Don't tell him I still love him

Chapter 79

Chen Zihan interrupted her, "Don't doubt this all day long, am I so unworthy of your trust?"

"Trust? What kind of trust do you want? You don't want to resign, you know that I hate Xiang Chen so much, but you still keep in touch with her... I don't even know what you think... You have changed, you wouldn't be so right in the past Me, you wouldn’t have lied to me like this in the past.” Her tears fell straight down, she didn’t want to cry, she was the one who shed tears every time, and she was the one who hurt every time, “Say it, say it You didn't lie to me, you said you weren't with other women..."

Staring at her face full of tears, Chen Zihan suddenly felt that he was wrong. He thought he should pity her when she cried, but now he realized that the pity he thought pushed each other into the abyss of pain.This time was obviously the same as the previous time. He thought they could still reconcile as before and live a good life together, but he didn't know that they didn't even have basic trust.

She doesn't trust him anymore, even if he doesn't do anything, she will come up with many things, and if he denies her, she will feel that he is cheating.

And he really didn't have the patience he had in the past, and the focus of his life was no longer her.He didn't want to explain to her again and again, he didn't want to listen to her complaints every day, and he didn't want to see her distrustful eyes.

Shen Shaoan was right, he shouldn't be soft-hearted.

"Wang Yibei, let's break up, maybe we shouldn't be together."

She looked at him with wide eyes, but laughed, "Have you kept this in your heart for a long time? Then you can be with those women as a matter of course. I gave you a reason to break up, right?"

He sighed, feeling that he was really tired, "You can think whatever you want!"

She looked at his back, but did not catch up.Maybe we shouldn't be together, but at the beginning, why didn't you tell me like this, why did you tell us that we shouldn't be together after I gave you my heart completely.Not only denying the present, but also denying the past together.

She knew that as long as she quarreled with him, he would break up mercilessly, and he would abandon herself and leave directly.

She tried her best to suppress her temper and try to be nice to him, but he still dismissed her, and a word of breaking up would freeze the relationship between them.

She is really stupid, she wants to keep this spoiled love.

At the beginning of the quarrel, there will always be some small things that sound ridiculous, and then quarrel over more and more things. As long as there is a disagreement, as long as the mood is bad, as long as the mood is not right, all can quarrel, forgetting why they quarreled , it turned out that I just wanted to quarrel, and I was bored seeing each other. In the end, she said that he had changed, and he accused her of changing. He compared the goodness of the past with the badness of the present, knowing that he could not go back, so the reality became even worse. It was hard to accept, and finally the word "break up" was left.

Wang Yibei still couldn't figure out how she and Chen Zihan became what they are now. She obviously only wanted to be his little wife, but why was it so difficult!She couldn't help herself not to pay attention to those things, but he didn't even want to coax him. After seeing him, the pampering of the past was no longer in his eyes. He said that he was unreasonable and difficult to communicate, and even his face The disgust in the world is so obvious.

She was unwilling to apologize to Chen Zihan, she was not at fault.Wang Qianyu did a lot of ideological work for her, so she had the idea of ​​trying it out. As a result, he didn't want to answer her phone call at all, which made Wang Yibei angry.She became paranoid again, as in the past, calling him every day, sending text messages every day, and even went to him again.Chen Zihan didn't want to see her, and in the end she couldn't even get through to his cell phone, so he changed his number, to avoid him.

Wang Yibei was stunned for the first time. Even though Chen Zihan told her to break up several times, she never believed that they would separate. After so many years of relationship, how could they say that they would separate if they separated, how could it be possible to just say that and let it go.She panicked, and Chen Zihan didn't see her, and she couldn't get through his phone anymore.She went to wait for him downstairs in his company as in the past, but she still didn't wait, no matter how long she sat there.When she left with her numb legs, she realized that she was really nothing in his world, and he really didn't want her anymore, so her tears, her pain, her pain, he didn't want her anymore. I won't ask, and I won't feel sad anymore.

Fortunately, Chen Zihan didn't ask for the key back in her hand. She even thought that if the apartment hadn't been rented for two years at one time, maybe he would have even returned the apartment directly.

It was only after being hurt that he realized clearly that she loved him more than he loved her, that's why he could unscrupulously say the breakup, but she dared not mention those two words.

She was lying alone on the bed they had slept together, everything in the past was vivid, he gave her lectures, they sat together under the school tree, he gently accompanied her to go shopping, he didn't like people who went to Internet cafes so much Will escape the last evening self-study to accompany her to the Internet cafe... How could Chen Zihan be so kind to her, so willing to leave her alone to face this cold room?
During college, she vomited non-stop in the car in order to give him his life. In the end, she couldn't vomit anything, and her mouth was full of bitter water. At that moment, she felt it was worth it, just because she was going to see him The person is the one she wants to see the most, the one she believes in her heart will hold her hand forever.

Could it be that everything that happened was a dream made by herself, and everything didn't exist?Why is it that she is the only one who remembers now?

Why after we separated, she was still thinking about his good points, while she was already a woman full of flaws in his heart...

She lay on the bed, hugged the pillow and kept crying, but she didn't dare to make a sound. Now no one will feel sorry for her, and no one will feel sorry for her, no one will even comfort her...

She couldn't understand, they were so happy in the past, they were so happy, why did they become like this...

She fell asleep crying, and when she woke up, her hair was sticking to her face, her face was also stained with tears on the pillow, and her face was extremely numb...

She got up from the bed in a daze, walked into the bathroom, and stood in front of the mirror. The woman in the mirror had flying hair, disheveled clothes, thick dark circles under her eyes, and a terrible complexion, as if she had just been released from hell. Ghost... She stretched out her hand to touch her face, so she was so bad, no wonder even Chen Zihan didn't want him anymore.

(End of this chapter)