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Chapter 157 Li Fengqi: My late wife and I have a deep relationship.
Chapter 157 Li Fengqi: My late wife and I have a deep relationship.
The seventh year since Zhou Lingyun's death.
Li Fengqi was promoted to the central government after perfectly handling the stability of the frontier. He got his wish and became the youngest general in Huaguo. His image is extremely positive and he has a broad base among the masses.
He is undoubtedly dazzling, with outstanding appearance, outstanding military talent, and a bright road. No matter whether they are related or not, they want to marry him. Knowing that there are no women around him, many people also have this idea. .
Under the guise of talking about business, it started at the wine table.
"Not long ago, I went to the frontier, and the present situation is entirely dependent on Li Shuai's great achievements back then."
One person and the rest also refused to be inferior, and flattering voices kept coming and going.
"What Mr. Liu said is that the tourism industry in the frontier has developed so fast in recent years, tourists can travel with confidence and boldness without worrying about the safety of life and property, all of which are thanks to Shuai Li."
"Shuai Li can be said to be one of the most famous generals now, and he has really brought honor to Liangcheng."
Li Fengqi turned the wine glass in his hand, and smiled faintly at the corner of his shallow mouth. Over the years, he has matured a lot. He has lost his youthful unruliness and hostility, and has become a little more stable and deep, making people unable to see through him. inner thoughts.
"Shuai Li is young and promising. I have a cousin from far away that I admire very much. Today, I know that Shuai Li is coming, and I want to come and see it. Shuai Li, look... this person is outside, isn't it convenient? Let her come to see the truth?" Mr. Liu said with a smile.
When he opened his mouth, many people who had the same idea felt sorry for him, and he was preempted for no reason. If he got in touch with Li Fengqi, who would dare not show some face in the officialdom or the business world?
"Far away...Cousin?" Li Fengqi took a sip of the red wine in his hand, and said in a playful tone, "Mr. Liu is planning to give me a ecstasy array?"
Mr. Liu's face, which was originally full of smiles, suddenly froze, and he quickly waved his hands, "What is Shuai Li talking about, even if I'm plotting against anyone, I dare not plot against you."
Li Fengqi didn't pursue the real intention of this topic, just smiled casually: "It's not the best... I have a very close relationship with my late wife, and she is very jealous."
Mr. Liu and the others looked at each other, and the smiles on their faces became a little unnatural.
If it is said that Li Fengqi is the most powerful dignitary in the limelight, and this dignitary is also good in everything, but there is only one thing that makes people a little puzzled, and that is the dead wife he talked about.
There is no record from the Civil Affairs Bureau that he was married, but whenever a woman wants to get close to him at a banquet, or someone wants to push a woman next to him, Li Shuai will say something like "I have a deep relationship with my late wife", No one knows the exact name of the dead wife.
I just vaguely learned a piece of news from people who were acquainted with Li Fengqi before, a news that I don’t know if it’s true or not: Seven years ago, Li Fengqi, who always liked to linger in the flowers, seemed to be a different person overnight, and he was no longer infected with any woman.
Some people suspected that he was sick and could no longer touch women, but as he went to the frontier in the past few years and rectified the chaotic situation in the frontier, the rumors about his poor health gradually subsided.
There were also people who suspected that he had a lover, so he no longer touched the flowers and plants outside, but after so many years, no one had ever seen the rumored woman appear, and this kind of speculation gradually disappeared.
And when everyone was secretly guessing, Li Fengqi gave everyone the answer. The reason for him to change his past bad habits is very simple. He fell in love with a woman, but that woman is gone, which is what he called "the dead wife" ".
"The relationship between Li Shuai and Mrs. Xian is really touching. I took the liberty. I will punish Li Shuai with three glasses of wine and apologize to Mrs. Li." Mr. Liu is very kind, and he is now finding out. After Li Fengqi reached the bottom line, he stood up and held up his wine glass to apologize.
Li Fengqi has experienced such temptations and apologies in these years too many times, and now he has become accustomed to it, he raised his glass and took a sip with his expression unchanged.
Coming down from the banquet where the wine was mixed with wine, he was a little drunk, and he staggered towards the parking lot, with two buttons of his shirt slightly unbuttoned, his sexy chest looming.
Two hot-dressed women walked towards him, looked at his tall figure and handsome face, and smiled ambiguously, "Handsome guy, alone?"
Li Fengqi leaned against the front of the car, showing a lazy smile, "Can't you see?"
The woman came over, stretched out her fingers and drew a circle on his chest, and blinked provocatively at him, "I can see...it's lonely late at night, does the handsome guy need someone to accompany him?"
Li Fengqi glanced at the woman's hand, raised his eyebrows, and did not speak. The woman thought that he had acquiesced, so she became bolder, put her arm on his shoulder, and said in a breathless voice: "The hotel is still your home ?”
Li Fengqi gently pulled her arm away, patted the clothes she touched, "Not interested."
The woman was startled, but then returned to normal, "The handsome guy is playing hard to get?" From her point of view, there is no man who doesn't like wild flowers, especially beautiful women who send them to their door.
Li Fengqi straightened up, ready to open the door: "I have someone I like."
Seeing that he was about to leave, the woman said angrily, "Handsome guy, you can't afford it, can you?"
An excuse like having a girlfriend can be thought of, but so what if you have a girlfriend?Everyone is an adult, who cares whether he has a girlfriend or not when he comes out to play.
But she forgot to consider that some people may have been rotten once, but he may not necessarily be rotten forever, especially after a woman disappeared from his life resolutely and sadly.
"Yeah." Li Fengqi opened the car door, and before getting into the car, he paused, and said in a voice with infinite memory and nostalgia, "She doesn't like..."
The woman watched the shadow of the car drifting away, cursed something in a low voice, but Li Fengqi didn't care.
Although he had been alive these years, his heart was already like a dead tree.
In the first few years he could still numb himself with alcohol, but in the past two years, alcohol seems to have no use for him.
Everything seems to be the retribution of fate.
After Li Fengqi's car disappeared into the parking lot, a Maybach also started slowly.
And Luo Xiangsi in the car looked at the direction Li Fengqi was leaving with a complicated expression, "Senior Bo..." She called softly.
Bo Dongli glanced at her, "Want to ask about Li Fengqi's recent condition?"
Because of Zhou Lingyun's relationship these years, Luo Xiangsi has been refusing to pay attention to any movement of Li Fengqi. Now that so many years have passed, after hearing his words "I have someone I like", she suddenly wondered whether he had really came out?
Luo Xiangsi is contradictory. In the past, she would have hoped that Li Fengqi would never get out of Zhou Lingyun's shadow for the rest of her life, so that she would feel worthy of Zhou Lingyun's death; but now her thoughts are slowly beginning to waver, and the deceased is gone. However, the living people still have to go on, these years Li Fengqi has also paid the due price for his past mistakes, if he can really come out...
Perhaps, it is also a good thing.
Maybe it's because as I get older, I've let go of many things, and I'm no longer attached to the past, after all, who can really say clearly about emotional matters.
"No." Bo Dongli was silent for a few seconds, and said, "He may...he will never fall in love with anyone again in his life...But anyone who has been close to him now, who doesn't know that he has a dead wife who is very affectionate... ...Five years ago, he even held a ghost marriage in a small town in the border area. Later, he was sued in a military court, saying that he knew the law as a prostitute. He has already been dismissed and investigated..."
His few words summed up Li Fengqi's actions in the past few years, Luo Xiangsi fell silent for a long time after hearing this.
After a long time, he slowly uttered a sentence: "Senior Bo, he really likes Zhou Lingyun, right?"
Bo Dongli played with her fingers and nodded.
But there is one sentence he didn't say, maybe now Li Fengqi's feelings for Zhou Lingyun can't be described clearly by the word "like" or "love". Time will weather some memories, but it will always make people unconsciously. Deep things are deeper, so that the original shallow things disappear without a trace.
Luo Xiangsi sighed lightly, and said with infinite regret: "It would be great if... he could fall in love with Lingyun earlier." Then, wouldn't today's tragedy not happen?
But there is no if in this world, if some things are missed, it will be a lifetime.
There is no chance of redemption, no chance of compensation.
midnight.
Li Fengqi, who was sleeping on the sofa, was frowning tightly, his body was in pain as if his skin had been peeled off, this kind of pain made him toss and turn, even in sleep, he still couldn't rest peacefully.
"Mr. Li, your illness can't be delayed any longer. You need to arrange surgery as soon as possible, and there is still a chance of survival." The doctor in a white coat persuaded earnestly.
But Li Fengqi just smiled slightly, "How long can I live without surgery?"
The doctor sighed, "It can be as long as half a year, and as little as three months..."
Li Fengqi half-closed his eyes, and suddenly smiled after a few seconds, "This day is finally here..."
"Li Shuai, your physical fitness is the best among the patients. As long as you cooperate with the treatment, there is still a chance for everything to turn around." The doctor didn't understand that so many patients he treated wanted to live well. The exception is the man who wins the wind and rains the rain. Shouldn't a powerful man like him cherish his life even more?
"No need..." He raised his hand, indicating that today's treatment was over. Seeing that he had made up his mind, the doctor didn't persuade him anymore.
The bone-piercing pain woke up Li Fengqi from his sleep, he looked at the neatly made bed in the bedroom, and was absent-minded for a long time.
This bed has a bloody smell that lingers for years, but he is like a madman, unwilling to abandon this bed.
Every night lying on the sofa in the bedroom, Li Fengqi couldn't remember how long he hadn't slept on the bed.
The pain in his body made the veins on his forehead burst out, and he was dripping with cold sweat.
Dry lips opened and closed, saying: "Zhou Lingyun, it hurts... Lingyun, I hurt..."
However, no one responded to him.
What responded to him was only the loneliness of a room.
Heart, broken into pieces, can no longer make up, Ren Wanqian is the same.
Li Fengqi was lying on the sofa, covering the position of his heart with his big palms, panting heavily.
This kind of pain will continue for several months, but he just wants to die quickly.
In these years, he has endured the loneliness of being alone for too long, so long that he seems to have forgotten what it feels like to be noisy and lively.
After the bone-piercing pain dissipated slowly, or his body got used to the pain again, Li Fengqi sat up from the sofa, walked to the side of the bed, and after lightly touching the side of the bed twice, he slowly Went to the study.
A kind of incense has been burning in the study for many years. It is light and faint, and it was Zhou Lingyun's favorite smell.
Now he has also fallen in love deeply.
The night wind outside the window blew in, waking up his drowsy mind a bit. He took out a stack of papers from the safe, and there were two big words on it: suicide note.
When the last suicide note was filled, he gently put down the pen in his hand and leaned on the back of the chair, as if he had completed a heavy burden.
At this moment, the wind blew up a medical certificate on the desk, and it was clearly written in black and white: cancer cell disease.
Obviously, many things have already been written to the end.
Li Fengqi, who was leaning on the back of the chair, slowly closed his eyes, the tip of his nose was filled with familiar incense, he had the best dream in seven years.
In his dream, he saw a young girl smiling perfectly at him with her delicate eyebrows raised.
His heart trembled, that's how he looked when he saw Zhou Lingyun for the first time.
So he dragged her and ran crazily on the road, passing through the streets and alleys of Liangcheng, hearing the rapid breathing of the two of them, Zhou Lingyun didn't ask him where he was going, neither of them spoke, they just held each other tightly. Li Fengqi hoped that this road would never end.
He wanted to be like this, holding hands with her for the rest of his life.
He will get rid of all bad habits for her, love her well, spoil her, treat her well for the rest of his life, and give her the best of everything. His only wish is that she can live well.
He wants to watch the stars with her in the early spring night, catch fireflies with her in the midsummer night, watch the dancing maple leaves in the late autumn evening with her, and walk in the snowy sea with her in the cold winter morning...
But what he wants most is...a living person who can hear her heart beating again, with warm skin, who will call out to him.
She once asked him, has he heard of the legend of the Ferris wheel?
At that time, he shook his head casually, because in his heart, all the legends and fairy tales are things that girls pay attention to. He is a hero who wants to fight everywhere, so how could he pay attention to these things.
But she didn't care, and instead said to him very solemnly: It is said that lovers who have built a Ferris wheel together will end up breaking up, but if the lovers can kiss each other when the Ferris wheel rises to the highest point, then they will be happy. Will be blessed and be together forever and ever.
She smiled and said: When you have time, let's go to the playground, shall we?
How did he answer it?
He tried hard to think back, but after all, he couldn't think of his answer at that time.
When the sky was still dark, the largest playground in Liangcheng ushered in the earliest work since its opening on this day.
And their clientele is only one person.
A tall, handsome man, I heard that he is the youngest and most promising general in Huaguo.
I heard...he came this time just for one more Ferris wheel.
When the Ferris wheel rose to the highest point in the sky, a cluster of dazzling fireworks suddenly bloomed in the sky.
He turned his head slightly, looked at his shoulder, and seemed to see someone pillowing on his shoulder with tears in his eyes.
Her half-loose hair hangs naturally on the back of her head, her pink blush reveals a faint smile, her eyes are bleary-eyed and charming, and her voice is like a stream in an empty valley mountain, cool and melodious , he heard her calling him: "The wind rises..."
Li Fengqi unconsciously touched his side face with trembling fingers, touched this face that was exactly the same as in memory, held her face as if possessed by a demon, and kissed her face.
The scorching temperature spread between his lips and teeth, he traced her lip shape carefully, his big palm tightly pinched the back of her head, his breathing was rapid, and his eyes were so deep that it seemed that water could be squeezed out.
"Lingyun...you're back, aren't you?" He lay on her shoulder in pain, and squeezed out a sentence from his throat.
However, Zhou Lingyun just laughed, but never spoke.
He hugged her fiercely, tears dripping from his eyes, "... Please, don't leave."
However, her body is still bit by bit transparent.
He noticed her strangeness, and the heaviness and pain on his face became more and more obvious, "No...don't..."
However, even if he is a general who can kill all directions, he can't stop her from leaving.
Li Fengqi's arms seemed to still be in the hugging motion, but that was just an illusory shadow that didn't exist in the first place.
From the top of the ferris wheel came a roar like a beast, floating in the sky.
"Why do you want to leave?" He asked in a voice against the vast sky, "Why do you want to leave alone? You left me here alone to make me regret for the rest of my life, right? This is your punishment for me, isn't it? "
"You succeeded! Zhou Lingyun, you succeeded..."
He went from loud at the beginning to almost inaudible by the end, and every word was filled with deep sadness.
The cold-blooded and ruthless warrior on the battlefield cried like an abandoned child on the Ferris wheel.
Iron-blooded tenderness, very touching, but it came too late, late... That person is already gone.
Being affectionate to a person who is not alive is the most unfeeling thing in the world.
"Lingyun..." He choked up and called her name, "It's my fault. I was too confident, which caused the current situation. I shouldn't think that I can make up for you after something like that happened... If I didn't keep you at that time, but let you leave with Luo Xiangsi, would you... still be alive now?"
He muttered to himself, and then suddenly laughed, with a depressed smile, "I know... this is your punishment for me, you will blame me until death..."
One month later, a piece of news came from Hua Guo's military headquarters that made countless people feel sad. Hua Guo's youngest general resigned from all positions due to health reasons.
I once sharpened my head, and once tried my best to want the political career and career, but now I really let go, and there is nothing to be reluctant about.
Many people in the officialdom and political circles wanted to test the word for some purpose on the grounds of visiting the sick, but no one saw him again, or he deliberately avoided everyone's visits.
Until the day when he officially resigned, the swarm of reporters blocked Li Fengqi who was about to get in the car.
At this time, Li Fengqi's physical condition was not as good as before. He coughed and prevented the security personnel from stopping him, and asked the media: "What made you choose to make such a decision? Is it as the outside world said, your Is there an irreversible problem with the body?"
Li Fengqi coughed, and gave the public a very simple sentence, "I have been planning for power and status all my life. I have gained a lot and lost a lot. Looking back on the past, I realized that what I lost was the love of my life. Regardless of the length of the next day, I want to accompany her to see..."
The reporter looked at him, obviously he still had a lot to ask, but it seemed that all of them were stuck in his throat at once.
Because at this moment, the deep affection and regret in the eyes of this battlefield fighter are so strong that it is suffocating.
After Li Fengqi said this, he didn't stop and was about to get in the car, but just as he stepped into the car with one foot, a question suddenly came from behind him.
"Shuai Li... Excuse me, who is the lover you speak of?"
Li Fengqi's footsteps stopped, his back was stiff, and he didn't look back, "...I have a very strong relationship with my late wife."
Answering a question that is not the question, just like the countless times he answered others' questions.
I had a very strong relationship with my late wife.
From this day on, Li Fengqi left Liangcheng, and spent the rest of his life traveling all over the country's rivers and rivers. If it wasn't because he couldn't go abroad because of his political background, he might still go abroad for a while.
Every time he went to a place, he would use his mobile phone to record the local characteristics, and said what he wanted to say to Zhou Lingyun, as if...she was by his side.
Whenever someone saw his weird behavior and asked who he was recording the video for, he would smile slightly and say to that person: "My wife."
Half a year later, he returned to Liangcheng. He went to Zhou Lingyun's cemetery. His physical illness caused his eyesight to decline rapidly. He stood in front of the tombstone but couldn't see the picture clearly, but he seemed to see it clearly.
Zhou Lingyun in the photo is still so beautiful and wonderful.
He slowly wiped off the dust on the photo, and touched her cheek with trembling fingertips for a long time.
"Lingyun, I'm going to look for you soon... When I came to the end of my life, looking back on the past years, there are only memories of you in my mind..." He covered his mouth and coughed twice, When he took it off, there was a smear of bright red blood at the corner of his mouth.
"The day I'm going...Come pick me up, okay?" He looked extremely tired, his face was ashen, and anyone could tell that he was dying.
He buried his mobile phone in the soil in front of her tombstone, and said while burying it: "My wife... I know you are the softest, so you must come to me that day, okay? I'm afraid... Even if I die, I will still see you." Without you, I... really miss you..."
"Want it so so much……"
Tears fell into the dirt and were buried with the phone.
(End of this chapter)
The seventh year since Zhou Lingyun's death.
Li Fengqi was promoted to the central government after perfectly handling the stability of the frontier. He got his wish and became the youngest general in Huaguo. His image is extremely positive and he has a broad base among the masses.
He is undoubtedly dazzling, with outstanding appearance, outstanding military talent, and a bright road. No matter whether they are related or not, they want to marry him. Knowing that there are no women around him, many people also have this idea. .
Under the guise of talking about business, it started at the wine table.
"Not long ago, I went to the frontier, and the present situation is entirely dependent on Li Shuai's great achievements back then."
One person and the rest also refused to be inferior, and flattering voices kept coming and going.
"What Mr. Liu said is that the tourism industry in the frontier has developed so fast in recent years, tourists can travel with confidence and boldness without worrying about the safety of life and property, all of which are thanks to Shuai Li."
"Shuai Li can be said to be one of the most famous generals now, and he has really brought honor to Liangcheng."
Li Fengqi turned the wine glass in his hand, and smiled faintly at the corner of his shallow mouth. Over the years, he has matured a lot. He has lost his youthful unruliness and hostility, and has become a little more stable and deep, making people unable to see through him. inner thoughts.
"Shuai Li is young and promising. I have a cousin from far away that I admire very much. Today, I know that Shuai Li is coming, and I want to come and see it. Shuai Li, look... this person is outside, isn't it convenient? Let her come to see the truth?" Mr. Liu said with a smile.
When he opened his mouth, many people who had the same idea felt sorry for him, and he was preempted for no reason. If he got in touch with Li Fengqi, who would dare not show some face in the officialdom or the business world?
"Far away...Cousin?" Li Fengqi took a sip of the red wine in his hand, and said in a playful tone, "Mr. Liu is planning to give me a ecstasy array?"
Mr. Liu's face, which was originally full of smiles, suddenly froze, and he quickly waved his hands, "What is Shuai Li talking about, even if I'm plotting against anyone, I dare not plot against you."
Li Fengqi didn't pursue the real intention of this topic, just smiled casually: "It's not the best... I have a very close relationship with my late wife, and she is very jealous."
Mr. Liu and the others looked at each other, and the smiles on their faces became a little unnatural.
If it is said that Li Fengqi is the most powerful dignitary in the limelight, and this dignitary is also good in everything, but there is only one thing that makes people a little puzzled, and that is the dead wife he talked about.
There is no record from the Civil Affairs Bureau that he was married, but whenever a woman wants to get close to him at a banquet, or someone wants to push a woman next to him, Li Shuai will say something like "I have a deep relationship with my late wife", No one knows the exact name of the dead wife.
I just vaguely learned a piece of news from people who were acquainted with Li Fengqi before, a news that I don’t know if it’s true or not: Seven years ago, Li Fengqi, who always liked to linger in the flowers, seemed to be a different person overnight, and he was no longer infected with any woman.
Some people suspected that he was sick and could no longer touch women, but as he went to the frontier in the past few years and rectified the chaotic situation in the frontier, the rumors about his poor health gradually subsided.
There were also people who suspected that he had a lover, so he no longer touched the flowers and plants outside, but after so many years, no one had ever seen the rumored woman appear, and this kind of speculation gradually disappeared.
And when everyone was secretly guessing, Li Fengqi gave everyone the answer. The reason for him to change his past bad habits is very simple. He fell in love with a woman, but that woman is gone, which is what he called "the dead wife" ".
"The relationship between Li Shuai and Mrs. Xian is really touching. I took the liberty. I will punish Li Shuai with three glasses of wine and apologize to Mrs. Li." Mr. Liu is very kind, and he is now finding out. After Li Fengqi reached the bottom line, he stood up and held up his wine glass to apologize.
Li Fengqi has experienced such temptations and apologies in these years too many times, and now he has become accustomed to it, he raised his glass and took a sip with his expression unchanged.
Coming down from the banquet where the wine was mixed with wine, he was a little drunk, and he staggered towards the parking lot, with two buttons of his shirt slightly unbuttoned, his sexy chest looming.
Two hot-dressed women walked towards him, looked at his tall figure and handsome face, and smiled ambiguously, "Handsome guy, alone?"
Li Fengqi leaned against the front of the car, showing a lazy smile, "Can't you see?"
The woman came over, stretched out her fingers and drew a circle on his chest, and blinked provocatively at him, "I can see...it's lonely late at night, does the handsome guy need someone to accompany him?"
Li Fengqi glanced at the woman's hand, raised his eyebrows, and did not speak. The woman thought that he had acquiesced, so she became bolder, put her arm on his shoulder, and said in a breathless voice: "The hotel is still your home ?”
Li Fengqi gently pulled her arm away, patted the clothes she touched, "Not interested."
The woman was startled, but then returned to normal, "The handsome guy is playing hard to get?" From her point of view, there is no man who doesn't like wild flowers, especially beautiful women who send them to their door.
Li Fengqi straightened up, ready to open the door: "I have someone I like."
Seeing that he was about to leave, the woman said angrily, "Handsome guy, you can't afford it, can you?"
An excuse like having a girlfriend can be thought of, but so what if you have a girlfriend?Everyone is an adult, who cares whether he has a girlfriend or not when he comes out to play.
But she forgot to consider that some people may have been rotten once, but he may not necessarily be rotten forever, especially after a woman disappeared from his life resolutely and sadly.
"Yeah." Li Fengqi opened the car door, and before getting into the car, he paused, and said in a voice with infinite memory and nostalgia, "She doesn't like..."
The woman watched the shadow of the car drifting away, cursed something in a low voice, but Li Fengqi didn't care.
Although he had been alive these years, his heart was already like a dead tree.
In the first few years he could still numb himself with alcohol, but in the past two years, alcohol seems to have no use for him.
Everything seems to be the retribution of fate.
After Li Fengqi's car disappeared into the parking lot, a Maybach also started slowly.
And Luo Xiangsi in the car looked at the direction Li Fengqi was leaving with a complicated expression, "Senior Bo..." She called softly.
Bo Dongli glanced at her, "Want to ask about Li Fengqi's recent condition?"
Because of Zhou Lingyun's relationship these years, Luo Xiangsi has been refusing to pay attention to any movement of Li Fengqi. Now that so many years have passed, after hearing his words "I have someone I like", she suddenly wondered whether he had really came out?
Luo Xiangsi is contradictory. In the past, she would have hoped that Li Fengqi would never get out of Zhou Lingyun's shadow for the rest of her life, so that she would feel worthy of Zhou Lingyun's death; but now her thoughts are slowly beginning to waver, and the deceased is gone. However, the living people still have to go on, these years Li Fengqi has also paid the due price for his past mistakes, if he can really come out...
Perhaps, it is also a good thing.
Maybe it's because as I get older, I've let go of many things, and I'm no longer attached to the past, after all, who can really say clearly about emotional matters.
"No." Bo Dongli was silent for a few seconds, and said, "He may...he will never fall in love with anyone again in his life...But anyone who has been close to him now, who doesn't know that he has a dead wife who is very affectionate... ...Five years ago, he even held a ghost marriage in a small town in the border area. Later, he was sued in a military court, saying that he knew the law as a prostitute. He has already been dismissed and investigated..."
His few words summed up Li Fengqi's actions in the past few years, Luo Xiangsi fell silent for a long time after hearing this.
After a long time, he slowly uttered a sentence: "Senior Bo, he really likes Zhou Lingyun, right?"
Bo Dongli played with her fingers and nodded.
But there is one sentence he didn't say, maybe now Li Fengqi's feelings for Zhou Lingyun can't be described clearly by the word "like" or "love". Time will weather some memories, but it will always make people unconsciously. Deep things are deeper, so that the original shallow things disappear without a trace.
Luo Xiangsi sighed lightly, and said with infinite regret: "It would be great if... he could fall in love with Lingyun earlier." Then, wouldn't today's tragedy not happen?
But there is no if in this world, if some things are missed, it will be a lifetime.
There is no chance of redemption, no chance of compensation.
midnight.
Li Fengqi, who was sleeping on the sofa, was frowning tightly, his body was in pain as if his skin had been peeled off, this kind of pain made him toss and turn, even in sleep, he still couldn't rest peacefully.
"Mr. Li, your illness can't be delayed any longer. You need to arrange surgery as soon as possible, and there is still a chance of survival." The doctor in a white coat persuaded earnestly.
But Li Fengqi just smiled slightly, "How long can I live without surgery?"
The doctor sighed, "It can be as long as half a year, and as little as three months..."
Li Fengqi half-closed his eyes, and suddenly smiled after a few seconds, "This day is finally here..."
"Li Shuai, your physical fitness is the best among the patients. As long as you cooperate with the treatment, there is still a chance for everything to turn around." The doctor didn't understand that so many patients he treated wanted to live well. The exception is the man who wins the wind and rains the rain. Shouldn't a powerful man like him cherish his life even more?
"No need..." He raised his hand, indicating that today's treatment was over. Seeing that he had made up his mind, the doctor didn't persuade him anymore.
The bone-piercing pain woke up Li Fengqi from his sleep, he looked at the neatly made bed in the bedroom, and was absent-minded for a long time.
This bed has a bloody smell that lingers for years, but he is like a madman, unwilling to abandon this bed.
Every night lying on the sofa in the bedroom, Li Fengqi couldn't remember how long he hadn't slept on the bed.
The pain in his body made the veins on his forehead burst out, and he was dripping with cold sweat.
Dry lips opened and closed, saying: "Zhou Lingyun, it hurts... Lingyun, I hurt..."
However, no one responded to him.
What responded to him was only the loneliness of a room.
Heart, broken into pieces, can no longer make up, Ren Wanqian is the same.
Li Fengqi was lying on the sofa, covering the position of his heart with his big palms, panting heavily.
This kind of pain will continue for several months, but he just wants to die quickly.
In these years, he has endured the loneliness of being alone for too long, so long that he seems to have forgotten what it feels like to be noisy and lively.
After the bone-piercing pain dissipated slowly, or his body got used to the pain again, Li Fengqi sat up from the sofa, walked to the side of the bed, and after lightly touching the side of the bed twice, he slowly Went to the study.
A kind of incense has been burning in the study for many years. It is light and faint, and it was Zhou Lingyun's favorite smell.
Now he has also fallen in love deeply.
The night wind outside the window blew in, waking up his drowsy mind a bit. He took out a stack of papers from the safe, and there were two big words on it: suicide note.
When the last suicide note was filled, he gently put down the pen in his hand and leaned on the back of the chair, as if he had completed a heavy burden.
At this moment, the wind blew up a medical certificate on the desk, and it was clearly written in black and white: cancer cell disease.
Obviously, many things have already been written to the end.
Li Fengqi, who was leaning on the back of the chair, slowly closed his eyes, the tip of his nose was filled with familiar incense, he had the best dream in seven years.
In his dream, he saw a young girl smiling perfectly at him with her delicate eyebrows raised.
His heart trembled, that's how he looked when he saw Zhou Lingyun for the first time.
So he dragged her and ran crazily on the road, passing through the streets and alleys of Liangcheng, hearing the rapid breathing of the two of them, Zhou Lingyun didn't ask him where he was going, neither of them spoke, they just held each other tightly. Li Fengqi hoped that this road would never end.
He wanted to be like this, holding hands with her for the rest of his life.
He will get rid of all bad habits for her, love her well, spoil her, treat her well for the rest of his life, and give her the best of everything. His only wish is that she can live well.
He wants to watch the stars with her in the early spring night, catch fireflies with her in the midsummer night, watch the dancing maple leaves in the late autumn evening with her, and walk in the snowy sea with her in the cold winter morning...
But what he wants most is...a living person who can hear her heart beating again, with warm skin, who will call out to him.
She once asked him, has he heard of the legend of the Ferris wheel?
At that time, he shook his head casually, because in his heart, all the legends and fairy tales are things that girls pay attention to. He is a hero who wants to fight everywhere, so how could he pay attention to these things.
But she didn't care, and instead said to him very solemnly: It is said that lovers who have built a Ferris wheel together will end up breaking up, but if the lovers can kiss each other when the Ferris wheel rises to the highest point, then they will be happy. Will be blessed and be together forever and ever.
She smiled and said: When you have time, let's go to the playground, shall we?
How did he answer it?
He tried hard to think back, but after all, he couldn't think of his answer at that time.
When the sky was still dark, the largest playground in Liangcheng ushered in the earliest work since its opening on this day.
And their clientele is only one person.
A tall, handsome man, I heard that he is the youngest and most promising general in Huaguo.
I heard...he came this time just for one more Ferris wheel.
When the Ferris wheel rose to the highest point in the sky, a cluster of dazzling fireworks suddenly bloomed in the sky.
He turned his head slightly, looked at his shoulder, and seemed to see someone pillowing on his shoulder with tears in his eyes.
Her half-loose hair hangs naturally on the back of her head, her pink blush reveals a faint smile, her eyes are bleary-eyed and charming, and her voice is like a stream in an empty valley mountain, cool and melodious , he heard her calling him: "The wind rises..."
Li Fengqi unconsciously touched his side face with trembling fingers, touched this face that was exactly the same as in memory, held her face as if possessed by a demon, and kissed her face.
The scorching temperature spread between his lips and teeth, he traced her lip shape carefully, his big palm tightly pinched the back of her head, his breathing was rapid, and his eyes were so deep that it seemed that water could be squeezed out.
"Lingyun...you're back, aren't you?" He lay on her shoulder in pain, and squeezed out a sentence from his throat.
However, Zhou Lingyun just laughed, but never spoke.
He hugged her fiercely, tears dripping from his eyes, "... Please, don't leave."
However, her body is still bit by bit transparent.
He noticed her strangeness, and the heaviness and pain on his face became more and more obvious, "No...don't..."
However, even if he is a general who can kill all directions, he can't stop her from leaving.
Li Fengqi's arms seemed to still be in the hugging motion, but that was just an illusory shadow that didn't exist in the first place.
From the top of the ferris wheel came a roar like a beast, floating in the sky.
"Why do you want to leave?" He asked in a voice against the vast sky, "Why do you want to leave alone? You left me here alone to make me regret for the rest of my life, right? This is your punishment for me, isn't it? "
"You succeeded! Zhou Lingyun, you succeeded..."
He went from loud at the beginning to almost inaudible by the end, and every word was filled with deep sadness.
The cold-blooded and ruthless warrior on the battlefield cried like an abandoned child on the Ferris wheel.
Iron-blooded tenderness, very touching, but it came too late, late... That person is already gone.
Being affectionate to a person who is not alive is the most unfeeling thing in the world.
"Lingyun..." He choked up and called her name, "It's my fault. I was too confident, which caused the current situation. I shouldn't think that I can make up for you after something like that happened... If I didn't keep you at that time, but let you leave with Luo Xiangsi, would you... still be alive now?"
He muttered to himself, and then suddenly laughed, with a depressed smile, "I know... this is your punishment for me, you will blame me until death..."
One month later, a piece of news came from Hua Guo's military headquarters that made countless people feel sad. Hua Guo's youngest general resigned from all positions due to health reasons.
I once sharpened my head, and once tried my best to want the political career and career, but now I really let go, and there is nothing to be reluctant about.
Many people in the officialdom and political circles wanted to test the word for some purpose on the grounds of visiting the sick, but no one saw him again, or he deliberately avoided everyone's visits.
Until the day when he officially resigned, the swarm of reporters blocked Li Fengqi who was about to get in the car.
At this time, Li Fengqi's physical condition was not as good as before. He coughed and prevented the security personnel from stopping him, and asked the media: "What made you choose to make such a decision? Is it as the outside world said, your Is there an irreversible problem with the body?"
Li Fengqi coughed, and gave the public a very simple sentence, "I have been planning for power and status all my life. I have gained a lot and lost a lot. Looking back on the past, I realized that what I lost was the love of my life. Regardless of the length of the next day, I want to accompany her to see..."
The reporter looked at him, obviously he still had a lot to ask, but it seemed that all of them were stuck in his throat at once.
Because at this moment, the deep affection and regret in the eyes of this battlefield fighter are so strong that it is suffocating.
After Li Fengqi said this, he didn't stop and was about to get in the car, but just as he stepped into the car with one foot, a question suddenly came from behind him.
"Shuai Li... Excuse me, who is the lover you speak of?"
Li Fengqi's footsteps stopped, his back was stiff, and he didn't look back, "...I have a very strong relationship with my late wife."
Answering a question that is not the question, just like the countless times he answered others' questions.
I had a very strong relationship with my late wife.
From this day on, Li Fengqi left Liangcheng, and spent the rest of his life traveling all over the country's rivers and rivers. If it wasn't because he couldn't go abroad because of his political background, he might still go abroad for a while.
Every time he went to a place, he would use his mobile phone to record the local characteristics, and said what he wanted to say to Zhou Lingyun, as if...she was by his side.
Whenever someone saw his weird behavior and asked who he was recording the video for, he would smile slightly and say to that person: "My wife."
Half a year later, he returned to Liangcheng. He went to Zhou Lingyun's cemetery. His physical illness caused his eyesight to decline rapidly. He stood in front of the tombstone but couldn't see the picture clearly, but he seemed to see it clearly.
Zhou Lingyun in the photo is still so beautiful and wonderful.
He slowly wiped off the dust on the photo, and touched her cheek with trembling fingertips for a long time.
"Lingyun, I'm going to look for you soon... When I came to the end of my life, looking back on the past years, there are only memories of you in my mind..." He covered his mouth and coughed twice, When he took it off, there was a smear of bright red blood at the corner of his mouth.
"The day I'm going...Come pick me up, okay?" He looked extremely tired, his face was ashen, and anyone could tell that he was dying.
He buried his mobile phone in the soil in front of her tombstone, and said while burying it: "My wife... I know you are the softest, so you must come to me that day, okay? I'm afraid... Even if I die, I will still see you." Without you, I... really miss you..."
"Want it so so much……"
Tears fell into the dirt and were buried with the phone.
(End of this chapter)
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