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Chapter 398 Gift (VIII)

Gossip and rumors have been heard since childhood.

But rumors are generally bad.But what Lu Jinnian mentioned this time wasn't too bad.It's an illusion like a dream.

Flashy stuff.

Su Xiaoxiao knew herself and Lu Jinnian, so she never believed or cared about it.

However, Lu Jinnian actually cared.This is what Su Xiaoxiao did not expect.Originally, shouldn't Lu Jinnian be as deaf as he was?

What happened to this sudden statement?Does he also think that I am indulging in this illusion, does he think that I am deceiving myself?

"Lu Jinnian, what do you want to express by this sudden statement?" Su Xiaoxiao asked.

"Rumors only stop with wise men. Although we are not wise men, we can't stop them. But as the person involved, I think it is necessary for me to express my position in person. This can be regarded as being responsible to you." Su Xiaoxiao's reaction was indeed in Lu Jinnian's mind. It's within expectations but not entirely.

"You mean I've always felt good about myself, thinking that I'm loved by you?" Su Xiaoxiao asked back.

"No, I know you feel the same from the beginning to the end. But if you still don't explain, I will think that I am playing hard to get." Lu Jinnian explained seriously.

Really a serious man.Lu Jinnian, you always have so many shining points that fascinate me and I can't put you down.Su Xiaoxiao smiled and said, "Senior, you are always so charming, you don't need to play tricks at all."

"...Su Xiaoxiao, how do you understand this?" Lu Jinnian was shocked, whether he made a mistake again this time.

"Anyway, this year's Christmas gift is really the best! Thank you." This was probably the first time Su Xiaoxiao expressed her gratitude to Lu Jinnian formally in so many years, and said such solemn words for the first time.

Source: Su Xiaoxiao Space Log
Access: Personal only
发表时间：2011年12月25日 03:45
Journal Title: The Best Gift
Spent many festivals with Lu Jinnian, even Valentine's Day was spent together once by accident.

This Christmas, I still received a gift from Lu Jinnian, and he himself spent the day quietly with me.Instead of going to the street to play, I ate and drank at home.

Must have had a good time.If you don't think too much.The movie I watched before said that a person has troubles because he has a good memory. If he can forget, he will be very happy.But I think we are asking for trouble a lot of the time.And the source is thinking too much.A person thinks too much in divergent thinking.If you don't think about anything, just live simply and trust your own heart, you won't be so unhappy.

So when I don't think about Lu Jinnian's last words and the truth about the gift, I will be very happy.

But I, Su Xiaoxiao, am not such a glass-hearted person, so it doesn't matter if I know the truth.Didn't I grind my teeth all the way to the present with the bloody truth?Is it true that when I was indulging in vain hallucinations and couldn't extricate myself?Am I so sad that I need to rely on self-comfort to live?
That's not me, I, Su Xiaoxiao, rely on my own heart and my deep love for him to come to the present.

And will keep going.

Lu Jinnian still wants to thank you, thank you for your frankness and concern, I always thought you would be indifferent.

(End of this chapter)