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Chapter 399 But I Only Feel Lonely ([-])

After returning from Su Xiaoxiao's house, Lu Jinnian had been thinking about a question.

What prompted him to make this decision in the end, even though he knew that Su Xiaoxiao would not care about those rumors at all.For Su Xiaoxiao, such things as boundaries are in vain.She has her own thoughts, and she only lives according to the thoughts driven by her heart.

So it doesn't really make a lot of sense to say no.But Lu Jinnian still felt that if he didn't talk about it, he would still feel uneasy, although this was not the first time he had told her about it.

So after I finished speaking, my mood changed obviously.

But feel very lonely.

Someone explained loneliness.Loneliness is that you can't find someone when you need someone, but you are self-sufficient when you are alone.But Lu Jinnian didn't know why he was in such a mood, on this winter night.

Inexplicably, I really want to talk to someone, and the first person that comes to my mind is Pu Anhao.He knew the number by heart, but his finger stopped on the call button.It's been a year since then and I haven't been in touch.What's the first thing to say when you get on the phone?

——Hello, it's me.

——Anhao, guess who I am?
——Hello, I'm Lu Jinnian.

--well……

Even with such a simple start, Lu Jinnian didn't feel that he could face her normally like before, and everything would be messed up again.

It turns out that it is such a difficult thing to contact someone you haven't been in touch with for too long, especially if that person is someone you once loved deeply.

And still in love now.

Lu Jinnian went to the refrigerator to get an ice cream and sat in front of the computer.In fact, his liking for sweets is only average, but because Park Anhao is so obsessed with sweets, he developed the habit of filling the refrigerator with ice cream.Available whenever needed.

After eating an ice cream, my mood did not improve without sweets.

Lu Jinnian thought it wasn't that he couldn't find someone to talk to, but that he still had something to look for.He can't find it.The person I want to find can't be found.I can only let 1000 million ants crawl around on the skin, but I am helpless.

Park Anhao said that she likes to watch "Chibi Maruko-chan" when she is unhappy.Lu Jinnian turned on the player and entered the title.Heh~ Lu Jinnian smiled wryly when an old man actually thought of watching this.

"Lu Jinnian, do you know that I like the dubbing of the first version the most, and the drawn characters are also beautiful. I like to imitate the voice of Maruko the most. Every time I am unhappy, I will turn it out and start watching from the first episode. Yes Once I forgot what was unhappy, but I actually looked at it and laughed and then laughed and cried. I think I remembered the childhood that was gone forever. Chibi Maruko in my little At that time, I was watching TV every day, but now I grow up and watch it over and over again, and it seems that I can never get bored. Tell me, do you really love things that are timeless no matter what time they are, or are they really classics? Won't it expire?"

While looking at it, he remembered what Park Anhao once said to himself. Now as long as he recalls Park Anhao and the time with her, no matter how good it was, he must consciously add two words—once.

But what Pu Anhao said was not wrong at all, Lu Jinnian thought.

What is cherished will be cherished forever, and what is classic is always classic.

So even in such a lonely night, the person he misses will always be her.

Ah, yes, Anhao also said. "" No matter how lonely you are, you can still find something to pass the time.Because there are things you like to do and people you like.Although not with me, but always in my heart.As long as I think of it, it is very warm. "

(End of this chapter)