lovers were at last together.

This news was notified one by one by Qian Juan by calling, and the first ones to be notified were of course their classmates.Every friend got the news and said in surprise, isn't it?Are you finally together?It's really rare, congratulations, congratulations!

In their eyes, the marriage between Chen Ning and Zhu Xiaodi was extremely absurd. It was ridiculous for two people who did not love each other to come together.They watched Qian Juan and Chen Ning together, and also watched them separate, and they still expected their consummation in the end.Therefore, everyone is happy for Chen Ning and Qian Juan.

When Chen Ning came out of the bathroom, his hair was half wet, and he was wearing a white bathrobe, which was open, exposing the "well" shaped patch on his abdomen.As he walked, he carefully wiped the water droplets on the "well"-shaped patch with a towel. When he opened the door and entered, Qian Juan was sitting on the bed in his room and making a phone call, laughing as she said, "Thank you, he and I It's really not easy, I will definitely notify you on the day of the wedding!"

Chen Ning suddenly ran over and snatched the phone: "Who are you calling?"

Qian Juan looked at him with a smile: "I'm telling my friends that we are getting married. I want them to be happy for us, and I want their blessings. Is there anything wrong?"

Chen Ning looked at her with complicated eyes, and she also looked at him innocently. He was suddenly so blocked that he couldn't say a word.

When snatching the phone, Chen Ning's body was almost covering Qian Juan's body. This posture was full of peachy and ambiguous things, and their breaths were alternating with each other.His breath was mixed with the smell of shower gel, she sniffed deeply, wrapped in an ambiguous atmosphere, this atmosphere made her breathe quickly.Her vermilion lips were slightly parted, and her shallow breathing gradually turned into panting. Under his gaze, she stretched out her hand to hook his neck, and closed her eyes happily, as if a wordless invitation.

Chen Ning stared blankly at her, at her well-maintained face, at this gesture of inviting Cheng Huan, and seeing her lying on the bed where he and Xiao Di slept, he was not in the mood at all.

He straightened up, pulled off her arms around her neck, lifted the quilt under her body, moved her body and lay down, and said: "Go to sleep, I'm too tired, I'm not in the mood, let's go to another day!"

He once said this to Xiao Di, at that time, he was full of guilt; but now, he said this, full of boredom and exhaustion.

After Chen Ning finished speaking, he turned around wrapped in a quilt, and closed his eyes with his back to her.Qian Juan lay down slowly, her left arm supported her body, her right arm leaned against Chen Ning's back, and her head rested on the arm on his back.

"This Saturday, let's take wedding photos, and order a banquet in the afternoon, and then I will get married in a beautiful way, and let's live a good life, shall we?"

His eyes opened slightly, then he frowned quickly, then closed them again, and let out a calm "hmm".

The answer was emotionless, perfunctory, and tasteless.

Losing Xiao Di, he only felt that his heart was ashamed, and nothing mattered anymore.

On this day, Xixi clamored for cakes, so Mrs. Chen had to take him to the cake shop.But he didn't want a small cake, but insisted on a big birthday cake, and Mrs. Chen refused to buy it for him, so he cried and played on the ground.

Old mother Chen took him out, thinking that he just wanted to eat a cake, so the money she brought couldn't buy this big birthday cake, so she had to buy a small cake to comfort him.After all the good and bad words, Xixi still refused to get up from the ground, and even waved off the small cake that Old Mother Chen handed over, hugged him, and he even kicked Old Mother Chen.

Old mother Chen hugged him hard, he cried heart-rendingly, struggling desperately, old mother Chen fell to the ground together with him.

"Chen Xijun, if you continue like this, grandma won't want you anymore." Old mother Chen made a gesture to leave, but Xixi got up from the ground, ran back to the cake display case, stuck it on the glass, and cried, "I want a cake, I want it!" I want this big cake."

Mother Chen had no choice but to call Chen Ning. Chen Ning rushed over and saw Xixi crying and sticking to the display cabinet. She refused to leave no matter what and insisted on buying the cake.

"Pity, let's go home."

Chen Ning wanted to hug Xixi, but Xixi slapped him hard. Chen Ning pulled him and shouted, "Why are you so disobedient? How dare you hit your father?"

He picked up Xixi, and Xixi yelled loudly: "I want my mother, I want to blow out the candles, I want my mother. Woohoo, mom, daddy is coming (back) to eat, and you are too (come back) )Bar."

He thought of the wish Xixi made on his birthday. He must have felt that after making the wish, his father would go home for dinner every day, so as long as he made another wish on the birthday cake, his mother would come back.

Little child, poor... thinking of mother's child.

In a broken marriage, the most pitiful thing is the innocent children.

As soon as Xixi calms down, she will tug at the corner of the adult's clothes and ask, "When will my mother come back? You should (call) her and tell Xixi to miss her!"

Once, Chen Ning's mobile phone on the table rang, and Xi Xi, who knew how to answer the phone long ago, connected the phone immediately. Before the other party could speak, he held the phone and burst into tears, crying: "Mom, where are you, I'm (yes) pity, you get fat (back)! Uh uh uh, you're getting fat (back) soon..."

Xixi has never left Xiaodi since he was a child. He can see his father for a long time, but he is really not used to seeing his mother for a long time.

In order to prevent Xixi from wanting a mother, Qian Juan almost pampered Xixi morbidly. As long as Xixi wanted something, she would buy it for him immediately.As long as Xixi cries for her mother, she will immediately say, "Hey, Xixi, what do you want, I'll buy it for you!"

In just a few days with Qian Juan, Xi Xi became greedy, self-willed, and cautious. He quickly learned to blackmail Qian Juan by "asking for a mother". As long as he wanted something, Qian Juan hesitated a little. Immediately he would curl his lips and say he wanted his mother.

Qian Juan tried her best to satisfy Xixi, he wanted a remote control electric car, he wanted straight skates...he wanted the stars in the sky, and she couldn't wait to pick them for him.

When Chen Ning got off work that day, Qian Juan called Chen Ning and asked him to drive to the entrance of a nearby shopping mall to pick up herself and Xixi.

When Chen Ning came by car, he saw Qian Juan holding Xixi and standing aside, Xixi was holding the sound-activated gun he just bought, beeping and "firing" at Qian Juan, yelling : "I beat you to death, I beat you to death."

Qian Juan cooperated with him and said, "Ah, I'm dead, I'm dead!"

Xixi said: "If you die, you will fall to the ground!"

Qian Juan let out an "ah" and looked around. It's a pity to let her lie on the cold ground in this busy street?

She had no choice but to squat down, level with Xixi, hold his shoulders and say, "Xixi is good, when Dad comes to pick us up, let's go eat pizza together."

Xixi yelled childishly, "It's (is) my father!"

Qian Juan couldn't laugh or cry, he thought she was robbing him of her father: "It's your father, it's yours! Are you good?"

Xixi refused immediately, stomped her little feet, and cried, "You were beaten to death by me, you will fall to the ground, you must fall to the ground."

Xixi bumped her head into Qian Juan's arms, knocked her down to the ground, and pushed her with both hands, making her fall to the ground.When Qian Juan touched the ground with her elbow, there was a "boom", and the piercing pain suddenly felt like a needle point hitting her elbow, and her whole hand went numb.

She felt that it was very embarrassing to be like this on the street, so she stood up, pulled Xixi over, and spanked his ass twice.

Xixi cried loudly.

After Chen Ning parked his car in the open-air parking space on the side of the road, he hurried down and came to Xixi in a few steps.He bent down, hugged his crying son, patted his back and said, "Don't cry, be good, don't cry, Dad is here."

He only has pity in his eyes, and only his son in his eyes.

Qian Juan looked at Chen Ning with teary eyes, and he didn't think of her until he coaxed his son.When he was holding his son, he bent over to help her, and his big palm brought her over.

Just as she was about to say something, Xi Xi suddenly turned around from Chen Ning's arms, changed her posture of wrapping her hands around his neck, and used one hand to hook his neck, and the other hand to grab Chen Ning's sleeve.He tugged at Chen Ning with "ahhhhhhhh", grabbed his hand, hugged him tightly, frowned, stared at Qian Juan hostilely, and said, "Yes (yes) Mommy's daddy, don't let you touch it!"

Such a young child raised his chin when he spoke, and he seemed to be provocative.

Chen Ning walked towards the car with Xixi in his arms.When he helped Qian Juan put all the things she bought into the car, he thought of Xiao Di, and really thought of Xiao Di again.

Thinking of when I went shopping with Xiaodi and Xixi, when Xixi passed the shelves, she would take whatever was interesting and take what she wanted.

Xiao Di bent down and looked into Xi Xi's eyes: "You think about it, you can only pick one thing in your hand!"

"Can I only pick one?" He tilted his head and held the things in his hand tightly.

Xiao Di nodded: "Yes! This, this, and this, you can only choose one!"

"Then..." Xixi frowned, sucked her thumb and thought for a while, "I want this!"

"Don't regret it!" Xiao Di added.

"En!" Xixi nodded her head firmly, and said seriously, "I will regret it!"

Chen Ning on the side covered his stomach with a smile, walked over and said to Xiao Di: "He likes it, so just buy it!"

Xiao Di shook his head: "No, he has to decide for himself."

Chen Ning was puzzled: "Why are you so stubborn? He is our son, who do we depend on if we don't depend on him?"

Xiao Di looked into Chen Ning's eyes: "Husband, he is still young now, and he only wants to eat and play, but what about when he grows up? We have limited abilities, how long can we rely on him? When we can't rely on him Sometimes, if he wants it again, will he use improper means? To follow him is to satisfy his desire. A person cannot restrain his desire, and he will not be satisfied with whatever you give him. I don’t know how What examples will convince you, but I know "The Tale of the Fisherman and the Goldfish."

Xiaodi said: "Xixi is a boy, and he will be a man when he grows up. If a man has no decision-making power, he can't choose what he wants and what he doesn't want. After he chooses, he regrets his choice. Will do a lot of wrong things... I don't want our pity to be like this. Because he is our son, I think about his future; because I have had painful experiences before, I understand how to not Broke the child's heart. Let him choose by himself, don't coax him that he didn't bring any money, he will be very sad if he knows you lied to him, you can tell him clearly that you can only buy things with so much money, let him choose by himself, let him learn Think about it and choose by yourself. A child who is too dependent will not grow up, and a child who has no decision-making ability will never be valued by others. Such a man will not give women a sense of security, he may be volatile, if If more than two girls like him, he will be indecisive, afraid of hurting one, and afraid of hurting the other, and end up hurting both. I don't want that, I don't want my son to hurt anyone, and the daughter is also a mother. Those who are conceived by the moon are all mothers, who wants to let their children be harmed?"

He laughed at the time, and said with a smile: "My mother, I think too much, I really think too much. Hehe, as expected of a screenwriter, I am afraid that even our grandson's affairs have been made up!"

"I'm serious!"

When Xiao Di said these words, there were tears in her eyes, but she suppressed them and did not fall out.At that time, he only thought of it as her parenting heart, but now that he thinks about it carefully, it turned out that those words were for him.His character of swaying from side to side and constantly breaking, hurts people more ruthlessly.

After returning home, Xixi clings to old mother Chen and wants to go out to play.Mrs. Chen was so entangled that she had no choice but to take him out.

When Chen Ning watched Qian Juan tidy up her things, she finally couldn't help but said, "You...don't buy too many things for Xixi, don't be too dependent on him."

Qian Juan was puzzled: "Why?"

Chen Ning frowned but immediately relaxed, he said: "Too dependent on him, too free to him, too materially satisfying him, he will never be satisfied. Now he is still young, what he wants is just fun We can give all the delicious food. When he grows up, when we can't give him, the consequences will be very serious!"

Qian Juan said, "It's not that serious, is it?"

Chen Ning said: "Let's prevent the small things from happening." As he spoke, he put his hand on her shoulders, "Don't spoil him too much, and don't spoil him too much. If you spoil him too much, it will be bad."

Chen Ning has several properties, but Qian Juan insists on living here. She just wants to replace Xiaodi and leave her breath in the place where she lived.

In the next few days, the house underwent simple renovations. Although the walls were simply painted and the furniture and furnishings changed, Mrs. Chen was still worried that the chemical components in the paint would harm the human body, so she and Mrs. Chen took pity on the house. Go back to the place where Father Chen lived before.Xixi would ask where her mother was, but old mother Chen couldn't help crying, Xixi was ignorant, crying for her mother, crying until she was so tired, crying until she fell asleep.And Xiaodi's mobile phone has been turned off, and he has never made a call.

Every time she eats, Mrs. Chen will be in a daze and can't help nagging, wondering if Xiao Di has eaten or what he is doing.She couldn't help sighing to Uncle Chen: "Old man, my heart aches when I think of our daughter-in-law. This girl has no relatives and no reason, where did she go..."

At this time, Chen Ning was moving out a huge wedding photo frame with his friends from his friend's car.He and Qian Juan agreed that when the wedding is held next month, he will drive to her home to pick her up first, then to the notary office, then to the church, and finally to the hotel.

The uncle of friend and driver Xiao Wang runs a wedding photography shop, and the wedding photos he and Qian Juan took there took less than a week for them to work overtime.

Xiao Wang patted Chen Ning on the shoulder and said, "Brother, congratulations. Although people of our age don't believe in love much, it's still great to be able to get together with the person we like. I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart." Happy."

Chen Ning twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled.

Xiao Wang was unhappy: "What kind of expression is this? Why are you smiling so forcedly?"

Chen Ning held the photo frame, said nothing, and walked into the elevator room with Xiao Wang and the others.Originally, Xiao Wang's car was bigger, so I helped him send the photo frame back, and I wanted to invite them to have a meal outside to express my gratitude. Although everyone is familiar with them, I don't care about these things, but it is also my heart.

But Qian Juan insisted that her friends have dinner in their newly furnished house, saying that she would try her new cooking skills.

So, that night, Chen Ning's old acquaintances and friends gathered together.They helped drill a few holes on the wall beside the bed with an electric drill, and hung the photo frame on it.

For the others, two women helped Qian Juan cook, and the table in the dining room was filled with delicacies.There are also two mahjong tables in the living room, and there are three people fighting the landlord in the corner.Everyone in the room is happy.

No one expected that at this time, Zhu Xiaodi opened the door and entered.

She felt a dozen eyes staring at her with puzzlement, and those eyes made her scalp tingle.She looked at them strangely, and they stopped all movements, looking at her in astonishment.

Zhu Xiaodi looked at Chen Ning who was sitting opposite and playing cards. She was holding the handle of her suitcase tightly.She felt that something was wrong, but forced a smile in the next second: "There are so many guests at home! Husband, why didn't you call and tell me?"

Everyone in the room was shocked, and the atmosphere was so tense and weird that it was suffocating.

Chen Ning saw Zhu Xiaodi, he stood up from the poker table, and was stunned as if shocked by an electric shock.He stared at her blankly, his eyes filled with surprise mixed with nameless surprise, walked over from his position, and came to her side: "Why are you here?"

Zhu Xiaodi pulled the luggage and looked at him: "What's the matter? What's the matter? I'm back...Are you feeling well?"

When she reached out to touch his forehead, the room was eerily quiet, there was really no sound, and the sound of a needle dropping could really be heard.

An expression of intense shock appeared on everyone's face at the same time.

They were stunned and looked at each other, no one could explain this sudden thing.

Just when Zhu Xiaodi was wondering, a loud shout came down from the air like a thunderbolt: "Zhu Xiaodi, what the hell are you doing? You divorced my brother-in-law, what are you doing here?" Qian Ting stood up angrily. .She was young and energetic, and she thought Zhu Xiaodi was not pleasing to her eyes, so she got up and rushed over, pushing Xiaodi away.

"Divorce? How could I divorce my husband?"

Zhu Xiaodi held onto Chen Ning's sleeves tightly: "Husband, husband, talk!"

"You are so shameless, you are divorced, and you still call him your husband!"

Xiao Di yelled at her: "This is my family business, you don't need to talk about it."

"Family matter?" Qian Ting snorted coldly, "Is it a scandal? Who doesn't know that you are mean, who doesn't know that my brother-in-law slept with you because of your way. You have the ability to take off your clothes and go to bed with him , you strip off and go with someone else..."

"Shut up!" Chen Ning suddenly yelled at Qian Ting. She was startled, and the expression on her suddenly frightened expression was extremely funny.

When turning to Xiao Di, Chen Ning's eyes were red, and he put his hand on Xiao Di's arm: "What's wrong with you? Really can't remember? We have been divorced for two months."

"How could I divorce you?" She said with tears, "I found you so hard, how could I divorce you? You said you would take care of me for the rest of my life, you said I found you with great difficulty, don't you will file for a divorce with me."

He gritted his teeth, and something rolled in his eyes: "You suggested it, Xiao Di!"

"Why? Why should I divorce you?"

"I cheated, you won't forgive me!"

"No!" She shook her head desperately, "I... How could I file for a divorce with you? How could I care if you have other women outside? I finally found a place to stay, finally got a How could I destroy my own home?"

She muttered to herself, that expression stung him, and he clenched his teeth tightly.

"Have you pretended enough?" Qian Ting couldn't stand it anymore, and roared loudly, which made Xiao Di look up at her in shock.

"Enough pretending, you can go! I've seen enough of this kind of obscene romantic dramas pretending to be amnesiac." She gritted her teeth, grabbed Xiao Di's hand, and walked out the door.

Zhu Xiaodi held on tightly to the door frame. She hugged the door frame in horror and cried, "Mom, I'm Xiao Di, and I'm back. Mom, come out quickly, I'm Xiao Di!"

She cried sadly, her fingers tightly clutching the door frame, she cried heartbroken: "Mom, come out, I'm Xiaodi..."

Her voice became softer each time: "I'm Xiaodi..."

She wrinkled her facial features in pain, and sobbed out of breath: "I'm your wife Xiaodi... I'm back, I'm back!"

Chen Ning took a step forward and grabbed Qian Ting. He was furious: "I will deal with my affairs by myself. You just stay and go. If you can't stay longer, let me go!"

Qian Ting blushed and turned pale, and cried "wow": "You think I want to take care of you? I'm not worth it for my sister! She loves you so much, why do you treat her? You men like the new and dislike the old. Lord, all of them are beasts who think with their lower body. I'm not worth it for my sister, I feel sorry for her, what's wrong?" She ran out crying.

very nice!Qian Juan still has people who love her dearly, and she still has so many friends.

When Qian Ting yelled these words, everyone's emotional stance was in favor of Qian Juan.In their eyes, Zhu Xiaodi is superfluous, she shouldn't come back at all, or she shouldn't show up at all.If it wasn't for her, Qian Juan would have been reunited with Chen Ning long ago when she came back exhausted. If it wasn't for her, everything wouldn't be in such a mess.

Everyone didn't want to see Xiaodi, especially she was divorced and ran back, which made people very disgusted.

No one knew that Xiao Di no longer remembered the divorce.

She cried terribly, as if she was going to cry all the tears of her life, and her shoulders shook uncontrollably.She didn't dare to be next to Chen Ning, she just sat on the ground and cried holding the door frame, fearing that if she touched him, he would tear her away.

"This is my home, husband, I'm Xiaodi, I'm Zhu Xiaodi. Husband, I'm Xiaodi, I'm back!" She called him in a voice.He squatted in front of her with red eyes, trying to comfort her, but bit his lips tightly in the next second, letting the pain calm him down.Opening his mouth, he realized that he had overestimated his self-control.

He turned his head away, bit his lower lip firmly, took another breath, and then turned his head, holding Xiao Di with his hand.

"Come on!" As soon as he uttered, he realized that his voice trembled violently, as if it wasn't his own.

"Get up, get up and talk, don't sit on the ground, the ground is very cold!"

She clutched the door frame desperately, and Chen Ning went to pull her fingers.She cried and begged him: "Don't drive me away, please don't drive me away."

His heart softened, and tears were about to drip: "I won't drive you away, I won't! Can you get up? It's cold, so get up first, okay?"

She burst into tears, crying out of breath: "This is my home, this is my home, my..."

"It's yours, it's yours, you get up first!"

Qian Juan looked at Chen Ning in disbelief, she couldn't control her trembling body, she backed involuntarily.

This made Qian Juan's friends couldn't stand it anymore, they were all divorced, which one did she come to sing?This kind of thing is really top-notch, and this person is really top-notch. They have lived to their thirties, and they have seen everything new, but they have never seen this kind of thing.For a moment, everyone was disgusted, and their eyes showed contempt for this woman.

The friends all supported Qian Juan and tried to calm her down, and several of them showed dissatisfaction on their faces.I don't know who opened the mouth to scold Xiao Di first, and then more voices echoed.

"Why are you like this, woman? Have you read too many romance novels and pretended to lose your memory?"

"That's right, how can you be like this? You're divorced, and you still go to your ex-husband's house to make trouble."

"Did you see that they were going to hold a wedding, and came here on purpose to make trouble?"

The piercing voice was like when they were besieged when they were young, they laughed and called her a whore.

The two scenes overlapped, and she held her head in her hands in pain.

"I'm not divorced, I'm not! This is my home! My husband is here, my mother-in-law is here, and my son is here. Where did you come from? What are you doing at my house? Go out, I don't welcome you!" She Everyone was stunned by her shouting, and no one seemed to know how to persuade her.

She changed hands and grabbed Chen Ning's clothes: "My husband, let them go, please, let them go!"

Chen Ning stayed where he was in pain, and Qian Juan looked at Chen Ning in pain.

Just when everyone was at a loss, Luo Fei came over, squatted in front of Xiao Di, and said in a soft voice: "Don't cry, you may be too sad and forced yourself to forget the fact of divorce. You Calm down first, look here, the hostess has been changed here, all your things have been replaced by hers... don't cry, take a look first, think about it carefully, are you divorced? gone."

These words made Xiao Di stop crying, but he was still sobbing uncontrollably.She seemed to have calmed down, raised her head, and looked into the room with eyes red and swollen from crying.

This place was really different from the home she remembered. She stood up, ran to the bedroom, and the moment she pushed the door open, she grabbed the metal handle and was stunned.The furnishings in the room were different, and the things inside were replaced with new ones. She could still faintly smell the smell of wood lacquer from the new furniture through her nose that was clogged from crying.She opened the closet in the room, next to the host's clothes, there were women's clothes, none of which belonged to her.

There is a large wedding photo hanging above the bed, and they look like a couple made in heaven.On the bedside was a crystal glass bottle with gold lettering on it. She went in and picked it up and put it in her hand, and saw that it said "Mr. Chen Ning and Ms. Qian Juan are united forever, a hundred years together".

Tears poured down her face, under the astonished gaze of everyone, she silently put down the transparent crystal bottle, stood with her back to them for a while, and then walked out silently.

"I'm sorry..." When she came to him, she said hoarsely, "I really don't remember that we got divorced, not at all."

She raised her eyes, looked at the wedding photo on the bedside, and smiled very poignantly and enviously.

On their first wedding anniversary, he gave her this set of wedding photos as a gift.On the day before the shoot, she had all her makeup done and her clothes changed, so he received a call saying that she had to leave urgently and said sorry.She knew he was going to meet his ex-girlfriend, and as soon as his cell phone rang, she knew who was calling.She remembered that he wrote a diary, and he said that in his mobile phone, Qian Juan's ringtone was always "When you are lonely, who do you think of".

She let him go and said, go ahead, it's okay, we have plenty of time, and we'll just make up the shoot when the time comes.Men should have entertainment, don't worry about me, it's okay, it really doesn't matter.

At that time, when he turned around and left, she couldn't be more happy, and she couldn't be as superficial... with a considerate smile!
She stared at the couple on the wall in a daze, and sighed in a daze: "It's so beautiful, and I look good in this suit." She lowered her eyelids, "It's a pity, you were in a hurry to leave, and you didn't pay attention." Look."

Eyelashes that were neither long nor short covered her dull eyes, and she walked towards the door with vain steps.When passing the human wall, the human wall automatically gives way.

No one wants to keep her, let alone ask her to stay.

Her rash appearance was unwelcome in the first place, and her crying and making a scene was even more disgusting.

She walked to the door, turned her head, looked at the place where she had lived for three years with great nostalgia, looked around the room, and fell on Chen Ning's face again.

He rolled his eyes guiltily and turned his face away in embarrassment.

Her eyes lost sight, and she suddenly thought that she was the one who said, "Husband, I love you" from the beginning to the end, and every time he finished saying this sentence, he always smiled and said nothing.

It's really embarrassing for him, and it's really suffering for three people, all of whom have suffered for so long.

She pulled her lips into a smile, a bit bitter, a little apologetic, a little self-deprecating, and a little relieved. She took the luggage by the door and walked outside.

Chen Ning immediately turned around, as if he wanted to chase, but just as he started, the people around him grabbed him.He looked at those people and found that everyone's eyes were full of resistance, which made him think clearly about the consequences of chasing them out like this.

He saw Qian Juan, thought about it for a while, and finally restrained the impulse forcefully.

Finally, someone in the crowd sighed with relief: "Okay, she's gone, she's gone at last, everyone clear up the table, let's take a seat!"

Someone comforted Qian Juan, don't worry about this, Ning Zi loves you!

Qian Juan looked at the person comforting her, then turned to look at Chen Ning, she smiled at him with red eyes: "Let's sit down!"

Chen Ning suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart, looked into her eyes, forced himself to smile slightly, nodded and said, "En!"

Zhu Xiaodi dragged her luggage, walked out of the building, and looked downstairs towards the room she left.

23 floors...too high!Can't see anything!
Tears clouded her eyes, and she could see nothing.Looking at the night dotted with lights, looking at the buildings lit up by thousands of houses... With tears all over her face, she smiled bitterly and walked into the distance.

On the silent trail, she was dragging the suitcase, and the wheels of the suitcase rubbed against the ground when they rolled, making a dull and empty sound...

"Xiao Di..." She immediately raised her eyebrows, and turned her head suddenly, but only saw a void.

It turned out...it was just an illusion, he didn't catch up at all.

She was smiling, and tears poured out of her moon-like eyes, and the lights that adorned the night turned into misty spots of light.

In this extremely bleak environment, she smiled and said to herself: "It's my sweetheart getting married again, and the bride is not me..." She raised her head and smiled sadly and somewhat self-mockingly, laughing how could there be such a funny thing in this world? Things, twice in a row, were hit by her.

"It's time to buy a lottery ticket!" She couldn't help talking to herself, "My luck is really... great!"

Xiao Di pulled the suitcase and walked forward. The cold wind made her neck a little cold, and she wrapped the collar of her clothes tightly. She only felt a little bit lonely, just a little bit.

Then, an Audi drove by and stopped, as if waiting for someone.There is music that vibrates in the air, and the lyrics are intimate and intimate, which makes people feel distressed.

你 说 你 爱 了 不 的 的 人
你 的 心 中 是 伤痕
你 说 你 犯 了 不 的 的 错
心中 满 是 悔恨
你 说 你 尝尽 了 的 苦
找 不 到 可以 的 人

你 说 你 感到 万分沮丧

甚至 开始 怀疑 人生

I knew it was always sad

Why are you so passionate
Because love is always hard to separate
Why care about that little gentleness
You know that sadness is always inevitable

At every awakening time

Some things you don’t need to ask now
Some people you never have to wait

"I knew that sadness is always inevitable, so why do you bother to be deeply in love", which made people cry.

She smiled wryly, dragged the suitcase and continued to move forward.

Chen Ning in the room was in a daze. He was sitting on the edge of the table. When everyone raised their glasses and said the toast, he suddenly stood up.Everyone in the room stared at him blankly, and he said with red eyes: "I'm worried about my ex-wife. She has no father or mother, and she doesn't have any friends. I...I'll go and settle her down first before I come back."

Chen Ning chased him out, Qian Juan sat back on the chair weightlessly, and everyone was silent.This sudden situation depresses the atmosphere here.

While driving the car, Chen Ning looked around blankly on the road.When he saw her figure, she was walking silently pulling her suitcase, and her shadow under the lamp changed from short to long.

He was so excited that his heart seemed to jump into his mouth.He drove in front of her, stopped the car, got out of the car excitedly, and stopped in front of her.

She looked at him in surprise, tears fell down her face, and under the light, the tears covered her face had a mercury-like texture.Her heart, which she thought would not hurt, twisted again.She actually saw him, saw him without hallucinations.

Every time I saw him when I was vulnerable, I somehow wanted to cling to him.He clearly told himself to be strong, but in front of him, those strengths that had been built up with great difficulty were like dominoes, falling down at the touch of a touch.

When he appeared in front of her, it felt like walking slowly in the snow for a long time. Just when her fingers were cold and her blood was about to freeze, she finally found a pot of warm flames.Her strength collapsed, she leaned over uncontrollably, hugged him with both hands, and snuggled into his arms, tears dripped from her red eyes.In autumn, which is cool three days a day, it is especially obvious at night. The cold air from Siberia invades, and the chilly wind makes her shiver.

When she hugged her, Chen Ning's body froze, and his whole body was frozen as if he had been hit by a fixation spell.

"The weather has changed, and it's very cold. It's so cold that my tears are coming out, and I'm shivering from the cold. Can you lend me some warmth?"

His hands hanging in the air seemed to break free from the shackles of his thoughts, encircling her and restraining her body.Guilt and heartache caused him to use all his strength to hug her tightly.Despite his best efforts, he still felt that the hug was not tight enough.

"Xiao Di..." He murmured her name painfully, just screaming, felt like heart-pushing pain.The sourness invaded his nose, he clenched his teeth, and his temples jumped up.

She was also in pain, tightly held by his powerful arms, as if her bones were rattling, her chest was so constricted that even the air was squeezed out, and her face was pressed against the top button of his coat.

But no matter how painful she was, she couldn't bear to cry out; no matter how uncomfortable she was, she couldn't bear to move her body.

After a long time, she said, "Thank you, it's much better!"

He didn't let go, with a hoarse voice and tears, holding her face in pain, and pressing his forehead against hers.

"I really don't want to divorce you, I really don't want to leave. I was going to break up with her, and I wanted to treat you well from now on. But when you insist on leaving me, I have no face to ask you to forgive me ..." He raised his head slightly, kissed her forehead lightly, gritted his teeth, and frowned, "How did you forget about our divorce? How did you forget about your divorce request? "

"I don't know, I really don't know! I just remember that I woke up in the hospital. The doctor told me that I passed out on the top of the mountain. I don't remember that we divorced. I don't even know why I came to Huangshan. , I don’t even remember.”

"What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?"

"I don't know... I don't even know why I divorced you, how could I divorce you, I really don't remember."

He was in extreme pain, and when he hugged her tightly, he put his head on her shoulder, closed his eyes, and murmured helplessly: "What should I do, what should I do?"

He was so sad that she didn't know what to do.While he was weeping in her ears and sniffing his nose from time to time, she gently stroked his head: "Don't cry, don't you do it like this? In this life... Our fate is still too shallow. Will it work in the next life? Next life , don't treat me like this again, you must cherish me, no matter what happens, let's not let go, okay?"

"Okay." His heart hurt even more, and he put his arms around her tightly.

She smiled sadly, wrapped his hands around him and patted his back: "Okay, okay, don't cry, darling, don't cry, let go, it's too late, I have to go."

He let go of her: "where are you going?"

She smiled softly: "Look for a hotel to stay first, and then look for a house tomorrow morning."

"Do you remember the house by the lake? I have transferred the ownership to you where you raised your baby. You can go back and live there."

"Really? Well, I'll live there and let you know that I'm fine so you won't worry about me. "

He took a breath, tears still streaming down his face.She took out a tissue from her bag, wiped his tears, and smiled as if coaxing a child: "Okay, okay, I'm leaving. If you owe me in this life, remember to pay me back in the next life. I'm good alone, no other women are allowed... and no third party, it's quite disturbing."

She turned around and was about to leave, but he grabbed her and said, "I'll see you off."

"No need!" She refused with a smile, "There is a taxi at the intersection, and I can't lose my hands and feet."

"Let me see you off."

"Don't send it off, it's like a farewell to life and death and never see each other again. After I settle down, I will call you to report my safety." She said, making a "six" with her hand and sticking it to her ear, Indicates to call.

"Promise me..." he said, "Even if you're not married, please keep in touch. If you need anything, be the first to call me, and I'll be there for you."

She just laughed: "What if you and your wife are sleeping?"

"The same will come!"

She lowered her eyes and smiled bitterly.

"You do not trust me?"

She raised her head, and smiled at him brightly: "I believe! But, old..." She was about to call her husband again, but in the middle of calling, she stopped sadly.

"Chen Ning." After calling out his name, she sighed faintly, "You are fine in everything, but your heart is too soft, and when you see others cry, you will not stand firm. Don't be like this in the future, like this No, if the woman who sleeps with you has no opinion, it is pure hypocrisy, and no one will care. You, don’t be half-hearted in the future. If another woman appears, she will cry and make trouble at you. Don't be soft-hearted, you have to remember that you are someone else's husband, some things you can do, and some things you can't do. If you are blindly kind, you can't help yourself and do bad things... You and her are not good. It's easy, since we're together again, don't make her sad anymore. It's not right for you to chase out now, and there's still a room full of people, so it's not good to leave her there!"

Chen Ning looked at Zhu Xiaodi with tears in his eyes: "From now on, if you get hurt, don't hide it in your heart. If you have any suffering, don't eat it in secret. When you are sad, cry out and don't keep it in your heart."

Zhu Xiaodi smiled faintly: "I've been used to it for a long time, it's fine. I'm really fine, don't worry too much about me, I'm fine!"

"It's not good at all, it's not good at all to keep it in your heart. It's because you never say it, so others hurt you unscrupulously, because they know that no matter how they hurt you, you won't cry out for pain...including me!"

She interrupted him with a smile: "Okay, let's do it in the next life. In the next life, according to what you said, I would cry and cry if they touched me. If I can't beat him, I will scare him to death and quarrel him to death. Forget it in this life." , I'm already old, who else will I cry for? Even if I find another partner, I'll be bothered by trivial matters, how can I have the heart to cry and complain, things like emotions belong to little girls, I can't count on them in my life When you are alone, it is even more impossible. If you cry to death, no one will know. It hurts your body. It hurts your body and no one is around to take care of you.

She smiled and grabbed the handle of the suitcase she let go: "Okay, don't give it away! You go back! Come down later and let me meet my son, I miss him!"

She is leaving!

"Xiao Di..." He hesitated.She had already pulled up the handle of the suitcase, walked a few steps, and smiled back at him: "Every time, when you leave, I look at your back. This time, it's finally your turn to look at me." .”

She turned around, raised her hand, and said "goodbye" to him.

Turning around with a smile, pretending to be chic and leaving, the moment of turning around, tears have burst into tears...

(End of this chapter)