Don't tell him I still love him

Chapter 18

It’s because there are some children surfing the Internet in the Internet cafe. A parent went from Internet cafe to Internet cafe to find his own child, and finally found his son in that Internet cafe. The parent was very angry, so he smashed several computers in the Internet cafe, so the boss said Called the police.After the police came, they checked the minors by the way, so Wang Yibei was caught by luck.

She squatted on the steps, looking very pitiful. At this moment, Chen Zihan couldn't even say a word to accuse her, "Why didn't you come to class?"

She lowered her head and twisted her hands repeatedly.

Sitting next to her, Chen Zihan felt a little uncomfortable seeing her like this for the first time.

It was very quiet at this time, only the sound of rain outside could be heard, falling rhythmically, and then merged with the earth to form countless small streams.

He looked at her and heard her say, "My grandpa passed away."

Chen Zihan was startled, suddenly he couldn't say anything.

She continued, "He has a lot of diseases. He has all the diseases of ordinary old people. He has all kinds of high blood pressure and heart disease. He once went to take pictures, and his heart was bigger than ordinary people in the pictures, but He is very good at eating, and he eats two big bowls of rice every time, they all say that people who can eat well can live a long time."

She felt sad, "The doctor said that he could live for half a year at most, but my grandpa is always lucky to tell us that he has lived for several and a half years now. When he left, there was no pain at all, just sleeping like that Got off, never woke up again."

Chen Zihan patted her on the shoulder, "Don't be sad."

"I'm not sad, really. When I was young, my cousin always said that I got candy at school and I had to take it back to my grandparents. I would eat it up by myself every time. I finally remembered to take it back to them this time, but he couldn't eat it." Here it is. I never believed it, even when I saw the body in the coffin, I still can't believe it. I always thought Grandpa would get up from the coffin and tell us he was just asleep. I always do Tell myself, but when I went to the crematorium, the moment I saw the staff there pushing his body into the fire, I finally couldn't help crying, because I finally couldn't lie to myself, grandpa, he will never Can't even wake up."

Chen Zihan stretched out his hand, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and looked at her speechlessly.

She met his eyes, "The only one in the whole family is grandpa, who hopes that I can work hard. He really wants me to get into a good university."

"Then you have to work hard."

"I didn't like reading when I was a child, and I don't know why I have to learn that shit. It's really annoying."

"Then what do you want to do?"

She glanced at him a few times, "Don't laugh at me."

"I promise not to laugh."

"I used to think about finding a place where no one lived, where there were mountains and rivers, and I lived there with my closest relative. I just walked in the forest every day, planted some wild vegetables, and lived like that Carefree days. Away from the hustle and bustle, away from the bustling, even away from the crowd, only us, and then live a happy life, there will be no conflict of interests, nor any distress. Work at sunrise, Come out and rest, live your own idyllic life."

Chen Zihan was silent for a long time, "Just think about these things."

"You also think I'm just a fantasy, don't you?"

"At least, not in practice."

"Actually, I know very well." She calmed down at the moment, "I'm born unlucky, unlucky to do anything, even if I can meet the police all night and then it rains heavily. You say I'm lucky How unlucky it must be!"

Chen Zihan frowned, "Then I'm even more unlucky. I didn't want to do anything and ended up like this."

Wang Yibei returned to his usual appearance, "You deserve it, who told you to meddle in your own business."

Chen Zihan smiled, "It's like what you said."

"That's what I said."

The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and her mood was getting worse and worse, "Are we going to stay here all night?"

"It seems so, and it's safer here."

There are too many right and wrong outside, not long ago there was a news that a primary school student was killed and abandoned.

"Why are you pulling me away? Maybe I'll feel safer following them to the police station."

"They will ask someone to notify the head teacher, and then notify your parents. This is not bad. If you meet a greedy person, your parents will give you money to redeem you. Then you will be famous in the whole school."

"But now I'm scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

"Men and women don't give and receive."

Chen Zihan was successfully amused by her, "Can you think of something else?"

"I think of my mother, how sad it must be for her to know what I'm like now, when I'm suffering outside!"

"You are too bitter." He was very cooperative.

"Have you ever spent a night with a girl?"

"Then do you have any experience with boys for one night?"

"No."

"That's right, we're fair."

"It's not fair at all, you're a boy."

"You don't need to remind me of this."

Wang Yibei pushed him, "You did it on purpose."

"In a better mood?"

"Nothing worse."

Chen Zihan took off his coat and put it on her body, "Go to sleep for a while!"

"On your body?"

"..."

"Will you hold me accountable?"

Chen Zihan half hugged her and slept on his lap, "You talk a lot of nonsense."

"That's more like two things?"

"sleep."

Chen Zihan was leaning against the wall. It was the first time in his life that he slept in such a place, and he was with a girl. Just thinking about it was unbelievable.

Wang Yibei changed his posture, "Are you cold?"

"not cold."

"Then are you sleepy?"

"What do you want to do?"

"If you're not sleepy, I'd like to hear about your first love."

"I'm sleepy."

"You lied, if you are sleepy, why are you still not asleep?"

"Didn't you quarrel with that?"

"Then since we're all arguing, can you tell me about your first love?"

"What's there to say?"

"Are you ashamed to say or are you not at all?"

"Does it have anything to do with you?"

"Of course there is."

"Tell me."

"I can be your first love for free next time when a girl asks you about your first love. Do you agree?"

Chen Zihan was silent for a long time, she kept shaking him, "Speak."

"Not only do you talk a lot of nonsense, but you also talk around. My Chinese is not very good, and I am still wondering what you mean by that sentence."

"It turns out that you are not so smart in every way."

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(End of this chapter)