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Chapter 301 How fortunate to meet you

Cen Qinghe has been with Xiao Rui for several years, but he has never seen him like this, like a desperate beast, driven to a desperate situation, he is in great pain, but he doesn't even have the strength to struggle.

She forced a big man to the point of being red-eyed, and Cen Qinghe was stuck in her throat. She really wanted to tell him everything, and she wanted to cry with him. They all said that if two people bear the pain of one person, the pain will be halved.

But she is a selfish person after all, and she doesn't want to share it with him.

Resisting the choking in his throat, Cen Qinghe looked at Xiao Rui with his eyes down through a thin layer of mist, and said as calmly as possible: "By the way, when I went shopping today, I heard someone say that you As for being admitted to the Winter University and staying in school, you may not be able to go out immediately when you are hospitalized. Find a time to contact the school. They know your current situation and will try their best to help you extend the time for postgraduate study. This is a good opportunity , didn’t you want to stay in school before, it’s exactly what you want.”

Xiao Rui lowered his head and didn't make a sound for a long time. Cen Qinghe thought that he would not speak again, and was about to pull out his hand to leave, but when she moved a little, he instinctively clenched it tightly, and then replied in a deep voice: "I used to think I said too much, said too much, but now I understand that not everything can be in my favor."

Cen Qinghe's heart was caught off guard and hurt again, she frowned, she resisted the sourness that surged up, and after the sourness subsided, she deliberately replied calmly and indifferently: "Yes, we used to They are all idealistic, always feel that what we say is what we say, we can do whatever we want, no wonder in the eyes of adults, our behavior was so naive at the beginning, now looking back, I also said that I want to travel around the world..." lips Cen Qinghe was silent for a few seconds, and then said: "Xiao Rui, to be honest, I don't want to travel around the world now, I just want to earn more money and buy my own house in a good place. When the family is free, I take them over to play, and then wait until the housing price rises, I sell it, and then buy a new one. Do you think I am the same as I used to be? Is it cheesy? ?”

Her voice and tone were still so familiar, she was a rascal, but Xiao Ruihong looked at her, but there was only strangeness and unwillingness in her eyes.

He still loves her, but she chooses to let go.

Reason told him that falling in love is a matter between two people. When one person doesn't want to continue, he has to let go, and then bless her heartily, so that her life will be better in the future.

But when he looked at her, not only did he not let go, but his eye sockets became more and more red, as if they were about to ooze blood.

Cen Qinghe was afraid of seeing him cry, that way she would feel too cruel.

So she pulled her hands out inch by inch, looked down, and said in a low voice: "Xiao Rui, you know who I am, maybe I will be impulsive, but this time, I really think clearly."

His finger suddenly lost strength, and she secretly pulled it out again, so at a certain moment, her hand was pulled back suddenly, with a big movement.

The tears in Xiao Rui's eyes fell down at the same moment, and dripped on the chest of his blue and white striped hospital gown, forming a point of origin in the blink of an eye.

Cen Qinghe himself was startled and flustered, as if a hole had been broken, and finally lost a very precious thing.

'嗡~嗡~嗡~" The phone vibrated and rang, and Cen Qinghe was stunned for a moment, then realized it later, took out the phone, and hung up almost without looking at who it was.

Thanks to this phone call, the heart that she seemed to have lost just now returned to her chest again.

It hurts, but I'm still awake.

Cen Qinghe didn't cry, she just looked at Xiao Rui with red eyes, and told him the most sincere thoughts in her heart, "I will stay for three or four days at most when I come back this time, and when my grandma confirms that she is fine and can be discharged from the hospital, I will I have to go back. I have been injured for a hundred days, and you are still injured so badly. You have to recover for two or three months to recover. I can’t come back to see you often. Take care, if anything happens, let me Jiale and Daru called me. In fact, Xinyuan will come back to see you this time, but she is very busy with the Korean language test recently, so I didn't let her come... For the sake of her seeing you like this, I have to cry again."

"Xiao Rui, we have been together for so many years, thank you for spoiling me so much, being with me, and waiting for me for another two years. I, Cen Qinghe, have accumulated virtue in my previous life, and let me meet you in this life. I thought before that if we If the two can get married, you must let me bully you for the rest of your life, but I didn't expect that the plan will never change quickly. Now God looks at you poorly and won't let me bully you anymore, so if you look for it again in the future, you have to find someone Be gentle, even if you are not gentle, it must be that she likes you more than you like her, so that you can control her and prevent her from eating to death."

Tears were falling down, Cen Qinghe tried to open his eyes wide, and tried his best to make his voice sound peaceful and complete, "I know you must be feeling very uncomfortable now, and even think that your mother's matter is nothing at all, But you also know mine, if I can accept it, I will definitely not get angry, since I said I can't accept it, then no matter before, now, or in the future, I will not accept it. "

"Xiao Rui, if you want to open up a bit, don't you just lose your love and break up? I'm your first love, and so are you. Just think about the past four years. We have no white space. Even if we can't be a couple, friends and buddies love each other. The points are still there, in the future, whether I have something to do or you have something to do, isn't it just a phone call, and someone will come over immediately?"

Cen Qinghe felt so sad, so sad that she had to try hard to convince herself to accept this fact calmly.

She talked a lot, Xiao Rui kept her head down. From her angle, she could only see his drooping eyelashes and the bridge of his nose. As for his eyes, they were closed.

After saying all she wanted to say, Cen Qinghe deliberately stretched out his hand and patted Xiao Rui's shoulder, and said: "Don't do this, it makes me feel very uncomfortable, do you mean to make me feel uneasy? "

Xiao Rui closed his eyes for more than five seconds, and then opened them. He turned his head to look back at Cen Qinghe, opened his thin lips, and whispered: "Can we still be friends in the future?"

"Of course." Cen Qinghe replied brightly, but the moment he asked the question, his heart was hollowed out.

He agreed, compromised.

Isn't this what she always wanted?
But why... She wanted to cry so much.

Xiao Rui looked at her without blinking, he wanted to ask, if I miss you in the future, can I call you and hear your voice?
But when the words came to his lips, he only said one word: "Okay."

Cen Qinghe couldn't look at Xiao Rui's face, and couldn't meet his eyes. She could hardly stay in this room any longer.

Standing up, she tried her best to maintain the slight curve of her lips, and said to Xiao Rui: "Then you have a good rest, I'll go first."

After all, without waiting for his answer, she walked towards the door.

After walking two steps, she seemed to suddenly think of something, she turned her head and said: "By the way, don't forget to contact the school about the postgraduate guarantee. It is said that the postgraduate guarantee period is only three months at most."

Xiao Rui replied calmly: "Understood."

The corner of her lips curled up, pretending to be calm, "Then I'm leaving, bye."

Xiao Rui didn't respond, and just watched her leave without blinking. When her figure turned into the small corridor, and two seconds later, when the door was closed, the tears that had been in his eyes suddenly seemed to be touched. The great gravity was average, and he fell down, and the expression on his face was not sad or happy, just like a child, he was at a loss.

As soon as Cen Qinghe left the ward, her beautiful facial features couldn't help but wrinkle into a ball, her vision instantly blurred, she couldn't see the direction clearly, she only knew that she couldn't go back to her grandma's ward, so she turned around and walked in the other direction.

The mobile phone in her pocket vibrated and rang, but she didn't seem to hear it. As soon as she came to the public water room, she immediately closed the door, and then choked up without hesitation.

There is too much pain in my heart, and only by venting it out wantonly can I not be overwhelmed by resentment.

After crying for more than two minutes in a row, and sobbing for a while, my mood gradually calmed down.Feeling empty in his heart, Cen Qinghe thought, this time Xiao Rui gave up completely, she should be happy, let him never know the filth and filth behind it, as for the others... Time can always heal everything.

After staying in the water room for a while, the phone rang again. Cen Qinghe was very annoyed. He took it out and saw that it was from Shang Shaocheng.

She stared at the phone screen until the screen went black, but she didn't answer it.

Firstly, she was in a bad mood, and secondly, she was afraid that Shang Shaocheng would hear her voice wrong and would ask her what happened again.

She didn't want to mention this matter again, and she didn't want to tell anyone about it.When her grandma can be discharged from the hospital and return to Anling, she will return to Yecheng, and if it is not necessary in the future, she will not see Cen Haifeng again, so as not to feel heartbroken.

Thinking about it, she washed her face, took a deep breath, and after adjusting her emotions, she walked out.

After going around in a big circle, she returned to the ward where her grandma was.

Pushing the door and walking in, when I looked up, I saw a lot of people sitting on the sofa in the living room, and then I took a closer look, sitting in the middle of the sofa, the person who was looking at her with piercing eyes at this moment was Shang Shaocheng. .

Cen Qinghe was taken aback for a moment.

Xu Li was the first to ask, "Where did you go, kid?"

Cen Qinghe rolled his eyes, a little dazed.

As she walked in, she replied, "Just now I saw Daru and Jiale, and I talked to them for a while."

Xu Li said: "I thought you were with Xiaoshang. When I went out just now, I saw Xiaoshang standing outside and said that I couldn't find you. Tell me about you, but you didn't answer the call, and you muted it?"

"Ah, yes, I didn't hear that."

While looking at Xu Li's eyes, Cen Qinghe was really caught off guard when he was going to see Shang Shaocheng again.

"Why are you here?" In order to change the subject, Cen Qinghe took the initiative to ask Shang Shaocheng.

(End of this chapter)