Only married but not in love: Ex-wife, see you tonight!

Chapter 294
Shi Yan suddenly wanted Ruan Anxi to stop, he thought he could already guess what happened later, so he didn't need to listen to Ruan Anxi's words.

But Ruan Anxi didn't give him this chance, she just narrated numbly in a low voice: "I was about to pass out when I was sent to the hospital, and the emergency doctors kept asking me if I could call over my family."

The helplessness at that time rushed towards her overwhelmingly, which made her feel oppressed and uncomfortable in her chest, but she didn't care at all, and just opened the bloody wound: "How can I have a family member who can come here? Fortunately, the driver I paid the money readily, and I forced myself to sign some consent form, and then they pushed me to the operating room without further trouble."

That was the first time Ruan Anxi entered the cold operating room. She still remembered the dazzling lights above her head, and the doctors and nurses who kept turning around in front of her.

Thinking of this, Ruan Anxi suddenly smiled, the corners of her mouth curled into a gentle arc, and there was warmth in her voice: "Then Xiaobei was born, and the doctor said that it was because of the impact on my abdomen With placental abruption, Beckham could only come into this world at that time."

When Xiao Bei was pulled out of her stomach by the doctor, she didn't look as big as the doctor's hands, and her crying voice was weak, and she was finally sent to the neonatal intensive care unit.

But even so, Ruan Anxi will feel a little warm in her heart when she thinks of the little girl who just came to this world.

That was her daughter, and from that day forward, she was never alone.

Shi Yan sat there and listened quietly all the time, he didn't try to interrupt Ruan Anxi's words, nor did he interrupt her occasional silence.

Even when he saw Ruan Anxi's smile when he thought of Xiaobei this time, Shi Yan didn't break it, but just waited quietly for her, waiting for her to tell all the despair she experienced at that time.

Ruan Anxi didn't continue, she turned cold almost immediately after recovering, stared at Shi Yan and said, "So, Shi Yan, where were you at that time? You didn't even know Xiao Bei's existence. "

After Xiaobei was carried away, Ruan Anxi could only ask about her situation from the nurse's mouth. No matter how much she wanted to see her, she could only lie on the hospital bed and look at the photos taken by the nurse.

Just like that, I enjoy the joy of Xiaobei's coming to this world, and worry about Xiaobei's life.

"I really don't know..."

Shi Yan followed Ruan Anxi's words softly, if he had known at that time, he would not have let Ruan Anxi stay there alone.

Ruan Anxi's questioning also made Shi Yan a little sad. He just managed to react to the surprise of Xiaobei's premature birth, but now he has to face Ruan Anxi's accusation again. He didn't know how to react for a while, and finally couldn't help but ask again Again: "Why didn't you come to me at that time, even if we... You know I will help."

Shi Yan didn't believe that in Ruan Anxi's heart, he was such a heartless person, and he also didn't believe that Ruan Anxi didn't think about telling him about Xiao Bei.

"I really didn't think about it before," Ruan Anxi thought about it for a while, and then said, "It's not that I didn't want to, but I couldn't help it."

She tilted her head and looked at Shi Yan, with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "Because on the night of the cesarean section, I had a sudden hemorrhage, and by the time the nurse found out, I was already in shock."

"I'm in shock, but how can I contact you, Mr. Shi?"

What happened later Ruan Anxi inadvertently revealed it from the nurses chatting in the hospital after waking up.

"I almost died in the ward due to hemorrhagic shock. When the nurse was rushing to the blood bank to transfer blood, she accidentally touched my backpack and saw my mobile phone."

"The nurse felt that it was best to inform my family that I was in a life-threatening situation, so I turned to your number from the mobile phone and called. But no one answered."

"Afterwards, I also gave up my heart to make that phone call."

Ruan Anxi didn't have many friends in the first place, and she wouldn't call strangers in the hospital. Her call records were not clean, so the nurse gave up after calling Shi Yan's call and found no one answered.

When she finally woke up and was able to get out of bed to see Xiao Bei, she heard the nurse gossip with the nurses in Xiao Bei's ward, sighing how pitiful she was, and her friends didn't answer the phone after suffering such a big hardship. .

Ruan Anxi still remembers the sympathy and regret in their voices, she told herself at that time, don't hold any unrealistic hopes anymore.

She chose to give up.I gave up that person, I gave up that relationship, and I also kept all my love in my heart, so I couldn't see the light of day easily.

Shi Yan didn't expect so many things to happen when he didn't know anything, and he didn't know that Ruan Anxi had suffered so much.

But at the same time as distressed and guilty, he was more angry.

It was clear that Ruan Anxi was pregnant when she got divorced, but not only did she not tell herself in time, she even signed the divorce agreement without saying a word.

What happened later, even if it was really what Ruan Anxi said, she didn't want to tell herself, but what about the reunion a few years later?
Shi Yan recalled how proactive he was to Ruan Anxi and Xiao Bei at that time, and really couldn't figure out why Ruan Anxi didn't tell all those grievances.

Thinking of this, Shi Yan felt very angry. He knew that if Ruan Anxi could have said what was in his heart in time, they would not be like this now.

Shi Yan wasn't good at coaxing people, so he couldn't help being a little emotional at the moment. He put aside his guilt and heartache for the time being, and now he just wanted to ask Ruan Anxi why he didn't tell these things earlier.

"Why didn't you tell me about so many things that happened earlier? There are so many opportunities for you, why do you keep your words in your heart? Why didn't you question me earlier?"

Shi Yan's questioning made Ruan Anxi feel particularly ironic. Under his questioning, she lifted up the scars of the year and showed him the bloody wound, although she never expected him to cry bitterly or apologize guiltily. But Ruan Anxi never expected that Shi Yan's reaction would be to question her shamelessly, why didn't she say it earlier.

Ruan Anxi suddenly wanted to ask Shi Yan, what would happen if he said it earlier?Didn't she tell these things now, did Shi Yan change because of these things?Has their relationship changed in any way?

But she finally gave up the idea, because she felt it was unnecessary, and saying these words was of no use except to make her look more humble.

She didn't want her wound to become a begging chip from Shi Yan, and she didn't want Shi Yan to sympathize with her because of it, so she just said lightly: "There's nothing to say, you don't have any feelings for us, it's okay to say it out." For you, it’s just more talk.”

Maybe from time to time, she will secretly sigh in her heart, how much Ruan Anxi endured humiliation for the money of the Shi family, even if she hurt her so badly at that time, she would still stay in the villa for his money.

Shi Yan didn't know that Ruan Anxi had such thoughts in his heart. He was stunned for the first time when he heard the words, and then he burst into anger: "Ruan Anxi, do you have any heart? Do you have any feelings for Xiaobei? Can't you see?" come out?"

Shi Yan is unwilling to mention the friendship between himself and Ruan Anxi, no matter how much Ruan Anxi wants to obliterate the past, he will not rush to stop her, but if this person wants to veto his feelings for Xiao Bei, Shi Yan will not Let her slander.

Ruan Anxi also felt a little inappropriate because of Shi Yan's anger. After all, he had long regarded Xiao Bei as his daughter, and the things he did for Xiao Bei often moved Ruan Anxi.

But now that Ruan Anxi is full of resistance, how could she bow her head and apologize?In the end, she still looked at Shi Yan with some reluctance, and said angrily: "I really have nothing to say about your love for Xiaobei now, but at the beginning you took us back to the villa, you really didn't treat us You don't care a little bit, don't you?"

Before Shi Yan could refute, she added another sentence: "So of course I won't say anything, and if I say it, it's just to make fun of myself. Later, I got used to it, and I won't say these things for no reason. "

If she hadn't been too excited this time, she would probably never have told Shi Yan about those things.

Shi Yan didn't expect that Ruan Anxi had such thoughts in his heart. He really wanted to ask this woman, is she blind?

Does Ruan Anxi really know if she cares about the two of them?
Impatientness and resentment flashed in Shi Yan's eyes, but seeing Ruan Anxi's body attached to a bunch of equipment, and meeting her eyes that were obviously anxious and regretful but still holding back, his words were stuck in his throat .

Even if he was not cold-hearted, he would not be able to lose his temper at the patient.

For the first time, when Shi Zong was the first to lose the battle when confronting others, he just said forcefully: "I won't quarrel with you now, anyway, I will find Xiaobei, don't make trouble for me!"

He said this to appease Ruan Anxi and let her recover from her illness first, but it was obviously a good intention, but it was not so good to say it in this tone.

He left the ward holding his breath, and didn't want to be bumped by a little nurse as soon as he went out. The latter seemed to be a novice. He bumped into someone in a hurry and apologized hurriedly. What could Shi Yan say, he just waved his hand to make people leave.

However, being interrupted by such a distraction, his desire to leave here was suppressed quite a bit. Think about Ruan Anxi lying on the hospital bed, and think about how this person put himself in danger many times without listening to advice. Shi Yan simply sat down on a bench not far away, took out his cell phone and made a call.

(End of this chapter)