The world is so bad, so lucky to meet you

Chapter 5 Thank You I Just Met You

1. Fawn
The deer is pregnant without any preparation.

Some time ago, Xiaolu also said that she would go to various pre-pregnancy checkups, and then prescribe some traditional Chinese medicine to drink and recuperate her body, so as to conceive a safe baby, but before she took action, the baby came.

Xiao Lu went to the hospital for an examination with anxiety, and waited anxiously for the results of the examination for a few days. The results showed that all the indicators were normal. She couldn't believe that this time, the baby was safe and sound.

The reason why Xiaolu is so worried is because she has been in poor health since she was a child. The first baby has been unstable since she was pregnant, her progesterone was low, and various indicators failed. She was given injections and was bedridden.The doctor said, don't stand if you can sit, and don't sit if you can lie down. The overall meaning is that you need to protect your pregnancy and pay special attention.

The first baby is my ex-boyfriend's.

Xiaolu and her ex-boyfriend have been together for four years.The lovers who started at school broke up without graduating like most people. They made an appointment to get married after graduation, which touched countless of us at that time.

The ex-boyfriend is from the Northeast. He stayed in Chengdu because of Xiaolu, learned to eat spicy food because of her love of spicy food, and ate with her because of her love of hot pot and skewers. They were indeed happy. Their relationship at that time was so So innocent, she really thought that the two of them would be like this for the rest of their lives.

Xiaolu became pregnant after graduation and went to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that she would have to rest in bed to protect her pregnancy. She only wanted to marry the man she had identified. This was undoubtedly good news and bad news.She wanted to keep her and his child, and tried every means, no matter how hard she was willing to suffer.This is the truest thought of a wife and a mother. Women sometimes become braver and more indestructible than men for the family.

Xiaolu was very pregnant. She vomited after eating, and she still vomited even if she didn’t eat. Her stomach was uncomfortable and her body was uncomfortable.But the ex-boyfriend suddenly worked more overtime, overtime at night, overtime on weekends, and the time for obtaining the certificate was pushed back and forth.Even if it takes three years to get pregnant, she still knows there is a ghost.

Of course the ex-boyfriend didn't admit it, and the quarrel with Xiaolu turned upside down, the more he got into a rage, the more he showed his guilt, and she was even more sure that something was wrong with him.

During that time, Xiao Lu’s emotions fell to the bottom. A girl just graduated, her job was unstable, she was pregnant with a child before her certificate was received, and the child’s father cheated. One can imagine the shock and disappointment. Even so , she still hopes that her ex-boyfriend will find his way back.

Many girls are like this, always feel that he is only temporarily lost, always looking forward to a miracle, only to find out in the end that there is no miracle at all.

Long-term negative emotions made Xiaolu's body even more uncomfortable.Suddenly, one day, his stomach hurt so badly that Xiao Lu called his ex-boyfriend. He made more than a dozen calls, but none of them answered.She put down the phone in despair, got up from the bed, carried her bag with difficulty, walked into the elevator step by step, got out of the elevator, walked out of the community, hailed the car, and went to the hospital. Her clothes were already wet with sweat.

The deer had a miscarriage, and the baby was gone.She called her girlfriend, who rushed to the hospital immediately.During the interval between her surgery, my best friend called her ex-boyfriend, the phone was answered, and her best friend told her ex-boyfriend about the situation.The ex-boyfriend said: I can't leave the meeting today, please send her back.Just as his girlfriend was about to curse, he hung up the phone.

From entering the operating room to returning home, Xiaolu didn't say a word, her eyes were staring blankly, and tears kept streaming.The best friend wiped away her tears, looked at her pale face and distraught expression, felt distressed, and cried while persuading her.

Xiao Lu's first love came to an end. When she had an operation in the hospital to take away the baby who couldn't survive, her first love, her husband-to-be, was still with that woman. Even after hearing that her child was gone, he He didn't show any shock or sadness. He didn't care about her, not even his own flesh and blood.

Many times love is like this. When you are in love, picking your nostrils and scratching your toes is called cute; after not loving, it is useless to be as beautiful as Fan Bingbing. When it is cruel, it even loses the most basic humanity-compassion.

On the second day after Xiaolu had a miscarriage, a world war broke out with her ex-boyfriend for the nth time, and there was another quarrel. Injured, the ex-boyfriend packed his luggage and moved out of their den, and left without looking back.

The sofa he sat on, the computer he used, the half of the bed he slept on, the bottle of facial cleanser he used and didn’t take away, the book she bought he opened... the whole room is full of It's about his memories, which can't be erased.She cried herself to sleep at night time and time again, and woke up with a wet pillow. She felt that she could no longer be so obsessed with memory.A week later, she returned the house and moved back home. She threw away all the things that kept his memory, and left the small appliances they picked together to the landlord. She completely gave up that "home".

Xiaolu didn't tell her parents, she didn't want them to suffer too, and kept everything in her heart, only saying that it was not suitable for the two to break up.Father sighed, mother wanted to ask something, she went back to the room and closed the door.She intends to wipe away her tears and the years she spent together, and start a new life.

She lost her original job because of the miscarriage, so she had to find another job.She bought new clothes, put on makeup, and completely threw away the old deer.Submit your resume online, wait for the notification from HR, step on small high heels to go to the interview, and start from scratch seriously like a newcomer who just came out of the society.

Pregnant without marriage, miscarriage, although she looks brand new, she doesn't know if she still has the right to happiness like this.Although she is a victim, the society often does not treat these girls with enough love and tolerance.Her past was her secret, once it was known, gossip would be unavoidable, she was really desperate for the future at that time.

2. Dabao
Dabao is not a local. He went to college in Chengdu and stayed here after graduation. He is one year older than Xiaolu.

Dabao's girlfriend was studying abroad, and sent a breakup message from Dayang.He didn't try to redeem them, he knew that they were already people from two worlds, the end would be sooner or later, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

On the day of the company's annual meeting, Xiao Lu was wearing a pale pink dress with ruffled leaves, and she had applied a light layer of mascara as before, and her long hair, which was always tied into a ponytail, was let down and draped over her shoulders in natural curls.In a large group of girls with heavy makeup + gorgeous dresses with open backs and waists, she is not pretty, but she looks particularly refreshing with her fair skin.

Among so many girls, Dabao saw Xiaolu at first sight.

They belonged to a company. She was in the headquarters and he was in the office. They hadn't met before. Only when the employees of the two companies got together at the annual meeting of the company did he have the chance to meet her.

Dabao turned the corner to inquire about Xiaolu intentionally or unintentionally. He felt an impulse in his heart and wanted to get close to her for some reason.

During the small game at the party, Dabao volunteered to join in after seeing Xiaolu being drawn up, and they played the boring game of grabbing the bench together.He stood next to her, deliberately vacating a place for her every time, until the last round, he gave her the last place, and she won the prize inexplicably without much effort.

During the meal, Dabao deliberately wandered around Xiaolu. She saw him at a glance, walked over and knocked him with her hand, and said to him: Hey, what a coincidence, thank you just now.That's how they got to know each other.

Later, Mr. Dabao took the initiative to take the place of his colleagues to go to the headquarters for regular meetings, and always brought her some snacks and gadgets.

Xiao Lu thought it was a coincidence at first, but later found out that it was all arranged by him deliberately. She understood his intentions, but because of her ex and miscarriage, she dared not expect any man to accept her. She kept pretending not to know, and with Dabao intersected lightly.He didn't know this until later.

Summer is the company's travel season. Dabao found out that Xiaolu was participating in a trip to Vietnam, and he also signed up for the same group.He didn't tell her, he didn't surprise her until he showed up with a suitcase at the airport.

Although they were already familiar with each other at that time, for Xiaolu, there was no surprise. He chased her all over the country. His feelings for her were like a time bomb, and her heart was in a state of turmoil.

The resort where they live has a private beach and swimming pool. They have breakfast by the beach, bask in the sun on the beach, and eat shells, snails, and crabs made in Vietnam at the seafood stall.He took a lot of photos of her, and he was always by his side like a friend, happy, frowning, laughing, fighting, eating, drinking and having fun with her.

One night, we had a barbecue in the hut by the sea. The tables were arranged in the wooden corridor by the sea. You could see the stars and hear the sound of the sea. They put the three tables together, chatted while eating barbecue and drinking freshly squeezed sugar cane juice. A little romantic.

A colleague mentioned that it was Xiaolu's birthday, and everyone sang the birthday song. The joking ones said the same thing, and the birthday song was out of tune, but Dabao sang the most seriously. His heart was different from everyone else's.

Coming out of the barbecue hut, he picked a plumeria flower and stuck it in her ear, and said: Happy birthday.Colleagues joked: Do you like deer?His ears turned red and he said: Yes, I just like her.Xiaolu turned her head and saw him walking past her, leaving behind her back, her heart became even more uneasy.

Dabao received Xiaolu's message after returning to the bedroom.She said: Dabao, I know your heart, thank you, but we are not suitable, I have a past, you will find someone who suits you.

He watched her every word, could feel her forbearance, and became more curious about her.He replied: I want to know about your past.

It took a long time to wait for her reply: Go to the pool, I tell you.

He said something to his companion, then turned and went out.

The swimming pool at night was very quiet, with blue tiles and light blue transparent water. He arrived first and sat on the deck chair beside the pool in a daze, thinking about what the little deer would tell about his past.At that time, he couldn't predict what kind of past she would tell, but he knew that she must have been hurt.

Xiaolu thought for a long time before deciding to confess to Dabao.She was a little embarrassed standing in front of him, and they were silent for five or six minutes, as if a century had passed.Dabao lost his temper and said: I just like you and want to be with you.

Xiaolu didn't speak, she really didn't know how to speak.

He said: If you say you hate me, I will never pester you.

Xiaolu still doesn't speak, she doesn't hate him, and even has a desire for him in her heart, reality and rationality make her try hard to suppress herself.

In fact, he could also feel that she didn't hate him, and sometimes she would look at him. When he looked at her, she immediately looked away. She kept a distance from him on purpose.

No matter how difficult it is for Xiao Lu to speak, he has to bite the bullet and speak.She said a few words cryptically, then lowered her head in silence for a few seconds and ran away. She knew in her heart that she had feelings for Dabao. If she confessed everything in this way, she might have missed the possible happiness, but she was even more unwilling to face what if After he found out from others, he broke up with her.

Dabao was shocked, and a cruel reality suddenly hit him. He didn't react to the episodes he had only seen on TV.He only remembered the last sentence she said: I don't want to lie to you, and I also know that no man will accept a girl like me.

Dabao sat in the swimming pool for more than an hour, thinking a lot about cheating, about miscarriage, about breaking up, about getting pregnant in the future, but he found that he didn't care about these things at all, what he cared about was whether Xiaolu would stay by his side .He was suddenly a little happy when he was suddenly enlightened. He felt that even if she told the past, she would not say that she hated him, which proved that she also had feelings for him.

He couldn't wait to send her a message, and he said: I don't care about your past, I only care about whether you will go with me in the future.A sentence that is too poetic and picturesque, moved Xiaolu to death.

After a long time, Xiao Lu replied, very polite, she said: Please think about it, maybe you are just not reconciled.She is a person who has been hurt before, and she is afraid that he is only caused by hormones for a while, and he is willing to do anything now, but will regret it later.

Dabao said: Xiaolu, I will definitely prove my determination to you. I know you have been hurt, but I really want to protect you for the rest of my life. Are you willing?

Xiaolu was already very moved, but she didn't reply.

Dabao knew her hesitation and insecurity in her heart, so he didn't continue to ask.After returning to China, he sent her a message, he said, I will always treat you well, until you are at ease with me and are really willing to be with me.

Since then, Dabao has become the patron saint of Xiaolu.

3. Fawn
Seven days a week, six days Dabao will take the initiative to appear in front of Xiaolu. Xiaolu likes food, so he does his homework and takes her to different restaurants every time; She went to see it; Xiao Lu likes to eat snacks, so he always buys them in the supermarket and sends them to her home. Chocolate, wafer biscuits, beef jerky, pudding are all her favorites... Dabao is really good to her, she is full of love for him gratitude.

Xiaolu is not stupid, she can see Dabao's intentions for her, but she has been hurt for the first time, she has a serious lack of security in her heart and a deep distrust of men, she always has reservations about him.

Sometimes a girl's reserve and hesitation are not because of her arrogance, but because of her uncertainty.But there will eventually be someone who will end all your grievances and pains before, making you feel that everything you have experienced before is just experience, and he is just the right person.

During the few days of their first Christmas Eve together, Dabao went on a business trip in the suburbs for several consecutive days. He held meetings all day from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] pm every day. He was very tired, but on Christmas Eve he gave Surprised her.

There was no place to buy gifts so late, so he went to a small supermarket to buy apples, eleven bright red apples, very heavy.He didn't have a car, so tired, he carried these heavy apples and rushed back to the city on the last subway.Xiaolu's home is not near the subway, so he can't get there directly. He got off the subway and took a taxi, and arrived downstairs at her house at 11:30 in the evening.

Dabao called Xiaolu, and he said: Xiaolu, come down.Little Lu was confused, trying to suppress his excitement, and said: I'm downstairs at your house.

Xiao Lu hurried down and saw Dabao standing downstairs carrying a big bag of things in the cold wind, she was stunned.

She said: Aren't you on a business trip?

He said: I came here by subway, and I can’t spend the holiday with you today, so I just want to see you.

Dabao handed her the apple in his hand and said: Eleven, eleven flowers are of one mind, and so are apples.

It's the first time I heard someone say that eleven apples are also single-minded.Xiaolu smiled, looking at the amazing boy in front of him, tears burst into tears.

Xiao Lu knew that it would be very troublesome for him to rush back to meet her, and he had to transfer trains early tomorrow morning, and catch the subway to go to the meeting.

Dabao's kindness to her has no bottom line, but she is not arrogant. Although she doesn't say it, she has already recognized his position in her heart.

Xiao Lu didn't even look at women's clothing when he went shopping, so he was busy choosing clothes for him, and his best friend jokingly said: You make your Dabao look so handsome, be careful and run away!The little deer stuck out his tongue and said: He won't!Insecure, she became more and more confident in this relationship.

A good relationship will change a person. Xiaolu is getting brighter and brighter. How to put it, she has become a little lively from introversion. She has really stepped out of the shadow of the previous relationship.

They stayed together like this for two years until they talked about getting married.Xiaolu said: How do you explain to your family?Find such an innocent woman like me.Dabao said: I'm not stupid, if I don't tell you, how would they know?
Dabao is not stupid, has a high emotional intelligence, and is Xiaolu's SOD sweetheart, who often makes her happy from the bottom of her heart.He knew that our generation could not care, but the previous generation would never be ambiguous. Her past must be a secret, otherwise it would become the biggest resistance between them.He loved her, so he was willing to hide this secret for her.

They met their parents and received a marriage certificate.On the day of receiving the certificate, the two walked to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Xiaolu said: Have you considered it?If you regret it, it's still too late.Dabao knew that Xiaolu's insecurity was coming again, he hugged her, kissed her on the forehead, and said softly: "Hold my hand, what more can I ask for?"One sentence calmed the deer.

Dabao added Xiaolu’s name on the real estate certificate. He said, firstly, Xiaolu felt insecure and wanted to reassure her; secondly, he would need to continue to pay for the house in the future. I was once again impressed by his thoughtfulness.

Sometimes the right person is like a magic antidote, unraveling all the troubles you have had.It was the first time for her to keep her baby safe, but this time the baby was very healthy. She went shopping, walking, and partying without any problems when she was pregnant. Until the baby was born smoothly, both adults and children did not suffer too much.

She said that it felt like a fateful arrangement. At that time, it was the wrong person, so the baby could not be kept, but now it is the right person, and the baby came by itself, without any trouble.

Dabao said that if it were now a few years later, maybe he would not confess to her so impulsively, nor would he insist on being with her without caring about anything.Mature and experienced men will not take such risks easily. The choice of a partner will be mixed with factors such as family, personal conditions, and economic strength.It is precisely because he is young and passionate that he loves without hesitation and without reservation.At that time, his world was very simple, the past was the past, there was no child to adopt, it was sunny if he loved her and she loved him.

It is precisely because Xiaolu is someone who has made mistakes before, she did not indulge in Dabao's pampering, but learned to appreciate and cherish.

As for the baby, he created a good mood and a sense of security for her, so the baby was born in such a healthy and smooth manner.

Yes, sometimes you think it's late, but it's just right.Did not meet earlier, did not meet later, you who are just right, meet him who is just right, everything will come at the best time.

(End of this chapter)