The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 472
"Ranran, go back, you are not good at finding people, go back and wait for news." Cui Ruo'an stopped Lin Siran who was exhausted.

"Uncle Cui...is Mr. Lu okay?" Lin Siran was most concerned about Lu Jinnian's situation.

"Old Jane is taking care of her, she's fine for now, so you don't have to worry too much, there's still time." Cui Ruo'an comforted.

Lin Siran was indeed tired, and the curfew was about to come. She had already gone to every place she could think of, but there was still no whereabouts of the poisoned queen.

It's really hard to find someone in the capital who deliberately wants to hide.

And she also learned that the old woman can disguise herself, so if she wants to hide, it is really too difficult to find.

Lin Siran returned to the princess mansion, feeling depressed all the time.

Qingxuan came to persuade her, but it didn't make her feel better. She just felt that during this period of time, disasters followed one after another, which made her feel unprecedented fatigue and pain.

"Mother, I'm so tired, I want to take a rest." Lin Siran looked at Qingxuan, devastated.

Qingxuan was distressed and helpless, and said: "Okay, then you go to rest, it's okay, no matter how difficult the days are, they will pass."

Lin Siran just nodded silently, then staggered towards her own room.

What should I do to help Lu Jinnian?

He really shouldn't have collapsed at this time, she was almost unable to hold on anymore.

Lin Siran rejected Qingying and Sui'er's proposal to accompany her, and asked them to go back to rest.

She pushed open the door of the room. In the dark room, there was no light at all, but she saw a person sitting in front of the window.

The man turned his head, his masked face was familiar yet unfamiliar.

"Lan Jiu?" Lin Siran was surprised but not sure, "Is it you?"

Lan Jiu nodded and said, "It's me, long time no see."

"Where did you go? You disappeared for a long time." Lin Sizan asked, "Oh... I shouldn't ask, you also have secrets that you can't tell."

"You don't look very good." Lan Jiu jumped out of the window and walked up to her, her eyes as bright as stars were still so pretty.

Lin Siran sat down and said, "Every time you appear, I feel embarrassed."

"I heard about your brother." Lan Jiu walked over and stroked Lin Siran's head, "Is it painful? Sorry, I didn't come to see you immediately."

"You have no obligation to come and see me. What does my business have to do with you?" Lin Sian raised her head, pushed him away, and stubbornly wiped away her tears.

She also couldn't explain why she couldn't help showing her vulnerable and helpless side when facing Lan Jiu.

Lan Jiu sighed: "Isn't it a bit hurtful to say such a thing?"

"Does it hurt? Sometimes I don't know who you are. Every time I feel that you are close to me and within reach, you will disappear without a trace, as if you have never It's the same thing. If you don't want to have an intersection with me, you shouldn't appear in front of me, don't you understand?"

Lin Siran felt a little resentful.

She once fell in love with Lan Jiu for a moment, thinking that he was the noble person she was destined for, and would appear by her side every time bad luck befalls, shield her from all harm, and fish her out of the quagmire.

But after he disappeared for so long, as if he had never appeared before, she realized that this was just her wishful thinking. Lan Jiu only appeared when he wanted to appear, and her own thoughts were counted as far as he was concerned. what?

Maybe it was just a whim, and after saving her a few times, she had expectations that she shouldn't have.

Just when she was about to forget about him, he suddenly appeared again, which was really annoying.

Seeing that she was really angry with her, Lan Jiu withdrew her hand, sat aside, and said, "I have important things to do, and I came back after leaving the capital."

Lin Siran ignored him and remained silent.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't help you when you needed it most." Lan Jiu couldn't help apologizing to her.

"You have no reason to apologize, and you have no obligation to help me. We...we are not even friends." Lin Siran couldn't help but say cruel words.

Lan Jiu's body tensed up.

"Appear when you want to appear, and disappear when you want to disappear. This is not the case among friends. Lan Jiu, you have helped me a lot. I am very grateful to you, but I don't like this feeling. It's unpredictable. You Like a ray of wind, I can't hold you, I hate such an illusory feeling."

Lin Siran spoke the truth.

"I already have a sweetheart, in the future... please don't break into my boudoir like this, it's not good." Lin Siran looked at him seriously, "Sorry!"

It's time to speak up.

She was unwilling to accept this fruitless ambiguity.

She had already confirmed her choice, she wanted to be with Lu Jinnian, for this, she had to make a break with Lan Jiu.

Lan Jiu opened his lips, and finally asked a little angrily: "Has it been decided so soon? Are you sure that the sweetheart you mentioned is your lover?"

"At least a little better than you, he is someone I can see, touch, and find." Lin Siran said sincerely, "Unlike you, I don't even know if your name is real or not, I don't know What do you look like, even your voice when talking to me is disguised, I often think that you are just a shadow imagined by me. "

Lan Jiu pulled her up from the chair and hugged her tightly.

"Did you feel it? Am I a shadow?" Lan Jiu's tone couldn't hide her anger and disappointment, "I saved you, helped you, taught you martial arts, taught you how to kill, and taught you how to protect yourself. give others."

After hearing this, Lin Siran pushed him away forcefully.

"Why do you say such things? Who do you think you are? I did accept your kindness, but I didn't sell myself to you, did I?" Lin Siran asked angrily, "You saved me and helped me, I am grateful for teaching me martial arts, and if I have the opportunity, I will definitely repay you, but you are not qualified to decide my life."

"A person who doesn't even dare to show his true face, what right does he have to ask others to follow you?"

Lin Siran looked at him coldly.

Lan Jiu asked, "Do you want to see what I look like?"

"I don't want to!" Lin Sizan vetoed, "I used to think about it, but now I don't want to. If you disappear, you should disappear completely, and you shouldn't appear again."

When Lin Siran said this, his eyes were slightly red.

After all, it was difficult to be indifferent to Lan Jiu.

She knew clearly in her heart that Lan Jiu had once occupied a very important position in her heart. During those days when she was at a loss, it was because of his presence that she gained comfort and strength.

He took her to practice exercises late at night, he rescued her in time when she was in danger, and he opened his arms when she was in pain, all of which she was extremely attached to.

But that is over.

Because she can't always let herself like a person who always faces her with a mask.

(End of this chapter)