Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 273 Choice
When the car finally drove back to the nursing home, I saw Yang Jing and Zhou's brothers were waiting at the door, and came rushing as soon as the car stopped.I just sat in the car and listened without moving as they lifted people out of the back seat.

Perhaps because of my nervousness towards Zhou Yu, no one noticed that I was still sitting in the car from the beginning to the end.

Someone came and knocked on the car window, it was Eva.She asked me why I didn't get out of the car, and I smiled at her wryly. It wasn't that I didn't want to get out of the car, but that my whole body was so tense and stiff that I couldn't even move my legs and feet because of the high concentration I had just driven back from the car.

Eva pressed my legs for me to soothe my nerves before helping me out of the car.

Stumbling inwards, it's no wonder they didn't take care of me, but I didn't have the extra energy to take care of others just now.Zhou Yu didn't make a sound when he got to the back, and he didn't respond when he was lifted out of the car just now. It was obvious that the situation had become very bad.

When I rushed to the ward, I saw Zhou Liang and Zhou Nian standing outside the glass wall with serious expressions, while Yang Jing was alone in the examination room. It was obvious that Zhou Yu had been sent into that machine again.

When I walked to the glass wall with heavy steps, Zhou Nian suddenly said: "You don't need to feel guilty, in fact, this is an operation that has been scheduled for a long time." I turned my eyes in surprise, not understanding what he meant: "You Say what?"

"The operation was scheduled for this evening before you came."

I was shocked, looked at his cold side face in disbelief, and questioned: "Didn't you still have treatment inside yesterday?"

"Pre-treatment is necessary before surgery."

Then... "Why didn't you stop him when he proposed to go out this afternoon?"

Zhou Nian said: "If this is his last wish before the operation, we have no reason to stop it."

Hearing this, I suddenly became angry, "Zhou Nian, what nonsense are you talking about? What is the last wish? How can his brain disease be as serious as you said?"

"Jia Ru," Zhou Nian called my name softly, "Did you know? The most terrifying thing about this disease is not the deterioration of the cells, but the lack of symptoms. Back then, whenever my mother felt pain or other things, the old man and I would Impossible to ignore, until she suddenly collapsed, it was painful to realize that the illness came like a mountain."

I staggered, my legs trembled and almost fell, but Zhou Nian quickly supported me and asked, "Are you okay?"

But at this moment, I turned a deaf ear to it, and just stared at the instrument that shuts people in and murmured: "He's still lying to me..."

"The third brother didn't lie to you, he just chose to avoid it. He doesn't want you to be anxious all day long, and wants to give you as much as possible at the last time..."

"Don't talk about the last word!" I interrupted Zhou Nian angrily, "He just had an operation, it's not as serious as you said."

Zhou Nian was silent.

At this time, Yang Jing suddenly picked up the walkie-talkie and said: "The operation time must be advanced, A Liang, you go and notify all the doctors to come." Zhou Liang rushed out without saying a word, and Yang Jing said again: "Xiaoru, you come in , there are sterile gowns by the door."

After I put on the sterile gown, I heard the glass door click, and I could push it open.

Yang Jing handed over a piece of paper, "This is the consent form for surgery. You are Zhou's wife, and you should sign it."

When I reached out to pick it up, my hand trembled slightly. The terms in English were similar to the consent form I signed before giving birth to rice grains.In fact, my entire scalp was numb at this time, and I heard myself asking: "What are the chances of the operation being successful?"

Yang Jing was silent for a while, and answered truthfully: "30.00%."

I shook my body and asked again: "What if the operation fails? Should it remain the same or...worse?"

"This is a brain operation. I don't need to say more about the dangers involved, and you should know it. I can't tell you what the situation after the operation will be. It will only be known after later observation."

"Then what if I disagree with this operation? Can I continue to use medication for conservative treatment?"

Yang Jing: "You have also seen Zhou's situation. He will develop lesions due to a very small cold. Even a small wound may cause infection and cause his brain cells to mutate. Now the new drug we have developed is effective. For the time being, it can only play a delaying role, and cannot effectively treat him. Although this machine can perform minimally invasive laser surgery on him, you should know the damage last night. Human functions are limited. When it’s all over, it’s powerless.”

So, surgery became inevitable?I should have realized, I should have realized that he shaved his head, but he was fooled by him again, saying that it was for the treatment in this instrument.I believed what he said, but in fact, with the advanced technology of this instrument, all the cells and tissues in the human brain can be photographed, so why is it affected by hair?

And the reactions of Zhou Nian and Zhou Liang after seeing me, including Yang Jing, all these are telling me that they are hiding secrets.But I was swayed by Zhou Yu's "confession"!Zhou Nian was right, Zhou Yu didn't lie to me, so many things he told me were true, but he was avoiding the surgery and didn't mention a single word to me!
As I took the pen to sign, tears welled up in my eyes and fell on the paper.Yang Jing sighed softly beside her and said, "During the operation, the family members have to wait outside."

I turned around stiffly, and walked out mechanically. When I reached the door, I heard Yang Jing say: "Jia Ru, trust me."

After thinking about it, I didn't look back, "If he wakes up during the operation, tell him, and I will never forgive him."

When I walked out of the examination room, I walked straight out of this room.But looking around the promenade, he didn't know where to go, and wanted to leave, but he sat down on the chair in the corner consciously.

The reason why I asked Yang Jing to repeat "I will not forgive him" is because I want him to keep a knot in his heart, so that even when he is on the verge of danger, he can still have a thought.Instead of making him feel like everything is set up, even...my fear of driving has to be used by him to force me to face it!Zhou Gongjin, do you think you can feel at ease like this?
I wiped my face vigorously, and then wiped my tears and snot on my body. At this time, I had already disregarded my image.

Not far away, Zhou Liang led a group of doctors or nurses in white coats to come in a hurry, and no one paid attention to me when they passed by me.Watching them walk into the room, I cleared my mind and waited.

I said to myself: You have been waiting for him for so many years, why are you afraid of waiting for this moment?
"Why don't you go in here?" A voice came from above my head, breaking my silence.Slowly raising my head, I saw Zhou Liang nearby with a suspicious face, and I asked, "Is the operation over?"

Only when the voice came out did I realize that there was no need to roar, and my throat would become hoarse.

Zhou Liang shook his head, "Not yet." He raised his hand and gestured unconsciously in the air twice before saying: "It's too boring to wait inside, I'm not as calm as the boss, I feel that the longer the third child enters there The more irritable he became, the boss kicked him out."

He had an embarrassing expression on his face, and there was unconcealable worry in his eyes.I watched silently for a while, then lowered my head again, intending to continue to meditate, but Zhou Liang sat down on the chair next to me, and asked, "Why are you so indifferent to the third child?"

I asked back: "Does he need me to ask? Everything has been thought out for me, why do I need to worry about it?"

Zhou Liang said: "Don't blame the third child, I don't know what he thinks in his heart, anyway, he has no bad intentions for you."

Hearing this, I laughed out loud, and Zhou Liang asked in bewilderment, "What are you laughing at?"

"I laugh at all of you who have done so many things under the banner of being good for me, but have you ever asked me if the client wants it? If he is really good for me, he should completely disappear from my life and should not reappear. in my life, so why am I going through this right now, right now?"

Zhou Liang was blocked and speechless.

"Actually," I said slowly, "in the final analysis, he is just not reconciled." Not reconciled to being gradually forgotten by me, not reconciled to being separated from me forever after he tried his best to figure out me.Even though he knew that he might follow in his mother's footsteps, he still came to disturb my life without hesitation, and did so many things for me, just to make me never forget him in this life.

This person has always been upright, full of a sense of justice, loyal to his friends, and affectionate to his family, but only to me, he is dependent, with no bottom line.I'm sure I can't do anything about him, and I'm sure that even if I say I won't forgive him for the rest of my life, I won't be able to get around him in the end.

Zhou Liang said: "Maybe, the third child is an outlier in our family. Even if he is as rigid as the eldest, he also had one or two girlfriends in college before he became attached to his sister-in-law. I don't need to mention it, but that kid is stubborn. It seems that you, Jia Xiaoru, have always been recognized as a person since you were a child. Therefore, it is impossible for ordinary people to deduce what he thinks about you. No one would have thought that he would destroy himself again and again in order to remember you. No mistake, if I didn't let you go to see him that year, maybe he might not remember anything in this life, at least he can live to the age of the Queen Mother, instead of..."

Zhou Liang didn't continue to say the following words, but the meaning was clear.

Zhou Yu is only 33 years old, no matter Zhou's mother or their aunt, it should not be his age that the disease occurred.

I also nodded: "It's true that you shouldn't let me see him. If you don't see him, then at most I'll pretend he's gone."

Anger flashed in Zhou Liang's eyes when he heard me say this, and he stared at me fiercely and asked, "Why are you so heartless?" I turned my eyes to look at him, and asked word by word: "Then aren't you cruel to me? "

"The third child is just..."

"Love me?" I sneered, not wanting to argue with him.

It was boring to me, and Zhou Liang didn't leave, so he just sat beside me.I myself thought he was noisy, so if I told him to shut up, I would be able to calm down and let go of my thoughts, and my mood would not have so many ups and downs.

But Zhou Liang didn't seem to intend to let me meditate, he was silent for a moment and then he said to himself: "Old man, third child, it's not that I won't help you, you should take care of the trouble you caused yourself. This time your Jia Xiaoru won't let you pass so easily, the premise is that you must come out, you know?"

Listening to his words, I was not moved, but turned to face him, "Zhou Liang, do you know what kind of choice we are actually making today?"

Zhou Liang was stunned there, with a confused look on his face, not understanding why I suddenly asked such a question.

I smiled and continued softly: "We often say that we should give life more choices, but do you know what a choice is? One right plus one wrong is not a choice, no one will choose that wrong Yes. The real choice is that both are right and you should choose which is better, and if both are wrong, which one should you choose? We can bear the price behind it. Because, when you find that time is a thief , it has already stolen all your options."

Zhou Liang frowned, "I still don't understand what you want to express."

I got up and left a sentence: "He will understand."

When I walked more than ten steps, Zhou Liang followed me and asked, "Where are you going?" I didn't answer him.

I drove away Zhou Yu's car, and sometimes it was so wonderful, when I drove back, my whole body was tense to the point of muscle stiffness, but when I drove it again, I could already handle it with ease.Even the fear in my heart is still there, but I can suppress it and overcome it.

So in fact, there is nothing that cannot be taken, as long as you are willing to take that step.

Zhou Gongjin, do you understand this truth?

I drove back to the small town and found the small hotel I stayed in a few years ago according to my memory.The boss doesn't remember me, but I do remember him, he is fat and friendly.

Seeing me staying at the hotel so late, I immediately greeted me warmly and arranged the check-in procedure.

From the time I walked into this small hotel to the time I took a shower and lay down to sleep, it was only half an hour, which shows that the pace of my life is quite fast.It's just that the arrangement that I should fall asleep in 5 minutes in the plan has not been realized.

I closed my eyes and used all kinds of hypnosis, but I couldn't fall asleep.Later, I also calmed down, so I simply opened my eyes until dawn.

The small hotels are all made of wooden floors, so when the sky is bright, you can hear the sound of footsteps outside the door.I didn't move, and after a lot of times, I could silently count 21 steps from the door of my room to the stairs. Among the people walking around were a couple, three children, and an old man.

I really discovered another talent of my own, that I still have the ability to distinguish the position by listening.

The sun came in through the gaps in the curtains, and I turned my eyes to see it, which was slightly dazzling.At this time, the mobile phone next to the pillow vibrated suddenly, and even my heart trembled. I turned sideways, picked up the mobile phone and pressed the answer button, sticking it to my ear.

When I put it down, there were tears in the corner of my eyes.

(End of this chapter)