The cool killer is the queen

Chapter 211

Just like that, I brought her back to the South Wind Country, and back to the Empress Dowager, but I didn't know that at the same time, I also lost my heart.

I know the way to save her. Although it is cruel, I also know that it must be done, so for her, no, to be more precise, for my minister, I went to Fengyi Palace to beg One thing, something that can save her life, the national treasure of the Nanfeng Kingdom, the Lingzhu, is now on that woman's body. I didn't expect that she agreed to it happily. I was really surprised by this. I never thought that she was Such a selfless person not only has a good impression of her in my heart, but the most important thing now is to heal Han Bing, so after I thanked her, I hurried back to the Taiwomen.

At the same time, my confidant Mo Yun has already found someone for me. In order to save her, I sacrificed the life of one of my concubines, Yiyun. Although I couldn't bear it, it was the only way. Can only choose one of the two.

In order to make up for the guilt I felt towards Evian, I buried her richly and let her family live comfortably. This is the only thing I can do. Although I know it's unfair to her, how many things are fair in this world Woolen cloth?
Afterwards, I stayed by her bed and did not leave. Looking at her face which gradually improved, my heart throbbed inexplicably, which made me a little scared. There should be thoughts, but the heart can't restrain the desire to get close to her, everything is involuntary and uncontrollable.

After a while, she woke up. When she saw me, she was still astonished. She might have mistook me for someone else. I smiled and asked her if she would give me a slap. She understood in an instant. , I am not the person she knew, but Nan Fengao. To my surprise, she still remembered me. This news made me feel excited. In fact, I don’t know why I am so excited. Still remember me?

What I did next was even more incomprehensible to me. I let her live in my dormitory, but I moved to the next door, and I used a very bad excuse to let her take care of her body.

Fortunately, she didn't reject me, otherwise I might as well kill myself, forget it.

Originally, based on her martial arts cultivation and her physical condition, her health has long been fine. She has asked me many times when she can return to the North Cold Country. In addition, I have sent letters to ask about her situation several times. I knew that I should let her go, but I was deeply reluctant. I didn't get along with her for a long time, but she always touched my heart and made me lose interest in everything. I dared to see her, but I didn't dare to face the minister, so I could only silently watch her from the sidelines, I don't know what happened to all of this?Why did I become like this?There is only one belief in my heart, as long as she can stay by my side for one more day, I will feel very happy.

Finally, one day, Rongzhen came to my door. She is the daughter of Prime Minister Lin and a candidate for my crown princess. Although this woman is beautiful, she is dull and has no plans at all. She is eyeing every woman around me. I was a little worried that she would mess around, so I wanted to show up to help, but I was afraid that if I showed up, Han Bing would force me to ask me how to leave. While I was thinking about it, Han Bing had already sent her away, and Rongzhen was still angry Let's go, now, I feel much happier. Such a vicious woman should have been taught a lesson long ago.

Since then, my feelings for her have been out of control, and I can't escape my heart at all. I, Nan Fengao, fell in love with Ouyang Hanbing, and fell in love with her without complaint or regret. I even thought, what if It would be great if she didn't meet Chen, if she met me first, then I would be the one waiting by her side, thinking of Chen, my heart throbbed again, God, you really know how to joke, Why make us brothers fall in love with the same woman?

I can't tell if it's night or day, where I am, I don't know, and I don't want to know, there is only one thought in my mind, don't wake up, never wake up, awake, it's too cruel for me.

I, Long Junlei, the emperor of Aoyu Kingdom, the supreme ruler, am living an incomparably miserable life because I have lost my heart. How can a person who has lost his heart live?I don't care about everything anymore, the country's decline and fall has nothing to do with me, all of this has nothing to do with me, I just want her, that indifferent woman, thinking of her, my heart is throbbing, why, you How about being so cruel and leaving me?Don't you know, your departure brought me death-like destruction.

What does it mean to know how to cherish after losing it? I have a deep understanding now. If I could trust her a little more, there would be no tragedy today.Xiner, Xiner, when you left, you took my heart with you.

"Jun, I love you!" The affectionate words are still in my ears, but now things have changed, and she is no longer.

In this Fenglin Pavilion, her breath is everywhere, that day, every night, we all slept together in this bed, it was so warm, but now I am the only one left and alone again.Xiner, why did we come to this point.

These little clothes are all sewn by Xiner for our children. Seeing these, I can hear the scene of her white and slender fingers being pricked and bleeding. At that time, my heart ached, but my heart is warm. Now I It hurts too, but my heart is cold.Without her, without Xin'er, my life would be colorless.Only a puddle of stagnant water remained.

I don't want to stay here, because here, I can't find a reason to live, I'm a sinner, I forced to death my favorite woman, I should be with her, shouldn't I?But realistic responsibilities do not allow me to go with her, I can only let my heart go with her, and I stay here to redeem my sins.

An Dexin advised me to go out for a walk, it would make me feel better, I didn't say a word, just walked out alone, he saw this, and followed closely behind.

Unknowingly, I walked to the Royal Garden, which is still full of purples and reds, and a hundred flowers bloom.I can't help but remind me of the scene of her dancing among the flowers that day.

The faint smile on her face moved me the most, even this calm smile made his whole heart sink.It got deeper and deeper, and I couldn't extricate myself.

There is her shadow everywhere in the palace, I will think of her wherever I go, even where there is no her, I can think of her, I miss her more than I believe, the degree of love for her has long been lost As far as I know, it turns out that everything is just trying to be brave.

(End of this chapter)