First new wife: hi, husband of the CEO

Chapter 158
He buried his mobile phone in the soil in front of her tombstone, and said while burying it: "My wife... I know you are the softest, so you must come to me that day, okay? I'm afraid... Even if I die, I will still see you." Without you, I... really miss you..."

"Want it so so much……"

Tears fell into the dirt and were buried with the phone.

In the evening, the sound of the ambulance in the cemetery sounded, and the emergency personnel quickly carried the man who had fallen on the ground into the car.

Luo Xiangsi drove behind the ambulance, she never imagined that she would come to pay homage to Zhou Lingyun on a whim, but would see Li Fengqi lying on the ground as pale as paper in front of the tombstone.

Everything seems to be destined, and the ending has been written as early as the beginning of the encounter.

"Woooo..." The sound of the ambulance rang out in the night sky of Liangcheng, sharp and ear-piercing.

The busy past flashed before Luo Xiangsi's eyes. She recalled that that unfortunate girl was like all the girls in the world. She was looking forward to meeting a hero who would overcome all difficulties for her one day. However, she was too decisive to go. Give anyone a chance to keep her.

As for Li Fengqi who was in a coma, a smiling face appeared in his mind again and again. It was an appearance he was all too familiar with. It was the face he had portrayed in his heart thousands of times over the years. She was still as if meeting her for the first time. as beautiful as ever.

Li Fengqi in the operating room, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, but the corners of his mouth turned up.

Because he heard the girl smile and say to him: "Fengqi, I'm here to pick you up."

He stared at her with reddish eyes, "After all these years, you are finally willing to appear in my dreams..."

Two hours later, the doctor came out of the emergency room, and Luo Xiangsi greeted her, "How is it?"

The doctor shook his head, "The patient has reached the point of exhaustion, although he was rescued, but... I am afraid it will not be a few days, and there will be complications in this operation..." The doctor sighed and said with compassion a lot.

Luo Xiangsi's eyes were red, she didn't know why she felt uncomfortable, but she felt uncomfortable as if a piece of cotton was blocked in her heart.

After Zhou Lingyun's death, she once thought viciously, why didn't Li Fengqi die?

Why is Zhou Lingyun gone, but Li Fengqi is still alive?

But now the doctor told her that Li Fengqi is only a few days away, he is going to die...

She should have been happy in the first place, for Zhou Lingyun, she should have been very excited and said to Zhou Lingyun's tombstone: Look, the person who killed you has finally received retribution, and he is finally going to accompany you ...

But at this moment, she... yes, so hope that Li Fengqi can live well.

"How long can he last?" Luo Xiangsi heard her choked up words.

The doctor patted her on the shoulder reassuringly, "...We have no way of determining the exact time... It will not exceed a week at most. The patient's body organs have all failed, and being able to live until now is the limit..."

The doctor left, and Luo Xiangsi squatted in the corridor of the operating room, crying bitterly while hugging her knees.

When Bo Dongli came over, what he saw was her face buried in tears, his heart stopped suddenly, could it be...

"Sisi..." A big palm pressed on her shoulder, her Adam's apple rolled down, but she couldn't say the word "death".

Hearing his voice, Luo Xiangsi got up and threw herself into his arms, "Senior Bo...Li Fengqi, he...the doctor said his body has reached its final limit..."

Bo Dongli patted her hand on the back, looked at the lights in the operating room, his eyes flashed with pain, his brother for life will soon leave...

Bo Dongli thought, maybe he will never have such a brother in his life again, he will be so daring, and he will be able to hand over his back no matter when and where.

When Li Fengqi woke up, he found that his eyes couldn't see anything. After a short silence, he calmly accepted this fact. For him, he was going to die anyway, so it didn't matter if his eyes couldn't see.

Before he lost his sight, he had already seen the most beautiful scenery in the world, it was a person's most flawless smile.

The door of the ward was slowly opened, and Li Fengqi on the hospital bed turned his head slightly, "Miss Nurse, there is no need to change my medicine... In this way, it doesn't make any difference to me to die one day sooner or one day later, go earlier, Maybe I can see her sooner."

Holding flowers in her hand, Luo Xiangsi walked towards him step by step. Even though she knew from the doctor that he was blind, but seeing it with his own eyes, she still couldn't help feeling sad. The nurse changing the dressing, Luo Xiangsi opened her mouth, but said nothing.

With trembling hands, she placed the flowers in the vase.

Li Fengqi smelled the fragrance of flowers, although the corner of his mouth was smiling, but he was full of loneliness, even though he couldn't see it, his sight was still fixed on the position where the flowers were placed, and he said softly to himself: "Yes... ...Lavender? I remember that she liked this very much. She once said that the flower language of lavender is-wait for love." Unfortunately, at that time, she smiled sweetly, but he didn't understand the deep meaning of it, or, Pretend not to understand the meaning of it.

"...Miss Nurse, can you take one and let me touch it?"

Luo Xiangsi picked one and put it in his outstretched palm.

Li Fengqi felt the weight of his palm, put it on the tip of his nose and smelled it gently, his eyes trembled, then he carefully held the purple petal in his palm, a satisfied smile gradually appeared on his face.

"Once upon a time, there was a very beautiful girl in my life. She was very beautiful and sensible. Although she was a little confused sometimes, she was also cute. She liked to laugh very much. When I asked her why she was unhappy Why do you still pretend to be smiling, she said... If you smile happily when you are unlucky, maybe it won't hurt so much..."

"But later, she never smiled again... It was me who ruined her only belief and the courage to live... I thought about making up for it, but she no longer wanted to give me a chance..."

After he said that, his voice trembled a little, "For the past few years, I have been thinking about her every night, and I can no longer sleep peacefully. I know this is her absolute punishment for me... On the day of the operation, I did the worst thing in my life. A beautiful dream, in the dream...she smiled at me..."

His eyes were flushed, but there was a relieved smile in his empty eyes, "...she smiled, I was wondering, does it mean that she doesn't hate me anymore?"

Sobbing in my throat, my thoughts became crazy, "I really want to see her again...I wish so much that she could come to pick me up on the day I die...I really miss her...I really miss her...I really miss her..."

Maybe it was the end of his life, maybe it was because he couldn't vent the pain in his heart, and no one could vent it, so when he couldn't see anything, Li Fengqi confided his feelings to an "unknown" "little nurse" heart.

After talking a lot, he was a little thirsty, so he wanted to reach for the back of his hand by the table, but he accidentally swept the glass to the ground, and the fragments splashed everywhere, making a crisp sound.

Now even such small things as drinking water, he can no longer do well, he is no different from a useless person, Li Fengqi smiled miserably, lowered his eyes and apologized: "Sorry, I seem to be causing you trouble."

Luo Xiangsi didn't speak, took another glass and he poured a glass of water, put it in his palm, when Li Fengqi went to take it, his fingertips touched the diamond ring on her hand, he was startled for a moment, raised his head suspiciously, "You are not a nurse here, who are you?"

Nurses in hospitals cannot wear diamond rings on their hands, let alone ordinary nurses don't have such big diamond rings on their hands.

Li Fengqi vaguely seemed to think of who the person in front of him was, his expression changed, "...Luo Xiangsi?"

Luo Xiangsi reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but she didn't speak. After so many years, neither resentment nor hatred seemed to be so strong at this moment.

"...I know it's you." She didn't speak, and he asked himself and answered, "You came to see when I die and when I can make atonement for her, right?"

Luo Xiangsi pursed her lips, with tears in her eyes, but her voice was unusually calm, "Do you think you can redeem anything after you die? Let me tell you, you can't! If you want to atone for your sins, you should do it well. Alive, if Lingyun...she wants you to die, that night the dagger should have stabbed into your chest instead of her wrist!"

Therefore, you should live well, live...to redeem your sins.

Li Fengqi listened quietly, holding the lavender tightly in his palm, and said in a low voice: "...Luo Xiangsi, I owe her, go to the underground and pay it back...I'm tired...I miss her too ..."

He dreams every night, but she still refuses to appear in his dreams. When he wakes up every night, he feels that his body is covered with her blood. Everything is like a nightmare, eating away at his spirit.

Now everything has to come to the time of liberation.

"No!" Luo Xiangsi suddenly roared angrily, grabbed his clothes, and said loudly: "Who would allow you to die like this! Even if you die, Lingyun won't see you!... Live well, give me a good life Alive, do you hear me!"

There were tears in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to let them fall, "I won't allow you to die, did you hear me! Get better!"

Li Fengqi didn't know what he thought of, he suddenly laughed, and said: "I thought you wished that I would die sooner..."

Looking at his pale face, Luo Xiangsi slowly let go of his hand, took a deep breath, her heart ached, "... Lingyun is gone, if you die again, the rest of my friends will be real Running out……"

Li Fengqi was silent for a long time, and then he said in a hoarse voice, "...I thought that from that day on, we would not be friends anymore." He clearly remembered that on the day Zhou Lingyun left, Luo Xiangsi wanted to kill him.

Looking at the gloomy weather, Luo Xiangsi said: "...the dead are gone, people always have to look forward." She used to really wish that Li Fengqi could be buried with Zhou Lingyun, but after the anger passed, she also Gradually began to think rationally about Zhou Lingyun's death.

In Zhou Lingyun's death, Bai Shirou was the murderer, and Li Fengqi also indirectly caused her death, but Luo Xiangsi often couldn't help thinking, if he insisted on taking Zhou Lingyun away in Li Fengqi's villa, if he had killed Bai Shirou in Zhou Lingyun If we can be more vigilant in the future, can this tragedy be redeemed?
In Zhou Lingyun's incident, Bai Shirou, the culprit, died. Luo Xiangsi resented Li Fengqi, but at the same time, she also resented herself.

"...Outside, it's raining." In silence, Li Fengqi heard the sound of rain outside the window, and suddenly said something softly.

"It's raining today..." she replied in a low voice.

Li Feng smiled, "...so it will stop soon, when the rain stops, come with me to the cemetery?"

Luo Xiangsi nodded, "...Okay, so you need to recover quickly, I don't like taking care of patients along the way."

He said "yes", but in fact both of them knew that this was just an agreement that would not be fulfilled.

"Luo Xiangsi, I'm tired, you go back first, tomorrow... remember to go to the cemetery together."

Luo Xiangsi suddenly felt infinite sourness pouring out of her throat, but she could only force it down. She touched the wetness on her face, her voice choked with sobs: "You have a good rest, I... will come to you tomorrow."

He nodded, "Okay."

When Luo Xiangsi walked to the door, she stopped suddenly, and she asked in a low voice: "Li Fengqi, have you ever thought about starting over?"

Forget all the pain from the past and start over.

After all, people always have to look ahead.

Li Fengqi smiled, but did not answer.

In the evening, depressive moans of pain came from the ward. The doctor rushed to him and injected him with a large amount of painkillers, but it was of no avail.

Li Fengqi clenched his arms tightly, his body trembling on the bed, there seemed to be a white shadow flashing in front of his eyes, he seemed to have seen that familiar smile.

She was walking towards him step by step, slowly, slowly...

Li Fengqi wanted to stretch out his hand to her, but his arm was so heavy that he couldn't lift it up.

In the ward, the doctor's calm and self-sufficient voice said, "Transfer to the emergency room immediately."

Surrounded by fiery voices, but he was always looking at one direction tightly, saying something over and over with his mouth——

The nurse thought that he had something important to say, so she put her ears close together, and finally heard what he wanted to say repeatedly, "Lingyun... it hurts..."

He seemed to be trapped in some kind of heavy nightmare, and kept saying, "Lingyun... it hurts..."

The little nurse didn't know who the aura in his mouth was, but she understood the heavy sadness and pain in his tone.

"Lingyun, it hurts..."

"Honey, it hurts so much..."

Finally, the little nurse understood who the "Lingyun" he was talking about was his wife.

But since he was hospitalized, no one named Lingyun has ever visited him. He seems to have heard that occasionally, the person in front of him is the rumored youngest general in China, and he has a beloved deceased wife...

"It doesn't hurt..." The little nurse saw that his time was approaching, so she said out of nowhere, "I'm here, it doesn't hurt."

For a moment, I don't know whose tears flowed like rain, and my heart felt like a knife.

Li Fengqi, whose consciousness had already faded, somehow suddenly gained strength, slowly raised his arm, and asked softly, as if afraid of disturbing her, "Lingyun... are you here?"

"You're here... to pick me up, aren't you?" His eyes obviously couldn't see anything, but they were astonishingly bright at this moment.

The little nurse held the hand he extended, "Yes, I'm here..."

Your aura is here to pick you up, General.

The rain outside the window was pattering down, and Li Fengqi, who got the answer, was satisfied, with a smile, and slowly closed his eyes——

His hand slipped, but there was a lavender tightly clenched in his palm.

One is a gorgeous and short dream, and the other is a cruel and long reality. There is only one ending left between them.

The youngest general of the Hua Kingdom has gone. Compared with his vigorous deeds during his lifetime, his departure seems extremely bleak and sad.

When the doctor announced that the rescue was invalid, everyone in the emergency room fell silent.

The little nurse just now didn't know if it was the first time she had experienced such a scene, and she burst into tears with a "wow". What kind of despair, but the picture of him crying, "Lingyun, it hurts..." keeps appearing in front of his eyes.

Is there a grave hidden in everyone's heart, but the widow is buried in it?

When Li Fengqi was pushed into the morgue, the rain that had been falling for a long time stopped, and the petals outside the window that had been hit by the rain were blooming in their most beautiful colors.

In the distance, a nostalgic song is playing on the big screen of the huge shopping mall...

You accidentally at first

and the young and inexperienced me
Love in the Red Dust
只 因 那 生命 匆匆不语 胶 着
想 是 人 的 错

或 前世 流传 的 因果
终生 的 所有

I don't hesitate to obtain the exchange of yin and yang for a moment
本 应 属于 的 心

它 依然 护紧 我 胸口
于是 不 愿 的 你

要 告别 已 不 的 我
There are still faint whispers in the world today
Follow our legend

There are still faint whispers in the world today
Follow our legend

There are faint whispers in the billowing red dust
Follow our legend

On September 2018, 9, the sky was clear and the sun was shining brightly.

……

"Ma'am, I have your number." Mama Zhang went upstairs with her mobile phone.

Luo Xiangsi took it, "Hi, hello, who is it?"

The orderly voice of the hospital nurse came from the other end of the phone, "Is this Ms. Luo?"

"I'm."

"This is ** Hospital. Mr. Li Fengqi passed away half an hour ago after rescue efforts failed. We found your mobile phone number and a letter in his ward..."

After the nurse said "Mr. Li Fengqi passed away half an hour ago after rescue failed", Luo Xiangsi's mind went blank...

Li Fengqi... is dead?
Didn't he say that he would go with her to visit Zhou Lingyun's grave tomorrow?

Why is it suddenly gone?

"...Ms. Luo? Are you there, Ms. Luo..." After not hearing Luo Xiangsi's reply for a long time, the nurse asked suspiciously.

Luo Xiangsi's mind went blank, and she was able to ask mechanically after a while, "... Li Fengqi, is it really... gone?"

"Yes...if it's convenient for you now, you can come and take away the patient's relics left in the ward..."

After hanging up the phone, Luo Xiangsi sat on the sofa slumped, as if all the strength in her body had been drained, she was at a loss, this feeling was different from when she knew Zhou Lingyun had passed away.She was angry at Zhou Lingyun's death, but she could vent her anger on Li Feng, blaming him for killing Zhou Lingyun...

But now, Li Fengqi is also dead, who should she blame?
The cruelty of fate is that you watch the people close to you leave one by one, but there is no way to keep them.

"You are all gone... This world is like this... It's not worth your nostalgia, is it?" Tears rolled down, Luo Xiangsi held the phone and said softly.

"What happened?" When Bo Dongli came back, he saw her crying alone.

"Senior Bo..." She just called out his name, but her body trembled uncontrollably.

Bo Dongli came to her side and held her hand, "Don't cry, what happened?"

Luo Xiangsi tightly clutched the corner of his clothes, bit her lip, and after a while, she managed to squeeze out a sentence: "The hospital is calling... Li Fengqi is gone..."

This sentence seemed to have exhausted her energy. After she finished speaking, she lay on his shoulder and shed tears silently.

Bo Dongli's back froze, then his neck stiffened, his outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, and a deep sadness flashed in his eyes.

In the huge bedroom, there was only the sound of Luo Xiangsi sobbing softly.

Bo Dongli was silent, and it took a long time before he got up and said, "... let's go to the hospital."

Men's sadness is completely different from women's. Women can cry without scruples, but men can only remain silent, silent for a long time.

On the way to the hospital, neither of them spoke.

When they arrived at the hospital, Bo Dongli went to the morgue, while Luo Xiangsi went to the ward to get the letter left by Li Fengqi from the nurse.

The ward has already been cleaned by a nurse, and the things left by Li Fengqi are neatly piled up on the table.

Luo Xiangsi saw the letter in the nurse's mouth at a glance. There was no one in the ward. Looking at the bed, Luo Xiangsi couldn't imagine that a few hours ago, there was a living person lying on it. Life at this moment seemed so fragile.

The wind outside the window made the curtain flutter, Luo Xiangsi sat on the hospital bed, and slowly opened the letter——

I have a beginning and a process with her, and the only thing that is still missing is the ending. You asked me if I thought about starting again, and I didn't answer.

Because you and I know the answer clearly.

Obviously there is only one ending left, but if you have to start over, you will definitely not be reconciled.

She and I, perhaps from the very beginning when we met, were already destined... to be entangled in life and death.

The wind blew the suicide note, but Luo Xiangsi had already burst into tears.

With tears in her eyes, she looked at the cleared sky outside the window, feeling sad that the sun could not shine in.

Luo Xiangsi followed Li Fengqi's last wish and buried him next to Zhou Lingyun's tombstone.

A new grave, an old stele, after seven years, everything seems to have changed, but nothing seems to have changed.

May you and I in this world not regret it until the day is irretrievable.

(End of this chapter)