Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 201 It has been decided

Lin Qianqian grabbed Lu Xiaoxi's hand and cried like a child. Lu Xiaoxi looked at her in bewilderment. She had never seen Lin Qianqian like this before.

Maybe Lin Qianqian would always stand upright and indestructible in front of her, so Lu Xiaoxi never thought about, nor was she prepared to use something like comfort on Lin Qianqian.

All along, no matter what happened, she just had to look at Lin Qianqian.

Because she can always make the best decisions in the calmest and most rational way. As long as she is there, the sky will never collapse.

"I can't help it..." Lin Qianqian buried her head in the pillow, "Lu Xiaoxi, I'm also doing it for his own good. I don't want him to come into this world with hatred. I also have my own difficulties...don't Blame me, don't blame me..."

She didn't know how to explain to Lu Xiangdong.

Lu Xiangdong must have no way to accept this child who "does not belong" to him.

Lu Xiaoxi couldn't remember how long Lin Qianqian cried that night, until she walked out of the ward to buy breakfast for Lin Qianqian, her whole body seemed drained of strength, and she couldn't even stand upright.

Lin Qianqian kept telling her not to tell Qu Shaoan about this matter. Lin Qianqian vaguely felt that if Qu Shaoan found out about this matter, the consequences would be more serious than anyone else.

Lu Xiaoxi didn't know why Lin Qianqian thought so, but judging from Qu Shaoan's behavior towards Lin Qianqian, Lu Xiaoxi didn't doubt Lin Qianqian's words at all.

She didn't want to embarrass Lin Qianqian, but Lu Xiaoxi also didn't want Lin Qianqian to bear it alone. Suddenly, she became confused, wondering whether she should hide Lin Qianqian's matter or not.

All along, she was used to standing behind Lin Qianqian, just follow her.

Now that she was suddenly asked to make a decision by herself, Lu Xiaoxi didn't know what to do.

Lin Qianqian was lying quietly in the ward. In fact, she hadn't fallen asleep. She was stroking her slightly protruding belly all night. It seemed that this would make her feel more at ease.

Lu Xiangdong's arrival was also within her expectation.

He will always be like this, with a look that doesn't know how cruel he is, like a child who catches a butterfly in the flowers and will tear it in half, and he doesn't think it's too much, that kind of childish look No one can match her naivety and cruelty.

Lin Qianqian just glanced at Lu Xiangdong, then turned her head and looked at the thin morning light outside the window.

Lu Xiangdong stood at the door, looking at her with complicated expressions. After a while, he walked in, sat beside Lin Qianqian, took her hand, put it in his palm, and looked down at the two of them entwined. With ten fingers, he said with difficulty, "Qianqian, you are crying."

Lin Qianqian withdrew her hand indiscriminately, propped herself up, and sat up leaning against the head of the bed, but still didn't speak.

She didn't even know who to blame for this incident.

They are all wrong, they are all wrong, they have embarked on a wrong path from the very beginning.

Lu Xiangdong looked at his empty right hand, a look of loneliness flashed across his face.

Such an expression stabbed Lin Qianqian's heart like a knife.

She just couldn't see him showing a little bit of loneliness.

Such a high-spirited and high-spirited man should never have such a loser's look on his face.

Lin Qianqian sighed, knowing that she had lost again.

"Xiangdong..." Lin Qianqian never thought that she would call Lu Xiangdong's name so affectionately at such a time.

Lu Xiangdong raised his eyelids expressionlessly, looked at Lin Qianqian without moving, and replied lightly, "Huh?"

Lin Qianqian licked her lower lip, clenched her hands under the sheet tightly, her voice was difficult, every word seemed to use all her strength, "My child... I saved it. Lu Xiaoxi said , he’s still there, and it’s a boy. We’ve never had a photo before, and we don’t even know if it’s a boy or a girl. I think... when he grows up, he must be a very handsome little boy.”

Lu Xiangdong's hand on the bed unconsciously tensed into a fist, "So?"

His voice was very calm, at least it sounded that way, like the sea, calm and calm, not as excited as Lin Qianqian imagined.

Lin Qianqian glanced at him in surprise, maybe it was his calmness that gave Lin Qianqian the courage that had disappeared for a long time, "This is my first child, he is very healthy, and he really wants to come here. The world. I have nothing left but him. So I think... I think..."

After a pause, Lin Qianqian clenched the quilt tightly and said in a trembling voice, "I want to give birth to the baby. Can you give me some time to go back to Qu Shao'an's house and give birth to the baby first, and wait for the baby to be born?" After being born smoothly, we will..."

"Is this what you've been thinking about all night?" Lu Xiangdong's expression turned cold, and his tone became extremely cold in an instant.

Lin Qianqian was startled, but said nothing.

Lu Xiangdong's face sank, his beautiful eyes were covered with a thick layer of ice, he couldn't see the emotions inside, only the coldness penetrated into his bones, "Have you already decided?"

Lin Qianqian gritted her teeth and nodded with difficulty.

"Lin Qianqian, do you think that the act of giving birth to a child by yourself is a great act and deserves my applause?" Lu Xiangdong sneered, and his tone suddenly became sharp, "What about me? What are you going to do with me? "

Lin Qianqian was stunned, opened her mouth wide, and replied honestly, "I...I don't know...I haven't thought it through yet..."

She just wanted to have this baby.

Only by leaving Lu Xiangdong temporarily can she give birth to the child in a healthy and healthy manner.And then...then...if they can start over...

Lu Xiangdong stared coldly at Lin Qianqian's indecisive face, clenched his fists, "I've never treated anyone like you in my fucking life, everyone knows that the person I love the most is you. If you want to get the information, then take the information, if you want to take revenge on me, then take revenge on me, how about you, you treat me like this! What do you think of me in your heart! It’s Lu Xiaoxi for a while, and Qu Shao’an for a while, you always have a lot of Messy people and things have to be considered, and you always have to think about it to the end before you think of me! What am I!"

Perhaps Lu Xiangdong was really in a hurry, and even swear words came out uncontrollably.

It was rare for Lin Qianqian to see him out of control like this. She felt sore and couldn't help explaining, "I'm just... I'm just too scared..."

I was too afraid of losing you, so I deliberately didn't think about you.

I was so afraid of losing you, that's why I deliberately didn't look at you.

Only when I love you a little less, a little less, and finally lose, I will not be so painful.

"I scared you?" Lu Xiangdong suddenly laughed, but there was no smile in his eyes, only endless indifference and ridicule, "So I scared you. Okay, okay, Lin Qianqian, That's great. I've never worked so hard for anyone. Now you tell me you're afraid? What did I do to scare you? Do you think that if we're together, I'm the heinous villain who deserves to go to hell? the one!"

Lin Qianqian bit her tongue, she didn't know why, she tried hard to explain, but it just made things worse.

She didn't know what went wrong in that place, which caused every step they took now to be wrong.

Lin Qianqian just shook her head in panic, and explained palely, "That's not what I meant, Xiang Dong, I...I..."

Lu Xiangdong looked at her embarrassed expression and thought it was a little funny.

What is he doing?
Could it be that this is what they call love?

The corner of his mouth curled up mockingly, Lu Xiangdong shook his head, "You think so much about everyone, why don't you think about me, never think about me. You want to leave? What should I do? Waiting for you? Wait Are you coming back? It's not that I don't know who Qu Shaoan is, if you leave, it's impossible to come back!"

Lin Qianqian clenched her lips. She had no way to refute every word Lu Xiangdong said. It seemed that she would never have the strength to refute in front of him and could only bear it.

Looking at her silence, Lu Xiangdong became even more angry, "Speak up, Lin Qianqian, are you going to acquiesce now, or do you think I look like a clown by yelling here. There are too many things, no matter how many people I am sorry to, I have never been willing to wrong you, but you would rather be sorry to me!"

"I...I'm sorry..." Lin Qianqian's heart was empty and there was nothing.

She just felt that this was the best way to protect the child in her womb. She was really afraid of what would happen if Lu Xiangdong hurt their child again.

Lu Xiangdong clenched his fists, "What are you doing like this? If you want to leave, don't say that you will come back. Be your good friend, be your good mother, do what you want, don't give I hope, don't talk about the future. How can there be such a good thing, Lin Qianqian, you can't ask me to stand still and wait for you at all times, every time you leave me, do your own things, and act as if nothing happened When you come back, don't you ever think that one day I will leave too..."

After a pause, Lu Xiangdong seemed to have thought of something suddenly, the expression on his face stiffened instantly, and his smile became extraordinarily weird, "Or, you're just talking, you won't come back again. Yes, yes , you won't come back, what are you doing with someone like me when you come back, you have Lu Xiaoxi, you have Qu Shaoan, you have many, many, there is no need to pester me endlessly."

Lin Qianqian pursed her lips and stared at him dumbfounded.

Lu Xiangdong seldom spoke for such a long time, and when he heard it suddenly, it made people feel strange.

Lin Qianqian never thought that Lu Xiangdong would look at her, them, and the love between them in this way.

Lu Xiangdong's tone became impatient, and the brows were full of irritability that could not be concealed, "Stop crying, it's annoying to watch, do you have nothing else to do besides crying?"

(End of this chapter)