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Chapter 300 Injury is inevitable
Cen Qinghe ate with his head down, listening quietly, with a calm expression on his face, as if he didn't feel awkward or embarrassed at all.

But God knows how sad her heart is. When the past that she almost forgets is brought to the stage again, the relationship between her and Xiao Rui has already come to an end.

Xiao Rui seemed to be talking to Pan Jiale and Xing Xiaoru, but in fact his eyes stayed on Cen Qinghe's face. He watched her every move, as if trying to see through her heart.

In fact, she is a very simple person, usually she can't hide anything in her heart, and she has to find someone to tell her secrets if she has any secrets for at most three or two days, otherwise she won't be able to sleep.In the past, he could always easily guess what she was thinking, but now, he suddenly found that she was preoccupied, but he didn't know what she was thinking.

After eating a meal, there was continuous laughter. The four of them didn't mention the present, but kept reminiscing about the past.It seems that only by staying in the past, everything is familiar and beautiful.

After eating, a few people cleared the table, Xing Xiaoru said to Cen Qinghe: "You can wash some fruit for Xiao Rui, and Jiale and I will clean up the rest."

Cen Qinghe took apples and pears to the bathroom to wash, and when he came out again, Xiao Rui was the only one left in the ward.

Cen Qinghe asked: "What about the two of them?"

Xiao Rui said, "Go out and throw out the trash."

Cen Qinghe could guess that they deliberately wanted to give her and Xiao Rui a space to talk, which was what she had always wanted.

Walking to the hospital bed, she asked, "An apple or a pear?"

In fact, Xiao Rui didn't want to eat anything, but when she asked, he replied: "Apple."

He reached out to take it, but Cen Qinghe didn't give it to him. Instead, he pulled a stool and sat next to him, picked up a fruit knife, and wanted to peel him.

Xiao Rui was a little surprised, "You never liked to do this kind of thing before."

Cen Qinghe is rough in many ways, not to mention peeling apples, and sometimes eating grapes without even bothering to spit them out.

With the trash can under her feet, she peeled the skin and replied calmly: "You are a patient now, patients should enjoy some privileges."

After a few months, when they met again, both of them never mentioned the matter of breaking up before, but the current relationship was calm on the surface, at least Xiao Rui's heart had never been peaceful.

Sitting on the head of the bed, he looked sideways at Cen Qinghe who was carefully peeling the fruit for him, and finally couldn't help asking: "Did you go well during the time you went to Night City?"

It was the first time for Cen Qinghe to peel an apple, holding the knife in her left hand for a while, and holding the knife in her right hand for a while. After finally finding a relatively comfortable position, she lowered her head and replied, "It's pretty good."

Xiao Rui said: "I see that you are a little thinner than before you left, are you tired?"

"The early bird gets the worm, and if you are tired, you lose weight."

"You used to say that after graduation, if you want to find a nine-to-five job, the best boss is a charity. You don't have to do anything all day long, just support you. I don't know if your current boss is okay. get along?"

Xiao Rui's voice is still as pleasant as ever, with a mid-bass tone, like a high-quality violin, just listening to him speak is pleasing to the ear.

The appearance of Shang Shaocheng suddenly flashed in Cen Qinghe's mind, he paused, and then replied: "It's not bad, a typical capitalist, he is good at playing tricks, and he is a fine man."

"Did he trip you up?"

"That's not true. If you don't mess with him, he won't mess with you."

"Male and female?"

It took Cen Qinghe a long time to cut it halfway, and her tired hands were sore. She stopped, straightened her waist, and replied aloud: "Man."

She didn't look at him, and after she finished speaking, she lowered her head and continued to cut.

In fact, she didn't dare to look at him. Some words had been circling in her heart for a long time, but when the words came to her lips, she didn't know how to speak to him, so she could only let him ask questions like an ostrich.

At first Xiao Rui just asked some innocuous words, but when Cen Qinghe handed Xiao Rui a small 'dog gnawed' apple, he raised his hand, she thought he was going to pick up the apple, but unexpectedly he grabbed her wrist directly.

Cen Qinghe was startled, and instinctively pulled back, but he held on so tightly that she couldn't break free.

He looked at her, as if he wanted to see into her heart through the panic in her eyes.

"Qinghe...I miss you so much." Xiao Rui held her hand, even though she was thin and haggard, her handsome face was full of deep nostalgia and grievance and sadness that could not be concealed.

Cen Qinghe felt that the wrist held by him was hot as if it had been burned by a soldering iron.

Since she couldn't break free, she didn't want to break free, so she simply let him hold her like this.

Looking back at him, she replied with her usual expression: "Xiao Rui, to be honest, I miss you a lot, especially after knowing that something happened to you, I feel very guilty..."

"Don't feel guilty, it's my fault, it's my fault, I shouldn't make you worry." In Xiao Rui's beautiful eyes, there was a pleading and longing that couldn't be concealed, and he was really afraid of losing Cen Qinghe.

Cen Qinghe is not blind, she can see his expression and guess all the thoughts in his heart.That's why she felt that she was really cold-blooded. Facing such a big boy who was hurt by her but still stubbornly loved her, she could say without changing her face: "You did something wrong, and while saying that I don't need to feel guilty , while doing things that worry everyone. Even if we broke up, we still have feelings for several years. I can't feel at ease if you have something to do. Are you deliberately trying to make me difficult to be a human being? ?”

Her voice is soft, but it's just like this that makes it more important.

She deliberately made him think that she was blaming him.Xiao Rui stared straight at her face, from the flash of blankness and astonishment in his eyes, Cen Qinghe knew that she had succeeded.

The fingers holding her wrist loosened lightly, then quickly clenched again, Xiao Rui frowned lightly, and replied aloud: "I'm sorry, I really didn't want to embarrass you in this way, I just... …accidentally."

There are so many things I want to say, but when it comes to my mouth, there are only four words.

Cen Qinghe felt wronged from the bottom of his heart, it was hard to say, but why didn't Xiao Rui feel wronged?What did he do wrong again?
He really loved her, loved her madly, and couldn't control himself at all.

Cen Qinghe understands, she understands, the reason why he is so good, she can't bear to let him hurt more.

"Xiao Rui..." She called his name softly, familiar yet unfamiliar, because she used to call him by nicknames, Brother Rui, Young Master Xiao, Young Master Xiao... Anyway, it's been a lot to call him by his name so bluntly Years have not passed.

Slightly lowering her eyes, she looked at his hand wrapped in gauze, and said in a calm voice: "I came back this time mainly because my grandma was sick and hospitalized. Before that, Jia Le and Da Ru asked me to come and see you. I don't want to come, because I'm afraid you won't be happy when you see me... During the time I left home, I thought about it a lot, whether I can get over that hurdle in my heart..."

Taking a deep breath, she replied decisively: "The answer is no, I'm sorry Xiao Rui, I can't pretend that it never happened."

After her words fell, Xiao Rui's hand holding her wrist suddenly exerted force.He didn't mean to be angry with her, but he couldn't control his emotions. He frowned and replied, "Can you stop being so selfish? Just because my mother talked about a boyfriend and brought that person home, so you think her Have you committed any heinous crime? Qing He, I told you that I never had a father since I was a child. I don’t know what my own father looks like. My memory is only my mother holding me in the middle of the night and going out in the heavy rain. The scene of seeing a doctor; when I was young, there was a sports meeting, and the teacher asked my parents to participate together. Everyone has a father, but I am the only one whose mother comes alone. Some activities must be attended by men. You can be both a father and a mother; for me, she has not looked for it for so many years, just because I am too young, the other party will treat me badly. To be honest, I really don’t know when she talked about her boyfriend, but this is Her rights, no one stipulates that she deserves to be single for the rest of her life. Qinghe, even if you love me, can't you be considerate of my mother? "

Xiao Rui was very excited, and his eye circles were red after he finished speaking.

Cen Qinghe almost exploded the temple because of his sentence 'this is her right', blurting out that she can fall in love, but she can't be a third party and find a married man to fall in love with.

The words had already come to her lips, she thought again, if she said it, even if she didn't mention her name, with Xiao Rui's character, he would definitely be afraid to ask the bottom line.

In the end, there can only be one more innocent person living in despair and pain.

So she looked at Xiao Rui without blinking, and after a while, she just replied in a lukewarm voice: "Maybe I'm really selfish, ever since I heard your mother bring another man home that day, I've been full of thoughts They are all bad pictures, lingering, and even towards you..."

Cen Qinghe didn't say anything about the future, but from Xiao Rui's desperate and angry eyes, she knew that he understood.

The two looked at each other like this. For Xiao Rui, Xiao Fangying's love affair was harmless at all. He would never understand that behind Cen Qinghe's "selfishness" was full of grievances and tolerance for him. .

Cen Qinghe was very conflicted in her heart, she obviously didn't want to hurt him, but now every word she said was hurting him in disguise.

She can only comfort herself from the bottom of her heart, being hurt by a girlfriend who has only been in love for a few years, and being hurt by a mother she has called for more than 20 years, the latter is more ruthless.

She can only protect him so selfishly, other than that, she can't think of a better way.

I don't know how long it took, Xiao Rui, who stared at her without blinking, finally took the initiative to ask: "Have you really made up your mind?"

Even though it was broken two months ago, Cen Qinghe was still heartbroken when he asked again at this time.

She didn't open her mouth, she just gave an 'hmm'.

Xiao Rui wanted to let go of her hand, but his consciousness couldn't control his body. His hand just held her wrist tightly, and he wouldn't let go.

When he looked down, he suddenly frowned, and his eyes were red.

(End of this chapter)