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Chapter 890
Jin Nan is like a child who has never been able to cry. Now he is taught to cry. He also tries very hard to make a sound, but he doesn't know where to use it for a while.

Cen Qinghe hugged him, feeling that he was so tall and big, but so pitiful.The only person who has been able to get close to him is Chang Shan. Now that Chang Shan is gone, he is left alone.

Tears fell on him, Cen Qinghe patted his back, and said almost coaxingly: "Cry out, Chang Shan won't laugh at you."

Jin Nan frowned, his handsome face was used to being expressionless, only a pair of eyes clearly expressed the pain that pierced his heart.

After a long time, he finally closed his eyes in pain and cried out.He was trembling all over, and Cen Qinghe hugged him hard, afraid that he would just fall down straight like this.

The heart was extremely sad, Jin Nan only raised his arms to hug Cen Qinghe back, he was tightening his arms inch by inch, and in the end he almost hurt her, but Cen Qinghe didn't say anything, she hoped he could Find an outlet for the pain, or he'll be driven insane.

The quiet and cold morgue was filled with the painful cries of relatives. Cen Qinghe was wrapped in Jin Nan's arms, and later he didn't know who was supporting who. Maybe, at this moment, they all need to cuddle up to each other, otherwise how could they be together? Can resist this overwhelming sadness.

After crying for a long time, Jin Nan dropped his arms weakly, Cen Qinghe took a step back and looked up at him.

There were still tears on his face, and his eyes were empty and helpless. She said in a low voice but seriously: "Chang Shan has gone to heaven. There is no pain there. When she misses us, she will look at us in the sky. We miss her." You can also sit together and talk about our past with her. Jin Nan, I’m not telling you not to be sad, I just hope you can be stronger, and you still have to take care of Auntie, she has lost her daughter and can’t take it anymore Any hit."

Jin Nan looked down in despair, all his strength had been exhausted, he couldn't do anything now, and no one could save him.

Cen Qinghe was afraid that he would become ill if he kept thinking about it, so he turned around and said to Chang Shan who was 'sleeping': "Chang Shan, I promise you, we will definitely bring Jin Nan with us when we have snowball fights in the future. Don't worry, you No, I will be his sister, I will not bully him, and I will not laugh at him for being ugly anymore. I will do all your regrets for you, so you have a spirit in heaven, you must bless you He will live happily ever after."

This time, with tears streaming down her face, Cen Qinghe smiled, lifted the white sheet on Chang Shan's chest, and said softly: "We agreed that we didn't have enough good friends in this life, and we will be good friends in the next life. Goodbye."

The sheet slowly covered Chang Shan's face, as if this time was the real farewell, Cen Qinghe raised his hand to wipe away the tears in front of his eyes, turned to Jin Nan and said, "Let's go, go see Aunt Chang."

Jin Nan looked past Cen Qinghe, and landed on the white sheet lying there with no waves on his chest. He knew that in this life, no one would cry or laugh and call him "Brother" in various tones. ' up.

If grief could be seen with the naked eye, then Jin Nan's grief would be enough to fill the entire hospital building.

Cen Qinghe couldn't see him like this, so he grabbed his arm and dragged him out of the morgue half-forced.

Chang Wenna fainted before because of high blood pressure, sudden ups and downs in mood, and she couldn't do it right away. Fortunately, she fainted in the hospital. If there is no one around, her life may be in danger.

The doctor gave her an injection and took medicine. She didn't open her eyes until the early hours of the morning. As soon as she opened her eyes, she cried and wanted to see Chang Shan. That scene was painful to watch.

Jin Nan helped Chang Wenna go to the morgue, but Cen Qinghe didn't dare to go again, she was afraid to lift the thin white sheet again, all her courage was used to lie to Jin Nan, there was no way to mobilize it again To lie to Chang Wenna.

She was sitting in Chang Shan's ward last night, and now she is sitting in Chang Wenna's ward. It was a long night, like Ling Chi. During this period, Shang Shaocheng called her for less than 5 minutes. It could be heard that he was busy there. She hit the back of the head with her foot, she didn't want to disturb his heart, so she almost gritted her teeth and didn't cry, she pretended to be calm and said: "Chang Shan is gone."

Shang Shaocheng was silent for a while on the opposite side, and said, "Please persuade Jin Nan well."

It's useless to say don't cry at such a moment, you can only care about the living people who are still struggling in pain.

Cen Qinghe nodded, tears fell on the back of her hands, she replied aloud: "I know, you are busy with your work."

There was no one in the ward. She sat on the sofa and only drank a few sips of water throughout the day and night, but her whole body seemed to be radiant, neither sleepy nor hungry, nor even tired.

Without checking the time, Cen Qinghe didn't know what time Jin Nan came in, he was the only one, and the others didn't know where they went.

He looked extremely tired and felt that he would fall down every minute. Cen Qinghe stood up and asked, "Where is Aunt Chang?"

Jin Nan spoke, his voice was deep and hoarse, "I'm taking her back to the hotel."

Cen Qinghe originally wanted to say, you should go and have a rest too, but when the words came to her lips, she said, "Let's talk for a while."

She walked to the door and closed the door. There were only the two of them in the ward. Cen Qinghe took a bottle of mineral water and wanted to unscrew it before handing it to him to drink, but after twisting it, he found that it didn't. He didn't know it was because he had no strength. Still the bottle is too tight.

Jin Nan slowly turned his head, then raised his hand to take the water, unscrewed it and handed it to her.

Cen Qinghe said: "Take a few sips, I'm not thirsty."

Jin Nan carried the water bottle without the lid, didn't drink it, and didn't put it down, he looked like a walking dead.

Cen Qinghe felt uncomfortable looking at it. She knew that Chang Shan's death was indeed sad to her, but no matter how sad she was, she could never compare to Jin Nan.Because they are brothers and sisters, even if there is no blood relationship, they have filled each other's life for more than 20 years.

Who can digest this feeling for a while?
Standing opposite Jin Nan, Cen Qinghe looked at him and said: "I promised Chang Shan that I will be your younger sister in the future. Don't hold back what you have in mind. I promise that only you and I will know what I have heard today. If you have anything you want to say, tell me, and you just treat me as Chang Shan."

Every time the word Chang Shan is mentioned, Cen Qinghe always thinks of the fresh and beautiful girl, not a quiet corpse in the morgue, nor a weak patient on the sickbed, she seems to be frozen in the most beautiful years, the most beautiful Appearance, never grow old and never die.

Jin Nan shed tears silently.

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, Cen Qinghe could hardly imagine Jin Nan crying. How could a person like him cry?Is there anything that can make him take it to heart?But this day and night, she saw him shed too many tears, no matter it was silent or hoarse.

Her throat was choked and hurt, and she was afraid that if this continued, the result of the two of them would only be crying again, so she tried to hold back her tears and said aloud: "You talk, don't you want to talk, or don't want to talk to me?" T?"

"Let me tell you, if you hold it in for a long time, you will get sick in your heart. If you don't want to treat me as Chang Shan, then you can just treat me as a trash can. If there is something unhappy in your heart, what do you want to say, you and I'll fall down, don't be bored by yourself."

Jin Nan raised his head slowly, looked at Cen Qinghe with red eyes, opened his thin lips, and the first thing he said was, "I miss her so much."

In a word, Cen Qinghe blurred her vision instantly, but she still tried her best to pretend to be strong, and replied aloud: "I miss her too, but I know she definitely doesn't want me to be so sad, Chang Shan is so kind, her biggest regret Don't worry, she is gone, what should you do alone, so she told me that she will take you to play with her in the future, she is so worried about you, do you still have the heart to let her go feel guilty?"

Jin Nan didn't answer, his eyes were filled with endless longing.

Missing someone who will never come back is doomed to leave regrets in vain.

Cen Qinghe adjusted her breathing secretly, wiped away her tears and said, "Do you know why Chang Shan waited until the end of the year to leave? Because she wanted to celebrate the New Year with us. Although she didn't say anything, she worked hard. She worked hard and hoped to be with us for more For a long time, I also try my best to hope that we can all be happy, so I will not be sad for too long. I want to think of her in the future, it will be a happy memory, and you are the same. If you really miss her, then try to make yourself live Be happy."

Jin Nan's heart was torn in two.The real feelings are pushing him into the endless abyss, but emotionally, there is always a voice saying, don't be sad, Chang Shan doesn't want you to be sad.

The expression on his face is that of a troubled child, what should he do?he does not know.

Cen Qinghe looked at him like this, staring at his eyes that hadn't been wiped away with tears, and tried hard to persuade him: "Talk to me, you can say anything, just don't hold it in your heart, I know there is something hidden in my heart The taste is too uncomfortable."

Jin Nan did hide too many secrets in his heart, and the biggest one almost overwhelmed him, he didn't even know how he survived until today.

Now that Chang Shan was gone, he secretly rejoiced that after a long time, at least there was someone who could stay by Chang Wenna's side, so it was gone, and he didn't know how to continue in the future.

His lips trembled almost imperceptibly. He first made a mouth shape to speak, but it took a while to find his own voice.

In the quiet room, he said in a low voice, "Chang Shan, it's not my aunt's child."

Cen Qinghe didn't know what he wanted to say, so he listened patiently until he said slowly, "I am."

A look of confusion flashed across Cen Qinghe's eyes. At first glance, she didn't hear clearly, or she heard clearly, but felt that she didn't understand.

"What did you say?" He stopped talking, and Cen Qinghe asked tentatively in a small voice.

Jin Nan sat down on the edge of the hospital bed, staring at something out of focus, "Chang Shan is not my aunt's daughter, but I am her son. My aunt is actually my mother."

(End of this chapter)