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Chapter 693 Maybe Just Too Sober ([-])
The reason why he and Lu Jinnian are so friendly is not too much.

If you have to think about the source, there is a reason, I can only say, because they have been together since childhood, because the two families are family friends.

It is such a superficial reason.

It's not like in the novel, each has its own personality disadvantages and is not loved by everyone, because they are all similar people, so they cherish each other even more.It's not like in TV dramas, who admires who, who has been following in whose footsteps, who is bound by who, so they can never really separate.

Lu Jinnian and I are only related because of this reason.

A good friend and a good brother in the eyes of others is just the opinion of others.I don't deny that I have a good relationship with Lu Jinnian and have a lot of exchanges; and Lu Jinnian always tells me when there is something to do.Such an intimate relationship makes people feel that it is not normal.

However, I know very well in my heart that Lu Jinnian and I eat together and go home after school together, it's just because we've always been like this, it's just a habit.I'm not in the mood to give it any special meaning, and Lu Jinnian won't think about it like this.Everyone just let nature take its course. In this world, the person who spends the longest time together is not the one who treats each other the most sincerely.

Treat each other sincerely?Who cares?I don't need either.

And I don't expect anyone to treat me the same way.

I just want to live freely.That's all I want.

As for what Lu Jinnian thinks, I don't care, I am confident that Lu Jinnian is not someone who cares about these things.our habits with each other.

Although I have never won against Lu Jinnian since I was a child.But I don't admit that I am weaker than him.If I am happy, I may not be able to surpass him.But that doesn't make any sense.Lu Jinnian once said to me, "If your mother knows that I have been content with such a situation where I have always been content with being more than the best, I will definitely go crazy." Yes, I have always worked hard, and everyone has seen this.But what the real effort is like, the only people who know the inside story are me and Lu Jinnian.Others thought that even though I worked hard, I couldn't compare to Lu Jinnian.

As long as it is not the worst state, I will not think about it.In fact, I don't know how I became what I am now.

But undeniably, I am very happy.When I say I am happy, I am really happy from the bottom of my heart.That's the only thing I'm most proud of.Even though he lives in the aura of envy and praise from everyone, Lu Jinnian is often unhappy in his heart, this point will not change no matter how hard he tries.

A person who has too many worries and burdens will only become more and more unhappy.Want to let it go but can't let it go, want to take it but can't lift it, this kind of sadness, no matter how painful it is, only you can experience it.

The difference between Lu Jinnian and me is that he has always responded to the expectations of his family. His family hopes that he will always be the first in grades, so he will work hard to maintain this number one.He doesn't want to let his family down, he wants to be cared by them all the time.For children, being loved and recognized by their families is probably the most important thing; but for parents, having a proud child and being very filial is what a lifetime expects.Because of the blood relationship, because of the responsibility, the two sides worked together.

Lu Jinnian did it, and his parents did the same.Sometimes when I look at Lu Jinnian, I think that everyone gets what they need.I know this is not right.It is obviously a happy picture of a loving father, loving mother and filial piety, but I don't think so.

(End of this chapter)