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Chapter 694 Maybe Just Too Sober ([-])

I know no one thinks I'm right, not even Lu Jinnian.So I didn't say it, I didn't say it to anybody.

My parents are very good to me.So don't misunderstand that I have a distorted personality because I was treated unfairly or had a miserable and dark childhood.Life is life, not speculation.Not all people in gray situations will twist their hearts and take detours, and not all children in happy homes have a warm and bright heart.

Things are uncertain.

Lu Jinnian cared not only about his family, but also his friends and loved ones.

Counting things like this when he has nothing to do, he always feels that Lu Jinnian really has a lot of things, and those he loves are all by his side.The things I want to do have always been smooth.Just like a proud son of heaven.

But he also has the saddest thing, he can't really do whatever he wants.

God is fair.In fact, I didn't believe this at all before. I think the so-called fairness is nothing but the self-comfort of the weak.You don't have what others have, so you lie to yourself that you actually have what others don't have.What you want most, you have worked so hard but have not been able to get it. You don’t want to admit your powerlessness, so you comfort yourself. Maybe it’s because you have other advantages that others can’t get, so God tests you like this.

In fact, God is so busy that he has no time for you.There are so many people in the world, so many desires, God has no time to close the doors and open the windows for you.

Nine out of ten times life is unsatisfactory.It will all pass in the end.This is what Lu Jinnian told me before.

Lu Jinnian is always so optimistic. He doesn't know that not everyone and not all can pass.There are still people in this world who can't make it through, day after day, year after year.There are also things that still can't get through after doing everything according to human affairs and obeying the destiny.

Lu Jinnian never seems to be willing to face such a tragic and desperate situation, maybe he is the light and I am not.

I don't ask for anything, I just want to be happy with myself.Although I don't have outstanding results, I am not behind everyone, so my family doesn't bother me too much.I know I didn't make them happier, but equally, I didn't spoil their good mood either.

Regardless of whether it is possible or not, I hope to continue like this in the future.

I like Su Xiaoxiao, it's well known.Lu Jinnian knows it, Su Xiaoxiao knows it, and the students in our class also know it.

But I only confessed once, and there was no further action.Everyone knows this.

I know that this kind of behavior will inevitably lead to "I must not mean it, I am probably just playing."Even Su Xiaoxiao might think so.

But so what.

I like Su Xiaoxiao from the bottom of my heart.I don't need anyone to prove this point. As the parties themselves don't want to prove it, other people's opinions are even more unimportant.So when Lu Jinnian advised me not to take into account the friendship with him, but seize the opportunity to attack Su Xiaoxiao, I realized that Lu Jinnian had always thought that I was taking care of the relationship.

Su Xiaoxiao likes Lu Jinnian, even a blind person can tell.If a person has been following in your footsteps from the age of 13 to 23, do you think that the sudden appearance of this kind of emotion can turn the tide and cut off the relationship if a person greets her with care?
For ten years, I only loved one person.

(End of this chapter)