Don't tell him I still love him

Chapter 42

She even felt that meeting Sun Yanbin was a very good thing, and she was delighted, which cannot be denied.

Wang Qianyu smiled, "Did he confess his love to you?"

She shook her head, "No, I just think he's nice."

"So?" Wang Qianyu looked forward to the following, "Do you think it would be good for him to be a boyfriend?"

Wang Yibei nodded honestly, "It's really good." She was silent for a moment, "Do you know what I've been thinking these days? I would think, Chen Zihan and I have been separated for so long, and now I have also taken the exam University. I always hope to meet him in some way, to know if he is good, to know if he has thought about me. But no, he has not come to me. If I really want to find someone, will I not find it? I can't find it because I don't want to look for it. I don't want to look for it. I think I am very unbalanced, why should I miss him. Maybe he is living a very good life now and put me aside long ago , has his own girlfriend, and I am just a girl who suddenly thinks of a girl representing his past in the dead of night. My existence only reminds him of his past life. My value is only that he will remember it when he thinks of it. Such a person. Every time I think like this, I feel uncomfortable, and I ask myself over and over again. Why, why should I play the so-called 'infatuated person', what can I get?"

Wang Qianyu frowned, "So you don't plan to continue being 'infatuated', and decide to start a new life. Sun Yanbin is indeed a good person. If you are together, it should be good. There are not so many idiots in this world. Everyone They are all living, and they are all realistic. There will always be people who come into your life, and someone is destined to leave your life. Don’t trap yourself, choose a new life, new people, it’s good.”

Wang Qianyu sighed a long time, why do people choose to use time to prove their "infatuation".There is nothing wrong with being nice to yourself and choosing the best life for yourself.Don't wait until the last moment of despair to tell yourself that you shouldn't wait for someone like that, and you shouldn't love someone like that.

And Wang Yibei nodded, "It's good to be with Sun Yanbin, I will be very relaxed and happy. It can even fill the emptiness in my heart and make myself not feel so uncomfortable. He is really a very good, very good person." He is also very careful in doing things, and can hardly find any serious problems." She sighed, "Wang Qianyu, have you ever been in love?"

Wang Qianyu looked at her fiercely, not knowing why she asked such a question.

Wang Yibei laughed to himself, "If you were in love, really in love, how could you tell me to be with another person so rationally? Sun Yanbin is very good, even better than Chen Zihan in a certain aspect, and more suitable for me. But he is not him. No matter how well Sun Yanbin did, I would still think of what Chen Zihan would do when he encountered such a situation, and I would miss everything about Chen Zihan. Chen Zihan is not the best, but apart from him, other people like me I am unwilling to accept, even if others are very good, I am also unwilling to accept those unfamiliar things that do not belong to him."

Wang Qianyu was dumb, only to realize that he was wrong. Those rational analyzes were actually not worth mentioning in the reality of the situation.

Whoever did not know "how to do it" rationally, but still chooses what others think is irrational, is not because he does not know, but because there is such a person who can make himself give up that rationality.

Wang Yibei was very sad today, because she suddenly found that when that person appeared, she was really unwilling to accept things that did not belong to that person.

It has been a year, so many days, so many hours, so many minutes and seconds, all passed in their separation.

However, whenever she saw other people holding hands, the first person in her mind would still be Chen Zihan.

The indisputable fact told her that she really couldn't accept anyone other than him.

Occasionally, she also thought that maybe after a long time, she would forget him and have a life of her own, but it must be a long time later, not now.

She couldn't accept it, not because of the so-called infatuation, but because she didn't want to make herself uncomfortable and disgusted.

She looked at Wang Qianyu, "I'm sad, I will still miss him, and I still have expectations at such a slim time. I hope we can meet, not on purpose, just let it be, and let me know his current life. If, One day, I see that he really lived a good life and has another woman, then I will give up."

Wang Qianyu was silent for a long time, "Then what are you going to do?"

She shook her head, "I don't know. However, at least one thing is certain. I can't delay others. I think at least I won't fall in love for a short time, so don't give others a chance. "

Just like herself, she never gave up, always with infinite expectations.

Wang Qianyu nodded slightly and didn't say much.

But Wang Yibei just stared blankly at the chain on her wrist, then bet once, bet on her own future giving up.

When she has time to spend, take a gamble, so as not to give herself the possibility of regret in the future.

On the second day, Sun Yanbin asked Wang Yibei to go to the movies again, this time she did not refuse.

When they came back, the sky was almost gray, and they were sitting on the bus, waiting to reach the school.There are many people in the car, most of them are students returning to their schools, some people are talking about some new movies, some people are chatting about interesting things in the class, but more people are listening to music with headphones in their ears , seemingly immune to outside interference.

Wang Yibei was sitting in the inward position. In fact, all he could see on both sides of the road at this time were some lights. When he went to the downtown area, he could see some elderly people placing all kinds of fruits on the side of the road. He kept yelling.

Everyone will have everyone's life, no one can't live without anyone, it just depends on whether you are willing to leave, whether you want to leave, whether you are reluctant to leave.

If the earth is missing, everyone will turn the same way, who can be the most special person?

When they arrived at the station, many people were ready to get off the bus. Wang Yibei stood up calmly and followed behind Sun Yanbin.

They walked into the school gate with a large group of people, and Sun Yanbin looked at her, "Is the movie not good?"

"Why ask that?"

"Because I always feel that your mood today is not very right, as if you have something on your mind."

Wang Yibei just smiled, "Let's go for a walk on the playground!"

(End of this chapter)