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Chapter 567 One Hundred Years of Solitude (VIII)

Diary of Park Anhao May 2013, 5 Prosperity is just an illusion
Looking at the calendar page by page, the emptiness in my heart is getting more and more.

In my memories, the pure white falling snow, the amber sunset, my fluffy hat, my pink coat, my beautiful smile, and your amazing promise, my dream is broken, the flowers are gone, who is crying...

My lovely doll, how long has it been since I hugged you to sleep? It’s been a long time. Well, it’s really been a long time. I haven’t hugged you. I remember that I always hugged you before, and I took you with me when I went to the street. Mom said you don’t always take it I don't listen to dolls, she's too childish. She's my dearest baby. She wears a dress I designed. I tie her hair. I dress her up like a proud princess. I hug her every time I'm sad. Looking at my doll, my tears fall on her hair, on her clothes, I look at her and remember many things... Now I am sad again, no one sees my tears, I sit on the head of the bed and cry alone with my beloved doll …

My heart still aches, I miss the memories flooding the happy people who sleep peacefully Who can’t find their way home Today I happened to look through the photos of high school and remembered many things and people I really feel that time is a blink of an eye You see, I am already a society now A member of the university...Everything in the classroom is still just a human face and I don't know where to go
He said to her I love you but I don't know how to get close to you so I think it's okay to leave and it doesn't make a difference It turns out to be the way it is anyway It doesn't matter whether it's good or bad it doesn't matter I used to be in love with you like I was in love with Chanel perfume
Is liking sweets a sign of a person's inner flaws and childishness?
Some people say that if a person is envied by others, it means that she is not good enough and cannot be faulted. Some people with a high level of integrity cannot be destroyed.
very strange.Some people never seem to be mature enough to take responsibility and take care of others.on the contrary.Always love yourself so much.So I don't actually want to be friends with people, a lot of the time.

One probably shouldn't guess, extrapolate or decide how long one is going to live that's a cruel thing to do

I saw a text message in the morning, saying: This is the prosperous life you want.can give you.

Without facts to prove it, I can also think that prosperity is just an illusion.

You said that I must be in a good mood when I sing, I said yes, yes, when I turned my face, none of you saw the tears sliding down my cheeks
No one understands.

After hallucination.The smoke cleared.It turned out that there were only so many left.Something like warmth.It turned out to be a barren void. After 19 I have no tears.Wasted on unnecessary things.I really thought so the other day.I feel like I should.Then.Found that it still didn't work.I really want to be a cold and unfeeling person.But still showing the warmest smile.Actually don't remember the day.night.Suddenly found that he had become brave.I am not as afraid of the dark as I used to be.I'm not afraid to cry when I'm walking alone in a long, dark corridor.You can even take it easy.hehe.Maybe it's just getting used to it.leaving alone.No need to rely on anyone.Sometimes I look at some people and things.will find it ridiculous.And disgusting.Kitsch.Ugly face.hehe.Maybe this is the way the world is.

hehe.In fact, I hate this word the most.

But at this time, I can only-haha.

(End of this chapter)