Follow the wind

Chapter 7 The Lost Girl
Ever since Chen Zheyu held hands domineeringly, Lan Xin had a strange feeling, always felt that the way he looked at her was a bit weird.After that, she immediately denied herself again, how could it be possible?There are so many girls around him, let alone someone who took the initiative to hold his hand, I don't know how many throw themselves into his arms, he has long been used to it.To him, holding hands must be a very natural and normal behavior, don't you think too much?Lan Xin laughed at herself a little bit.

In Lan Xin's view, holding hands between men and women is sacred.She remembered the first time she and Lin Feng held hands.At that time, Lin Feng hadn't confessed his love to her. They went to see a movie in the evening, and when crossing the road on the way back to school, he naturally held her hand. At that time, Lan Xin felt warm and at ease like never before.She couldn't help but think of the passage Tom Hanks said in "The Sky of Fate": "I know, I know from the first time I contact her, it's like going home, but it's unknown home, and I just took her hand and helped her out of the car, and that’s when I knew it, it was like magic.” She felt that magic, too.Lan Xin thought, that feeling might never be there again in the future.Yes, no more.

In addition, Lan Xin felt that she was still at fault with traditional thinking in her bones, and she regarded holding hands as too meaningful.Because as long as she thinks of holding hands, the phrase "hold your hand and grow old together" subconsciously appears in her mind.It's just holding hands, it's the most common etiquette among friends now.If only love were that simple, that would be great!From ancient times to the present, there will not be so many poignant and beautiful love stories, which makes people sigh!
Thinking about it carefully, Lan Xin felt that she was too self-indulgent.An educated female born in the 80s still considers herself a literary and artistic young woman, what do you think!In this way, Lan Xin feels relieved about this hand-holding event.

A few days later, Chen Zheyu invited Lan Xin to dinner again, this time with his friends, so Lan Xin also got to know Mr. Xu's younger brother Xu Zhiwei.

Xu Zhiwei said to Lan Xin mysteriously: "I have admired you for a long time, and it is fate to know you." Yes, if it wasn't for Mr. Xu, they would just be passers-by A and B.All acquaintances are fate.

Most of Chen Zheyu's friends are from the rich second generation. They are not young but most of them are single. Birds of a feather flock together.A few young and beautiful girls surrounded them, singing and singing, looking very well-behaved.Because Lan Xin was invited, the young and beautiful girls did not hang around Chen Zheyu, but Lan Xin could imagine them acting like a baby in front of him.

A group of people ate dinner and went clubbing.Lan Xin seldom goes to the bar. She doesn't like the atmosphere of the bar, which is full of ambiguity and decadence.If Chen Zheyu hadn't surrounded her attentively, or because of her friend's face, she would have run away long ago.After finally staying up until eleven o'clock, Lan Xin left early because she had class tomorrow morning.

Lan Xin didn't like this kind of dinner, and Chen Zheyu also saw that Lan Xin didn't like it. With her quiet personality, he should have thought that she wouldn't like it.On the way to send her back, Chen Zheyu said half apologetically and half jokingly: "It's really difficult for you tonight, thank you for giving me face and persevering until now." The two looked at each other and smiled at the same time, and the atmosphere suddenly became better a lot.Chen Zheyu continued, "Actually, I just want you to meet my friends."

"Blame me, I'm introverted, and I don't like to be sociable, I let you down." Lan Xin also felt a little sorry, and made some self-criticism.Yes, they are not all the way at all.

"Actually, I'm also very tired of this kind of feasting and feasting life. I really envy your quietness and ease." Chen Zheyu wanted to get closer to each other, "In the future, I will learn from you and cultivate my character."

"This may be a difficult problem for you." Lan Xin smiled.

It's true that Lan Xin is not sociable, and she doesn't like the kind of occasions where teasing and drinking.In contrast, she still likes to stay at home, read books, listen to classic old songs, and watch those classic old movies.

If she didn't like to be lively, she would be very happy to chat with the students at school.She often chats with them and learns about their life and study.As an "experienced person", she knows exactly what they need.They are not deeply involved in the world, they are often easily confused by appearances, and they are often too emotional when dealing with things, and sometimes they will inevitably take many detours.Maybe these are all necessary on the road to growth, but someone still needs to guide them correctly.Especially for female college students nowadays, there are too many temptations in the society. In order to pursue material enjoyment, many of them have lost their footing and become eternal hatred. They need sister-like care rather than preaching.

Therefore, Lan Xin paid great attention to the ways and means of doing ideological work for students.The students like her very much, and they are willing to tell her their thoughts many times, so she naturally becomes their friend or sister.

She has a large group of student friends, so even if she lives alone, Lan Xin feels that her life is very fulfilling.

Although she went to bed late, Lan Xin still woke up very early the next day.I looked at myself in the mirror, um, I look pretty good!So she went to school early.

Lan Xin's class is arranged in the third and fourth quarters in the morning.After class, Liang Xiaoyun hurried over to the podium and said to Lan Xin, "Mr. Lan, do you have time now?" Seeing her hesitant to speak and worried, Lan Xin knew that something must have happened to her. It's over.Xiaoyun is a very good student, her academic performance has always been very good, but her personality is a bit introverted and she doesn't like to talk very much. If there is no important matter, how could she take the initiative to speak up with her personality?

Lan Xin said to her enthusiastically: "Let's go to the cafeteria together and talk about it after eating, okay?" Xiaoyun nodded.

The two came to the cafeteria together.Xiaoyun remained silent and ate very little, as if he was full of worries.Lan Xin realized the seriousness of the matter, had a quick meal, and brought Xiaoyun to the office.

The two sat down, and Lan Xin asked Xiaoyun directly: "It's just the two of us now, what's the matter? Just talk."

Xiaoyun thought for a while, then hesitantly said to Lan Xin: "Mr. Lan, you must keep it a secret for me, okay?"

"En." Lan Xin nodded without hesitation.

"Teacher Lan, I'm in so much pain, I don't know what to do." Before he could finish speaking, tears welled up in his eyes.

Things are serious!Lan Xin thought that she might have encountered a problem, and it seemed that it was not a small problem.

Xiaoyun told the whole thing from the beginning to the end in frustration.It turned out that this summer, in order to reduce the burden on the family, Xiaoyun did not go home, but found a tutor to do it, hoping to earn some tuition fees.The person who asked her was surnamed Sun, and everyone called him Mr. Sun; his wife was surnamed Liu, and Xiaoyun called her Sister Liu.Mr. Sun’s family has a cute and cute daughter, Yaqin, who is 11 years old this year and will take the junior high school entrance exam next year, so I want to hire a tutor to help her with tutoring during the summer vacation, and I can also accompany her by the way, so that I don’t worry about her being alone at home .In this way, Xiaoyun moved into Sun's house.Xiaoyun is diligent and sensible. Not only does she do her best to tutor Yaqin in her studies, but she also takes good care of her in life.Although the Sun family hired a part-time worker, Xiaoyun often helped with housework, which was very popular with the Sun family.

Mr. Sun runs a small company by himself, and his working hours are relatively flexible. He stays with his daughter at home when he has nothing to do. Sister Liu works at the unit during the day and comes back for dinner at night. Sometimes she has to go out to play mahjong after dinner. few.In this way, the family is often just the three of them.Mr. Sun took good care of Xiaoyun, asked her how she was and how she was warmed up, and bought some small gifts for her when she came back from a business trip. The two sometimes chatted together.Gradually, Xiaoyun developed a special liking for Mr. Sun, and Mr. Sun's mature man's temperament deeply attracted her. Mr. Sun's attitude towards Xiaoyun also had a strange change.

One night, Sister Liu went out to play mahjong, Yaqin fell asleep, and Mr. Sun slipped into Xiaoyun's room.Afterwards, Xiaoyun regretted it very much, but she was really infatuated with Mr. Sun, not to mention, this was her first love!Mr. Sun also vowed that he would cherish her and treat her well in the future, and the two of them were so affectionate behind Sister Liu's back, so lingering.After school starts, Mr. Sun will ask Xiaoyun to meet at the hotel whenever he has time.Xiaoyun longed to meet him, but after each meeting, he felt a deep sense of loss and guilt.Twice, Xiaoyun proposed to break up, but Mr. Sun begged her not to leave him, saying that Xiaoyun was all his happiness, if they broke up, what's the point of his being alive?Xiaoyun's heart softened, and the two of them just kept this relationship.This incident has been tormenting Xiaoyun and making her very painful.

After hearing Xiao Yun's experience, Lan Xin fell silent, this matter is really not trivial.This student, who I have always liked very much, has become a "third party" who destroys other people's families!Even in Lan Xin's heart, she hated "Little San" very much, but facing the well-behaved and sensible Xiaoyun, Lan Xin was a little at a loss.She thought, the words of criticism should not be too harsh, she is already in great pain, why make it worse?

After deliberating for a while, Lan Xin finally spoke. She calmly asked Xiaoyun: "Have you thought about what will happen to you?" Xiaoyun shook her head in pain.

"You love him?" Xiaoyun nodded without hesitation.

"Does he love you?" Xiaoyun thought for a while and nodded.

"Will he divorce and marry you?"

Xiaoyun hesitated for a moment, then said timidly: "He said, for the sake of my daughter, I won't do it for now, but I will definitely do it when my daughter grows up."

"How long will it be after his daughter grows up? Eight years? Ten years? How many years can a woman's youth last? Ten or eight years later, who knows? Are you going to wait like this forever? Are you It's too risky to gamble with my youth!" Lan Xin said seriously.These words are all from the perspective of caring for her, and they are still very easy to accept.

"But he swore that he would cherish me and love me forever." Xiaoyun said.

"Do you believe it? Do you believe in a man's promise?" Nonsense!Of course she does!Just like myself back then!Lan Xin felt that her questioning was superfluous.

Xiaoyun was silent.Fortunately, it was silent, instead of nodding without hesitation, Lan Xin thought.

What is the promise?Only through experience will you know, but it's just a love story!It may be touching or sincere when you say it, but that's just at that time.Who can predict what will happen next?I'll give you a promise now, what if I can't keep it in the future?Some are excuses, some are pretexts, but the problem is that women like to listen, otherwise men wouldn't be so keen to talk, right?

"I was thinking, why didn't he make an oath to his wife back then?" Lan Xin said with great emotion, taking into account Xiaoyun's feelings, she just went to the end.Weren't they also once a couple in love?Isn't it also because of love that they get married?But now, this man who once swore an eternal promise to his wife has made a lifetime promise to another woman, isn't he too frivolous?
"One more thing, have you thought about it? If his wife and children find out, what will you do?" Lan Xin was very worried for Xiaoyun.

"I'm just worried about this. They are very kind to me. If they find out, they will hate me to death! I really feel sorry for them!" Xiaoyun began to wipe tears again.

"But, after all, paper can't contain fire. If you go on like this, his wife will find out one day. Have you thought about the consequences?" Xiao Yun seemed to see Sister Liu's heartbroken look, and seemed to be watching Seeing how she was tearing and wrestling with herself desperately, she felt shuddering.

"Even if her wife has been kept in the dark, I think you don't want to maintain this relationship with him for the rest of your life, right? If he wants to marry you, he will have to divorce sooner or later. If he wants to divorce, it will definitely trigger a family war. Avoid it. At that time, the child will be hurt the most.” Xiaoyun thought of Yaqin’s innocent and lovely appearance, and felt a pain in her heart, no!Don't hurt Yaqin!
"Even if he wants to get divorced and marry you, then you will face his daughter directly. Just think, how do you get along with her? However, this marriage may not be divorced. If he can't divorce, what can you do? Always Consume it?" Lan Xin analyzed it step by step for her.

Xiao Yun looked at Lan Xin in confusion, her heart was in a mess.She felt that there was darkness in front of her eyes, and she could no longer see hope.

"Before his wife and children know about it, and before everything is too late, I think it's the best choice for you to break up. Otherwise, what can you do? The more you delay, the more it will hurt you." Lan Xin took the opportunity to say Out of her own thoughts, she had to persuade her like this, "Besides, 'Do not do to others what you don't want done to you', put yourself in his wife's shoes, how painful it would be for her."

Xiaoyun was silent.

Things are already like this, Lan Xin doesn't want to accuse her too much.What she can do now is to guide her, let her think clearly and figure out what to do next.If you blindly order her to break up with him immediately, it may resent her and make her even more rebellious.Just ask, who can tell clearly about emotional matters?Isn't there a line in TV dramas that goes "Ask what love is in the world, and it will make life and death agree with each other"?From ancient times to the present, no one has figured out the word "love"!Xiaoyun was in love for the first time, and was trapped by love. Putting aside social ethics and morality, the two were together because of love. What's wrong?But she was indeed wrong again, she was destroying someone else's family!Xiaoyun is a smart and kind girl. She knows she is wrong, but she is stuck in it and cannot extricate herself. The key now is to help her get out step by step.

Xiaoyun fell into deep thought, for a long time...

Give her some time to think, Lan Xin thought.Immediately, she thought of herself again, she thought it was ridiculous, why is it always so clear when persuading others, but it doesn't work when you use it on yourself?Blindly twist!For six years, she couldn't convince herself to start a new relationship again!It can be seen that the only word "love" is the most incomprehensible!
After a long time, Xiao Yun seemed to have made up her mind. She firmly said to Lan Xin: "I've figured it out. We won't have any results. A long-term pain is worse than a short-term pain. I'll break up with him right away." There was determination in his eyes.

Lan Xin felt joy in her heart.

"Thank you, Teacher Lan." Xiaoyun looked at her with infinite gratitude, "I never told anyone about this, except you. My parents are honest farmers, and they worked hard to support my education. If they find out, they will beat me to death, and they will be pissed off too." Thinking of her parents' hard work, Xiao Yun's eyes turned red again.

Lan Xin understood Xiaoyun's thoughts, and hurriedly said to her: "Don't worry, Xiaoyun, I won't tell anyone about this, including the school teachers. This is a secret between us, okay?" Yes , Don't let her have the burden of thinking.

"I also hope that you can solve this problem as soon as possible, start over, and study and live well." This is indeed what Lan Xin hopes most.Xiaoyun is still a girl in her early twenties, she should have a brighter future.Xiaoyun nodded incessantly, and left gratefully.

After Xiaoyun left, Lan Xin couldn't calm down for a long time.From this, she thought of those "second wives" and "third wives" in today's society. In her opinion, how much determination and courage it takes to take this step!Perhaps, the greed for material desires, the worship of money, and the yearning for something for nothing have destroyed all their self-esteem and personality, making them completely lost themselves in this materialistic society and becoming the dependencies of others.But, can they really feel at ease?Dreaming back at midnight, isn't there a trace of uneasiness and self-blame?Lan Xin didn't believe it!sorrow!The tragedy of society!

(End of this chapter)