Thank you for loving me like life

Chapter 6

He opened his heart and accepted this feeling, how precious and difficult it was for him who closed his heart and locked his love in prison.

Chen Ning and Xiao Di are like a color palette, from light to dark, gradually changing to the side of happiness.Maybe others will say that it was Xiaodi who seduced Chen Ning, and they will say that Xiaodi is very embarrassing.Or maybe, many people will say behind Chen Ning's back, look, there is no such kind of man in this world who never marries a woman for life and is consistent.

But these are not important. The important thing is that he decided to give Xiao Di a grand wedding two months later. Marry her", can be self-defeating because of that wedding.Moreover, he also thought up a declaration of love to let them know how precious and difficult it is for him to open up his heart and accept this feeling for him who has sealed his heart and locked his love in prison.

And this day was the day before her classmate Tang Xin's wedding. According to the usual practice, she came to the store to pick up the wedding dress she ordered, tried it on, and then went to the hotel for the pre-wedding rehearsal.After Chen Ning and Xiao Di registered in the morning, they went to work in the afternoon and were busy with Tang Xin's wedding.

Tang Xin is Chen Ning's junior high school classmate, strictly speaking, a classmate from elementary school to junior high school.Because elementary school and junior high school are divided into districts, most of the children in this district can go from primary school to junior high school.

She and Qian Juan were best friends, but after Qian Juan and Chen Ning broke up, Tang Xin broke up with Qian Juan.

Chen Ning asked why, but Tang Xin asked him, do you really understand Qian Juan?Do you really know what kind of person she is?Chen Ning wanted to ask more questions, but she changed the subject and was unwilling to answer directly.

Old schoolmates, their youngest children are all in kindergarten, and in the circle of classmates, except for Chen Ning, only Tang Xin is unmarried.Tang Xin is the director of a design company. This type of woman is quite tasteful, and also very bourgeoisie, who knows how to enjoy herself.

Chen Ning asked her, why didn't she find a man?

She said, what if I'm married and you haven't, leaving you alone?I will accompany you for a ride.

After that sentence, she came over with a smile on her face.Chen Ning watched, but couldn't laugh.

A few months ago, she told Chen Ning that she was engaged and would have a wedding soon, and hoped that he could help her organize it better.

Chen Ning smiled: "You are finally married."

Tang Xin said: "Because, I can't afford to wait." She said: "Chen Ning, I want a child, and motherhood forces me to plan for myself. If I don't have another child, I'm afraid I won't be able to. Do you understand? ?”

He understands, of course he understands, such a small life is like an angel sent by God, with them, the world will be innocent and more beautiful.

In the fitting room of the store, Tang Xin wore a white outfit after changing clothes, and Chen Ning couldn't help but praised: "It suits you very well."

She smiled, tears rolling in her eyes: "Really? Is it pretty?"

Chen Ning smiled and said, "Of course."

She smiled again, beautifully, but there were fine lines at the corners of her eyes, and the shyness of a girl was on her no longer young face.

"Do you know?" She whispered, "I really want you to see how I look in a wedding dress. This wish has come true."

He was stunned, not knowing what to say next.

"I'm sorry." She suddenly apologized to him.

He raised his eyebrows puzzled, and she said, "I can't wait with you any longer. I really can't afford to wait. I'm sorry to leave you waiting alone."

Chen Ning's eyes were red, and he smiled sadly: "Don't worry about me, you see." He raised his hand so that she could see the ring on his hand.

"This is?" Tang Xin raised her head unexpectedly, tears hung on her stunned face, as if she forgot to shed them.

Chen Ning smiled happily: "Just today, my wife and I registered."

Tang Xin took a deep breath: "This is too unexpected."

Chen Ning looked at the ring, his eyes were as soft as water: "I was also surprised, but it really happened."

"Why didn't you tell us about your marriage? You should know that in our classmate group, everyone is waiting for this day, but you didn't say anything?"

What everyone in the university group knows, the students in the high school group don't know yet.

Chen Ning said: "Don't say it yet, keep it secret for me first, and when the time comes, I will tell everyone."

"She... what kind of woman is she?"

Chen Ning smiled: "She is a very good woman, when the time comes, you will know."

"I'm so happy for you, I'm really happy." Wearing a wedding dress, she threw herself into his arms like this, hugging him tightly.

He was stunned, then smiled and said to her, thank you, I am also happy for you.However, she clearly heard her smiling and saying congratulations, but the fabric that came into contact with her face was all wet by her tears.

"Hug me, Chen Ning." She begged, and he froze.

There is so much helplessness and sadness in this pleading that people don't know where the sadness comes from, but it hurts people's hearts like it hurts the liver and lungs.

Chen Ning put his hands around her and patted her twice: "Okay, okay, I'm getting married tomorrow, don't cry like a child, or your eyes will be swollen from crying, and no matter how skilled the makeup artist is, they won't be able to cover her up." Eyes are swollen."

She hugged Chen Ning and kept crying, crying like the sky was about to fall, crying until Chen Ning stood still, helpless and helpless.Chen Ning just didn't know how to comfort her, her cell phone rang, she stopped crying, let go of Chen Ning, went to answer the phone, then said to the phone with a smile: "Try it, husband, it's very beautiful, early tomorrow Come pick me up."

Face changing becomes as if it was just a hallucination.

Chen Ning looked at the place that was wet with her tears, and she smiled very apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose, I will buy a new one and return it to you later."

Chen Ning shook his head: "No need, just do it. This one looks good on you, and if the size is okay, ask the assistant to wrap it up for you, and you can try the next one."

Tang Xin said, I'd better buy a set and return it to you, that... when I held you and cried, the lip gloss was printed on your body.

He followed her direction to look at the clothes, and seeing the lipstick marks on his chest, he couldn't help but smile: "It doesn't matter, I have spare clothes in the rest room, I just go up and change."

When Tang Xin said goodbye to Chen Ning, she specifically said, tomorrow, you must bring your wife to my wedding.

Chen Ning said yes, no problem, but the next morning, Xiao Di had her period.This is the menarche after giving birth. She was in some pain and her face was pale, so she couldn't attend.

Chen Ning apologized to Tang Xin, Tang Xin said, it's okay, the future will last forever.

The corners of Xiao Di's lips turned white: "I thought there would be no pain after giving birth, but I didn't expect it would still hurt."

Chen Ning looked worried: "Is it really okay?"

Xiao Di said: "It's okay, just sleep well, really."

Chen Ning was a little frustrated, and he said sadly: "I counted my fingers to count the days of intercourse with you, but I didn't expect that I would be able to have intercourse tonight. You are here again as an aunt. I am so miserable."

Xiao Di smiled wryly, sorry.

Chen Ning smirked, it's okay, remember to make it up to me.

He stamped on her lips, spread out the blanket for her, and waved goodbye to her.

Xiao Di watched him leave with a smile, but she didn't know that from this day on, his ex had been pestering him endlessly, really endlessly.

At the wedding, when Qian Juan came back, Chen Ning was naturally extremely surprised.

Tang Xin went to the bathroom and sent a text message to Chen Ning, saying, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect her to come. When she showed up at my house this morning and brought a red envelope to say congratulations, I was also extremely surprised."

Chen Ning replied, nothing.

Unexpectedly, after the wedding, Qian Juan desperately sent text messages, saying that she wanted to see Chen Ning.

After careful consideration, Chen Ning took Xiao Di to the appointment.

Qian Juan was robbed by Xiao Di for a while, her face turned pale, she picked up her bag and left, but Chen Ning resolutely refused to chase her.

"It's in the past," he said, "It's really in the past, and I don't want to go back to the past."

After they returned home, Qian Juan texted Chen Ning again under Qian Ting's brainwashing, asking if Chen Ning was forced to marry by her parents because of her child?

Chen Ning replied affirmatively that he married Zhu Xiaodi willingly.

Qian Juan said, I don't believe it, you must be pretending to be happy just to reassure me, right?

"No, really not, I really want to marry her."

"I want you to come out, I want you to tell me yourself."

"It's so late, it's inconvenient."

"It's not convenient for you to come out, so I'll go over."

He suddenly felt a throbbing pain in the trigeminal nerve: "Why don't you do this?"

"What are you afraid of?" Qian Juan sent another follow-up message, "If you don't come over, I will really go over and ask them why they forced you to marry that woman in front of your family."

"Don't do this, I'll come out." If she really came, according to her temperament, she would definitely not let her go.

At first, when they lived together, they lived at home. Later, she always quarreled with Mrs. Chen over trivial matters, and Chen Ning moved outside with her in order to calm things down.

So many years have passed in a flash...

She has good grades and is glamorous. She has been pampered by the stars since she was a child. She is a bit willful and flamboyant. She will not give up until she achieves her goals. This is her strength and her weakness.

At the beginning, Chen Ning liked her like this, she liked her flamboyance, it was this flamboyance, she felt that she had a personality, but now this personality made him afraid, afraid that she would really come to him.

Chen Ning got up from the desk, put on a piece of clothes, and said to Xiaodi, "I'll go out for a while, and I'll be right back."

Are you going to see her?Xiao Di really wanted to ask, but smiled shyly: "Okay, I'll wait for you, any night."

"Yeah." He kissed her on the lips, "Wait for me to come back."

When Chen Ning arrived downstairs at Qian Juan's house, he called her: "I'm here."

She got down, her eyes lit up when she saw his car, she got to the co-pilot, opened the door and went in, Chen Ning started the car, and when he drove out of the courtyard, he asked her where to go.

Qian Juan looked deeply at Chen Ning, but Chen Ning felt a chill.

"I can go anywhere." She said tenderly, "as long as I'm with you."

Chen Ning didn't show his face, and drove the car onto the Second Ring Bridge, driving without lights.Along the way, one concentrated on driving, and the other turned to look at the night scene outside the window, but neither spoke about the topic of the meeting.

It wasn't until Chen Ning drove the car under the bridge and was stopped by the traffic lights on the zebra crossing that she quietly turned her head and said, "That building is where I used to work. You always drive me to work and pick me up from get off work on a motorcycle. Your company is so far away from our company, but you persevere every day."

"The past, all the past."

"But those pasts, can you forget?" Qian Juan said, "From the fourth grade of elementary school to the university graduation, 15 years, we have been together for 15 years, how can you forget me and marry another woman?"

"Can you speak with a little conscience? It was you who abandoned me, and you married someone else immediately after breaking up with me. Tell me that it's all because you don't want me to be in trouble between you and your parents. It's because I can't forget you, I You have tortured yourself for so many years, why are you blaming me now?"

He suddenly yelled, completely suffocating her, Qian Juan was stunned, seeing Chen Ning so excited, she actually burst out laughing.

"If you can shout out, it proves that you still have me in your heart."

He was stunned, and then looked helpless: "It doesn't make any sense to say this now."

The lights changed and the car started.

Qian Juan said: "Why is it meaningless? You don't love her at all, you don't want to marry her at all, you just want that child. I logged into your QQ a few days ago and saw your private log. A month ago, I posted a diary saying, you can't forget me, you don't love her at all, you just want a child."

Chen Ning slammed on the brakes. In the dead of night, the traffic flow was no longer dense, but the car behind was almost rear-ended.The owner of the car behind stuck his head out of the car window and cursed, but Chen Ning ignored it. He just released the brake, turned on the steering wheel, and drove the car to a side intersection to stop.

"You mean, you logged into my QQ?"

Qian Juan smiled guiltyly: "The password for that QQ account is my name letter plus my birthday. I just wanted to see if I could get on it, but unexpectedly, I did. I was curious and entered your space. Seeing your last private diary made me decide to come back."

Chen Ning was extremely annoyed, no wonder the QQ dialog box reminded him a few days ago that his QQ account was logged in in a different place and asked him to change the password.Although it was changed, Qian Juan saw all the contents inside: "Things are not as you imagined, these three months..."

She rushed over and hugged him: "Ning, I love you, and I still love you deeply."

"But it's impossible for us. I'm married, I already have..."

"You already have a child, right? But you don't love her at all, and you can't be happy with someone you don't love at all. Just like me, I'm not happy at all with someone you don't love , without you, how could I be happy?"

"Don't be like this, calm down..."

She kissed him, passionately and actively.

He struggled first, then hugged her and kissed her passionately.

Qian Juan's lips curled up into a smile, but Chen Ning couldn't see it, because he was kissing with his eyes closed and affectionate.

His body started to feel hot, hugging the woman he loved so deeply, his mind was suddenly filled with their past lingering, his rationality was swallowed by instinct bit by bit.There was simply no way he could remain indifferent.He was a man in his prime, just married, but for various reasons, he did not have sex with his wife.His body desperately needed a vent, and Qian Juan, who was kissing him, was like a fuse, igniting all this and waiting to be detonated.

Qian Juan and Chen Ning were tightly entangled, and they kissed inseparably. She knew what the man needed next, so she left his lips, kissed his earlobe, neck, and up to his neckline, and bit him with her teeth. Undoing his buttons, one after another, she kissed Chen Ning's collarbone, and then kissed his chest.Chen Ning couldn't help moaning, and closed his eyes tightly. When Qian Juan's hand continued to explore downwards, Chen Ning suddenly pushed Qian Juan away like being stung by a jellyfish, and shouted at her: "I have a wife, and you also have a husband. I came out to see you just to tell you that I did it voluntarily."

He buttoned his buttons while talking, then opened the car door and stepped down.

Qian Juan chased after her and shouted after her: "I know you're married, I don't care."

"I care!"

"You lied, your body clearly reacted to me."

"It's just the body's instinctive response to physiological stimuli."

"You're an excuse, your body betrayed you."

"I can't control my body, but I can control my pants."

He reached out to stop a taxi, not even his favorite car, for fear that he would do something wrong, and walked away without looking back.

Before leaving, I heard Qian Juan shouting over there: "Are you really so cruel, have you really forgotten everything about us?"

How could those good things be forgotten?Even if there are quarrels and unhappiness later, as soon as a person starts to recall, his mind automatically discards the less beautiful things, and only enlarges and processes the beautiful details. How can he forget?

But things are different, he can't stay.

Qian Juan, who had already passed her driver's license test, drove home the car that Chen Ning had thrown to her, cursing fiercely as she drove, "Your surname is Chen, you are so cruel, you dare to leave me like this. Say one thing, you don't even know the other thing, how dare you treat me like this. It's that bitch who turned you into this, bitch, bitch who didn't deserve a good death. "

After taking a nap for a while, Xiao Di woke up with a start.When she woke up, Chen Ning picked her up from the sofa.

She rubbed her sleepy eyes, hooked Chen Ning's neck, and said joyfully, "Are you back?"

"Yes." Chen Ning responded gently, "I'm back."

"Why did you fall asleep on the sofa?" He asked as he carried her back to the room.

She leaned into his arms: "I waited for you to come back, waited, and fell asleep. I'm sorry."

"fool."

"Although you call me stupid, I think it's full of distress and happiness."

Chen Ning couldn't help laughing: "I love you so much, you are still on your period, how can you stay up late and wait for me?"

Xiao Di blushed, "Actually, mine was cleaned this morning, we can already... can... that."

This night was Chen Ning and Xiao Di's full moon, but Qian Juan's sleepless night.

Seeing her come back crying, Qian Ting knew that something was wrong. When comforting her, she learned a thing or two from her mouth and said, "Sister, did you understand the meaning of Chen Ning's words?"

Qian Juan asked, "Which sentence?"

Qian Ting said: "It doesn't matter which sentence, the important thing is, does he mean that you can't be together because you have a husband and he has a wife?"

Qian Juan said, "He said this."

"Then it's over." Qian Ting said, "If you burn the boat and go back to divorce, Chen Ning will not care that you have a husband. As for that bitch, just give her some money when the time comes. Wasn't it just for money that she seduced Chen Ning? If there was no money, would she have slept in his bed?"

"it's not good……"

"What's wrong?" Qian Ting said, "That man dares to be with other women openly now, so will the day when you are replaced be far behind? You change women like changing clothes. You and him I have been married for so many years, but I have not had a son yet. When he plays with a son outside and asks you for divorce, if it gets out, he will be said to have abandoned him. Now, you take the initiative to divorce and tell Chen Ning with the divorce certificate, you It is for him to leave, and the effect will definitely be different."

"But……"

"But what?" Qian Ting was still talking to her, "Sister, you just care too much about face. If it wasn't for a few days ago, I took the opportunity to visit you on vacation, I didn't even know that he was very serious except for giving you money. Don’t go home and live with you, don’t you live a widow’s life? If I didn’t see you so hard, I wouldn’t tell you that Chen Ning is still waiting for you, let alone persuade you to come back. I advise you to come back to Chen Ning again. Chen Ning is not the old Chen Ning. I always thought that his wedding shop was rented, but later I found out that he bought it. You must know that the housing price in that area is very expensive. , let alone a shop with a few hundred square meters? I don’t know if he has more money than your man, but I know that your man relies on his parents to spend so much. Without his parents, he is nothing, and Chen Ning’s money is all his own. You earned it. You change a man for a woman like changing clothes, and Chen Ning has no women at all these years. With this comparison, you will know who feels more secure."

At this moment, Qian Juan suddenly thought of something: "Since you know this, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Qian Ting's complexion changed, and she responded immediately: "I wanted to tell you earlier, but you always say you are very happy, and you always see you showing off your bags and jewelry on Weibo. I thought you were so happy, so I didn't tell you. Besides, if you really wanted to keep in touch with Chen Ning, you wouldn't have changed your mobile phone and number at the beginning, and then changed QQ so completely..."

Qian Juan suddenly had nothing to say.She tried to save face and told them that she was very happy, but her man hadn't shown up for almost a year.

And what happened in between, I won't mention it, it's not a good thing.

In short, it was a matter of time before they divorced. Now, her proposal was also a means to bring Chen Ning back.

Compared with being abandoned and getting divorced because of Chen Ning, the latter is still moving.

She had clearly made up her mind, but she hesitated pretending to be kind: "But, Chen Ning is already married."

Qian Ting couldn't see her intentions, and said to her: "Chen Ning doesn't love that woman at all. If she drags Chen Ning like this, it's better to let go earlier, and find a good man while she's young. You don't care at all. You are not destroying others, you are obviously saving them from fire and water."

Qian Juan really made up her mind this time.

She immediately booked a plane ticket, and within a few days, she flew back, called her man, and mentioned the matter of divorce and property division.

His man laughed when he heard her call on the yacht: "Divorce? I've never been married to you. How can there be a divorce? Want to divide the property with me? Would you like to be more funny?"

Qian Juan was suddenly dumbfounded: "What did you say? What do you mean I haven't married you?"

The man smiled and said, "Go and see if the thing in your hand is real or fake, and then come and negotiate with me."

Qian Juan looked for a marriage certificate, but found that she couldn't find it at all.She remembered that when she applied for the certificate, she was not there at all, because he said he was busy, very busy, very busy, but it had something to do with the Civil Affairs Bureau, as long as he took a photo with him, he could entrust someone to do it.

There are indeed couples around Qian Juan who used this kind of "omission" to obtain a marriage certificate. She believes in this man's connections, and also believes in the saying in this world that "nothing can happen without a relationship", and she has never doubted this certificate at all.What's more, they had photographed the wedding dress, held a banquet, and he carried her into the wedding room so beautifully, who would doubt that red book?
Therefore, in Qian Juan's household registration book, she is still single, but what the man said before is that unless you want to divorce, whether you are single or not is a matter of formality.Because your marriage information has been entered into the computer system, unless you change your ID card or identity, you must get a divorce certificate before you can get married again.

What he said was well-founded, Qian Juan naturally believed it deeply, and did not dare to ask further, because she was afraid that he would be annoyed, and if he was annoyed, he would give her cold violence, and it was possible that she would not see her for a few days or a few months .He is the father of a rich family, and he has been one since novels, so of course he has to be coaxed to confess. She likes his money, so of course she has to be able to bear his anger.

But unexpectedly, he told her that the certificate was fake.

Qian Juan didn't believe it, so she had a sliver of hope and went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to inquire. The comrades in the Civil Affairs Bureau were overjoyed: "You don't know whether you are married or not?"

Qian Juan lied: "I am worried that someone will use my identity to register."

Comrades from the Civil Affairs Bureau said: "Impossible."

Qian Juan said: "I have a bank card on my body, and I can steal it across provinces. Brother, please check it for me."

When the comrade heard it, she felt that everything was not absolute, and there was also a gap in Baimi, so she checked for her, and the result of the investigation was that she was unmarried, and no one had stolen her identity to register.No matter how much Qian Juan wanted to check on her man, she refused to check.

She was extremely frustrated and called the man: "You liar, you lied to me, I want to sue you."

The man laughed loudly on the other end of the phone: "Let's talk about it after you find the evidence."

When Qian Juan went back to her house, she really couldn't find what she was looking for. The fake marriage certificate and the video of the wedding were all missing.

She was so angry that she smashed everything in the house. Faced with the mess in the house, she sat on the ground and cried loudly.

I thought I was married to a rich second generation, but I didn't expect to be tricked by that rich second generation; I thought it was his legitimate wife, so I came back to ask for divorce and talk about property division, but I was laughed at by others.

If she knew the truth a few years ago, she could still use this face to find a rich man. Now, she has been dragged and cheated, and she still has the handle in other people's hands. The advantage and the advantage of this face are gone, she really has nothing left.

At this point, her crying stopped suddenly.

Who said no?Isn't there Chen Ning?Although she was cheated, isn't this "unmarried" status a better bargaining chip?
——Because your parents didn't agree with us being together, I decided to leave you. I left you under the pretext of marrying someone else. In fact, I didn't marry anyone. I thought I could find happiness without you. Now I realize that apart from you, No one can give me happiness.

Chen Ning is soft-hearted and affectionate. Hearing this, can he bear it?Qian Juan stood up and smiled as she packed her bags, watches and jewelry.

If we lose our horses, we can't know what a blessing is.

(End of this chapter)