Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 200 What's wrong with the child

Lin Qianqian was startled, and subconsciously took half a step back, but she forgot that she was standing by the window, and when she stepped back like this, her foot fell into the air, and her whole body fell towards the outside of the window.Lin Qianqian's heartbeat stopped suddenly. At that moment, fear captured her tightly.

Hands reflexively held the edge of the window.

However, the tendency to fall was too great, Lin Qianqian didn't have time to stabilize her figure, she only had time to pause for a short time before her hands slipped and she fell to the ground without any hindrance.

The severe pain enveloped her in an instant, Lin Qianqian didn't even have time to think for half a second before she passed out.

child……

It was the last thought on her mind.

Darkness enveloped her.

Lin Qianqian did not expect that she would wake up again.

She thought she was going to die.

Lu Xiaoxi stood by her bed, her eyes were red and swollen.

It took Lin Qianqian a lot of effort to recognize her.

Seeing Lin Qianqian woke up, Lu Xiaoxi burst into tears, pattering down on the back of Lin Qianqian's hand, causing burning pain.

Lin Qianqian looked at her and just asked, "Where's the child, where is my child?"

Lu Xiaoxi clenched her lips, and unconsciously glanced at Lu Xiangdong who was in the corner of the room. Seeing that she was silent, Lin Qianqian hurriedly grabbed her hand and asked anxiously, "Lu Xiaoxi, what's wrong with my child? Tell me quickly. Me, is he okay?"

She was very emotional, her lips trembled, but she never looked at Lu Xiangdong, as if there was no such person.

Lu Xiaoxi sighed, and gently patted Lin Qianqian's back, comforting her, "It's okay, he's fine, you're all fine, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

After hearing these words, Lin Qianqian breathed a sigh of relief as if she had received some protection, and lay back on the bed, only to faint again.

Lu Xiaoxi was startled, she quickly got up and pulled Ling Fengtian who was opposite her, "What's wrong with Qianqian?"

Ling Fengtian frowned, leaned down, checked, and then loosened his frown slightly, "She was frightened too much, she was exhausted and passed out, but it doesn't matter, don't you Worry."

Lu Xiaoxi clenched her fists.

When he wanted to look for Lu Xiangdong's figure, he found that he had disappeared.

Ling Fengtian sighed, "I'll prescribe some medicine for her."

Lu Xiaoxi nodded weakly.

When she received Ling Fengtian's call last night, she even felt a little baffled, and didn't rush over until she heard the news of Lin Qianqian's accident.

After she came over, Lin Qianqian had already been pushed into the emergency room.

Lu Xiangdong stood outside the emergency room, his white shirt was covered with glaring blood.

Lu Xiaoxi asked him what was going on, but he didn't say anything, just lowered his head and looked at the hem of his clothes.

Later Ling Fengtian told her that Lin Qianqian was sent to the hospital because she jumped from the window and hurt herself.

However, Lu Xiaoxi still felt that Ling Fengtian was hiding something from her.

After Ling Fengtian went out, he saw Lu Xiangdong standing outside the door at a glance. He frowned and walked over, "Come with me, I have something to talk to you about."

Lu Xiangdong remained silent and followed behind him without saying a word.

Lu Xiaoxi didn't leave. She stayed by Lin Qianqian's bed the whole time, watching the nurse come in, doing something busy around Lin Qianqian, and then left again.I don't know how long it took before Lu Xiaoxi saw Lin Qianqian's eyelashes trembling. She woke up, but she didn't open her eyes again.

It seems that he is unwilling to look at this cold world.

Lu Xiaoxi felt sore, and gently held her hand that was outside the quilt, her bones were so painful, as if it was not Lin Qianqian who grabbed her and asked how her child was at first.

"Qianqian..." Lu Xiaoxi suppressed her sadness and looked at Lin Qianqian who was lying on the hospital bed.

She was a lot fatter than when I saw her some time ago, but her face did not have the high spirits of that time.

Lin Qianqian didn't speak, but her eyelashes trembled even more.

Lu Xiaoxi sniffed, and held Lin Qianqian even tighter.

Why, why don't you speak.

Didn't you say that you have to face it with a smile no matter what time it is, and avoiding it will never solve the problem.

You have always been the strongest Lin Qianqian.

"Qianqian, talk to me, okay?" Lu Xiaoxi's heart ached so much that she just wanted to cry.The kind of person you are used to crying, crying once is not a big deal, but once the person who once stood in front of you as indestructible as a mountain cries, you will feel that the whole world has collapsed.

Lin Qianqian opened her eyes, looked at her, took two heavy breaths, and a chaotic sound came out of her throat, a bit like the grunting sound when a person cannot breathe under water, it sounds very laborious look.

Lu Xiaoxi's eyes turned red again, she quickly raised her other hand, and quickly wiped away her tears.

She can't cry.

Lu Xiaoxi's fingertips unconsciously pinched into the back of Lin Qianqian's hand, "Qianqian, tell me what's going on, okay, you...how did you fall down the stairs?"

Lin Qianqian's expression was a little dazed, as if she was trying her best to recall what happened before, but finally she shook her head and said wearily, "Don't ask, okay?"

Her light tone seemed to be blown away by a gust of wind, making it hard to bear to say no to her.

Lu Xiaoxi wanted to hug her, but when she thought that if she touched her terribly thin body, she would lose control, so she stopped her actions, choked up, gritted her teeth and said, "Isn't it? What did Lu Xiangdong do again? Tell me, did he do something to you again, huh?"

"It's my fault, it's all my fault." Lin Qianqian smiled wryly, "It's all me. If I hadn't been so self-righteous in handing over the information to the court, I wouldn't have been in prison. If I had Not in jail...if I hadn't..."

If not, Lu Xiangdong would not be so drunk to see her, let alone remember nothing afterward.

Lin Qianqian understood Lu Xiangdong very well. For him, black is black and white is white. He never justifies his mistakes, but only bears them. So when he says he doesn't remember, he really doesn't remember.

That's why he thought that this child... belonged to someone else.

It would be great if... if everything started all over again.

Lu Xiaoxi couldn't help crying.

The gloom of night spread silently in the room where the lights were not turned on.

Only Lin Qianqian's hoarse voice repeated tirelessly, "It's my fault, it's my fault..."

Lu Xiaoxi's eyes were already swollen.She sobbed and grabbed Lin Qianqian's hand tightly, trying to warm her up, but the scrawny bones in her palm were throbbing with pain.Uncomfortably, she eased the strength in her hand, "Qianqian, don't be like this, good boy, you should take your medicine, the child in your belly is still waiting for you to get better soon."

Lin Qianqian shook her head, "He is an unwelcome child, he shouldn't have come at this time... I am sorry for him, and let him not have time to see the world and feel the warmth of this world, To be hurt like this...he must have been terrified..."

Lu Xiaoxi sniffed, "Fool, I, Ling Fengtian, and Qu Shaoan are all waiting for this child to be born, you are very busy these days, you don't even know it, Qu Shaoan actually went to buy it himself The clothes worn by many babies come back, saying that when your child is born, you can wear it beautifully. By the way, there is also Ling Fengtian. We have already thought of many good names for you. Maybe you will in the future It’s useful. Be good, come and take the medicine, you need to get better soon, you know?”

Lin Qianqian looked at the pills and water glass by her mouth, but didn't speak.

Lu Xiaoxi's hands trembled.

Lin Qianqian pursed her lips, "Lu Xiaoxi, do you know that I don't even want this child anymore."

"Qianqian, don't talk nonsense."

Lin Qianqian took another breath, as if she was struggling a lot, she was a little out of breath, "What is he doing in this world? No one loves him, no one will love him. He ran away After this time, how long can I protect him next time? I can't even take care of myself. Taking him with me is just a burden. If it weren't for him, there wouldn't be so many things happening! Why should I It’s not because of him that he jumped off the building! It’s because of him that Lu Xiangdong and I have come to this point!”

Lin Qianqian spoke more and more anxiously, until the last thing left was a terrible gasp.

Lu Xiaoxi's eyes blurred, she quickly hugged her, and patted Lin Qianqian's back, comforting her, "Don't worry, Qianqian, there is no one who doesn't love him, he is your child , how could anyone not love him, he is your child."

Under her slapping, Lin Qianqian gradually took a breath and calmed down.

As if she had just recovered, she looked at Lu Xiaoxi tremblingly, apparently also shocked by what she said just now.She opened her mouth in a daze, and after a while, she sighed, "Lu Xiaoxi, tell me, am I too bad, I don't even let my own children go."

Lu Xiaoxi wiped her tears and shook her head in panic, "No, that's not the case... You're fine, I can't find anyone better than you."

"I don't want to be like this either, he is my child, how can I be willing to let him die, how can I be willing to hate him..." Lin Qianqian said, her voice became unsteady again, she held Lu Xiaoxi's hand, trembling He stretched his body into his quilt, put it on his swollen abdomen through his clothes, "Look, he is right here, he must have heard me, so he kicked me just now. How silly, How could I hurt him? Even if I die, I won’t let him make a mistake. I still think that I will take him to many, many places in the future, to watch the sunrise, to see the sunset, to see if he has seen it beautiful scenery."

Lu Xiaoxi couldn't say a word, she could only keep nodding her head, then shook her head after a while, her throat seemed to be soaked in water for a long time, it would flow out after a little squeeze.

(End of this chapter)